divine divinity

Composed during a whirlwind period of touring and sound engineering in 2019, 𝑂𝑛𝑙𝑦 functions as both a tranquil refuge and as a heartfelt appreciation for the source instruments' timbres. Berlin-based Bridget Ferrill crystallizes her professional recording experience and artist residencies into a singular focus on Buchla modular, harp, zither, and viola da gamba. Rather than an exercise in technical mastery, Ferrill's careful arrangements invite us to linger with each instrument; in her words, fulfilling the longing to "listen a little longer, a little slower". Every contour of the instruments is lovingly traced, a warm invite for us to join her in the exuberance of exploring their inner life.

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Bridget Ferrill (USA/DE) is a producer and composer of electronic music whose work plays between pattern and noise, exploring augmented instruments, handmade electronics, and experimental computer music. She has participated in residencies at EMS in Stockholm, LungA in Iceland, and the Dirt Palace in Providence, Rhode Island. Recent projects include composing for Staatstheater Cottbus, engineering and performing electronics for Bendik Giske’s live show, designing the Anglerfish drone synthesizer for Common Ground, and creating multimedia installations with composer Áslaug Magnúsdóttir.

Ferrill is also a live and studio engineer with experience working in studios and venues such as Greenhouse Studios in Reykjavik, Machines with Magnets in Providence RI, and at Real Surreal, her own mixing and mastering studio in Berlin.

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Bridget Ferrill - Viola da Gamba (ENXPL10)

Playing music at the ocean, an infinite mirror curls upward towards you. Picturesque and perverse, cracked enamel castings sit in lazy but unsettled sands. Something is just right, having once stirred beneath the surface it now hovers misting at eye level. You can put your hand through it; pushing humidity around like a furry catkins flake in a tepid wind.

BAD LSD TRIPS is a collaboration between artists Domingo Castillo and doris dana. Working through the process of developing sounds during the pandemic, the duo amassed large swaths of recordings on a weekly basis from 2020 and 2021 in Miami, Florida. The debut recording of "bad LSD trips" for the ENXPL series is documentation of improvising and honing a sonic vocabulary that is rooted in the tradition of early industrial, dark ambient and tape music. The backdrop of the recorded effort is a geographical conundrum of a city worn threadbare by candied advertising, tourism, and aesthetics. BAD LSD TRIPS inverts the spectacle of their locale with psychedelic meditations searching for, and occasionally digging inside of, a place of ease.

BAD LSD TRIPS is a collaboration between artists Domingo Castillo and doris dana. Working through the process of developing sounds during the pandemic, the duo amassed large swaths of recordings on a weekly basis from 2020 and 2021 in Miami, Florida.


Limited 125 copies
Copper foil print on recycled paper
Recycled cassette shells and cases 
credits
releases March 29, 2022

Recorded by Domingo Castillo and doris dana
LAZY HIDEAWAY contains elements of Zabelle Panosian - Groung
Audio finalized by Glyn Maier
Source material for design from 'Smiley Face Om'
Design by RJM Vanderheyden

BAD LSD TRIPS

HARD COPY PURCHA$E

ENXPL12 - BAD LSD TRIPS - A1. CONSCIOUSNESS BURNOUT

circa — October 2021
Background Vocals by gunk @iloveallmydogs
Produced by elxnce
Stream on Spotify: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/elxnce/around
https://elxnce.bandcamp.com/track/around-2

Lyrics:
Don't know if it's love is it just pretend
Every time you call my phone I wish that you were dead
Can't get you out of my head
Can't get you out of my head
Don't know if it's love is it just pretend
Every time you call my phone I wish that you were dead
Can't get you out of my head
Can't get you out of my head

And where do I begin, I love you so much we can go through the thick and the thin
I'm describing everything I want to say to you, 'cause I can't hold back (not this time)
It's been like too long, without your phone calls
And despite of everything, I hope I'll see you around (I hope I'll see you around, around)

Don't know if it's love is it just pretend
Every time you call my phone I wish that you were dead
It's alright, it's okay, I didn't need you anyway
It's alright, it's okay, I didn't need you anyway
But I still haven't kissed you, is it bad that I still kind of miss you
It's alright, it's okay, I didn't need you anyway
It's alright, it's okay, I didn't need you anyway

It's alright, it's okay, I didn't need you anyway, it's alright
I didn't need you anyway

Stream

Around

circa — April 2023
Additional Production by @whyawe

Welcome to my luck it's not new
I wouldn't be here anywhere without you
If I was young right now I wouldn't know what to do
I'm just glad I fought my battles and grew
I still can't believe that you're gone
I wish that you could hear this song
But you know when times get too tough
And you know that you've had enough
When things start going in place for you
And I don't let anyone catch my bluff
Times like these, just to bring myself together
Would be all it cost

I'm glad I wasn't born anywhere else
'Cause I don't think that I'd be me
I wish we could play our favorite songs
I wish that you weren't gone
My sister said it's okay to cry
I'm looking at our pictures, wish that we could live another day
Forever grateful for you, yeah it's sad it had to end this way
It's breaking me up, it's breaking me down
I hope we can find ourselves in the afterlife, I love you mom

Close my eyes, and then I fall asleep
I can't breathe without your company
'Cause nothing else really matters (but you)
All I ever was was your baby

It's Okay to Cry (Outro)

i know?

link in description, i
live in a fairy tale,
find an archetype, i will do it right
to the world i left behind
i'll be jester right, i'll be just alright

live in a fairy tale,
still i snap back just to pay respect back
to the world i left behind
i'll be just alright, i want your surrender

this could be the last you hear from me,
till i fail, till i fail, till I fail
i'll be okay
can you count on that?
as i'm trying to breathe in the cold
i'll be okay
can you count that?

i was falling back on the match
i was falling back undetached

wallow in your room, seeking someone
i know you so
so well, well

live in a fairy tale,
find an archetype, i will do it right
to the world i left behind
i'll be jester right, i'll be just alright

live in a fairy tale,
still i step back just to pay respect back
to the world i left behind
i'll be just alright, i want your surrender

jesterr

Drumloop - I Don't See It

heaven.

this wall will shatter
and the cuts will be dug out
disregard my health
cus i’m rotating in seconds
it’s beginning to turn, i’m not ready 

feeling immaterial, feeling immaterial
i’m thinking i should seal the deal but 
forget it
i pick it up where i left off

it is all my fault 
that i couldn’t own up to
through being so careless
cus i’m rotating in settings
it’s beginning to turn, i’m not ready

feeling immaterial, feeling immaterial
i’m thinking i should seal the deal but 
forget it
i get up where i left off

rotating in seconds

New York City based multifaceted musician and artist Drumloop releases “Limiting Mindset” on 12” LP on Psychic Liberation on May 1st, 2024.

Emerging from the freezing sea, a winged automata ascends over  Mount Erebus and the ice shelves below. Like an arrow aimed at the heavens she flies towards the atmosphere, caught by gravity's kiss. Held, inches from the interstellar sublime, aching for release. Negotiations with divine emissaries. She's accepted into the twinkling astral entropy of soundless void. Breathless in the endless womb of stars. Phantom echoes of the language of unknown metals. Internal depths exposed, exalted and reabsorbed. Returned, whole and warm. Softly descending. Imbued with ultraviolet, embraced by blue depths, returned to the liquid core. Succor for the oceans of grief.

“Limiting Mindset” is sublime. Closer to a sacrament than an album. A divine transmission intercepted by Antarctic listening stations. I am reminded of the depths plumbed by Porter Ricks, of the tundra cool of Thomas Köner’s solo works, the tapestry of Tim Hecker’s emotional fractals and Autechre at their most interstellar. One could draw these comparisons, but Drumloop clearly inhabits her own unique space. A piercing emotional resonance permeates the entire proceeding. It’s like listening to a conversation between fathomless and private internal spaces with the endless astral entropy that surrounds all things. Each song stands beautifully on its own, while remaining integral to the whole. Transmutation as song. You will not leave unmoved.
-F

Daffy Scanlan is an artist and musician based in New York City. Her work compounds the corresponding passageways between memory, time, and space. Under the moniker Drumloop, she collages language with piano and digital synthesis, creating sonic representations of emotive internal universes.

LIMITING MINDSET

PURCHASE COPY

DRUMLOOP - A2. FORCEFIELD (PLIB040)

[NOTE] Due to SoundCloud Content ID system the audio file has been pitched up 50 cents

https://evangeline.info

Produced, written and performed by Evangeline
lyrics: https://genius.com/Evangeline-au-end-of-life-lyrics

End-of-life

my friend @tevinmichaelr on the intro voice clip
samples yvette young https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V3jLRPCYOUE

talking is no use
cus i still think about you
and i can't stop while moving
move then when i think about it

drink away the mood
our friends just la lune
and every time i sleep, i keep dreaming
a dream about us

baby, would you even notice,
if i tried to show you,
all my love tonight (4x)

baby, would you even notice,
if i tried to show you,
a dream about us

a dream about us

you think that it's too much to be shared
you feel like there's just nobody that cares 
i know yes i know
you'd reach out from hell but you're feeling scared 
that people leave your life cuz life isn’t fair 
but i won't no i won't

and it hurts for me to see you 
feel this way, feel this way

see this beating heart of mine 
give you love and take your crying 
can't explain but i will try 
lift your eyes to a gift of light

(mumbling) 
you think that it's too much to be shared
you feel like there's just nobody that cares 
i know yes i know
you'd reach out from hell but you're feeling scared 
that people leave your life cuz life is not fair 
but i won't no i won't

and it hurts for me to see you :,(

see you feel

1 +sochi
2 +luvpurp
3 solo
4 +emotionals
5 +flood
6 solo
7 +sochi

a week late sorry

ty for listening next pack will b all solos <3 ig: @huntyomg

Birthday Clips 2/28 @flooddubs @emotionals @pw4prez @1luvpurp

Je t’ai aimé jusqu’à m’oublier J’ai dansé dans l’incendie pour te garder Mais de tes cendres, j’ai trouvé ma voix Et maintenant… 
je m’aime plus que toi


Je m’aime plus que toi

"to you

talked to you all night over the phone.
we were together, all alone
do you still love miso?
talked to you all night over the phone.
we were together, all alone.
And you cried when you got so drunk
so I listened to you when the brew boils,
and a rude truth is silenced for the night.

Kpop drama queen, at the age of 16 you
got the world ahead of yourself.
always sad, like i couldn't tell.
How's your family? And your little baby brother?
And your mother?
You know I'm happy for you, for making it this far. (x4)"

released on: 26 October 2020

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