Heavy Wait Ft. Greydon Square

did i say something? oh u dont know?…. must’ve been a cry for help.


who are we?
where did i come from?
how could i? 
what have i done?
what did i let myself become?
what the fuck?
stupid wisdom
dirty bum
im a weak shunned
waste of cum
blind, deaf & dumb
from day one,
i am the regretful runt,
my parents didn’t want,
a dejected reject ejected,
from my mothers cunt
haha 
good one god
whodat?
no one
no uh?
no tis me,
noah 🙄 
noah what?
noah notgivingyoumylastname 
why do i do what i do when i know i shouldnt do it?
fuck me
i’m so sorry that now saying sorry doesn’t mean shit.
i really put u thru it
manifest my long lost wife
accept this damascus stone knife
take my life & put an end to it
im a soulless surface 
upon which u wouldn’t bother to spit.
how impressive to have predicted
a taste of escapism
now i’m addicted.
where i come from
we fear what’s to come 
tuck our tails and run
give a blowjob to a gun
spoon fed lies, fear
taught to bite my tongue
just another kid born in sin 
don’t know what i did wrong this time 
but moms mad at me again
her wooden spoon splits my skin
i just can’t win
i’m just too late
way too soon
crush rock salt into my wound,
i get that ur busy and all god, 
but just lie and say things will get better soon…




i go by imlavalamp or 
noah notgivingyoumylastname 
or noah thefuckingark

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Heavy Wait Ft. Greydon Square

Eville