𝕯𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒 𝕰𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖗

prod. by me

@xona

lyrics:

-du1-
fuck all your trust im so done
you always just left me behind
the palm of my hand filled with hope
why don't you just give me sign


sink stained with blood
too lame no trust
fuck all your trust im so done
you always just left me behind
the palm of my hand filled with hope
why don't you just give me sign


close my gates
fuck off i don't wanna play
its such a fucking shame for you to know me by my name
no i don't play your game
cut off just every vein
you're the one to blame
don't gaslight your mistakes
breaking every single bottle
i don't recall your fucking face no
watch me bleed on the floor do nothing
what you scared for?
fuck the promises you gave me right when i just met you
fuck the promises we gave us through a fucking phone yeah
tell me
why are you leaving just now
right when i need you
now i am always alone
why do i trust you
and thats my issue
its either kill or lose
i don't need us two
no i don't need us two

fuck all your trust im so done
you always just left me behind
the palm of my hand filled with hope
why don't you just give me sign
why cant you stay
sweet but too afraid
spit on your hands
all for a friend


sink stained with blood
too lame no trust
fuck all your trust im so done
you always just left me behind
the palm of my hand filled with hope
why don't you just give me sign


-xona-
falling all behind
write your life inside
down to your last line
break truths and deny 
oo~
so heaven sent 
dont lie to me
when you mess ahead 
oo~
you dont think the best 
but off the edge
you want to bridge
to rest this urge, cold shoulder of her curse
too much, too many learn
of my life and it hurts

behind [w/xona]

produced by chalyre <3 

lyrics:
you make me
incomplete
no escaping
your cold reach

now my throat is sore
from saying your name
i'm not going to go
until you repay
the debt that you owe
its always the same 
for love

let go
of your hold

you say you love me
i would just die
i'll never be worthy
of your divine

you're killing me slowly
but i'll be fine

it's not like i'm better
from seeing the light

careworn

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i know i'll find another way
to feel like a whole person
i need a thousand extra days
to conjure some encouragement
size me up for now
i think i'm fiending for some sentiment
could you show me how
to make good impressions so no one forgets?

you don't wanna see me when i can't get the words out
i push away the people that i care the most about
i don't even mean the shit that comes out of my mouth
i can't help but feel like everyone is out to get me
wreck me
people love to test me
acting like i'm not worth the dog shit that they stepped in
i really hate all the people who never listen
the ones that talk a lot of shit then just act like a victim
you think i'm flirting, i'm not
i got a head full of thoughts
i'm sweating bullets and i'm starting to develop a cough
i waste away in my room
bite at my skin 'cause of you
i'm better now, but honestly, that shit was just fucking rude
how could you leave it like that?
no care for who you attract
you oughta thank your false god that these teeth can retract
i'll sink them into your knee
destroy support underneath
because i'm going for the jugular, i'm never at ease

i'm never at ease...

stop
wait 'til i'm gone
i know you're aching for something you've lost
preaching to some
get through to none
what is the point of explaining myself
when everyone listens to somebody else?
wasting my breath on the anger you held
it's all my fault and i reap what i sow
you fooled me once now that's twice in a row

knee

ty for help @itsseele <33
self prod
guitar @hiraethsry :D

to think i owe, anything at all
taking out my hand is all that u know
theres no walking this back, not letting it go
u dont even feel bad, youl reap what u sow

im lifting your weight, i wont carry this around
leave me lacking in faith, let it all hit the ground
lead me, shackles and chains, theres no hope for me now
how long does it take?! im done dragging it out

weight

lyrics

every piece of me is saying
word on the streets is you’re not staying
beg on my knees for you to say it
x2
but pleasant grove is all you know and fractured homes with broken family
i can’t tell you where to go
but every road led back to folly

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

iv been throwing up, iv been throwing up all on the pavement 
she’s said it’s so frustrating 
she said i wish you were happier
so now every smile feel like a facelift
now you got tears running down your face 
but you took it all and i gave it
i know it’s not good for my brain 
but i have more fun when im wasted
now i been drinking every night but safely
six months ago this looked so much different 
but word on the street and my mind says you hate me 
that would rip my heart in an instant
last time we had a fight 
i remember what it felt like to cry 
got smoke in my mouth and got tears in my eyes
cuz i don’t want the last time
to be the last time we say goodbye 

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

sticks and stones tend to break me down
try to grab the wheel but im crashing out
mom and dad don’t like me know
it hurts because they used to be proud
why you never around 
when i’m calling your phone,you’re just putting it down
iv been falling apart on the burial grounds
iv been screaming for help but can’t open my mouth.

folly w/ notahero [king theta]

Mood Swing *prod. Ushanka Boy*

prod by stezzyxl 
enjoy

lyrics:
clipping all my beats
you can see the red spreading on my sheets
never liked the green
turn it up like 5 or 6 db
so watch it how u walk
“chasing bags” you’re chasing the 
(hawk tuah)
so watch it how u talk
preaching the “money is power” but chasing the wap?

there’s so much shit that i can say
those are the secrets im keeping till grave
so
get the fuck out of my way
i don’t got patience, i can’t stand to wait
so
get the fuck out of my face
i don’t got time to hang out with the prey 
so
get the fuck out of my 
face
get the fuck out of my

i took these years just to find myself
i learn from god, and all the pain i delt 
it’s time to shed all the damn old skin
repent my sins, thanking god i win

blood is dripping from my neck to the ground
leave a trail of all the mess till im found
till im found, ill never make a sound
even now

2024 pulled up with my wrist slit
2025 i’m pulling up with a new bitch
i’ve seen it all before, trauma locked up in my eyes
i’ve seen it all before
these eyes will never lie (x2)


ya no quiero a jugar
dame dame otro mas
me rompio mi corazon
reglame o porfavor (x3)

dirty

naive w/yona

inside my room (remastered)

hide

give a big frown
and cold shoulders 
carving up my heart  
like it’s still october 
face down 
guess it’s over 
i’ll still say goodluck 
my four-leaf clover 

i miss your face 
how you’d come and just lay down 
kiss you on the cheek 
and then it’d all feel okay wyow 
now i wake in pain ow 
the rush all to my brains gone 
skipping meals all week 
cause i can’t seem to keep them down

season’s almost over 
god i hate the way 
that i can’t stay sober 
reason’s getting colder 
so tell me to my face 
that you miss me lover :(

god i hate the way that i miss you lover 
god i hate the way that i miss you 
 
// verse 
sick to my stomach
trying not to vomit 
say
why’re you running? 
are you hiding something :/ 
stay 
i’m not sorry 
but i need you dearly 
sick to my stomach
i’ll jump off the summit 

sick to my stomach
trying not to vomit 
people like to doubt me
last i checked i got my money coming 
hey, what’s the problem 
why you acting funny 
people like to doubt me
like their numbers can’t be made with pennies

tell me to my face, that you miss me lover [prodsecre x jolst]

conversation, we should give it up
i think im struggling to fight you
and theres no need for me to act so tough
id throw my life away to find you
and we can stop, tell me its enough
inflict all the damage you want
you can bruise my bones and be rough
id never tell you to stop

this is the only time i get to hear you
ive wasted all my life, trying to see you
and i dont go outside, cause im ashamed to
id rather stay and hide, its what im bound to

bound

"i won‘t look away cause i love that she‘s here"

produced by @nevrfall 

lyrics:
(You are my home
When you are not here 
I feel alone)

You are my home
When you are not here 
I feel alone
I see you in a couple weeks
Till then i hope you remember me

Her face and her hair
Keep me locked with my stare
And i won’t look away cause i love that she‘s here
She says i love you and gives me a kiss
Babe give me your hand
Pull me further from this

Hey babe i hope you are okay 
Right now i am missing your face
Can you just stay with me
For the rest of this day
Now it‘s getting real late
And i‘ll drive you home safe 
Her mum don’t gotta worry
Babe just keep your eyes on me

Lookin way to stunnin for my eyes to see
You way too pretty for me but you deny it anyways
My life is getting colored when i am just seeing your face
I don’t think you understand how much you doing to me
Btw i love you, okay?
Baby i got time for you any day
Baby i just love the way you say my name
„Hey, how are you?“
„I am doing great“

(Baby why you got that look all on your face?
I want to see you happy everyday
Come in to my arms and make my heart beat
Cause you make my feelings go crazy)

YOU ARE MY HOME
WHEN YOU ARE NOT HERE
I FEEL ALONE
I HATE THAT YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY
I HOPE IN YEARS I STILL KISS YOU BABE

enjoy :)

i won't look away cause i love that she's here

gore

prod. me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)

lyrics:
one more chance is all you get
oh
thy shall not bow down to no one
yeah no one

i can't force myself to hide this lie
im feeling more gray than ever
you put me in this position where i had to fight
thought you were clever but you made an error

i tried my hardest
to know you'll find
someone likely to treat you better
and i know im not strong enough yet
im frail like a hairless feather
hairless feather
feather

if you were smart to the ways of the world
you and I may never have come together like this
all because.. you were such a fool
but you're supposed to take the moral highroad and suffer right?
do you think the lovebirds would agree?
you could've picked one of them
and the other would still be alive
but YOU failed them BOTH

i mean for once can you shut them pretty lips?
left me for something that i never did
yk who u is
only care abt di-
want you to listen closely, tell me what this is
im tired of feeling like a no one
got so many bitches in my phone like hold on?
put hold on
their good for nothing only good at dropping jaw
your replaceable to me but clingy like a scar
shuffle the deck get a new girl like the king of hearts
oh you making fun of me?
PULL A F^%KING CARD
FLIP IT OVER
ITS A JOKER, YOUR FAR FROM A STAR
YEAH YOU ARE NOT A STAR

joker

2023

My head is above the water but I cannot see the sun… (We/us/ours)

bound

hirasry

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