My body is not made for this love that part

god this is so fucking heartbreaking. incredible job

The agony…🖤 It sounds like you recorded this right after your heart was ripped from your chest.

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w @heylog
produced by sleepwater
lyrics:

i don't think that i feel it
my stomach can't heal it
my heart i warn you
surround me i turn blue
you doubt me you flew
you drowning in sloot
my heart break in 2
im ready to die
cos i left ur side
i kick back and cry
this where i resite
i laugh at myself
its good for my health (oh no)
whats that on my the shelf (oh no)
i think its yourself (oh no)

ash blonde hair i need you now
carve my life thru the fields im a tree in the ground
i can't feel my fucking heart so why does it go pound pound pound
i sense you wanna dart, so why
 dont u wannaa stay, now

i can sense the fear ik our loves linear now
feeling like a tree thats never gonna grow; help
beat me black and blue with all the words you spew pal
you could save him now but i don't think he wants you now

heylog:

your pretty little words are meshed and i don't feel them
i'm to the point where i just lost every feeling
i still wouldn't feel a thing if i had a million friends
i'm getting closer everyday to ending it
the sun falls and creeps through my window
it's blinding me, now orange is painted on my walls
the same colour i saw when i fell in love
when i see it again i just can't get enough
can someone end my life, i don't wanna be here at all..
i'm past the part where i care at all
that's when i know shits getting bad
and i wonder how long this'll last

tree w/heylog

prod. ocin
guitars: yhello

Come catch a feeling while we’re watching a lightning 
But nothing excites me, baby I try to hide it 
I think about you, let’s make love on the highway 
Can we get inside babe 
You know time won’t stop flying 

You know me I 
Could never stop 
I’ll do it or die 
Can’t lose you and cry 
The pain in our back 
It hurts 
Now we’re laughing it off 
Now we’re laughing it off, oh 
The pain in our back 
It hurts 
Now we’re laughing it off 
We keep laughing it off, ya 

Kill time when we're driving 
It's both of us finding 
A reason to separate 
Your past is behind me 
I don't open up 
Don't wanna be judged 
Don't wanna be looked at 
I blame my gut 

I love you and you know that 
Even if you don't love me back 
I pray at night to hope you're well 
And pray again for my own self 
If I had a wish and that would be to see you laugh 
Cause I guarantee that you'll receive a smile back 
Now we both sitting there just laughing it off 
I want you to know that you were all I got 

You know me I 
Could never stop 
I’ll do it or die 
Can’t lose you and cry 
The pain in our back 
It hurts 
Now we’re laughing it off 
Now we’re laughing it off, oh

laugh it off (ft. heylog)

overwhelmed

scared

Black tar around my body weight
Dark circles round ur eyes 
U would think that we where made this way
But
It disappeared when u where mine 
No way u could get over this
There’s no way I could survive 
I’ll pretend that I got over it 
But 
my heart is still so full of spite 

It’s so late 
And it’s so dark out 
Are you home yet ? 
It’s not safe out now
Are you home yet ? 
Can you not let me know?
Did you find somebody else who’s gonna fill my role 

You should lay here beneath me
In a forest, near the wood
And try to imagine 
All the things that we could 
Should

Black tar around my body weight
Dark circles round ur eyes 
U would think that we where made this way
But
It disappeared when u where mine 
No way u could get over this
There’s no way I could survive 
I’ll pretend that I got over it 
But 
my heart is still so full of spite

one listen, before you sleep

Can’t say ur not breaking me
It takes all that I have 
Just to sleep and then wake again
Barely eat cause I can’t 
My body’s not made for this
Cause half of it is urs
Remember when I said
“For this girl that I adore”
Ur nothing but memories 
Keep
Pulling me apart 
I could never be used to this
It’s only the start 
Recently deleted 
Select all
Confirm delete em 
1000 images or more 
And I don’t need to see em
Cause They’re all memorised 
I’m burning through these highs 
u don’t even ask how I am 
it feels like nothings right 
Fuck this u never tried
Try to see thru my eyes
The way I suffer every morning
U don’t ask me nein 
“Why u awake so late”
I’m Just talking to friends 
U won’t believe a single thing my mouth has ever said 

Cause it’s so late
And it’s so dark out
Are you home yet ?
It’s not safe out now

There’s no place
For someone like me 
In ur life
So I should focus on being alone
All the time
And babe it’s okay
I promise it’s fine
I’ll be fine
I cannot shake this feeling to die
I should die
How could we say it’s us till we die 
How should I know
And I can say this without any lines
With my eyes closed
Cause I mean it
This isn’t a story 
I can’t go back to the start 
And ur leaving
Moved on while I’m shuffling cards 

There’s no place
For someone like me 
In ur life
So I should focus on being alone
All the time
And babe it’s okay
I promise it’s fine
I’ll be fine
I cannot shake this feeling to die
I should die

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Fall down with me
This rain will only stop when you let it
Float 
So heavy 
Crumble under every word when you let it 
I’ll breathe through gills
In cold west winds
Won’t give me chills 
Don’t know where I’ve been

Heart shaped glass box 
Out the window this don’t add up
Fall back 
This don’t matter to you
I let some words get under my 
Skin 
Don’t breathe in 
Smoking seems better, lasting
Gills, I can’t swim
This isn’t better than it was 

Fall down with me
This rain will only stop when you let it
Float 
So heavy 
Crumble under every word when you let it 

Fall down with me
This rain will only stop when you let it
Float 
So heavy 
Crumble under every word when you let it 
I’ll breathe through gills
In cold west winds
Won’t give me chills 
Don’t know where I’ve been

gills

strings by @vayhn

For so long
I’ve cut my heart open
I’ve Been so heavily devoted
But what does it matter now
What does it matter now

Harboured to nothing
I’m drowning you’re not running
Am I not worth saving
Don’t leave me, I’m wasted
I’m rotten
Don’t taste me
I’m falling
You’re waiting
For somebody better than me
How I wish I could have been

Don’t ask no questions
Won’t get no lies
You’ve ruined all we’ve had
Hope that was right

I draw lines running parallel
They never get to cross 
But they know so well
And ones always on the frontline 
Though they never get to touch 
They protect so well
Keep running
I’m surrounded 
Heart open
All this damage
You noticed
Oh you noticed
In truth I’m losing focus 

Don’t stay awake without me
Stretch marks on my skin and I’m hardly
Impressed by myself and my surroundings 
Lowkey kinda scared that you despise me

Maybe it’s all a facade and you’re just tryna keep round
Breathing under water girl you cannot hold me down
Down
Both my feet tied to the ground 
Ground

parallel

produced by @hiraethsry

lyrics:

(hiraeth)

take my soul take my body too and leave me here alone
sorry, crashing out on you , its hard to be controlled
looking at the water man id hate to be so cold
bottom of the bridge is over there its looking warm
wonder if i would have found some peace and some tranquillity
holding onto nothing bro im really getting sick of me
its been so long i dont really mind
you should let go now i wont lie
all i gave to you
was all ive ever had
you took a piece of me
and threw it in the trash
all that i endured
just to go to waste
i poud my heart out
for you to copy paste
i let this rain fall down
i dont mind it
i thought with all this dirt you would notice
and though i hate myself you ignored it

(dazed)

how bout lets back track
what did you just say to me?
i know you meant that
but you said it playfully
and thats a problem in itself
i hope you know that
dont say that youre at fault when you blamed me before that
i think im good off all the social interaction
im so tired of talking
im sorry I've been lagging
im going m.i.a for the 12th time this week
im on the verge of it all, i feel my knees getting weak
i'd never resort to abusing my power
talk hard in your lyrics but to me youre a coward
i fear im going crazy pulling strands in the shower
you encourage me to do that, and youre making me cower
I TAKE TOO LONG TO RESPOND
HOW COULD YOU DEAL WITH THAT?
MY MEMORY ISNT FOND
SO I'LL FORGET BOUT THAT
you cant tell me im wrong
when you move like that
yet i'd drop anything just to hear youre okay
and i'll cover my face
in almost every single photo
im insecure and i swear pics are just a no-go
dont need your help
promise, im better off solo
and you know
you know

tranquility (feat. hiraeth)

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