i know i’m only 18 but i feel like im done

always making sure things are okay even if i'm not.. 

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lyrics
in and out of love
don't know who to trust
i did everything i can
and it's not enough
bby tell me 
what's the plan?
i'm not tryna duck
you gon leave me in the rut
i don't wna talk abt it
i can't talk when im sober
you'd love me off the drugs 
overthink the shit i say
i guess i haven't had enough :///
and i take this medication
just to make sure we're not over
your head is on my shoulder
so i can't fall apart

guess it's the price that i pay
tryna make sure you're okay
you been picking at my brain
i keep giving you reactions
and i thought you felt the same
but we both see the way it panned out
i don't know where to go now
keep fighting with myself

i feel so fucking guilty tryna find someone 2 love
i know i'm only 18 
but i feel like i'm done
feels like everybody hates me
i don't know what i've done
i prolly need some help
my bad, i thought you were the one T-T

so manic, so selfish
i'm ashamed i overthink the shit you've done
i'm embarrassed, kinda helpless
insecure about myself, i'll take a run

and it won't fix all my problems
but i'm acting
like i'm something
i feel disgusting :/
and on the surface i'm flawless
but i'm crashing
you get good when you've acted this long..

in and out of love
don't know who to trust
i did everything i can
and it's not enough
bby tell me 
what's the plan?
i'm not tryna duck
you gon leave me in the rut
i don't wna talk abt it
i can't talk when im sober
you'd love me off the drugs 
overthink the shit i say
i guess i haven't had enough :///
and i take this medication
just to make sure we're not over
your head is on my shoulder
so i can't fall apart

guess it's the price that i pay
tryna make sure you're okay
you been picking at my brain
i keep giving you reactions
and i thought you felt the same
but we both see the way it panned out
i don't know where to go now
keep fighting with myself

i feel so fucking guilty tryna find someone 2 love
i know i'm only 18 
but i feel like i'm done
feels like everybody hates me
i don't know what i've done
i prolly need some help
my bad, i thought you were the one T-T

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