headlights

prod @winter

lyrics:

"I'd rather not doctor, my wonderland is shattered. it's- dead to me"

Feel my chest tighten up like a corset
I thought you would help me, you only want to torment
Put me in the background, I'm not that important
I reach my hand out, I'm stuck inside a torrent
My life's so boring, I'm sinking to a new low
I've been tryna save myself, can't be a hero
My life needs substance, I'm clinging onto sorrow
This is my shit, you just like to borrow
I try my hardest everyday to see tomorrow

I wear these scars around my wrist like it's a bracelet
Welcome to my world, we could let decay hit
I live my life like I'm a puppet, I just fake it
-and then display it

I live my life in black and white, like your stockings
You can hide the key, hurry up, think someone's watching
I was in the photograph, then I saw you crop me
Is anybody listening? Why am I still talking?

I wear these scars around my wrist like it's a bracelet
Welcome to my world, we could let decay hit
I live my life like I'm a puppet, I just fake it
You rip my heart out my chest, and then display it
Every gear inside my body keeps on breaking
I feel like I'm clockwork, wind me up and play it
Why can't I surround myself in something else than hatred?
Why does life keep trying me? Don't think I can take it

[my life] madness returns (winter)

@mental
prod. @yashio20k + @rewind214

[mental]
you hate me and you love me 
but to me it's the same thing 
i only ever numb it 
i wish that i could change things 
i'm bleeding and i'm blushing 
cause everything is breaking 
i'm trying not to cut me 
i'm disgusting and nothing is okay

i wonder if i fucked it up or not 
i wonder if i can ignore these thoughts 
i wonder if there's any point getting up
i wonder if love really feels like it's love
you know me better than everyone
it's been three days since i've seen the sun
i'm running but what am i running from
i'm crumbling one kiss and i'll turn to dust

i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back
i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back

okay - mental

@yfwqp , prod @cruseyyyy 
additional production from @v2nthan

that's your true nature, the real you (5.15)

flash w milli prod crusey

lyrics soon
@k4rson @lifegiverr @dinosaurslover

karson & life - honesty (dinosaur)

Prod @baiori
Feat @1luvpurp

Music video : https://youtu.be/728ILQgyx94?si=pz6J3k3jvaN86aXW

lyriczz :

every time i see you idk why i just can’t speak
wanna cry all the time we can really spend some time 
i just wanna ask u out
i just been like so stressed out
can i give u one more chance 
to live up this romance 
do u ever feel like ur alone in da world
have u ever known how it felt like to cry alone 
dw abt it girl we can keep on dancing all nite
u can rull the world
play the music all nite

Yea im hearing music in my head all night
I Can’t get rid of the stress or the butterflies 
It can happen when I’m thinking about you and i
& I’m just hoping i can be someone that you like
I’m just hoping that for once something goes right
Cuz i see my future right inside of your eyes
Inside my heart there’s something for you
I hope we can keep this party going for the rest of my life

every time i see you idk why i just can’t speak
wanna cry all the time we can really spend some time 
i just wanna ask u out
i just been like so stressed out
can i give u one more chance 
to live up this romance 
do u ever feel like ur alone in da world
have u ever known how it felt like to cry alone 
dw abt it girl we can keep on dancing all nite
u can rull the world
play the music all nite

Need your company
So don’t get up and leave
Stay up all night with me
We can hang out & Forget about sleep
I just wanna feel your touch
When you’re gone i fall apart
When you’re gone i don’t get far
I’ll be the strings around your heart🫀

Heartstrings💞w/ luvpurp *Music Video in Desc*

w @1akura prod @lilac

lyrics

[gleam]
all my life i couldn't take it
u dont kno how much i hate it
i wish i was nothing
u wish u were famous
heavy heart of stone
bby i could nvr break it
im so cold u feel like summer
hold me close wish i was warmer
i keep falling down bby u keep moving forward
keep me in a locket tell me im important

bby can u pls just hold me close
i feel like im slipping bby dont let go
cut me up u can wear my skin n bones
im rlly glad ur back i was so alone
can u pls just hold me close
i feel like im slipping bby dont let go
cut me up u can wear my skin n bones
im rlly glad ur back i was so alone

[akura]
help me up
help me out
knocked down was i not enough?

tell me how 
tell me how
i gave my all but u never showed out

this was all 4 us and uu broke itt
leave it in the dust, leave it frozen
n my words are stuck yea im choking
u said u loved me but u never show it

now ur words kill me slowly
said u cared well then show me
in my dreams u were holding me
now i cant ever fall asleep
im in lockdown
heart barely beating thats just how it goes now
tell me the reason why u wont ever come around me
the blood is dripping while im watching u leave

this was all 4 us and uu broke itt
leave it in the dust, leave it frozen
n my words are stuck yea im choking
u said u loved me but u never show it

[gleam]
bby can u pls just hold me close
i feel like im slipping bby dont let go
cut me up u can wear my skin n bones
im rlly glad ur back i was so alone
can u pls just hold me close
i feel like im slipping bby dont let go
cut me up u can wear my skin n bones
im rlly glad ur back i was so alone

skin w/ akura (lilac)

anxiety i got blood on my tee
said she wanna talk but we met up last week
yeah im in the stu and im never gonna sleep
everybody perishes but i will never weep 

i got lots of shit thats been on my mind
hide the narcotics i dont think they will find
if u want some xannies u can hit up my line
everybodies schizo yea their out their damn mind

just be patient yeah ur gonna get paid
if u wana talk shit u gon end up in a grave
and hes hiding in a closet why tf u so afraid
im more into action i do not know what to say

dont need no penetration only patience
ima pop a couple beans wtf u saying
planting down an ied yeah we get  delaying
deploying we black ops yeah i do not know my nation

yeah we back to the station
droppin them like flies they gon meet their making
opps on my screen we gon fry them like some bacon
deploying the drone yeah we send it into mayhem

narcotics (sunrisess + zuuloh)

@valentinesdayblue
@truereligiondenim

Art by www.instagram.com/iloveuserthirty?igsh=OWF2d2N4cGpzdGV3

lyrics:

(me)
i can’t sleep 
it’s so hard 
it’s 4am again 

even when i’m by your side 
guess i’ll get faded again 

i can’t escape the fact that ur leaving again 
ur leaving 
ur leaving

ill give you 
give my heart
i hope we don’t fall apart

but my skin’s made of glass
i hope it don’t turn to shards

when im not with you i feel lethargic
i cant seem to keep going,
keep pushing ahead

i’m trying, you don’t seem to get it
i hope you feel safe in my arms—
hope you trust me
i’m sorry—don’t sweat it
you don’t wanna hear it
i get it, ur leaving
let’s enjoy the moment

(valentinesday)
ur leaving i get it  
you need what i don’t have  
just rock me to sleep  
while i spit blood in your hands  

your love was like summer  
my love was like war  
and i talk to myself while you walk out the door  

i can get out the old blades  
i know you wanna fight me  
and then sleep right beside me  
when i get inna honda  
got nobody on aux yeah  
so i just play this song  
to remember you babe

(me)
come back home 
ur leaving me so cold
i’ll try not to let go
i’ll try not to let go
ur leaving i hate this
ur leaving
don’t leave me—
ur leaving 4x

i’m trying, you don’t seem to get it
i hope you feel safe in my arms—
hope you trust me
i’m sorry—don’t sweat it
you don’t wanna hear it
i get it, ur leaving
let’s enjoy the moment