Fall down with me
This rain will only stop when you let it
Float 
So heavy 
Crumble under every word when you let it 
I’ll breathe through gills
In cold west winds
Won’t give me chills 
Don’t know where I’ve been

Heart shaped glass box 
Out the window this don’t add up
Fall back 
This don’t matter to you
I let some words get under my 
Skin 
Don’t breathe in 
Smoking seems better, lasting
Gills, I can’t swim
This isn’t better than it was 

Fall down with me
This rain will only stop when you let it
Float 
So heavy 
Crumble under every word when you let it 

Fall down with me
This rain will only stop when you let it
Float 
So heavy 
Crumble under every word when you let it 
I’ll breathe through gills
In cold west winds
Won’t give me chills 
Don’t know where I’ve been

gills

I wouldn’t mind if you where nice to me
Doing what you say, it don’t mean anything 
Birds out my window try sing 
I don’t hear Melodys creeping in

I just don’t get it
And hardly think it’s fair
How could I, believe something that’s not there
For me to see
I hardly even care
When all you’ve done to me, is take all I’ve had
Your choices are stupid
And certainly not right
You make me look so dumb, for thinking I’m ever liked
I’ll grab my gun and ruin the land that you made
And cause it to spiral, until everything shakes
We’ll see how you like it, when everything’s taken away
I can’t not look at trees and not imagine his face 

The child you never gave us
But the cancer you did
Sure the scene is really pretty
But what does it give

Because everyone’s leaving, or they hate my guts
Can you stop picking favourites, that’s not fair on us
Making people with nothing, and they die with no one 
Giving others everything, and they have all that they want 
Idk
Idk

hope u guys enjoy. collab w/ @ytstatic
prod by: neverforever

LYRICS:
“He’s paronoid, he’s a freak”
I know what you think about me
“He’s anxious, never seen”
That’s just how i like to be
Lock me inside never free
Make sure that i’m not seen
“He’s so different from me”
I know what you think about me

Yeah, i like my distance and space
Yeah, i keep myself far away
Don’t think there’s much wrong with my face
Huh, i know what you think about me
“He’s a straight edge, doesn’t do drugs”
“Yeah, he’s not very much fun”
“Don’t think he will ever find love”
Huh, i know what you think about me

Am i letting my parents down?
Will i ever see you around?
Will i perform in my hometown?
That’s just what i think about me
Circle smaller as i’ve gotten older
And my feelings are only getting colder
Still no head resting on my shoulder
That’s just what i think about me 

“He’s so different from me”
I know what you think about me

have a good day/night luv u

i know what u think about me

This a dark road I laid a path and you don’t even like it
Backwoods, I’m looking backwards under my eye lids 
Light up, I light it up, I inhale just to try it
Now I’m smoking 4 or 5 a day and I don’t buy em
Load up, I’ll grab a gun and cock it at my target
Steady hand I pull the trigger, just so I can try it
Aiming bullseye, point blank, how am I standing
Put it back between my eyes and twitch before I fire it 

This six shooters got more then 1 bullet 
It’s hitting 0 it’s hit in the green
And all my bets placed 4,9 and 13
This roulettes Russian it’s not very
Clean 
My body’s fearing the worst I can’t 
Breathe
I saw you with another guy and I 
Screamed 
How many more until you stop being a slut 
Close ur legs just to open em up

And that really isn’t even half
You had to block me just to get in his car
It’s annoying that you don’t say it with chest
Window down I bet he’s kissing ur…

What id do oh what I’d do to anyone who ever tries it 
Molotov his bedroom 
Pouring petrol on his carpet
I’m gonna rip him from everyone that he loves
Stainless steel around his neck
I’ll put a knife in there and plunge
Stop being a narcissist baby I need some love
Like just a little more, then what I’ve already got
Anything is better than what I have
Please don’t neglect me I’ve had all that 

This a dark road I laid a path and you don’t even like it
Backwoods, I’m looking backwards under my eye lids 
Light up, I light it up, I inhale just to try it
Now I’m smoking 4 or 5 a day and I don’t buy em
Load up, I’ll grab a gun and cock it at my target
Steady hand I pull the trigger, just so I can try it
Aiming bullseye, point blank, how am I standing
Put it back between my eyes and twitch before I fire it

stainless steel

Pass me, I don’t where I’m going
Should of asked me before, now I can’t show it

It’s half three at night
It can’t be morning yet
Go to sleep my dear
It’s not like I could yet
Pull me out of here
I’m in a hole of regret
Don’t highlight my fear
I’m not over it yet

There’s cracks in the pavement, I’ve been walking on 
Hold me up, outside 
I’ve been waiting for so long

Don’t get annoyed when this morning was fine 
Keep your hold on me, leech to me tight
The person that I am is no worse than the one I was
Somewhere in the winter I lay
Hibernate way too long 
A part of me died
I’m hosting funerals
It’s partly in spite 
So you can watch my body decay
Rot infront of your face
And I’m sat checking my list
Just to remember your name
Though it’s partly in spite 
It’s mostly in vain

It’s half three at night
It can’t be morning yet
Go to sleep my dear
It’s not like I could yet
Pull me out of here
I’m in a hole of regret
Don’t highlight my fear
I’m not over it yet

3:30

produced by xona

@chalyre
@hiraethsry

-lyrics-
don’t wait
I don’t mean to worry you so I get carried away
yeah, I never thought I was liked so I’m sorry if I hesitate 
I hope I don’t take the wrong side
promise to try unlike last time
I know how it goes on my mind
so don’t expect much on my fight

~

you just hate to see me fine
restricted by your feeble life
cant look (x2)

back ill detach everything
in tact you wreak havoc insane
im trash ill relapse on your name
dont panic dont panic again
was this the end i feared
now it seems so clear
cant run from this 
so stay my dear
im near
you’re all i fear

~

i can’t say that I’m not impressed
put a full clip through him right between his neck
and ur still laying there in bed
tryna pull the cases out of his chest
switched on my phone at like terrible timing 
4% left and I really don’t mind it 
just enough charge to see who really likes him
no one replies so I’m closing his eyelids

glow

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glow w/ chalyre & hiraeth

id wait a thousand years, for you to be here
how many times in my life did i disappear?
my parents told me we should stay friends
but i cant handle being short of anything that we had

id lose everything
just to feel anything
if i turned to religion, id make sense of it
but its not sensible, im not very valuable
even to myself, no god would raise me as his own

just a little curious, ive got some questions
why does no one treat me like im not a weapon
when all my life ive been getting attacked
id never do that

cause its not that fun
and its certainly not pretty
i dont mind, aslong as youre the one with me
please dont do that to somebody else
i want no other guy to get used to your smell

you know hes not as good so why replace me
he couldnt give a fuck about your safety
while youre out at work, hes sat waiting
entertaining other women

you can go and ask
every message been deleted
fucking psychopath
lie to you til you believe it
hell never post about you anymore
hide you away from several different whores

i wont back down from my word
his face is clung to the curb
let him up for just a minute, cause whats next is worse
let him breathe for the last time
ill let him see all of his bloodline
but who is next, who is next in kin
to try condone anyone like him

Safety

State Lines

prod. acey

featuring evergarden

lyrics:
(nightfall)
am i
in the wrong for how i
searched for purpose in life
(promised you'd stay by my side)
(you lied)

(@evergardens)
am i in the wrong for how i 
make you the center of my life 
setting myself up for failure this time

ive been coping at my worst
everything i knew upturned

(nightfall)
all the pain
all the torment that you've been through
is it me or is it you
that doesn't know what to do
you're in my head way too much
get out of my thoughts.

thought (ft. evergarden)

Prod ERXN & heylog

every photo, im not recognised
its always black and white, with some grain inside
you would think that i was tryna hide
im really not i just hate what i see

you wouldnt like it no doubt
ill force my hand over your mouth
youre half the size of me now
bruise on your knees start to sprout

look to my left, im in a forest where im tryna find 
a piece of you that just keeps falling down beside my side
i ran right through the forest path we did a thousand times
im scared that I wont make it back I might of lost my mind 
might of broke down for a minute but its cool 
image distorted in my vision when you call 
i know its just anxiety but if its more 

ima need a Prozac for this 
if you never loved me that's shit 
keep me out of line like im wearing high viz 
keep me outside like im never not in 
if you need me il die il tell you im in 
see me outside come around real quick 
baby I know the way to try and get your hate out 
click it back and put it to my face now

man i wish that she was close
hanging out, youre on the phone
think that i just found a home
hopefully we'll always grow
11 days until i board my flight
i just gotta know if youre worth my time
moving on to better things
she found me, shes in love w me
she always wants to say my name
yeah all she does is say my name
and i love her honesty
you really put my mind at ease
she wants to call me everyday
just so she can say my name

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BRUISE w/ hiraeth & heylog

prod. @yokaidreams

// yokai dreams
bleed out
cut deeper darling
lately things are so alarming
could you help me out?
no i don't need help
it's just a hobby
give you life, give you my body
and you tore it down

should i stay on pace?
should i kill myself?
think that blade will work quite well
gotta be a way
i know i know i know
i know
if i stay this way will i go to hell?
god forbid i be myself
maybe you'll be there as well
i hope, i hope

maybe this was all
for good
you know i would
love you darling, til it's over
but i'd love some fucking closure
watch me fall
or fly
i don't know what i'd like
but baby if i die

maybe you could bring me back to life

// geist
i love the feeling
how you burn me at the stake
spit on me
i’m wide awake
oh now you’re sorry
but it’s all too late

said i’m the poison baby
guess you haven’t learnt a thing
don’t say you’re sorry
then you go and stab the knife and you twist
it feels like torture
the way i let you walk all on me
so what are boundaries for if you don’t plan on respecting them

don’t say you want it
love i said
i swear i’m wanting out
you’re so dishonest
does the truth leave fucking cuts
in your mouth
i know i’m toxic
i’ve got flaws and oh i’m struggling now
but let’s be honest
there’s not much here worth for sticking around

3:30

hiraeth

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