ur guitar has such a distinct sound i luv it

yall ate this track in one bite and left no crumbs

shooting for the stars but we crashed down

AND IM GETTING REALLY SICK OF BEING STUCK IN MY OWN MIND!!!

💀💀💀💀

LYRICS
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the table 
Shuffle up my heart, I know that she able 
I know that she able 
I can tell the times you get lost in the moment 
Read between your lines know you're mine and that I can hold it
This whole world seems revolting 
You're still my girl let's get going 
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 
Silence is golden then why are your eyes red 
Covers that we were once lovers in 
And I don't think I can start again 
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 

sewerperson:
Everything worked so different when I chose to abandon
Everything I knew about trust and false damage
But still I think about you sometimes
But I'll manage despite me being horrified
Once I dress the wounds I feel way better
Though nothing I could ever do will bring me last November
That’s the last time I ever give my heart and soul
Now I push away attachment knowing I'm too cold
I know it all comes back to my own faults
But I could not stop them
That shit like the whole problem
So when my lungs fail
And my heart stops
I'm ok with a funeral full of no one

Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 
Silence is golden then why are your eyes red 
Covers that we were once lovers in 
And I don't think I can start again

you're forgettable ft. sewerperson (prodswitch x xmichaelwarren)

Codex

Ephemeral (Slowed + Reverb)

So what if I leave you 
Still stuck in my head cause I need you
I hated the sequel I wonder if I didn’t call would I see you
So whyd she go and lie to me
I keep my head down I’m running from what’s inside of me 
And I can love you but honestly my anxiety 
I’m cutting wrists to avoid that there’s nothing of me

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

And I can give you everything you ask of me 
It’s not blasphemy 
You don’t have to leave
I’m a tragedy
It’s always one after the other, never after me

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

And I can give you everything you ask of me 
It’s not blasphemy 
You don’t have to leave
I’m a tragedy
It’s always one after the other, never after me

So, go
Leave me in the bottom of a hole
Staring down a barrel with my soul at stake
I wanna fade away
I wanna die today
I tried yesterday

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

So, Go (prod. jolst)

#eyes (prod me & dxnnyfantom)

produced by autrioly

completely non profit

lyrics

i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot

i cannot do this shit
u cannot force this shit
2am high as shit
i do not drive no whips no more
i got an old friend hitting my phone
like wanna hit clubs im busy im stoned
like i get an uber from work to my home
so i can spark up light a cone and go prone
i got some demons that feed on my bones
I'm feeding on cookie I'm feeding on pros
she looking for nookie on some of the bros
nah u got a problem, u do the most

i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot

i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot

put ur weight on me
u r not perfect
what u meant to me
is coming out slurred n
u are not to be
someone that's worthless
never, not to me
baby u worth it
i was born again
covered in dirt n
found the strength to stand
blood on my shirt n
i am not the man
u thought was perfect
try to understand
I'm choking on words ma'am
turn around again
i love that skirt damn
Seamus shut ur mouth again
round and round and round my head
round and round and round again

i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot




i cannot (autrioly)

Official Music Video: https://youtu.be/e_ucA7I882E

Proof (Remix)

@suteracollective

prod hira :>

come on baby no one would know
you swear i hate the way that we go from
loving souls to fire engulfed
shooting for the stars but we crashed down

entirely confused where we were but
kinda knew a path we could take
stranded on the edge of the cliff side
strangers from the start till the end

i never really knew what to say
only ‘i’m a phone call away, love’
hope you never call me again
sick of feeling nothing at all

U don’t gotta lie was I ever even worth it ?
Look me in the eye, was I honestly a burden
Seems about right, you’d fucking laugh at me in person
You’d date 100 guys, how hard is it to curve them ?

I can barely sleep, I barely eat now
And even if I tried I’d drop it all to the ground
Looking thru ur phone would help me lose 100 lbs
Til I’m skin and I’m bone, I’d be fucking letting you down

Why the fuck did you text him back
Spewing anger to my face, ur all I have
U said u don’t wanna try, like u ever had
If this is how it ends I’m fucking glad

Losing it, Drop top im cruising in
My old bitch losing friends
My new shit booming in
Don't fall back down again
I know just how you are
No lost and found again
No crawling by my side

He’s so annoying I can see him posting shit on my time line

Leave me fucked up in the past
on the sidelines

I’ll clench my fist and crack my bones swear I won’t throw til it feels right

And I’m getting really sick of being stuck in my own mind

ground ft. sinxi & erxn

Flight's back with another dangerous earworm collab you didn't know you needed. 
written / performed by: @Abstract @benny mayne 
produced by: Flight Volume @flightvolume 
*absolutely shredded on guitar solo* @hidinginheadstones_ 
mixed & mastered by @Cryo Music 
artwork / lyric video @Dylan Reese

Flight Volume - Hell 2 Pay (with Abstract & benny mayne)

@sadboykana
@tnvr555

// geist
said it wasn’t meant to be
i crossed a line
a line that you know you shouldn’t have drawn :/
i guess it was the ecstasy
the happiness
a time that u knew wouldn’t last long…

baby you were everything
and i mean everything that i had to call a home
so why’d you make me build these walls around me love
now honestly i feel like such a joke :(

so how to open up to a liar?
you know i’d hold your hand so close even if it’s over fires
and i can hate you all i want but you’re the one i admire
a dire feeling strikes my heart in ways i never desired
i’m tired
staying sober but my brain won’t rewire
and i‘ll never text you back so keep me blocked it won’t matter
and i swear my heart’s been hurting, it won’t stop, it’s been shattered
oh maybe in a different life you would have loved me like i loved you

like i loved you

// kana
catch me im falling
falling again
rain has come over
says that we're friends...
i feel so dead again
lay in my bed
wonder what’s left for me
wonder again
you were not good for me
i have regrets
wish that i needed you
less than i did...
holes in my chest
scars i cant fix...
i’m just like glass
broken again...

spotify

wish that i needed u, less than i did w/ kana [tnvr]

prod me
no samples used
take care

up in the trees is where i would hang
'till i tumbled down when he told me to stay
back in the bush; cast on my arm
shall i never heal, i'll be happy a pine.
yet i'm full of shit, atone every word
but this is for you, so i'll try not to hurt
choked up every verse though.
you cannot reverse

what a fine young man, i wonder where his head's at
too far gone, now i needa take a step back
all that i want is to live in my notepad
feeding me lyrics for songs 'till my days' last
genuine crave, and i don't wanna change that
mental array in a haze getting whiplash
honest display, but there isn't a playback
trust in the heart of your cards when it fades black

patch on the leg; how the fuck do i move it
i miss your laugh, and with friends, watching movies
oh, i'll try a bit harder to step out my comfort,
but being alone is just way too damn soothing

i cannot bear this weight,
so i'll just eat it up and stomach it
your words they spoke to me,
i'd always wonder what would come of it

you were nervous, well, i'm anxious
but for you, did you know i would fucking get back on my feet,
though, not complaining
seldom i held any care, wouldn't budge, wouldn't speak
years, haven't walked down the street
i took a walk down the street.
bubbling grief
if only you knew what you meant to me, 
god i would hope you had felt what you meant to me

june arrived, i almost felt alive
but then i heard the news and felt the water rise
capsized the thought of letting go of life
but now it's even harder getting sleep at night
what a gentle soul, grown out the mold
with the sky his home, and for the earth, a stone
beyond the ozone; inside the mind
what an ethereal one, and of a joyous kind.

suck in the rain, spit out the clouds
our synergy now resides in the ground

yeah i know the rain is real important when it's pouring down the evergreens
thought about you often, so i hope that you remembered me
'cause you took your leave
autumn and sleep
we ran our shit up until '23
growing the seeds; sowing their seams
if i make it out of this, hoping you see, yeah.

sycamore

and hey there 
can i sit here  
i noticed that you were all alone 
and reading jane eyre
and i can’t 
stay here 
i’ll die here 
and if it’s raining for the night
i’ll give you my coat at anytime, i 

like wait there
(wait there)
i’m scared 
(i’m scared)
that you think that i’m shady 
it’s not fair 
(it’s not fair) 
we’re an odd pair
i’ll stay here if you want me to i promise
if not we can rain check 

hey there

i think i recognise you; have you been here before? 

(oh, for real?) 

my bad, i guess not but- 
do you wanna go
we can smoke at mine
if you don’t smoke
i got some beers n we can pass time
i don’t give a fuck about what’s going on 
as long you’re here watching always sunny
til bout quarter past 5 

and hey there 
“hey u :)” 
im fucked up
turned blue 
yeah im too slumped
how bout u 
like oh god !!!!
you’re too cool 

dont walk out 
leave me 
im cut up 
bleeding 
so just stay
these sun rays 
they make me 
feel okay 

all of the things 
that i could now say to you
i don’t know whether to laugh or cry
do you even feel at least half of this?
or will you just sit with your friends and all laugh at this- 
FUCK

and hey there 
can i sit here  
i noticed that you were all alone 
and reading jane eyre
and i can’t 
stay here 
i’ll die here 
and if it’s raining for the night
i’ll give you my at coat anytime, i 

like wait there
(wait there)
i’m scared 
(i’m scared)
that you think that i’m shady 
it’s not fair 
(not fair) 
we’re an odd pair
but i’ll stay here
if you want me to i promise
if not we can rain check 

hey there

i think i recognise you; have you been here before?
oh, for real?

pale (pekarot x jolst)

This a dark road I laid a path and you don’t even like it
Backwoods, I’m looking backwards under my eye lids 
Light up, I light it up, I inhale just to try it
Now I’m smoking 4 or 5 a day and I don’t buy em
Load up, I’ll grab a gun and cock it at my target
Steady hand I pull the trigger, just so I can try it
Aiming bullseye, point blank, how am I standing
Put it back between my eyes and twitch before I fire it 

This six shooters got more then 1 bullet 
It’s hitting 0 it’s hit in the green
And all my bets placed 4,9 and 13
This roulettes Russian it’s not very
Clean 
My body’s fearing the worst I can’t 
Breathe
I saw you with another guy and I 
Screamed 
How many more until you stop being a slut 
Close ur legs just to open em up

And that really isn’t even half
You had to block me just to get in his car
It’s annoying that you don’t say it with chest
Window down I bet he’s kissing ur…

What id do oh what I’d do to anyone who ever tries it 
Molotov his bedroom 
Pouring petrol on his carpet
I’m gonna rip him from everyone that he loves
Stainless steel around his neck
I’ll put a knife in there and plunge
Stop being a narcissist baby I need some love
Like just a little more, then what I’ve already got
Anything is better than what I have
Please don’t neglect me I’ve had all that 

This a dark road I laid a path and you don’t even like it
Backwoods, I’m looking backwards under my eye lids 
Light up, I light it up, I inhale just to try it
Now I’m smoking 4 or 5 a day and I don’t buy em
Load up, I’ll grab a gun and cock it at my target
Steady hand I pull the trigger, just so I can try it
Aiming bullseye, point blank, how am I standing
Put it back between my eyes and twitch before I fire it

stainless steel

MC LACXNIC - HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU - prod by Taigen x Jkei

I Am The Chosen One

Official Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9QrpGdkGG0M

Yeah, yeah

Chorus: x2
Take pictures
Never notice
I was half way, drowning in the ocean
Still chasing 
Those Hollywood lights and I’m facing those dark lonely nights

Verse:
Eyes are rolling
Couple caps
7am, don’t fucking tell me that
I don’t even know, why I’m popping pills
I just know that, that’s the way I fucking feel

Chorus: 
Take pictures
Never notice
I was half way drowning in the ocean
Still chasing 
Those Hollywood lights and I’m facing those dark lonely nights

Verse:
I know that
We ain’t holding back 
Cause she knows that we’re lost in the snow tracks
I go grab that rolled up note to take me home (Home)
And you ain’t gonna see me til it’s Monday morning

Verse chorus:
Fucking popping pills til I die
Tell me if we ever see the sunrise
Started 4pm, it’s almost getting light
Look me in my eyes
Tell me we’re dying tonight

Chorus: 
Take pictures
Never notice
I was half way drowning in the ocean
Still chasing 
Those Hollywood lights and I’m facing those dark lonely nights

Free Download

thank you for listening 
<3
@irby
@jolst
https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy

so lemme tell you what my life is like 
i stay up till the morning i can’t sleep at night 
i’m always waking up with a teary eye
lie to everyone n say i’m alright 

i’m way too fucking paranoid 
warning signs in my eyes i let my mind destroy 
i hate the feeling that my body gets 
every day i feel the same n i wish i could rest

i’m sick of feeling this anxiety 
worry about when you’ll replace me 
it’s getting hard to feel a heartbeat 
i hate the way that it controls me 

i hate the way that it controls me

trech:
give me until the end of the day to gather up all my things
i don’t know where im going 
or what it might bring
ill get out of your hair for the last time
ill disappear into the past time

i don’t go to sleep until its seven in the morning
its hard to rest easy when you’re mourning
life is like a circle it has no point 
and now im spinning all around in my room to this joint

worry (w/ trechor boy) (prod. irby & jolst)

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

ground ft. sinxi & erxn

hiraeth

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