she sounds like Ariana Grande this is so good

[𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦
𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵
𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰,
𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘷𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶]
-- [𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵]
[𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘦, 𝘪𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴,
𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵-
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦, 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦]

yeah i got a lot of problems i cant escape
i pour my soul into people that tend to run away
so ill hide behind the cover of my blanket maybe
i can lie for just another day here baby
i know i cant avoid when the end will be

baby i can see this going somewhere you will never be comfortable again
i try to understand that i could never be lovable to him
never be comfortable again

[𝘸𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘢 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵,
𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘸, 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴]
-- [𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴?]
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘦'𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘯]
-- [𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶]
[𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬]
-- [𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦; 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘵]

freeze frames
detail the freckles on your face
cant help but think back to good days
memories flooding in my brain
i still the remember the things that u said
when i told u i loved you
i feel like im dead and im floatin above u
the way that u held me so close to ur heart
i cant it no more think we’re growing apart

i can see this going somewhere you will never be comfortable again
i try to understand that i could never be lovable to him

its takin a lot of my patience
usin up my motivation
imma turn off my location
forget u and try to enjoy my vacation
i need a second to breathe and prepare for what ill give for my explanation
its not u its just me i cant be this happy

i can see this going somewhere you will never be comfortable again
i try to understand that i could never be lovable to him
never be comfortable again

sooner or later (idealism)

lyrics

I hope u been well
i hope u eat well
I think I got myself addicted 
to that tree smell
I know u mean well
But I don't need help
I find myself inside this drink
I feel my heart swell 

I'm back on my shit back on the drink
Turn up these cups while I'm lighting up blunts
And I'm all in my job all with the gang
No need to rob either way we get paid
It's something do, blow smoke till I'm blue
And if I've got this time then I'll spend it with u
It's all the time now
i spend it with all the lights out

back on my own i been ready to go
life in the gutter’ll make u miss home
i know i need u
but honey i’ll never admit to
memory shorter whenever i smoke
this isnt healthy oh baby i know
i cant ever leave u
but you’ll probably tell me i need to

but i dont wanna wanna
i been tryin rly hard
n i dont wanna wanna
its gettin harder every day
n i dont wanna wanna
yea u can ask if im ok
i hope im gna b
thats what i wanna b

lover lover
uve always had a knack for placing blame on
others 
others those eyes are shining and shes quite the up and comer
comer
why she always tryna fight its such a bother
bother
placing faith in others

i hope u eat well ft. decks (jolst)

remember where were supposed to meet ft. kennedyxoxo

tell me who i am
i don't understand 
i can hear their screams inside the walls and i cant stand it
i just wanna live, just take me away
blood inside my mouth, i'm filling mud up to my face
tell me who i am
i don't understand 
i can hear their screams inside the walls and i cant stand it
i just wanna live, just take me away
blood inside my mouth, i'm filling mud up to my face


when i'm 20 something, i'll fucking die
sitting high up above with the satellites 
wish that i wasn't a mess like every fucking night
blow my trees just to see if i'm still alive

(she keep me close just to tell me we not like that)

switched up, really switched up, guess you saw the phone
mix up, just a mix up, i feel so alone
lifeline, you are my lifeline
breathing in your soundwaves
through my phone line
let me switch my tone, i-
i fucking love you, i just met you at the wrong time
we both changed, love
but it's all fine
yeah that's alright
we both know i put my feelings into soundbytes

tell me who i am
i don't understand 
i can hear their screams inside the walls and i cant stand it
i just wanna live, just take me away
blood inside my mouth, i'm filling mud up to my face
tell me who i am
i don't understand 
i can hear their screams inside the walls and i cant stand it
i just wanna live, just take me away
blood inside my mouth, i'm filling mud up to my face

mudmudmud (nevrfall)

it's the way that you said w/ keeper

prod by justdan

completely nonprofit

lyrics

walk with me 
talk with me
stay a little longer
wont u come inside?
walk with me
talk with me
ur mind begins to falter 
wont u stay the night?

surely it's safer 
inside waiting patient
for the sun to rise
these woods will get cold
frost bites at all ur toes
u should roll the dice
lets go

ignore what they told u
there's some who will guard u
u should come inside
we're getting frustrated
just break concentration
u should come inside
i promise it's safer
ur dreams i will take them
for once u'll sleep the night
and all of the feelings
that u seek escaping
I'll void them from ur life

so walk with me
talk with me
stay a little longer
walk with me
talk with me
ur mind begins to falter
wont u stay the night
surely it's safer
inside waiting patient
for the sun to rise
the woods will get cold
frost bites at all ur toes 
u should roll the dice

promise or guests never once leave complaining
im really quite alright
lets fix u some food
bits of meat diced and cubed
and get u a bed for the night
u won't feel a thing
as u drift off to sleep
don't mind the soup or its eyes

don't trust the soup (justdan)

jus a fun little track 
check out senkay! goated prod
https://soundcloud.com/senkaiedits/senkay-and-friends?si=81da853d2aaa425ea891ec88fd561a06&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

mixed by ztope 
_____________

backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me
woah

smoking in 4d
stack it up like ricks no morty 
shawty good, got me bricked no mortar
wrists slit tho, be dead by 40
sorry not sorry
spit with no warning
i jus dip in the flow like a 4 piece (mmmmm mcdonalds mmmm)
i could son you n ur bros no maury
while stuck in the home like Cory

backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me
backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me
woah

~~beat switch thingy :)

sick as fuck
not the kind they call me when i turn me up
level up
multi digit Ks like we was talking Klux
sorry yuh
really don’t want nobody, u just hype me up
acting tough
spliff this loud pack need to quiet down
but not right now
this writing not enough gon have to fight it out
n fuck him up
20 bucks on me, I’ll put him in his blood
aight that’s enough
breathing down my neck
n im jus having fun
im just having fun
she the 1
crop top like lara croft
Versace fit wit tommy socks
not talking “all grown up”
if this time the best i had
then why tf im throwing up
but guess it’s function in a function without getting drunk

backdrop
find me in the background on the asphalt 
why you love me honey I ain’t take the mask off
like the bar my flow go hard I never rap soft
breaking boundaries they fond of me

asphalt (senkay and friends)

outstretched against the morning
but they never saw you waiting
but i can't be alone now
getting dressed in a dark room 
know I'll be home soon later
cause its all I want and you're all i want,
to save her

but you said it best when you said to go to bed
despite all the thoughts and the words and the doubts in my head
why did you speak before you knew that i could keep it 
safe from the rest of the way that it felt when i need it

The light gets cold when you take me home and I've been
everywhere that I'm supposed to go
It only feels okay when I'm on my own
with your presence in the corner in your box of clothes
ueah I'll be ok when I'm close to you
and I've been doing things I'm not supposed to do
I'm just young, fucked up and I hate this place
when I touch you cause its easy and it starts to break

I put the seat back with the music and the feedback
like I need that then I backtrack like I hate you and I hate that
maybe addicted to feelings inside of moment; surreal, and 
feeling like deadweight in this headspace
with the pictures on the bedframe

first name on my phone screen
couple lines and I blow three
pleasure, is it to know me?
measure out how it's mostly
inside the walls that it's lonely
inside the bag and it slows me 
I hit the sheet and it's only 
like half as bad as the cold feels

but you said it best when you said to go to bed
despite all the thoughts and the words and the doubts in my head
why did you speak before you knew that i could keep it 
safe from the rest of the way that it felt when i need it

The light gets cold when you take me home and I've been
everywhere that I'm supposed to go
It only feels okay when I'm on my own

until you're facing me
and if you couldn't stay
I would call it a problem but I would never say
and you could do what you want and we would be ok
just like these things in the dark it happens everyday
it happens everyday

(but i can't be alone now
getting dressed in a dark room 
know I'll be home soon later
cause its all I want and you're all i want)

prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
mixed/mastered by me
quote from spice and wolf <3

Lyrics:

oh, i been feelin lately, the hole you left in my cardiac
i guess you could say it, but i really want the privilege
every conversation we're having always feels frivolous
oh yea you think her tongues sharp, just wait until the knife comes
i really hope he loves you, in the same way that i did
cause i gave half my life in pursuit of what you said
blood been pumpin faster, she a heart attacker
these chains around my ventricles shackle me to the chapel

don't wanna break it down but i got words for you baby
this sonnet i'm singing, oh it don't do it justice
oh, im so full of rage uhh, all i feel is hate now
every syllable from your mouth feels fuckin disgustin
i can't shed now, my tears have burned away
oh my passionate admiration for ya, has only turned to disdain

[bridge]

my heart's been disfigured by the shadow of a sinner
every time you text me oh my sanity runnin thinner
we were meant to be but baby we can never be
cause i see right through you and every lie ya said to me
you thought of yourself as knowledgeable and worldly
but honestly you're as immature as it gets
and with every nerve ending in my body
i wanna be loved in the same way i love another

clearly you dont see me
heart's green with bleeding envy
i see right through you chest untempered glass
even the holy blessed temple won't offer sanctuary to your ass
everything you wrought, was of your own accord
and honestly i think you left cause you were bored
and that might just be fine if i could get you out my mind
striving for that point where i don't love you anymore

cardiac_arrest (secre x heyrick)

produced by: @eric-godlow
written, recorded, mixed & mastered by me: @sydcxx

[lyrics]
baby you know by the look on my face
i drank too much liquor and burnt up an eighth
so tell me im lazy and be on your way
if im so predictable how could you stay?
i been through some bad times but baby, im great
you should just listen to shit that i say
but you just avoid me and tell me to pray
if god was 'so real' why'd he make me this way?

now im fucked up
ran into a little case of bad luck
drugged out
laying on the pavement, hope i get struck
and if you knew the things you do to me
you would carry on in peace
while im in pieces
well im in pieces

now would you stay with me a little longer
til i fall asleep
or do the demons from my nightmares haunt you
the way that they do me
my head is begging me for sweet release
and darkness for eternity
i cant turn back ive reached the peak
so now i lay me down to sleep

baby you know by the look on my face
i drank too much liquor and burnt up an eighth
so tell me im lazy and be on your way
if im so predictable how could you stay?
i been through some bad times but baby, im great
you should just listen to shit that i say
but you just avoid me and tell me to pray
if god was 'so real' why'd he make me this way?
(make me this way)

————

the irony behind the first release of this song being an absolute autotune disaster (privated: https://on.soundcloud.com/n3NNX) and the title being bad luck:( lol

bad luck:( (eric godlow)

coming in early just to stay late
i just wanted to see you in the worst way
and i don't know what i'm doing when the time goes
i'm just so good at losing what i need most

pulling me closer just to push me away
i hit the spot i think i'm closer today
i find the words, i don't find it easy to say
cause all this touching only gets in the way

but on that night i swear the coast was made of toxins
i should probably stop it
suddenly you're cold, now suddenly it's not an option
in the clothes i haven't washed yet
waterlogged and different like the note slipped in my pocket
hope you meant it like i mean cause i'm...
i'm feeling awful
couldn't stop it

pulling me closer just to push me away
i hit the spot i think i'm closer today
i find the words, i don't find it easy to say
cause all this touching only gets in the way

so long in Boston
ice sleet, but i'm on it
i don't sleep if i'm honest
it's alright and i promise
fucked up what you call it
undone when you saw it
light brings out the worst in me
but thats hardly your fucking problem
cause you're not here and we're not talking

hotel rooms from the first night
i wake up at the first sign
i walk out to the sealine
i can't tell when i last tried
it never feels like it felt right
bleed pale light from the blue tides
i slow down for the last time

sooner or later (idealism)

sydcxx

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