jaydes - idiot

ozempic dese niggas little to me
i never cared 
but dese niggas hate me i get it like plead 
these niggas scared
and i never cared for nobody but me
you niggas get it 
i hate it 
these niggas trippin
ill fake it until i get it hoe

goth bitch
fucking cut her wrist
cause she just into that
fucked up
suicidal jester cuz he into that

parasocial niggas u venting up on the internet
i could die on live cuz im sure niggas would b into that

jester fucking dead on the floor 
he took his life
these niggas hate me dont care to be known
i live in private
fuck it i could really take it away
but i dont mind
cause everytime that i open that door
i see a lie
inside my mind, fuck.

jester said this tho
bitch look out your window
two shots
fucked up on her nigga she a widow
red hair goth bitch look like black widow
i could try to save the bitch but im just not a hero


nigga fuck the jester
its too bad impress
the whole cliques a mess
and u cant save em.

jester please hold me

death of a jester

jester

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[luci]
don't let me fall
if i let you in
one to my chest just tear my skin
one to the head, don't let me live
my minds in panic, you slit my wrists
in awful times
i hate my life

i wait too long for something right
don't you take my light, ill do things right
i'm sorry

[crayon]
i lay my head in the dark
its not what you want its what you are
i know its all my fault
and i hate the way i stand
and i cant handle my friends
i think my times come to end
why would you hate me after all i did
i cant find the words to describe the way you feel to me
i cant
but before you leave
make one promise to me
you wont let me fall
you wont let me down
can you be my heart last time around

lucille & crayon - i hate my life

casket

Track 10 from “Clown” - Out Now Everywhere

Stream/Download: aeter.us/clown

Lyrics:
She said “maybe I would like you better right now”
If you were naked 
Not hard to say it
And I’m starting to think we’re getting better right now
Even though I say it
It’s hard to feel sacred here

And you’re much prettier
When you’re not talking
Ouu, I hate to interrupt but
I don’t like you
And I feel filthier
When I’m not stalking
Constantly inside this noggin of mine
So time-consuming

She said “maybe I would like you better right now”
If you weren’t crazy
And I mean that lately
“And I would really like you better right now”
If you weren’t selfish
I guess that’s where hell is, well

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filthy yet so pretty

Track 7 from “Clown” - Out Now Everywhere

Stream/Download: aeter.us/clown

Lyrics:
Did you ever notice that were nothing alike?
Did you ever notice that were nothing alike?

Parties at my house 
Never going back, its over
Yeah its over
Parties going down
Throw me through the glass, its over

But you were never invited
Invited at all.
No need to get all excited
And break down the walls
The walls, ou-ou-ou-ou

the party

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prod me

oooh it'll be hard to let u go but
im tryin to move on and
i know u dont love me so
ill write it in this song
i know that i did like everything wrong
but i tried my best to not see u gone

run n hit the ground i fall so hard
baby tell me why u had to break my heart
know its nothin personal u just played ur part
but i rlly wish that we could just restart
x3

break my heart

head

あの日　一瞬で色を失った
That day I lost my color in an instant
心が戻れば君に会えると
If my heart comes back, I’ll see you again
前に進むしかなかった
Still I kept walking on
資本主義の川は止まらない
The river of capital never stops
梅雨前線の国で
In this rainy season country
枯れることはないだろう
It won’t ever dry up
そんな流れに逆らえない
Can’t fight against the stream
いっそダイブして浮き上がれ！
So dive, then rise again!
君と話すことも現実ばかり
Even with you it feels too real
未来の不安に踊る液晶たち
Screens shaking up tomorrow’s fear
希望か不安か　どっちを選ぶ？
Hope or worry — which one do you choose?
疎遠になった友よ
Estranged friend of mine
あの川を渡る日まで
Until you cross that other river
手紙も会話もなく
With no letters, no talk
僕はこの世にいないのと同じ？
Am I already gone from this world?
Pre-Chorus 2
過去という砂漠を旅したい
I wanna wander the desert of time
いつか水で満ちると知ってる
I know someday it’ll flood with water
君と話すことも現実ばかり
Even with you it feels too real
未来の不安に踊る液晶たち
Screens shaking up tomorrow’s fear
希望か不安か　どっちを選ぶ？
Hope or worry — which one do you choose?
振り返ってたい　過去の砂漠を
I wanna look back, desert of the past
揺れ動くロックさ　定義はいらない
This rocking flow, undefined rock!
夢物語でも君と語りたい
Even if it’s a dream, I’ll talk with you
転び続けても船を作り続けた
Falling down, still building an unsinking boat
ロックは向いてないなんて言わせない
Don’t you dare say rock’s not for me!

バンド　ベース　ツインギター　ドラムス　タイトなリズム　,Rock,Jazz,Country,Classical,Dance,World,Folk 泣きのギターソロ

Countercurrent Rock

Nation
あなたはどこへも行かず
You didn’t go anywhere
未来も占わず　過去も忘れた
You never read the future, you left the past behind
ただ今すべきことだけをしてた
Only doing what’s in front of you right now
それはきれいなようで
It may look so beautiful
実はその場しのぎ　やっつけ仕事
But it’s just patchwork, a job done halfway
足跡も残せないよ
Not even footprints remain
本など取るに足らないものだ
Books are nothing to rely on
自分に迷ったらそこが最後
If you lose yourself, that’s the end
君はそんな状態でよくやってるよ
And still, you keep going like this
もっと君が輝ける場所があったはず
There must have been a place where you could shine
どうしてここにいるのか
Why are you standing here?
それは誰にもわからない
No one else can ever know
君にしかわからないのに
Only you can know the truth
きれいな言葉で飾りたてたからやっかい
But polished words made it troublesome
三叉路を前に
Before a three-way crossroad
予防線の壁
A wall of caution drawn
断捨離の渦
A whirlpool of letting go
迷いの海
An ocean of doubt
逃げのすきま風
And the draft of escape
もっと君が輝ける場所があったはず
There must have been a place where you could shine
どうしてここにいるのか
Why are you standing here?
それは誰にもわからない
No one else can ever know
君にしかわからないのに
Only you can know the truth
きれいな言葉で飾りたてたから
But polished words made it all
やっかいだ
So troublesome
やっかいだ
So troublesome

Rock,Country,Jazz,Soul,Reggae,Folk,Blues
弾き語り　ボブディラン　現代のロック　美しい美しいメロディ　タイトなリズム　ボブマーリー　反戦歌

Beautiful word

im smelling cinnamon
craves is on her skin
(its on her skin)
dont u leave me lone
(cant be alone)
i want u in my hands
dont exchange ur heart
(exchange ur heart)
i learn to be a ma--n
if you wasnt done
(wont be done)
id have another chance

dont you love me anymore
am i just in the trash
am i nothing but a whore
dont you leave me in the past
i would give up everything
-- in a blink im coming back

dont forget im always here
im so crazily attached
in a blink im coming back
in a blink im coming back
in a blink im coming back
in a blink im coming --

im so crazily attached
in a blink im coming --

im so crazily attached
in a blink im coming --

im so crazily attached
in a blink im coming back


blink im coming back

if you cut my hands, i would still write all these letters

blink im coming back

hicel