messy

old one idk
produced by melon

im roaming arounddd
(im) barely goin out
(im) anxious when people talk
but im always here if youu wanna call
painted the walls wit red paint baby
all i need when im in pain youuuu baby
shutdowen the second your away baby
babyyy

in constant agoneey
barely on me feet
it is hard to breathe
when ur all i neeed
with every scar beneath
her emotions bleed
tho donet want her to leave
but my heart breaks guaranteed
baby please just say u want meee
how coold i be so naive?
why do i feel so gloomy

i love you (i want you)
break me again
i dont care (i dont care)

my hearts beating fast, please dont make it bleed
id bleed out so fast, tell me you love me
me
i dont care at all
ill just kill myself for you

agony

https://youtu.be/BzPPe_5-HKo?si=W1tX_5v4gciDd_SH
produced by melon

got green leaves around me, just reminds me of your eyes
theyre looking very lovely, there's tears coming out of mine
feeling really sad, all i do declined
go to bed with you being on my mind
on my mind (yeah ur on my mind)
mind (i love you)

i wonder if someday ill feel better inside
living day by day, it is hard to get by
you know how it is when all these feelings collide
i know i might be wrong, cant put my feelings aside
show me everything
everywhere you go (oh where you go)
i dont know where you been
all my life long (all my life long)

you dont understand i need you in my life
you dont understand i need you in my life
you dont understand i need you in my life

no matter what lays on your heart
speak with me, find a way out
i do care cos i love you
i know it gets really hard
trust me ur beautiful im proud of you
when the world is giving up on you
give my heart only to you
want you to keep it safe
for now and ever babe
give my heart to you
im scared to say
i love you

i wish we could go to the woods
do you even like me?
im insecure, cover of the book
i try to hide me
bright shades of green
face on a screen
but i miss you around
walk by the creek
hear the birds sing
they sing ur beautiful song

green

No way you’ve run
No way you’d harvest 
All of my bones
All of the forest
Grass isn’t green 
I need to plant it
No room for seed 
Nowhere to hold it 

Im not your king 
Don’t let me breathe
Pull down my crown 
Get hold of me 
For all I’ve done 
This can’t be happening 
Reside my throne
A thousand miles away 

I don’t
I don’t really even need much
Just a little conversation and comfort and love 
You 
You don’t even care to explain
Ask for my advice I’ll leave you sitting on the pavement 
You look so basic when you walk around
Why you stringing him to get it you can get it now
Cause I don’t give a fuck if you desert me
But why you in a rush to downgrade, not learning 

Must not know how to treat someone adequate 
I’d love to see your broke self work outta this
There’s no way I’m in a rush to hear you calling
And thank god I won’t see you in the morning 
Yeah
Pissed off I make two fists
Knuckle broke in my hand but you knew this
He’s got one black eye, make it two
I’m not the type of person that you ever knew
It’s far from the end it’s not over yet
I’ve got four more bars written out for you
Little fuck face you’re a parasite 
Get down on your knees, not uncommon for you

Anxiety’s killing me
What’s left of my wrist starts to bleed
I walked through the forest 
and found someone who looks like you
These plants die around me
I’m in this hole deserted
I found myself hiding 
From anyone like you

It’s so late out here
All I can tell
Is that you’re better here 
and happier without me now
I’m such a hypocrite 
In all these songs I give
I keep complaining just to get off
And make myself worse

like you

Self Prod :)

Its always so fake
you stay up so late
dont try to escape
dont say im too late
I make mistakes

Im way too fucked up in my head
Its my love that i resent

I dont know why, I might break my ties
Might lose my friends is this the end?

If you really wanna know
then you know
and you`ll know
and you`ll know
and you`ll go
and you will never wanna stay

I dont like, my life
break sights

I will never make a friend
I will never stay in love
I will never make amends
I Will never be enough

tell me that l run away
tell me that im loved
tell me that il never stay
tell me im enough

HYPO

prod me

lyrics:

i aim it slowly
gotta be careful
she looks so lovely, got her in my reticle

i aim it slowly
gotta be careful
she looks so lovely, got her in my reticle

~got her in my reticle

i swear ill end it now, press the muzzle to my skull
why do you care now, trying to atone?
your actions cut way too close to the bone
literally not joking you saw it from my phone (phone)

~your slowly killing yourself dawsin

play with my feelings
then i play with your life
*life*
talking about my emotions as i click open my knife
*knife*
if you want to, you can try and hide
if i see you with him again i promise he'll die

y-e-a is what you told me last thursday
told you that i loved you, and your dry in the worst way
what did i do to deserve this in the first place?
looking back i could've known from your sweet face

i aim it slowly
gotta be careful
she looks so lovely, got her in my reticle

needa go
my heart aches
u felt like a home
stop me before i break

gonna blow out my head with this red dot.
thought i'd be good enough but i guess not
but id rather be alone and just rot
its my safe place at least that's what i thought

needa go
my heart aches
need more
before you and i cave

needa go
my heart aches
need more
before you and i c-c-c-c

"all the shit that you used to care so much about, just keeps you a prisoner of your own mind"

play with my feelings
then i play with your life
*life*
talking about my emotions as i click open my knife
*knife*

reticle

I wouldn’t mind if you where nice to me
Doing what you say, it don’t mean anything 
Birds out my window try sing 
I don’t hear Melodys creeping in

I just don’t get it
And hardly think it’s fair
How could I, believe something that’s not there
For me to see
I hardly even care
When all you’ve done to me, is take all I’ve had
Your choices are stupid
And certainly not right
You make me look so dumb, for thinking I’m ever liked
I’ll grab my gun and ruin the land that you made
And cause it to spiral, until everything shakes
We’ll see how you like it, when everything’s taken away
I can’t not look at trees and not imagine his face 

The child you never gave us
But the cancer you did
Sure the scene is really pretty
But what does it give

Because everyone’s leaving, or they hate my guts
Can you stop picking favourites, that’s not fair on us
Making people with nothing, and they die with no one 
Giving others everything, and they have all that they want 
Idk
Idk

Self prod :)

Lyrics 

Stop
My body rots
Inside This corpse
Don't keep it locked
I cant replay what you say
My brains all made out of clay
If I cant hear what you say
its cuz my ears are decayed

You should really try and worry about yourself
Hearing stories Building stories about myself
tell me how tell me why tell me well
everything you say I would rather kill myself

BREAK
I don't know why my body shakes
I don't know why my body aches
maybe im reacting to the bass
Feelings gone numb right to my face

So see through
How these feelings come apart when I need you
whys it always seem so dark
when the skys blue

Whys it always seem so hard just to like you

I feel destain
My body screams
If you cant hear what I say
we are just corpse in a grave

Spotify

CORPSE

hope u guys enjoy. collab w/ @ytstatic
prod by: neverforever

LYRICS:
“He’s paronoid, he’s a freak”
I know what you think about me
“He’s anxious, never seen”
That’s just how i like to be
Lock me inside never free
Make sure that i’m not seen
“He’s so different from me”
I know what you think about me

Yeah, i like my distance and space
Yeah, i keep myself far away
Don’t think there’s much wrong with my face
Huh, i know what you think about me
“He’s a straight edge, doesn’t do drugs”
“Yeah, he’s not very much fun”
“Don’t think he will ever find love”
Huh, i know what you think about me

Am i letting my parents down?
Will i ever see you around?
Will i perform in my hometown?
That’s just what i think about me
Circle smaller as i’ve gotten older
And my feelings are only getting colder
Still no head resting on my shoulder
That’s just what i think about me 

“He’s so different from me”
I know what you think about me

have a good day/night luv u

i know what u think about me

id wait a thousand years, for you to be here
how many times in my life did i disappear?
my parents told me we should stay friends
but i cant handle being short of anything that we had

id lose everything
just to feel anything
if i turned to religion, id make sense of it
but its not sensible, im not very valuable
even to myself, no god would raise me as his own

just a little curious, ive got some questions
why does no one treat me like im not a weapon
when all my life ive been getting attacked
id never do that

cause its not that fun
and its certainly not pretty
i dont mind, aslong as youre the one with me
please dont do that to somebody else
i want no other guy to get used to your smell

you know hes not as good so why replace me
he couldnt give a fuck about your safety
while youre out at work, hes sat waiting
entertaining other women

you can go and ask
every message been deleted
fucking psychopath
lie to you til you believe it
hell never post about you anymore
hide you away from several different whores

i wont back down from my word
his face is clung to the curb
let him up for just a minute, cause whats next is worse
let him breathe for the last time
ill let him see all of his bloodline
but who is next, who is next in kin
to try condone anyone like him

Safety

If you wanna let me go then darling
I don’t mind
Maybe a little I won’t show it you don’t
Have the time
So stop concerning or worrying about
What I hide
Those feelings locked away the key is somewhere, I resided

You cannot force an entry 
No it’s a little bit mean don’t you think
Maybe these walls are meant to stay up 
Surrounding me
If you wanna get past you’ll have to
Kill me
Are we starting again
Without all my friends

I’m running I’m running away
You don’t have to catch me
Nothing but doubt and regret
You won’t ever find me

If you wanna let me go then darling
I don’t mind
Maybe a little I won’t show it you don’t
Have the time
So stop concerning or worrying about
What I hide
Those feelings locked away the key is somewhere, I resided

I wish I slept thru everything 
Woke up to birds singing 
Outside my window pane
Wake up repeat again
Tell death I’m on my way
He’s not too far away
He’ll take me all the same
Select all delete again

If you wanna let me go then darling
I don’t mind
Maybe a little I won’t show it you don’t
Have the time
So stop concerning or worrying about
What I hide
Those feelings locked away the key is somewhere, I resided

like you

hiraeth

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