i do endeavor (prod. sorrow bringer)

can we talk in the morning ft. familypet

I returned to you + VITO (prod. lilportal)

Mix/Master by VITO
Lyrics
Come back one more time
I'm blacking out
Pain ain't a thing
To take a stray bullet for you
The barrels in my mouth again
And fuck the curb outside your boyfriend's house
The grass is dead there anyways
The cornerstore's still burned from the fire last autumn

I don't want to breathe again
And I don't want to
Cigarette burns on my arms and my legs
I'll never tattoo over that skin

I don't want to wake up again
To this reality that's not yet sunken in
That I didn't have a say in
It's been over just say it
Just say it
And I'll still remember the night
You left a cigarette burn on your side
After you called me to save you
I guess my safety was a miss too
Trust me I was so compelled
When I saw you at the party
But I knew you were drunk
And I could be anybody
And I still have your smell on my shirt you adorned
I'll never wash it out
You say we're friends but I just want more
I just want more

I don't want to breathe again
And I don't want to
Cigarette burns on my arms and my legs
I'll never tattoo over that skin

You make me feel insane
But i was from the start
I'm the problem
I can't scrape off the paint
In the basement of different fucking shades of you
I don't want to breathe
Shades of you
I don't want to wake up again
I don't want to breathe
Shades of you
I don't want to wake up
Shades of you

cigarette burns + spookybands

Lyrics
And I hope the state of our house plants
Is in no shape reminiscent
Of the way the past months have been
Or the weight I've weighed on your patience
Can we blame it on
Anything other than

I want to believe it
Delusional is it
Well I see the hole in the bag
Try to bury these feelings
Under the shell of me
But they grow legs and come back
Back back
I see the hole in the bag
Once filled with all that we had
Now spilled in the back
With the trash

Lining the garden
Was trash spread over the earth
The lights went over my head
Confused as to why it won't work
Just hold me tight
I swear I'll be what you need
And everything in between
I swear I'll make you believe
What you will lose if you leave

I want to believe it
Delusional is it
Well I see the hole in the bag
Try to bury these feelings
Under the shell of me
But they grow legs and come back

I want to believe it
Delusional is it
Well I see the hole in the bag
Try to bury these feelings
Under the shell of me
But they grow legs and come back
Back back
I see the hole in the bag
Once filled with all that we had
Now spilled in the back

Dealing with loss
Like an abrupt end
My exact thoughts
The ones that I fed
That I'm dealing with loss
Like an abrupt end
My exact thoughts
The ones that I fed
Need to starve them out
Starve them out
Starve them out instead
I see the hole in the bag

guitar by me
produced by VITO

house plants + VITO (prod. VITO)

Lyrics
You don't know the words
You don't know the words
You don't know the words
To your own songs
You don't know the words
To your own songs
You don't know the words
To your own songs
Or let alone the fact that I've
Been lying all along

And you don't know the words
To your own songs
Or let alone the fact that I've
Been lying all along
That they're just random thoughts
Inspired by a distant truth
The only truth in that is that
The words don't come close to
Words don't come close to

You don't know the words
You don't know the words
You don't know the words to your own songs
Let alone the fact that I've been lying all along that they are
Just some random thoughts
Inspired by a distant truth
The only truth in that is that the words don't come close to
Reality the gravity of what I mean
But when I try to tell you to your face
It's just another day
I need a desperate plea a cry to see me well
But when you're unphased
I don't know why I should care myself and

You don't know the words
To your own songs
Or let alone the fact that I've
Been lying all along
That they're just random thoughts
Inspired by a distant truth
The only truth in that is that
The words don't come close to

The words to your own songs
Words to your own songs
Words to your own songs
Words to your own songs
Words to your own songs
Words to your own songs
Words to your own songs

words to your own songs (prod. irby)

Lyrics
You're branded in me like a tattoo
But it's going nowhere when I decompose
No matter what we go through
Even more when we turn ghosts
You're branded in me like a tattoo
But it's going nowhere when I decompose
No matter what we go through
Even more when we turn ghosts
You're branded in me like a tattoo
But going nowhere when I decompose
I know just how to read you
Yeah because I know you most
I see your beauty with my eyes closed
Even with a mask on
Even in a blackout
Even more when we grow old
Grow old yeah
You're branded in me like a tattoo
But going nowhere when I decompose
And when we need a redo
I'll say I'm sorry even though you won't

Got you branded on my skin
You're the itch I can't resist
Dig in deeper till I get you out
I'm just a name that you'll ignore
Collecting souls till you evolve
Hang me up like all your trophies
Time will heal this heart of mine
Can't face the fact that
I'll never get you back
Most nights I lay awake
Feelings I can't evade
I've got you branded on my skin
You're the itch I can't resist
Dig in deeper till I get you out

You're branded in me like a tattoo
But it's going nowhere when I decompose
No matter what we go through
Even more when we turn ghosts
I see your beauty with my eyes closed
Even with a mask on
Even in a blackout
Even more when we grow old
Grow old yeah

Getting branded like a tattoo
And I know I never meant to hurt you but
When you talking on my name it was bad
Hours keep passing the blade in your hand
Step back or go slow with it
We fall with no movement
Die young feel so stupid
Oh why did you leave was it part of the plan
Never going to turn your back on us
Mixing the lean with what fucks us up
Don't hit my phone if you lacking again
Never get sleep if I'm sober
I know you lying fuck you never really hold her
So this weed that I puff is fuckin kosher

You're branded in me like a tattoo
But it's going nowhere when I decompose
I know just how to read you
Yeah because I know you most
You're branded in me like a tattoo
But going nowhere when I decompose
And when we need a redo
I'll say I'm sorry even though you won't
I see your beauty with my eyes closed
Even with a mask on
Even in a blackout
Even more when we grow old
Branded in me like a tattoo
But going nowhere when I decompose
No matter what we go through
Even more when we turn ghosts

tattoo + thehighwaystory + Ekeon (prod. irby)

prod. canifallasleepnow
Lyrics
When you're in my head
You're always trying to find a way out 
I'll be asleep in bed
And you'll try to wake me up 
This dream is reoccurring
It's a message from my conscience 
I say that I need assuring
You say that you've done this 
There's a block between us
And I'm helpless and I'm screaming
And I don't know that I'm dreaming
And I'm scared to find the meaning 
You think that it's something that I have to do alone 
And I accept that but you still play a role,  play a role
(and they won't help) and I can't get the words out
(and I can't move) it's like my lips are glued shut
(there's a truth) I sense is withheld
And I think it's something like someday you'll try to find a way out 

When you're in my head
You're always trying to find a way out 
I'll be asleep in bed
And you'll try to wake me up 
This dream is reoccurring
It's a message from my conscience 
I say that I need assuring
You say that you've done this 

See you in my dreams
Only when I sleep
You're all I ever wanted 
Won't you stay with me

My eyes are falling shut
The only time we hang out
You're on your way up
I never felt so down 
You got what you wanted and it wasn't me
I tried to be honest
Know it shouldn't leave
Sing a lullaby to the sky
The only way you'll hear me
Hope you know that I tried
So let me in your head again
Thought I could've been a friend
Game me all I wanted but I'm still hooked on your medicine

So I'll just see you in my dreams
Only wanna sleep
You're all I ever wanted
And you're all I'll ever need
I'll see you in my dreams
Only wanna sleep
You're all I ever wanted, won't you stay with me

When you're in my head
You're always trying to find a way out 
I'll be asleep in bed
And you'll try to wake me up 
This dream is reoccurring
It's a message from my conscience 
I say that I need assuring
You say that you've done this 
When you're in my head
You're always trying to find a way out 
I'll be asleep in bed
And you'll try to wake me up 
This dream is reoccurring
It's a message from my conscience 
I say that I need assuring
You say that you've done this

atonia + canifallasleepnow

Lyrics
I've been to kill myself
Just to disconnect from my iPhone
Where was you when I needed you
The moon looked way too close
I think it's apocalypse
I don't like your lips
Stop kissing me
Because I'm not as high as it gets
I need a crack pipe full of blood boiling
I'll need to simmer down
You look mighty different since the last time
I don't remember it
Last chance to cut me off

I'm in Salem
Hang me up
Hang me up
I don't make no mistakes
And it hurts me yeah
And it hurts me enough

I've been to blow my brains out from memories
Writing on the wall
You ain't forgetting me
You don't know yourself
Have fifty scars on your forearms
Glass full of whisky

I'm in Salem
Hang me up
Hang me up
I don't make no mistakes
And it hurts me
And it hurts me enough
Yeah it hurts me enough

I've been to kill these thoughts
I just haven't had the guts
Every time I start can't cut far enough
And I'm having dreams about bleeding
I told you the meaning
Just as fast as you receded
And were talking like it's something it wasn't
Or was it
And walking through me like you don't see nothing
Just  keep it under the rug
Just keep tabs on what's
Left on my forearm from what your whisper does

I've been to kill myself just to disconnect from my iPhone
Where was you when I needed you
The moon looked way too close
I think its apocalypse
I don't like your lips stop kissing me

I'm in Salem
Hang me up
Hang me up
I don't make no mistakes
And it hurts me yeah
And it hurts me enough
Yeah it hurts me enough

salem + spookybands (prod. tennis player)

Lyrics
All those things that I left in my head went unsaid
And then turned into mountains
All these things that I left in my head went unsaid
And then turned into mountains
All these things that I left in my head went unsaid
And then turned into mountains
And that's how it is
That's how it is
When you end up in your garage
With the windows up and engine on

Engine on, engine on
Door shut when nobody else is home
Was there a sign
Was there a sign
Well I've been writing like I'm writing for my old life
Because that's just how it is
That's how it is
When you end up in your garage
With the windows up and engine on
Engine on, engine on
Door shut when nobody else is home
Was there a sign
Was there a sign
Because I've been writing like I'm writing I've been writing, I've been writing
I've been writing, I've been writing I've been writing, I've been writing
I've been writing
Like I'm writing for my old life

All these things that I left in my head went unsaid
And then turned into mountains
All these things that I left in my head went unsaid
And then turned into mountains
All these things that I left in my head went unsaid
And then turned into mountains
And that's just how it is
That's how it is
When you end up in your garage with the windows up and engine on

Engine on, engine on
Door shut when nobody else is home
Was there a sign
Was there a sign
Well I've been writing like I'm writing for my old life
Because I can't write, I can't write
Unless we're fighting like we're fighting for the last time
What's on your mind, on your mind
I hate to have to ask but you won't look me back in my eyes

All these things that I left in my head went unsaid
And then turned into mountains
All these things that I left in my head went unsaid
And then turned into mountains
All these things that I left in my head went unsaid
And then turned into mountains
That's how it is
That's how it is
When you end up in your garage with the windows up and engine on

Engine on, engine on
Doors shut when nobody else is home
Was there a sign
Was there a sign
Well I've been writing like I'm writing for my old life
Because I can't write
I can't write
Unless we're fighting like we're fighting for the last time
What's on your mind
On your mind
I hate to have to ask but you won't look me back in my eyes

engine on (prod. dash)

Lyrics
Wine stained lips
I wish you would
I wish you would
I wish you would
Wine stained lips
I wish you would
I wish you would
I wish you would

Wine stained lips
I wish you would use me
As a warm body
But I know you wouldn't like that
Because you say that you can't force contact
When you don't know where my heart's at
Given the fact of what we just had
In the living room
But I swear it's where it's always
I checked my feelings in the hallway
And I'm not tempered by temporary feeling

Wine stained lips
I wish you would use me
As a warm body
But I know you wouldn't like that
Because you say that you can't force contact
When you don't know where my heart's at
Given the fact of what we just had
In the living room
But I swear it's where it's always
I checked my feelings in the hallway
And I'm not tempered by temporary feeling

And my love is not just a feeling
Or even based on how you treat me
Or something comprised of words passed under
A popcorn ceiling
A popcorn ceiling
Do you feel me yet
A popcorn ceiling
Do you feel me yet

Wine stained lips
I wish you would use me
As a warm body
But I know you wouldn't like that

wine stained lips + JOLLY WRLD (prod. irby)

Lyrics
Chase me when I run
Because I won't go far
I was just seeing if you'd come
Chase me when I run
I won't go far
The odds are
I was just seeing if you'd come
Miss me when I'm gone
Tell me without prompt
Chase me when I run
I won't go far
The odds are
I was just seeing if you'd come
Just seeing if you'd
Just seeing if you'd come

Don't say we're okay
When you know we're falling apart
Don't say we're okay
When you know this love keeps burning

We've got 30 seconds left before this ship explodes
Baby tell me all the things you want to let me know
Chase me when I run
And chase me when I run
I won't go far
Just say you're wrong
And miss me when I'm gone
And tell me without prompt
And chase me run
And chase me when I run
I won't go far
Just seeing if you'd come
Just seeing if you'd
Just seeing if you'd come

Don't stay withdrawn
Don't say you won't
Just say you're wrong
And miss me when I'm gone
And tell me without prompt
And chase me when I run
I won't go far
The odds are
I was just seeing if you'd come

Don't say we're okay
When you know we're falling apart
Don't say we're okay
When you know this love keeps burning out
I won't go far
I was just seeing if you'd come
Just seeing if you'd
Just seeing if you'd come
If you'd come
Just seeing if you'd come
Art: Joony Joo

tell me without prompt + thehighwaystory(prod. dash)

Lyrics
Now you have me out here begging won't you give me five
Begging won't you give me five
Now you have me out here begging won't you give me five
Now you have me out here
I want this to kill me
I want this to end
The sadness keeps choking me
And then acting like my friend
This cancer is suffocating
I can't even breathe
Can someone just help me please

Hey did you know
(Hey did you know)
That you're a prediction when I type in my phone
Hey did you know
(Hey did you know)
I've never been so lonely without being alone
Hey did you know
(Hey did you know)
That I'm outside this window
And I know that you're home
Because I know that you're home

And I remember the night
You were under the porch light
Closing your eyes like
What do they look like
What do they look like
What do they look like
What do they look like
What do they look like, look like

And you said
If you want to baby you can come inside
Now you have me out here begging won't you give me five
If you want to baby you can come inside
Now you have me out here begging won't you give me five

If I had a nickel for every time I hated myself sober
I could buy my parent's house back
I wish you knew how I felt
So you wouldn't break my heart
So you wouldn't smash it into a thousand f**king pieces
I hate you
I fucking hate you
But I love you
And that's why I have to
I hate you
I fucking hate you
But I love you
And that's why I have to

Hey did you know
That you're a prediction when I type in my phone
Hey did you know
I've never been so lonely without being alone
Hey did you know
That I'm outside this window
And I know that you're home
Because I know that you're home

And I remember the night
You were under the porch light
Closing your eyes like
What do they look like
What do they look like
What do they look like
What do they look like
What do they look like, look like
If you want to baby you can come inside
Now you have me out here begging won't you give me five

porch light + Dear Me (prod. homesick)

When we met
When we met
When we met I was choking on all the words that I said
Couldn't sleep and you'd hold my head
Couldn't sleep and you'd hold my head
And I was choking on all the words that I
That I said
That I said
Couldn't sleep and you'd hold my head
And I was choking on the words that I said

We went from cute notes
Drawn on the windows of my car
To towing it behind our new home
When we rode out west
And passed the test
The square feet in that RV was like three hundred
Quarantine has nothing on that, on that
Nothing on that, on that, nothing on that

When we met I was choking on all the words that I said
Couldn't sleep and you'd hold my
When we met I was choking on
When we met I was choking on all the words that I said
Couldn't sleep and you'd hold my head
Couldn't sleep and you'd hold my head
And I was choking on the words that I
Said, just like The New and Very Welcome did
"Can we go back before we let the darkness do us in"

We went from cute notes
Drawn on the windows of my car
To towing it behind our new home
When we rode out west
And passed the test
The square feet in that RV was like three hundred
Quarantine has nothing on that, on that
Nothing on that, on that, nothing on that

When we met I was choking on all the words that I said
Couldn't sleep and you'd hold my
When we met I was choking on

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