this wax making me hear every individual layer and instrument like im in the stu myself

this is just too amazing, I been addicted 🖤✨

you put ur hands all on me now im leaving
you tell me that you love me, do you mean it ?
mean it 
mean it
dont you ever mean it ?
how could i mean everything you keep me as a secret

i put the switchblade to my arm
you left in the pain now its all gone wrong
you left me in vein now youre all i want
i dont gotta stay but shes all i want

like keep me as a secret
you mean it ? you wont leave ?
tell me that you miss him im griping upon ur sleeve
and even in the end i wont matter i wont breathe
im sick of always wanting the best and its not me

sleepwater
keep me from what you been selling please
pushing straight down make it hard to breath
i'm not okay now find it to hard breath !
dont know who to chase now, guess it wasn't me
rolling with my
guess ill just roll on my own i guess ill just roll on my own

i put the switchblade to my arm
you left in the pain now its all gone wrong
you left me in vein now youre all i want
i dont gotta stay but shes all i want

like keep me as a secret
you mean it ? you wont leave ?
tell me that you miss him im griping upon ur sleeve
and even in the end i wont matter i wont breathe
im sick of always wanting the best and its not me

roll on my own (feat. sleepwater)(prod. unlucky)

produced by hiraeth


and im
useless im wasted i know that
i been down the biottom ive been back
so gone lost soul dont find me
looks like im still used to hiding 

oh my god i give up for trying
in too deep i just stopped the lightning
look my way see blood stains from fighting 
lost two eyes still smudged from the crying

produced by: @freveltrothy
happy halloween (even though by the time I drop this it'll probably be like fuckin 2037)

i think i killed another man last night 
i didn’t even stop to check
either way he’s not moving 

all i need is a mask and a knife
i don’t ever need a glock
little bitch i’m not shooting 

only time i ever truly feel alive
is when i’m cutting thru his flesh
swear the sound kinda soothing 

i took his wallet 
saw his girl as a picture 
go to the address
finish it and bring the jewels in 

so i cry
till my eyes swell up
and i can’t fall asleep 
think i’m too fucked up
room spinning think i’m gonna throw up
and i guess im old news 
your new man look tough 

i wanna bleach my eyes but im way too scared
so i just stare at the sun 
wanna close myself
cus you were never there
at least you’re having fun

i don’t know why i’m like this 
how the fuck could i take another man from his family? 
so i go and wash the knife quick,
think i went overboard 
violence charge my battery 
no point tryna fight this,
know i’m gonna go to jail
insane
yeah i had to be 
when i cut him, kinda liked it 
need to go home now
hope my moms not mad at me 

i think i killed another man last night 
i didn’t even stop to check
either way he’s not moving 

all i need is a mask and a knife
i don’t ever need a glock
little bitch i’m not shooting 

only time i ever truly feel alive
is when i’m cutting thru his flesh
swear the sound kinda soothing 

i took his wallet 
saw his girl as a picture 
go to the address
finish it and bring the jewels in

killer (frevel)

chapter i

produced by ztope
completely non profit

lyrics

filtered beams of moonlight 
passing thru the ice above
i cannot bear to take my eyes 
off of my drowning love
why she had to follow me
why she had to jump
shes drowning in this lake
man cold water makes u numb

makes u numb
hit my head on rocks below
blood
blood fills the water oh my god
god cannot save us
oh we're fucked
fucked
sleeping on this bed of rocks
shadows of the trees
they dance on ice thats 3, 4 inches thick
is that lantern light
i ask her body what the fuck she thinks
this our savior 
and i hope he drags us up or else we'll sink
please just save her
i do not care if im on the brink

filtered beams of moonlight 
passing thru the ice above
i cannot bear to take my eyes
off of my drowning love
why she had to follow me
why she had to jump
shes drowning in this lake
man cold water makes u numb

it makes u drown

drowning at the bottom of a frozen lake (ztope)

produced by killedmyself

completely non profit

here's a little thing I made, might put it on an ep, might not 

lyrics

how many times can I write about the same old thing
about summer, spring, 'bout wedding rings and better things 
about a teenage vow in a parking lot
screaming fall out boy until our lungs gave out
its time I close my eyes now

just for tonight, I think that's alright 
see the ghost of u has lingered for a while
and I think ive earned some rest

do u think that's fair?

do u think that's fair (killedmyself)

produced by sk8miles
completely non profit
lyrics:

shawty hit me with that vac seal
no gorilla grip
she go on to talk dick sand 
and how im pussy whipped 
glad u can agree that u and i
are a perfect fit 
if we talk about the premise, 
u and i, i guess we're caving in 

caving in 
seems that all i do is fuel some version of the pain im in
glad u getting me n what i've learnt from eating pavement
said the monster looking back on everything he did
i need my medicine 

my feet lost the ground 
i am still not found
I'ma hack at this ounce
blow smoke down and make clouds 
my feet lost the ground
i am still not found
I'ma hack at this ounce 
blow smoke down and make clouds 

so we dress up
and we pub crawl
eatin on her ___
'til i get lockjaw
u gotta love me for the way i am
swear the more the that she could hurt me;
only make me more attached 
blowing smoke into a fan
while she's sleeping in my bed around like 2am
i just crack my beer n touch the cieling crush n toss the can 
lucky im all out of barz cus knowing me id take the chance bro

my bad, love u
that's a lot of vodka for someone 5 foot
hard world. pull thru.
no one gives a fuck and that's a hard truth
but you make me feel alright
better at least than most nights 
it's complex the state of my mind
but she just says to shut up 
and get the knife
 

good point, but i have a knife (sk8miles)

Been alone for a while i felt helpless 
didn't stop mean to question your intentions
you should've given a part of me lesser
i lost a half when i left your possession

oh i say im fine when im not 
cus i left the best part of me 
2 thousand miles away 
i swear to god when i get free 
i'll fall into ur eyes again 
surrender every enemy 
left in the trenches of war would you lay with me 

don't let me go 
i want more and i've given it all 
to the girl i adore 
im never enough 
no im never enough 
FUCK
ive tried to live it up 
but i feel like im nothing at all 
baby im such a dissapointment 
leave me with the ocean 

take me home where i belong 
i cant take it no more
a part of you evolved with me now i spread ash on the floor 
just wanna see you and im sorry love youre all that i want
ive waited years and now the months are getting harder to trust

trust
to trust
oh love youre all that i want
want
want

oh love youre all that i want

she says bless you everytime i ever open my mouth
and god i miss you theres no words to explain how

take me home where i belong 
i cant take it no more
a part of you evolved with me now i spread ash on the floor

bless you

u were hoping i'd cave,
i heard u say it but you'd never say that shit to my face
'cos ur a leech baby taking trends and riding the waves
while im above put myself first i'm up and away
ur left overboard piecing back together the frame

got these fuckin people tryna talk to me, yeah
i don't wanna know where u've been or what girl ur with
i don't wanna know that your friends are so rebellious
i don't fuckin know why? i guess ur shit at picking 'em

Got you madder than me
You got your hands on my sleeves 
You try to put me to sleep 
But I will stay awake 
Don't tell me things wont change 
I always hide my face 
You never break so easily 

Take the pain you never had 
You wanna feel for me 
You set a target on my back 
I barely breathe for me 
Been drinking seven days have passed 
I barely live for me 
I feel addiction coming back

I feel this devil on my shoulder
And my eyes been going black 
I don't lack composure when I'm reading through these texts 
You never reply to me 
I never reply to you 
I don't even like these shades of black mixed in with navy blue

i been so lost i cant focus
bring me down now i dont want this
i dont stare much but youd notice
everytime i look at you im on edge

notice how my eyes stay frozen
i keep tryna run but you keep calling
everytime you speak to me its always
turning out the same its fucking boring

being here without you im much happier now
bury my emotions 60ft in the ground
taking my advice ill slap the bitch in the mouth
so the bullshit that shes spewing will stop fumbling out

waves w/ sinxi & erxn

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
pieces that i cannot mend
her words are empty, i pretend
pretty face that u disguise
i see right through ur mask and lies
no one really cares at all
i just want it all to stop
shattered glass against the wall
just like my dad with alcohol

oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no

u can keep on talking all u fucking want
i be making music while u out there making fucking flops
i be steady grinding, making progress and it doesn’t stop
begging for a feature, on ur knees, and i just laugh it off

and ur kinda irrelevant 
i’ll fold u cuz ur delicate
i got a A cuz i’m excellent 
and i’m a whole different person when i am in my element 
i’m from a another descendant 
and u can never be me, i’m unique and so different 

and no one gives a flying fuck bitch u still just a kid
and ur ego so high, yet u still throw ur fits
and get the fuck off of my dick, and mind ur own buis
talking down on me, bitch u don’t want this

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy

lyrics:

whenever you sleep
can you picture urself right next to me?
whenever you breathe
does my scent give u a sense of relief?

or maybe i’m wrong
or please tell me i’m right
or maybe i’m wrong
or maybe i’m stupid for making this song
about loosing

my love
she broke my trust
and now i can’t feel
nothing feels real
i’m growing numb
why did i choose you
oh if i knew
that you would’ve left
i would’ve held u one last time again

my mind just likes to imagine
if we stayed together tell what would happened?
cuz i’m not too sure
if we would’ve worked
maybe our love is disguised as a curse 
maybe it was all just doomed from the start
she loves me
she loves me not
loves me 
she loves me not
picking the pedals is all i have got
under the moon with no people involved

or maybe i’m wrong
or please tell me i’m right
or maybe i’m wrong
or maybe i’m stupid for making this song
about loosing


my love
she broke my trust
and now i can’t feel
nothing feels real
i’m growing numb
why did i choose you
oh if i knew
that you would’ve left
i would’ve held u one last time again

scars

prod: liltema

yomi: 
2 lies dont make things right
and i dont wanna go and say bye
i think im rly losing my mind
my mind 

All the things u were telling me
like i don't wanna see u again
and u said that u didn't mean it then, did u mean it now?
girl listen, i know u miss him
and u were telling me u broke me down but u can fix it
u tryna tell me ur the same but i know ur different
im tryna change but ur only running getting distant
im doing cigs now
tryna cope, losing hope, throwing fits now
losing more, getting old, i dont feel now
play pretend, make amends, we dont talk for a year now were losing all our friends woah
now times really moving slow
i dont see u anymore
all my dreams that i had with u disappearing and i just cant let u go

raine:
and I know
don't you think I notice
you pushed me off
calling me useless
I might be dumb
but I’m not clueless 
why don’t we talk
instead, you just ignore it

blinded the light
screaming for help
you chose to lie
and I can’t help it
said you used to love
I’m dumbfounded
nowhere to run 
I'm not hiding

caught another lie
switching on the lights
seems like I was right 
let’s end it here

2 lies don’t make things right
ring a bell but her heart is empty
I’m trying my best to help you
but all you do is make up stories
tell me this and you told another guy that 
I’m the one who fucked things up 

door closed 
fucked up
woke up 
I’m drunk 
can’t get you out of my head
so just pour more cups instead

yeah 
talk about love
but all you want is cash
Hit me back at 2 AM
asked where I’m at
but we’re just friends

I hate to talk about the things that made me feel sad
no
why am I attached to something that I never had 
though
all I want from you is the love that you cannot give
you can take my life but you can’t just leave me

2 lies don't make things right 
oh uh 
oh uh
oh uh

roll on my own (feat. sleepwater)(prod. unlucky)

hiraeth

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