It Shouldn't Be Like This

till i fall  (angelrave)

paramore - playing god (meta + sammy edit)

1-4 w/ blingeez
5-9 solo
dm for inquiries @shaade2k

Feb 2k24 w/ bling

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kynlary ft chaosysl- bella - alice #twilight (chaosysl)

soon on beatstars

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2k24 march clips #two #fg

like there's no way (michael warren)

its hard to realize
this is where i reside
wasting all my time
its okay ill be fine
like whats my reason
idk how to feel it
cant u see
cant usee
i think i finally learned my lesson
no feelings, me? im just acting
i cant do shit im too passive
weight on my back n its massive
i feel so disconnecte
never rlly did learn my lesson
got anxiety yea n its massive
time to leave it all back in the past tense

everything feels so near yet farther away
i just wish i could go somewhere far far away
idc what u say
n i feel so upset
n ik im a mess

my reason

https://soundcloud.com/drowntogadrown
https://soundcloud.com/1anonnn
https://soundcloud.com/cryingonit
https://soundcloud.com/fuckcru

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average... (2024) wit mili,anonnn,cryingonit, and cru

fragments scattered on the ground
bend over & pick them up
I don't think I'll ever love
don't feel bad it's not your fault
heavenbound but I'm in hell
start to crack I'm slipping up
hold it in you can't let up
let it out you start to cough

something right & something wrong
I can tell I'm not alone
In my head & in my home
I can feel it in my bones
Circling above like crows
haunt my halls like u a ghost
sick of her so I go ghost
I do not need u no more
roll a spliff then smoke my lungs
556 like we gon blow
made a promise no one knows
promise I keep to myself
promises I tend to keep
I don't think I'll ever bleed
I don't ever ever need
I don't need nobody else

why, oh why, are we-
nah fuck it all
pop a bean, let's fien
we'll dance until we drop
I can't feel a thing
I can't feel I'm numb
Aren't we everything ?
I'll see you when It's time

fragments (luvpurp friendly)

We fall
Your tears, they sew my cuts
Going through some sort of withdrawal
Which I don't know the feeling of

We should take a walk through the mall
I just wish it wasn't so hard
Like back when I would play in the yard
It takes me back to when I was young

It makes me sad when you tell me you're gone
One day I'll go on tour and go far
Coast to coast
To see my bros
And you can come along if you really want

We don't have to rush it at all
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
Skipping rocks while I sit by the pond
The water's stained with what I've become

Grab the iron, burn your name in my arm
Words you used den left their own mark
Maybe we can sit and make art
My own pace, we call that a safe start

A drink or two wouldn't cause no harm
You have no idea how perfect you are
The thought of us just splitting apart
It all just seems to fuel my resolve

We fall
Your tears, they sew my cuts
Going through some sort of withdrawal
Which I don't know the feeling of

We should take a walk through the mall
I just wish it wasn't so hard
Like back when I would play in the yard
It takes me back to when I was young

Take a breath and focus on your breathing 
You're going on another trip and moving so routinely
Can't help but feel the opposite, but I'm just a human being
It hurts to stay inside
It hurts to stay inside when you're leaving

2k24 march clips #two #fg

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