My Submission for Moonboy's remix. 

ALSO I CANT FIND THE ARTIST FOR THE ORIGINAL WARIO PICTURE!!! I edited this one for the cover. If you know who they are, pls message me so i can properly credit them! I found it in some facebook group weeks ago in a comment section taken by someone else. So my google image search doesnt work when I use it.

Moonboy - Have Faith In Me (Brodeathazine Remix)

So this isn't a new song or a demo, but it is a killer remix done by an old friend with a couple unearthed extra tracks thrown into the mix!  

New mix done by Michael at Airworks Audio!  Check them out :-0
https://www.airworksaudio.com/

Less About You, More About Self Loathing (2021 - Airworks Mix)

I don’t want you here if you don’t trust me
And I don’t want to hear that you might miss me

Mouthful of cherry pits
(It’s a nervous tick)
When one beer makes you sick
It’s time to quit
(But what if quitting doesn’t stop it?)


I don’t think about you as much as I used to, but it hurts to miss you all the same 
And trust me, I still do, despite what you’d accuse, but I thought by how I’d be okay
I couldn’t stay
Dreaming about you remains the sweetest thing

Now I go to the movies alone

I kept your broken guitar pick safe in my pocket until I moved back home
Then I went and lost it on a car trip I took up to Lowell
Why am I still talking?
What am I even doing?
Superstition has taken hold
You were the last thing that I really loved, so I know it’s time to fold

Survival Diet (Demo)

I can’t tell you how I really feel
Not that you’d even care to hear the news

The lillies bloomed again a week after I saw you
A week after I told you I still want to die
I don’t have it in me
The important parts are missing
You held me in the driveway as I started to cry
You have been with me since the start of the ugliness that’s part of being born wrong 
And you have said there’s a trapped door straight to heaven, but I can’t pry it open 
I still don’t belong

I don’t belong
Everything thing that I ever hoped it could be,  everything that I ever thought it should be, is wrong

9th Grade Poetry (Snow Day Version)

I’m always anxious when I leave the house
And I’m embarrassed when I open my mouth
Nothing changes
Patterns still weigh me down
I will protect you, I’ll just sit and watch you drown 

Everyone should know that I’m never really sorry
If I was, I would not keep on doing nothing 
Everything I do will always be self serving 
My anxiety is kind, it does the driving

I’m stuck writing the same song for the rest of my life

Phoning It In (Demo)

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[@navyxower]

yeah it washes it away, when im not doin so great
yeah you takin all ur drugs, just to wipe away ur pain
sit and cry about my feelings in the shower, so i stay
i think im loosin grip and yet, deaths scaring me away
its, visual all our lives just fade away
and all my tears, will wipe away
its all i want for you to stay, oh oh
yeah i hop right in the shower with my clothes on
thinkin every night what do i try, for
i wish i had you everynight to hold me on to giving grace
i wonder in three years, can u just look me in the face

[hero x @navyxower]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
singing to myself am i best alone
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

shower thoughts (ft. navyxower) (boyfifty)

This is rough cover of (a cover?) performed originally by Kind of Like Spitting and written by Dan Devriend (according to discogs). I had planned to do a better more thought out version but I’m actually pretty into how this came out now that I’ve had some time to sit on it.

Since I haven’t finished any new demos in a while I give you this! Enjoy

4-LETTER WORDS (COVER - ROUGH)

like were fading(prod. remghost)

ANX13TY REMIX (nothing,nowhere.)

Lyrics
Now you have me out here begging won't you give me five
Begging won't you give me five
Now you have me out here begging won't you give me five
Now you have me out here
I want this to kill me
I want this to end
The sadness keeps choking me
And then acting like my friend
This cancer is suffocating
I can't even breathe
Can someone just help me please

Hey did you know
(Hey did you know)
That you're a prediction when I type in my phone
Hey did you know
(Hey did you know)
I've never been so lonely without being alone
Hey did you know
(Hey did you know)
That I'm outside this window
And I know that you're home
Because I know that you're home

And I remember the night
You were under the porch light
Closing your eyes like
What do they look like
What do they look like
What do they look like
What do they look like
What do they look like, look like

And you said
If you want to baby you can come inside
Now you have me out here begging won't you give me five
If you want to baby you can come inside
Now you have me out here begging won't you give me five

If I had a nickel for every time I hated myself sober
I could buy my parent's house back
I wish you knew how I felt
So you wouldn't break my heart
So you wouldn't smash it into a thousand f**king pieces
I hate you
I fucking hate you
But I love you
And that's why I have to
I hate you
I fucking hate you
But I love you
And that's why I have to

Hey did you know
That you're a prediction when I type in my phone
Hey did you know
I've never been so lonely without being alone
Hey did you know
That I'm outside this window
And I know that you're home
Because I know that you're home

And I remember the night
You were under the porch light
Closing your eyes like
What do they look like
What do they look like
What do they look like
What do they look like
What do they look like, look like
If you want to baby you can come inside
Now you have me out here begging won't you give me five

porch light + Dear Me (prod. homesick)

you're such a friend to me

singer/songwriter & guitarist
https://linktr.ee/hillamillion

porch light + Dear Me (prod. homesick)

hillamillion

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