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ʜɪɢʜᴅᴇᴀᴛʜʟɪғᴇ 👽🛸 ハイデストラウス 🔥🍁👌 2018

emo rap

I Fall In Love To Easily

Any feedback, likes, or reposts are greatly appreciated.
Cheers for listening in and much love!

Beat by Dansonn Beats - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpPzbiIvht0&feature=youtu.be

Lyrics:

Been a long time comin, seen it on the horizon
Been runnin from it all these years, finally found myself here
Failed to keep on swimmin, the ocean waves were brewin
Its fucked up that some parts of heaven can’t be reached like you were believin

Just wasn’t strong enough, wasn’t mentally there enough
So scared of falling short of this wrapped my self esteem around some fake bliss
My effort was unrivaled, it was all I ever wanted
But life don’t play fair in this game, might not work out no matter how true your aim 

Can’t deal with all this self hate, gotta hide away from my fate
Don’t have the mental fortitude to hold off the devil’s brood
Hide my brain behind the bottle, pills to down the sorrow
Can’t live on in consciousness, inebriation is my response to this

My attempts at coping aren’t ever healthy
Physically, mentally or emotionally
But fuck, does killing myself slowly
With the drugs, and the alcohol
feel better than being stuck with my mind
its just the way I am, a way I can unwind 

I feel it in my bloodstream, got my mind up dreamin
A shot for each time I failed myself, so I can feel myself less
The coke keeps me from leavin, the benders got me seethin
Fuck life, fuck everyone, fuck everything that’s got me undone

I'm likin this good feelin, gotta keep it goin
But hating others and everything isn’t better than hating me
The drinks just keep on pourin, my stomach is churnin
The world begins to spin and my consciousness is leavin

Now I’m in the kitchen heavin, feels like I ain’t even breathin
The panic hits me in one big swing, I’m scared this might be it for me
Pulling out my cell phone, I laboriously type in my moms phone
“Do you know what time it is?” without a word I hit the floor
 
Life is a whole lot better
When we accept our failures
and replace failed dreams with new ones
It’s often hard to see
That it's not just the world that needs fixing
But also me

A mother outside mournin, a crowd dressed in obsidian
A man who lost sight of life's purpose, is buried under roses
If he could change the ending he would, he’d do it all over again
But life doesn’t give a second go at it, don’t hate it just go with it

We’re all living the same kind of life
It doesn’t always go your way
But if we all help our sisters and brothers
We’ll all make it out alright
Peace and love

Inebriation is My Response to This

This track touches on the life of a girl escaping from her own mind through the use of pills, but to little success in the endeavor.

Any feedback, likes, or reposts are greatly appreciated.
Cheers for listening in and much love!

Beat by Hatemyself - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ef4O8cFHsag

Lyrics:

Falling to the floor
Reaching for the bottle, she just needs some more
So that they can coddle her head and her soul
They’re slowly breaking and she feels like animal
She feels like animal inside

Ripping through her clothes, feel the bugs are crawling on hands and her toes
Needs to get them off so she snorts through her nose
A line of white powder meant to comatose
It’s meant to comatose her cries

But they keep on coming
Keep on crawling from her heart into her stomach  
She thinks the pills will help but they are only numbing
Her from her senses of true happy and fulfillment 

Falling to the floor
Reaching for the bottle, she just needs some more
So that they can coddle her head and her soul
They’re slowly breaking and she feels like animal

Ripping through her clothes, feel the bugs are crawling on hands and her toes
Needs to get them off so she snorts through her nose
A line of white powder meant to comatose

Wants to comatose the cries
Running from it all her life
Homelife sucks she’s been having trouble finding light 
Only pride she finds is through vicodin and methamphetamines 
So when low on supply left alone with her mind 
For others may be fine, but for her this is dying
til she finds the next line 
Maybe she’ll fuck this guy
Who had promised her a try
At his stash, so she did , but he dashed, he was lying

Falling to the floor
Reaching for the bottle, she just needs some more
So that they can coddle her head and her soul
They’re slowly breaking and she feels like animal
She feels like animal inside

Ripping through her clothes, feel the bugs are crawling on hands and her toes
Needs to get them off so she snorts through her nose
A line of white powder meant to comatose
It’s meant to comatose her cries

She feels like animal
She feels like animal inside
It’s meant to comatose
It’s meant to comatose her cries

Comatose

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idc about her anymore

idc about her anymore - RedSkyGrizly ft. Corey G, warningsadvibes, J Wes

LYRICS



FUCKING ON THIS GIRL, SHES MY YANDERE
LICKING UP MY BLADE, CUTTING UP HER FACE
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO FUCKING SAY
BLOODY SHOES, EMERSIVE DREAMS BLEEDING IN THE RAIN
SO FUCKING HIGH CANT FEEL MY FACE
PANIC COURSES BUT I WILL NOT BREAK
TELL MYSELF THIS EVERY FUCKING DAY
YET I STILL FEEL THIS FUCKING WAY
SAY GOODBYE THEN I LET IT SPRAY
SPILL MY THOUGHTS, YOU CAN SEE MY BRAIN
ON THE PAVEMENT NO NEEDS FOR FRIENDS
IF THEY AINT WIT ME TILL THE VERY FUCKING END
EMPTY FEELINGS, BLOODY CEILINGS PUSH YOUR BODY OFF THE BUILDING
LOOKING BACK SEE A SMILE ON MY FACE (HA HA HA)
ITS TRANSPARENT, NO COMPARING JUST ANOTHER ONE STANDING IN MY FUCKING WAY

filament (prod. solsa)

Gunshotsounds X Highdeathlife
DandyBoy ft Warningsadvibes
gunshotsounds-https://www.instagram.com/kashaan_007/
twitter-https://twitter.com/Kashaan_Chopper
twitter-https://twitter.com/warningsadvibes

KASHAAN Hatefull (feat. warningsadvibes)

prod by @warningsadvibes
@warningsadvibes
@odwolfwood
@grizlyredsky
@jwes-lbc
<33

bullworth (feat. warningsadvibes, OD wolfwood, Redsky and J Wes)

Any feedback, likes, or reposts are greatly appreciated.
Cheers for listening in and much love!

Beat by Tellingbeatzz - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ngkrHwI22nA

Lyrics:

I can’t even say that I’m mad, cause I’d be lying
I understand the stance you have, but still it’s prying
Within my mentality, and that combined with
My diminishing senses of sanity. It’s surprising 

That I kept you on my line
Kept you on my phone
Wish I called you mine
But to you we couldn’t grow
Past the pot that currently holds 
Us within it’s dirt and walls
Must’ve hit a brand new low
Cause I’m digging in a hole

And I cannot seem to find my way out
In my head voices shout
Filled with dread, despair, and doubt
Limitless incisions gouged
Amidst a list of stitches now 
Attention is a vicious power
Enlisting those in ropes and bounds 

Should I stay and play these games
Or should I do the same as I always do, emblaze the whole damn bridge in flames

But she’s a nice girl
And I wish on her a nice world
I hope she finds everything she wants 
And doesn’t like churls

But as I write this
The light in my soul enlightens 
I feel the fire inside as it brightens
And starts inviting

All the demons, all the grievance
I find it hard to believe that venus
The goddess of love would tear us apart
You’re flawless at heart but I’m a heathen in regard 

And that was the biggest thing
Disparate faith
Sinner and grace 
Hindered in fate
Picture in frame 
Living a stain 
Associate names  

You didn’t wanna get wrapped up in all of that
Falling for me, then take it all back
When you realize that spiritually I’m the one your mom warned you about 

So I’ll leave this stage, but I’ll take a bow 
Never forget the night that I took you out
You were nervous and scared as we walked around the town
CW you’re from this place and you hold it down 
    
You’ve got a style
A quaint persona, old soul type 
And when we talk
I feel the connection, I feel the vibe
I feel it coursing
No need to push, no forcing 
I feel it deep within my skin 
And that’s a big misfortune

Everything is change
Everything will break
Hold out for better days
Or eventually you’ll sink 

At the start, I never planned for all of this
Thought you were cute, but you looked to be too innocent 
Thought you would just shrug your shoulders and leave, I thought it imminent 
But you actually enjoyed talking to me and learning who I am	

And for that favor
I am forever grateful
Just to know you
Though I wish I had a chance to hold you
Just to show you the explosions in my chest devoted to 
All the things I saw in you

RIP to our LOVE
Though it never existed, we never did see
What all we could be
Rom-com from the movies
Or would it be a murder scene / or rather
Fueled by your hate of blasphemy

I don’t know, but I don’t wanna conject that 
Now I’ll grow, not take this woe as a setback 
Far to go, but found the road to the best path
Stoic code, don’t have control, then just fret jack

Disparate Faith

A dark and heavy collab with @warningsadvibes to start 2019 off right

Any feedback, likes, or reposts are greatly appreciated.
Cheers for listening in and much love!

warningsadvibes' page (hit him with a follow if you dig this track) - @warningsadvibes

Beat by dr3amb3ing - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JAAeGf53XM0

Lyrics:

J:

Real recognize real
That’s what they say
Fuck on everybody’s hate
It’s everyday
Forge your own lane
Only way to blow your name
Hold the keys to your chains
And erupt to balls of flames

Petals falling 
Downing bottles
They don’t know what the fuck to call us
They’ll keep harping on regardless
Til they discover new targets
And offer a pardon 
We’re guarded from harmless
Cause god is upon us
The rawest accost of a promise that bond’s us
And all this 
Was spawned in
A vat of rotten acknowledge 
discarded
We started
A clan of bopping up mongers
Gang khanish 
We’re taking over this industry
And I’m fucking honest
Me and warningsadvibes here
And you cannot stop us

Cause we’re spilling from our mouth
All the venom and the doubt 
Fore it bubbles up and out

Used to just whine and pout
Til I put the pen to pad
Felt the rhythm and the sound

Now I just lash this out 
Fuck tears 
I’m a damn heavy bout 

Crashing up all the pow
Tornado spin
When I fester and I shout

I’m a mogul 
Fucking know me
Repping highdeathlife
And groping
On the magic in the potion 
Got me floating
Fucking loaded
Roped in comatose
And dope hits
Lowest roads
Are home to vultures
Flow is potent
For the sloped kids
Hold my words to chest and focus

Warning:

real recognize real
watch we fly to the top
can you feel this
they asking what's going on
super saiyan we living large
blessed by legends that fall down
don't come for us 
warning cause we dangerous
haters gonna hate
and then we hit the number one
that's why we came for
and that's why we fighting for
goin in goin out
shouldn't underestimate us
they say i'm crazy and maybe they right
everything is sad but i'm bad 
trying go deep in my conscious useless
we taking this to the next level
going back and forth
hit it on the back 
hit it on the front
highdeathlife
tripping away me and J always keeping the score

J:

Keeping score
Reaching more
Feeling alright

Seizing lords
Legion, hordes
Peering, dark night

Leaving torn 
Ripped and shorn
Wheezing, hard life

Seeing floors
Gleaning scorn
I got scars right

In my mind there are faces
Some are on my side
Others might be dangerous
Bumping up a vibe
Crafted from anger 
If you look into the sky at night
Be taken
Into the atmosphere 
Deranging 
Sense of what they think
And breaking
All the chains that are placed
Hella tight round your waist
That they block your breath and airways

Bold roll to go blow
And show flow

The sews rowed
To goad blokes
And throw folks

The golds rose
But pogos
In locos

Froze hope 
With old ghosts
To co host

Now I’m seeing shit
Vibing on the bee in drip
I’m just looking for the life I wanna live, I plead and wish
That one day I’ll have it right between my hands and re-affix
My grip on this thing called reality, and less imaginative

Seizing Lords

Seizing Lords w/ warningsadvibes

SLAYER TOMMYGUN - Medusa!

#highdeathlife
ʜɪɢʜᴅᴇᴀᴛʜʟɪғᴇ CO. ☠
ハイデストラウス  ╾━╤デ╦︻
高い死の生活
Squad:
@grizlyredsky
@warningsadvibes
@sweettooth123
@odwolfwood
@lilsadandlost
@jwes-lbc
@yu-uf
@yung-chaii
@csensei
@iammaylan
@grimm_p
@666sadboyz
@boyweeps
@dill-stokes
@thaenginear