Made this song with Hiroshimal!

My TikTok: shadowxfn_
My YouTube: Konix999

**LYRICS BELOW**
 [KONIX999:]

I don't like myself.
I don't like myself.
I don't- (Like!)
I don't like myself...

I just wanna melt!
(Melt!)
All the times I felt-
(Felt!)

It can't be dealt.
(Yell!)
The moment I fall...

(Would you pick up the call?)
(When I say-)
(I don't like myself...)

[HIROSHIMAL:]

I don't like myself.
(I don't like myself...)
I just need some help!)
(I just need some help...)

Feels like I'm stuck in Hell!-
(Hell...)
Face burnt, so you can't tell...
(Face burnt, so you can't tell!)

My skin comes off in pieces!
(In pieces...)
I'm torn apart. Can't you see it?-
(I'm torn apart...)

Blade to bone.
(Cut myself...)
I never feel at home!
(I've never known a home!)

Oh, I'm so alone...
(So alone!)

Face, face, face...
(Face, face, face.)
It won't replace...
(It won't replace!)

Known, known, known...
(Known, known, known.)
Pick up your phone...
(Pick up your fucking phone!)

I don't like myself.
(I don't like myself...)
I don't like myself!
(I don't like myself...)

I think I need some help...
(I need help!)
Suicide. Don't tell!
(Kill myself!)

[BOTH:]

[HIROSHIMAL:] (I don't like myself...)

[KONIX999:] Myself!

[HIROSHIMAL:] I don't like myself...

[KONIX999:] Ooh, woah!

[HIROSHIMAL:]

Please pick up your cell!
I'm trapped but I can't yell!

[KONIX999:] Yell!

i don't like myself (Ft. Hiroshimal)

***PART OF THE EP "WHEN THE MOON FALLS"***

***LYRICS BELOW***

Poppin' pillies, gettin' higher than the ceiling.
You keep on talking, but you must have stopped hearing...

I'm back in town-
Back around!
How you feelin'?
Tokyo drifting. Tires squealing-

My mind was reeling-
Had me up in my feelings.
World was on my shoulders and really got heavy...

Get mad at me for not remembering...
I just call that shit selective memory.

Feel my trauma-
Pop a pill.
"Rari ridin' up the hill.

Then we knocked
On the door.
For we hit him, popped some more.

These niggas is bitches.
Every time, they keep duckin'.
Pull up with that choppa and that motherfucker squeezing.

Poppin' pillies, gettin' higher than the ceiling.
You keep on talking, but you must have stopped hearing...

I'm back in town-
Back around!
How you feelin'?
Tokyo drifting. Tires squealing-

My mind was reeling-
Had me up in my feelings.
World was on my shoulders and really got heavy...

Get mad at me for not remembering...
I just call that shit selective memory.

Back In Town

Bad Vibez [Prod. YGF BEATS]

Juice WRLD, XXXTENTACION - Run, Moonlight (Prod. By Jaden's Mind)

My homie Jeff and I cooked frfr!!
YouTube: Konix999
TikTok: shadowxfn_

**LYRICS BELOW**
[KONIX999:]

(No, no, no!)
(No, no, no!)
(No, no, no!)

Fucked up in my head!
So many things left unsaid!
Can't get outta my bed!
You just left me for dead…

Waiting for the reaper to get me.
If I went, would you even miss me-
Or wipe me off like I'm empty?

[zffeJ:]

You loved me in the backseat-
Now you go and stab me! 
Used to be filled with glee- 
Now I'm just empty….

Used to think you were the key.
But now you got me locked up, locked up!
Now I'm just fucked up, fucked up!
Ever since you blocked me, left too many things unsaid.

[KONIX999:]

Fucked up in my head!
So many things left unsaid!
Can't get outta my bed!
You just left me for dead…

Waiting for the reaper to get me.
If I went, would you even miss me-
Or wipe me off like I'm empty?

Left Unsaid (w/ zffeJ)

chillin w my boys

YouTube: Konix999
TikTok: shadowxfn_

**LYRICS BELOW**
(My spark in the dark)
(My spark in the dark)
(You’re my-)
(You’re my-)

Baby, it doesn't matter where you are…
You're my spark in the dark!
Engrave your name into my arms!
Let the world burn just to keep you warm!

My spark in the dark!
You're my spark in the dark!
My only spark in the dark!
Doesn't matter-
You'll always be my spark!

(My spark in the dark)
(My spark in the dark)
(You're my-)
(You're my-)

Taking these pills are fuckin' with my head!
Can't stop doing codeine on my bed!
All the things you said-
Really got me dead!
But… I don't care!

For you, I would put my life on the line…
But you wouldn't even do it for a dime…

(My spark in the dark)
(You're my spark in the dark)
(My only spark)

My spark in the dark!
You're my spark in the dark!
My only spark in the dark!
Doesn't matter-
You'll always be my spark…

My spark in the dark!
You're my spark in the dark!
My only spark in the dark!
Doesn't matter-
You'll always be my spark!

My Spark

YouTube: Konix999
TikTok: shadowxfn_

**LYRICS BELOW**
[KONIX999:]

(I'm an overthinker)
(I'm a loser)
(Fuck my future)
(Don't wanna lose her)

I'm an overthinker!
I'm a loser!
Fuck my future!
Don't wanna lose her!
(2X)

Said I'd be better-
But I lied!
Now I'm just lost-
Deep inside.
Empty bottles-
Blurry nights.
Your words cut through my heart-
Like a knife!

YEAH!!
Fuck you!-
I loved you!
Demons come through!
Like me and you!

Can you see the hurt in my eyes?
Tired of the fake smiles and the lies!
But I swear I'm fine-
I just need some wine.

(I'm an overthinker)
(I'm a loser)
(Fuck my future)
(Don't wanna lose her)

I'm an overthinker!
I'm a loser!
Fuck my future!
Don't wanna lose her!
(2X)

[HIROSHIMAL:]

(No, no, no, no...)
(No, no, no...)

Huh, yeah... I don't wanna lose my life again.
Are you my girl or are you just my friend?!-
It's always discomfort in the end...
Yeah, I Iied to y'all. Said I'd never fall in love again!

Only thing that keeps me comfort is the bands...
I won't even like myself no more if I don't buy the Benz.
She ain't no ring on her hand!
If I die this time, that'd be dying again...

Scared of rejection, 'cause I ain't got no plans...
They say, "Fuck your future. Your future's in my hands."
Sell my soul for a couple of bands...
Think about it- Think about it- Think about it again!

[KONIX999:]

(I'm an overthinker)
(I'm a loser)
(Fuck my future)

[HIROSHIMAL:]

(Seriously considering your offer.)

[KONIX999:]

(Don't wanna lose her)

I'm an overthinker!
I'm a loser!
Fuck my future!
Don't wanna lose her!

I'm an overthin-k-e-r!
I'm a loser!
Fuck my future!
Don't wanna lose her!

Overthinker (w/ hiroshimal)

hi chinny!

***LYRICS BELOW***

Fuck that bitch, I'm-
Hating on her, but-
Oh, I love her...
But I'm lying- How absurd!

Keep my feelings to myself-
And I won't get hurt!
But I'll risk it all...
Just so I can get her!

Yeah, "put enough effort"...
What the fuck now?
She might let me undress her?...
Oh, hell nah!

I think I'm dreaming!
The sun, it be beaming!
Aye, watch your mouth-
Don't call my girl a hoe...

When she around, I don't feel so sad no more!
Yeah, your bitch left you 'cause she think you's a homo.

Little do you know, me and your bitch got a porno...
Yeah, I might got a couple photos!~

Fuck that shit!
If you talkin' get a clip now!
Yeah, your bitch want me-
I'ma mow her fucking clit down!

I feel nauseous.. 
Drugs get me unconscious...
Baby, I don't care-
Even if you take advantage!~

Yeah, I love that bitch, I'm-
Fucking on her!
Oh, I hate her...
But I'm lying- How absurd!

Keep my feelings to myself-
And I won't get hurt!
But I'll risk it all...
Just so I can get her!

Won't Get Hurt

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TikTok: shadowxfn_

**LYRICS BELOW**
[KONIX999:]

(Ooh!)
(Ooh!)

You got me all in!- No second guessin'!
Love hit me hard!- Girl, this a blessin'!
Everything about you is just so impressin'!
Girl, your love got my life progressin'!

Now I’m floatin’!- Baby, no longer stressin’!
You are my solace!- Yeah, no depression!
Heart unlocked!- Bae, you got the access!
I see the future and!- You're the best in it!

[HIROSHIMAL:]

I was ready to give up-
Never wanna live up...
Fuck that shit-
I'ma keep pourin' up!

Yeah, I'm sorry baby...
I know you don't like that type of stuff!-
So, I'll stop...
So, I'll stop!

Give me top!
Bask in it...
Yeah, I'll stop pourin' up!-
Even though I love that shit...

You make sure that I stick to what I say-
But, fuck that shit...
I'ma do it anyway!

(I been feelin' real gray-)
(Aye, then I'll try the next day...)
(You know that I'll love you any day-)
(I ain't good at love, let's try your way!)

[KONIX999:]

You got me all in!- No second guessin'!
Love hit me hard!- Girl, this a blessin'!
Everything about you is just so impressin'!
Girl, your love got my life progressin'!

Now I’m floatin’!- Baby, no longer stressin’!
You are my solace!- Yeah, no depression!
Heart unlocked!- Bae, you got the access!
I see the future and!- You're the best in it!

[ZFFEJ:]

Girl, you're the one that makes me happy!
Every time I'm with you-
I feel a little bit whacky!
And I couldn't feel any better!
Can't wait until I receive your next letter!

It's impossible to tell you how much better I feel!
There's no way this isn't real!!
Girl, everything you do- 
You make it look so flawless!
I hope you know that you're my solace!

[KONIX999:]

(Ooh!)
(Ooh!)
(Ooh!)

My Solace (w/ hiroshimal & zffeJ)

i love you.
you'll never know that im talking about you, though.

***LYRICS BELOW***

Sleep together.
Let's sleep forever.
Hope you're feeling better.
Hope you got my letter.

I-I
Am feeling better, I-
I...

Sleep forever!
I hope you're feeling better!
Hope you got my letter!
Let's sleep together... -er...

Let's sleep forever!...
-er...
Let's sleep forever!

Wet dreams getting wetter!-
I cannot forget her!
So, I sent a Love Letter-
"Let's sleep forever." -er. -er...

We'll sleep forever!-
-er...
Babe, let's sleep together!

So I heard through the grapevine that you've got a man-
But if he leaves you for dead, then do you have a pla-a-an? -an?

Babe, do you have a pla-a-an... -an...
(I'll kill him...)

Put him to sleep forever!-
-sleep forever!-
-sleep forever!-

Make him sleep forev-er-er...
-er...
Babe, you can't have another!-
So let's sleep together...

Sleep together!
Sleep together!
Sleep together!
Let's sleep forever!

Wet dreams getting wetter!-
I cannot forget her!
So, I sent a Love Letter-
"Let's sleep forever." -er. -er...

We'll sleep forever!-
-er...
Babe, let's sleep together!

(Mmh...)
(Aye.)
(Did pretty good...)
(Hahahah!)

(Sleep forever...)

Sleep Forever

we here for a good time, not a long time

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Sleep Forever

hiroshimal

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