prod.https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2CVgEdYvEeXrOjiyqaln2A

probably gonna delete this lol

in death there is love (prod. THERSX)

[𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦
𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵
𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰,
𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘷𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶]
-- [𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵]
[𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘦, 𝘪𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴,
𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵-
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦, 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦]

yeah i got a lot of problems i cant escape
i pour my soul into people that tend to run away
so ill hide behind the cover of my blanket maybe
i can lie for just another day here baby
i know i cant avoid when the end will be

baby i can see this going somewhere you will never be comfortable again
i try to understand that i could never be lovable to him
never be comfortable again

[𝘸𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘢 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵,
𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘸, 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴]
-- [𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴?]
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘦'𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘯]
-- [𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶]
[𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬]
-- [𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦; 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘵]

freeze frames
detail the freckles on your face
cant help but think back to good days
memories flooding in my brain
i still the remember the things that u said
when i told u i loved you
i feel like im dead and im floatin above u
the way that u held me so close to ur heart
i cant it no more think we’re growing apart

i can see this going somewhere you will never be comfortable again
i try to understand that i could never be lovable to him

its takin a lot of my patience
usin up my motivation
imma turn off my location
forget u and try to enjoy my vacation
i need a second to breathe and prepare for what ill give for my explanation
its not u its just me i cant be this happy

i can see this going somewhere you will never be comfortable again
i try to understand that i could never be lovable to him
never be comfortable again

sooner or later (idealism)

after 2 months, i finally get to release this!
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This is a project that i made to convince myself that i will be okay, and that there are people in my life that care and those who won't, and thats just something i'll have to deal with.
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Thank you to Jxsie Beats for exclusively making these beats for me, and to Dysphoric, Sxge, and Lxst Boy for the amazing features.
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Credit to MilianDK for the cover art<3
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hope yall enjoy<3

stars w/ lxst boy and jxsie beats

ALL OF ME

produced by boyfifty x buckrider

-lyrics-

baby i don’t know, i don’t know
tell me why you cold, why you alone
tell me everything what’s new
did you finally move on yeah that’s cool
baby i don’t know yeah i don’t know
tell me why you cold, why you alone
tell me everything what’s new
lately all i do is cry about you
(cry about you)

i don’t want your pity cause, girl, what you’re going through 
is so much more than i know, yeah to tell the truth
i ain’t been the best since we broke it off
but it’s all my fault so i hope that you’re moving on
you still make me smile like the first night
we were so drunk in love and it felt right
stop, just make it all stop 
screaming in my head wishing i could shut it off

like woah
getting in my zone 
tryna think straight, people hitting up my phone
i only reply to you
woah
trust me i will go
baby say the word you won’t hear from me no more
is that what you wanna do
(is that what you want)

baby i don’t know, i don’t know
tell me why you cold, why you alone
tell me everything what’s new
did you finally move on yeah that’s cool
baby i don’t know yeah i don’t know
tell me why you cold, why you alone
tell me everything what’s new
lately all i do is cry about you

cry about you
cry about you
cry about you (it’s all i do)
cry about you 
(all i do is cry about you)

i don’t know (boyfifty x buckrider)

tie my laces!!! (prod. shilriel)

NEVER SLEEP FREESTYLE

used to

prod. idly blare
lyrics

oh hows ur head doing baby
cuz u burned a hole thru mine
at the end of the day we all want more time
so no sleeping
baby im daydreaming
thinking bout better days
praying for a better way

i miss smoking tobacco
i gave u my gun with no ammo
just to see what u would do if one day i let go
u pulled the trigger back n hurt me little by little
its fucked up but nowadays dont sleep at all
im paranoid that one day u wont catch my fall
i kno its all my fault
but i gotta finish what i started
i dont even like recording make me sick to my stomach
i dont like what i make
n i dont like how u say that u like what i make
happy birthday
hope u got what u wanted
so happy
but i continue falling

oh hows ur head doing baby
cuz u burned a hole thru mine
at the end of the day we all want more time
so no sleeping
baby im daydreaming
thinking bout better days
praying for a better way

your eyes can actually shoot lasers if you try hard enough (idly blare)

/whatafuckingbitch - chorus pt. I/
what i miss is 2006
chillin playin wii all day
life was simple as a kid
sorry don’t mean to complain 
if i dont like dont need it
there’s no need to stay 
controller through the tv
i dont play it safe 

/emoflytrap - chorus pt. II/
ima slip away my heart 
broke the disk to mario kart 
they say things will get better 
difficulty set to hard
((hard))
i try my best but im fallin of the edge
i wanna restart but i think im at the end 

/lilcigarettess - chorus pt. III/
so, dont play wit me
i miss u faithfully 
no where that id rather be
then here u in my dreams 

/lilcigarettess - verse/
nostalgia, she the baddest
a filthy habit 
i saw her, on my travels 
she left me damaged 
she cut deep, left me lonely 
(lonely)
therell be no sleep 
the devil in my company

/whatafuckingbitch - chorus pt. I/
what i miss is 2006
chillin playin wii all day
life was simple as a kid
sorry don’t mean to complain 
if i dont like dont need it
there’s no need to stay 
controller through the tv
i dont play it safe 

/emoflytrap - chorus pt. II/
ima slip away my heart 
broke the disk to mario kart 
they say things will get better 
difficulty set to hard
((hard))
i try my best but im fallin of the edge
i wanna restart but i think im at the end 

/lilcigarettess - chorus pt. III/
so, dont play wit me
i miss u faithfully 
no where that id rather be
then here u in my dreams

nostalgia (w/ whatafuckingbitch, emoflytrap) [prod. prxbxt]

she said tell me what you’re feeling,
I don’t wanna tell her that I feel like shit,
she said tell me what you thinking,
I don’t wanna think if I think like this,

She said tell me that you need me, 
I don’t know how to reply, fuck this

she got up and now she’s leaving, 
and everyday still fucking think of that kiss 

I said tell me you love me baby, tell me you hate me, please help me find my way back home

She said tell me you’ll fuck me baby, you just frustrate me, id rather just be on my own

ALL OF ME

nvsh (@1nvsh)

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