This is where the night breaks. Not perfect. Not fixed. Just finally free enough to live. 
We rise together. Not alone.

hope music • recovery anthem • emotional hip hop • rebirth




[Intro – gentle, steady, warm]
Yeah…
I know what the dark feels like.
And I know what it means to outlive it.
If you're hearing this…
You made it too.

[Verse 1]
I carried a heart too heavy to hold,
Learned to go numb before I got old.
Chased quiet in the needle and flame,
Trying to escape what didn’t have a name.

Stayed up through nights that never had ends,
Losing myself and calling it friends.
But even in the deepest part of that night,
Something in me still wanted the light.

[Pre-Chorus]
And I didn’t rise all at once.
I rose slow.
But rising slow…
is still rising.

[Chorus]
Into the sunrise — breathe in the new day.
Let the past fall off like yesterday’s weight.
Yeah, I broke — but breaking opened the door,
And I ain’t who I was anymore.

Into the sunrise — I stand in this light.
I survived every shadow, every fight.
And if you’re here too, you don’t need to explain…
Just breathe with me —
we made it through the flame.

[Instrumental Lift – handpan + flute swell, soft strings]

[Verse 2]
I found peace where the silence lives,
In forgiveness — the hardest gift.
Learned that healing ain’t quick or clean,
It’s learning to love everything you’ve seen.

Float in still water and let it speak,
Even the strong are allowed to be weak.
No shame in the days you needed to cry —
That’s just your soul trying to stay alive.

[Pre-Chorus]
No finish line.
No race to win.
Just the next breath.
Again… and again.

[Chorus]
Into the sunrise — breathe in the new day.
Let the past fall off like yesterday’s weight.
Yeah, I broke — but breaking opened the door,
And I ain’t who I was anymore.

Into the sunrise — I stand in this light.
I survived every shadow, every fight.
And if you’re here too, you don’t need to explain…
Just breathe with me —
we made it through the flame.

[Bridge – spoken, soft]
Hey…
If you’re hearing this…
I’m proud of you.
Not because you're perfect.
But because you’re still here.
That’s enough.
That’s always been enough.

[Final Chorus – repeat x2, wider, “we”]
Into the sunrise — we rise together.
Every tear we cried made us weathered.
We were breaking, but now we’re reborn —
We’re not who we were anymore.

Into the sunrise — hand in hand.
We stand here now, we understand.
If you’re breathing — you’re still becoming.
We rise, we rise —
and we keep on coming home.

[Outro – whispered, warm]
We made it.
Yeah…
We made it.

© 2025 HISson™. All rights reserved.

Into the Sunrise (album version)

Rising softly. Choosing peace instead of chaos. Breath instead of panic. Love instead of fear. 
Healing is a frequency you learn to live in.

high vibration • emotional hip hop • spiritual rap • meditation journey



[Intro – soft, almost spoken]
Yeah…
Energy don’t lie — it just moves.
So I set my frequency to love…
and I let the rest align.

[Verse 1]
I used to wake up inside a storm,
mind racing before the sun was born.
Chasing something I could never hold,
running from a heart I never told.

But I learned to breathe instead of break,
to sit with the waves instead of run from the ache.
Now I let my peace decide the pace,
and the quiet feels like sacred space.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every thought’s a wave I choose,
every word a path I use.
When I speak with grace and truth,
the universe adjusts its tune.

[Chorus]
I vibrate higher — higher than fear.
Love’s my compass, the message is clear.
I thank the sun for another breath,
I dance with life — I don’t fear death.
My heart’s the drum, my soul’s the choir,
Energy pure, my spirit’s fire.
Every moment sacred, wired —
Yeah… I vibrate higher.

[Instrumental Break – handpan + flute + breathing space]

[Verse 2]
I learned peace don’t come from running,
it comes from listening when the hurt is humming.
From letting go of battles I already won,
from laying down the weight I carried for no one.

Gratitude lives in my bloodstream now,
soft steps, slow mornings, I remember how.
When I tune my heart to the quiet inside,
the whole world shifts — the noise steps aside.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every thought’s a wave I choose,
every word a path I use.
I don’t chase — I just align,
what’s meant for me arrives on time.

[Chorus]
I vibrate higher — higher than fear.
Love’s my compass, the message is clear.
I thank the sun for another breath,
I dance with life — I don’t fear death.
My heart’s the drum, my soul’s the choir,
Energy pure, my spirit’s fire.
Every moment sacred, wired —
Yeah… I vibrate higher.

[Bridge – gentle, steady]
Tune your mind, tune your soul,
Let the frequency make you whole.
Gratitude’s the key, love’s the gate —
What you give out, you recreate.

[Final Chorus – repeat x2, “WE” version]
We vibrate higher — higher than fear.
Love is louder, and I feel you near.
We thank the sun for another breath,
We rise with life — we don’t fear death.
Our hearts the drums, our souls the choir,
Energy pure, our spirits fire.
Every moment sacred, wired —
Yeah… we vibrate higher.

© 2025 HISson™. All rights reserved.

Vibrate Higher (album version)

A breath. A pause. A reminder that you are still here. You don’t have to go. You don’t have to run. Stay.

spoken word • grounding • breathing room • meditation moment



Hey…
come here.
Sit with me… just for a minute.


I know what it feels like to be tired…
Not the kind sleep fixes.
The kind that sinks into your bones
and sits in your chest.


I know what it feels like to not want to die…
but not know how to live either.


I’ve been there.
Back against the wall.
Heart heavy.
Hands shaking.
No words.


You’re not weak for feeling this way.
You’re not broken.
You’re not too late.


This is just the part where it hurts.


You don’t have to fix everything today.
You don’t have to pretend you’re okay.

Just stay.

Just breathe with me.


See?
You’re still here.
You made it to this moment.
That means something.


You don’t have to rise fast.
You don’t have to rise strong.

We rise slow.
We rise soft.


But we rise.


Stay with me…
Just a little longer.

© 2025 HISson™. All rights reserved.

Stay With Me (interlude)

I had to let go of the version of me built from pain, pride, and survival.
This is where I learned vulnerability is strength.

healing rap • spiritual awakening • emotional hip hop



Intro (soft):
Yeah…
This is where I finally let go.

Verse 1:
I hit the bottom hard, no warning, no grace,
Head in my hands, tears all over my face.
The fight I was fighting had already been won—
I was holding a battle already done.

I built identities just to feel okay,
But they all collapsed in a single day.
I didn’t “find peace,” I broke apart—
And the breaking was where my healing could start.

Pre-Chorus:
I didn’t rise like a hero out of flames,
I was on the floor whispering my own name.
Something quiet said, “You don’t have to run.”
So I laid the old me down — his work was done.

Chorus:
I let go… and that was enough.
I stopped fighting myself — I woke up.
I let the old me fall to dust,
And I rose from what was left of us.

Let it burn, let it fade, let it fall away—
I didn’t die, I just learned how to stay.
I let go…
Yeah, that was enough.
I let go…
And that was love.

Verse 2:
He was the version of me who kept me alive,
The warrior, the fighter, the one who survived.
But he was so tired from carrying pain,
So I laid him down and I spoke his name.

Not in anger — in gratitude, soft and true,
Said, “Thank you for getting me through.”
But I don’t need to wear that armor anymore—
I can finally walk without bracing for war.

Bridge (spoken, quiet):
I didn’t kill him.
I just let him rest.
The one who was always scared,
always proving,
always holding his breath…

I finally stood up now as myself.

Final Chorus (wider, not louder):
Goodbye ego… that was enough.
I stopped running from myself — I showed up.
I let the old me fall to dust,
And I rose from what was left of us.

Let it burn, let it fade, let it fall away—
I’m still breathing in the light of another day.
Goodbye ego…
Yeah… that was enough.
Goodbye ego…
And it feels like love.

© 2025 HISson™. All rights reserved.

EGO Death (album version)

For everyone who made it out when others didn’t. I kept the tiny orange caps as proof I was still alive. 
This song remembers the ones we lost, and honors them by living.

recovery music • overdose awareness • emotional rap • memorial song


Intro (spoken, calm):
I kept every cap from every hit.
Not to glorify it…
just to remember how close I was to leaving.
No cap.

(Instrumental break – flute soft, handpan low)

Verse 1:
They said I was next — another face on a tee,
Another story that ended at seventeen.
But I woke up shaking on cold concrete,
Somehow still breathing, still on my feet.

Faces fade where laughter used to live,
Rooms get quiet in ways you don’t forgive.
We chased the rush just to feel our blood,
Now I carry what the river took in the flood.

Pre-Chorus:
I can still hear the quiet after ambulance lights,
I can still smell the metal from all of those nights.
If breath was currency, I’d give you mine —
But I guess I’m still here to draw the line.

Chorus:
No cap — I should’ve been gone by now,
But I’m still here somehow.
No cap — I seen too much to lie,
I’ve cried enough tears to drown the sky.

No cap — these scars ain’t shame, they proof,
Every one of them bleeds the truth.
No cap — I'm not proud of where I’ve been,
But I finally learned how to stand again.

(Instrumental break – flute lead + steel handpan forward + airy pads)

Verse 2:
I remember that warmth, that first escape,
How it wrapped around pain like a gentle embrace.
We said “one more,” like a prayer we believed,
Till one more took you, and left me to grieve.

I buried more names than I’ll ever confess,
Grief got heavy, but I wore it like a vest.
If pain was the teacher, I learned every page,
Watching angels fall before they reached old age.

Pre-Chorus:
So now I breathe slow, I talk soft, I stay,
I light a candle for the ones who slipped away.
This life ain’t promised — it’s borrowed flame,
So I say their names. I say their names.

Chorus:
No cap — I should’ve been gone by now,
But I’m still here somehow.
No cap — I don’t take this light for granted,
I was one breath away from where they landed.

No cap — I remember every tear,
Every laugh, every year.
No cap — I’m living for the ones still near,
And the ones not here.

(Instrumental break – softer, no drums, flute carrying emotion)

Bridge (spoken, warm, almost whisper):
If you’re still here…
stay.
One more breath.
One more day.
We don’t heal fast.
We just stay.

Final Chorus (repeat  chorus twice, second time more open and lifted):
No cap — I’m here because of grace,
And I carry their light in my chest every day.
No cap — I’m still learning how to stay,
But I’m staying.
I’m staying.

(Repeat chorus here; second time slightly more open, not louder)

(Stop singing. Spoken outro only.)

Outro (spoken):
We don’t honor them by leaving the same way.
We honor them by living the life they never got to.
So breathe.
Cry if you need to.
But stay.
Because somebody needs your story to stay alive, too.
No cap.

© 2025 HISson™. All rights reserved.

No Cap (album version)

For the version of you that disappeared to survive. 
You are not too far gone. The door is still open. You can come home to yourself.

emotional rap • introspective hip hop • trauma healing


[Intro – soft, breathy]
Hey…
It’s me.
I remember you.

[Verse 1]
You were twelve, maybe thirteen,
Trying to stand tall in shoes that didn’t fit your feet.
World too heavy, heart too loud,
So you learned to disappear in the middle of the crowd.

You didn’t trust nobody, and you had your reasons.
Pain came early and stayed through seasons.
You didn’t get the childhood they said you should’ve had —
But none of that was your fault, kid. None of that.

[Pre-Chorus]
You weren’t broken,
You were surviving.
You weren’t angry,
You were trying.

[Chorus]
Come home, kid… you don’t have to run no more.
Come home, kid… you ain’t living in that war.
I know you’ve been holding every tear behind your eyes,
But you don’t gotta hide… not this time.

Come home, kid…
I’m right here now.
You can set it down.
You can rest now.

[Verse 2]
You took every hit and thought you deserved the blow,
Thought being strong meant you never let it show.
But strength ain’t silence, and pain ain’t shame —
You were just a boy walking through a grown man’s flame.

I see you now — small fists, wild breath,
Trying to stay alive inside your own chest.
You didn’t deserve those nights you cried alone.
You deserved a hand.
So I came back home.

[Pre-Chorus]
You weren’t broken,
You were surviving.
You weren’t angry,
You were trying.

[Chorus]
Come home, kid… you don’t have to run no more.
Come home, kid… you ain’t living in that war.
I know you’ve been holding every tear behind your eyes,
But you don’t gotta hide… not this time.

Come home, kid…
I’m right here now.
You can set it down.
You can rest now.

[Bridge – spoken, close to mic]
Hey…
You kept us alive.
I see that now.
And I’m not leaving you behind again.

[Final Chorus – softer, warm, almost whispered]
Come home, kid…
Come home, kid…
You can rest now.
You can rest now.

© 2025 HISson™. All rights reserved.

Come Home, Kid (album version)

This is about the child inside you who survived the storm alone. 
Stop punishing him for what he didn’t know. He carried the pain so you could live.

inner child healing • emotional rap • soft r&b • trauma recovery


Intro (spoken):
I see him now…
Sitting by himself.
He wasn’t broken—
He was just alone.
And I didn’t know how to love him yet.

Verse 1:
I was young, just trying to survive,
Heart heavy, keeping everything inside.
Thought the world was something I had to fight,
Didn’t know pain was teaching me how to write.

I blamed that boy for the way I hurt,
Like he handed me the weight I had to carry first.
But he was just lost, doing what he could do,
Nobody showed him how to make it through.

Chorus:
I forgive that boy I used to be,
He held the weight so I could breathe.
I don’t hate him anymore, he was protecting me.
I forgive that boy, I set him free.

Verse 2:
He wasn’t weak—he was tired and alone,
Trying to heal wounds he didn’t even own.
Every scar was a step that got me here,
Every wrong turn carved the path clear.

Now when I close my eyes, I don’t see pain,
I see a kid who stood in the pouring rain.
He held on long enough for me to grow,
And I honor him now, letting him go.

Bridge (soft-spoken):
He didn’t fail me.
He carried me.
He kept me alive long enough to grow.
I’m not running anymore.

Final Chorus:
I forgave that boy I used to be,
He held the weight so I could breathe.
He doesn't have to carry it for me,
I let him rest. I let him be.

I forgave that boy I used to be,
Now he’s just peace inside of me.
No more hurting, no more trying to flee,
I forgave that boy… I set him free.

Outro (whisper):
Thank you for holding on.

© 2025 HISson™. All rights reserved.

Forgive that Boy (album version)

A letter to the one who never gave up on me, even when I was gone.
This is love, regret, and coming home when you finally understand.

emotional r&b • acoustic rap • family healing • forgiveness • mother/son song


[Intro]
Hey mama…
I know it’s been a long time.
But I’m here now.
I promise I’m here now.

[Verse 1]
I was just a kid who swore he knew everything,
Pushed back at every lesson you were trying to bring.
You were fighting for me, but I just saw chains,
So I cursed your name every time you tried to ease my pain.

You did the best you could with what life handed you,
I didn’t see it then — I swear I see it now, I do.
I thought the world owed me something just for breathing,
But it was your love that kept my heart still beating.

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know I can’t undo those years,
The silence, the distance, the anger, the fear.
But I’m trying now, and I want you to hear —
I’m still your son.
I’m still right here.

[Chorus]
Hey mama… I’m sorry for the days I disappeared,
For all the calls I left unanswered, all the love I left in fear.
Hey mama… I know I made you cry more times than I can count,
But you kept the door open even when I shut you out.

Hey mama… I’m trying to be the man you always saw in me,
And I hope one day you’ll look at me and finally feel at peace.
Hey mama… I’m coming home, I swear I am.
I just needed time… to understand.

[Verse 2]
I thought using was easier than facing the shame,
So I pushed you away ‘cause I couldn’t accept that blame.
I know you spent birthdays alone with your phone in your hand,
And it hurts me to know you think you failed, you did the best you can.
You were the light so I could find my way out of those woods.

You were the one person who never walked away even when when you should,
You prayed for me even when I wouldn’t pray for myself,
You held on to hope while I was burning in hell.

[Bridge]
I haven’t seen your face in over ten years now…
But I see you every time I close my eyes.
It hits different now.
I just want to hold you…
And say I’m sorry…
Without breaking down.

[Final Chorus]
Hey mama… I’m sorry for the days I disappeared,
For all the nights you stayed up drowning in your fear.
Hey mama… I’m trying now, I swear I am,
I’m learning how to stand… learning how to be a better man.

Hey mama… you were my shelter even when I ran,
You loved me when I didn’t think I deserved another chance.
Hey mama… I’m coming home, I swear I am.
If you’ll still take my hand…
I’m here now.

[Outro]
I love you.
No excuses.
Just truth.

© 2025 HISson™. All rights reserved.

Hey Mama (album version)

Survival isn't luck — it’s purpose. This track is about what I've been through, what tried to kill me, 
and the reason I’m still here to speak it. Your story isn’t over either.

recovery rap • emotional hip hop • testimony music • survivor’s anthem


[Intro]
Yeah…
If you're hearing this, you're still here.
So am I.

[Verse 1]
I walked through fire just to feel something real,
Burned my hands touching pain I never learned how to heal.
I didn’t know how to ask for help,
So I just tried not to disappear.
But even the smallest breath,
Means you’re still here.

[Pre-Chorus]
I ain’t who I was,
But I carry him still —
Not as shame,
But proof I lived.

[Chorus]
This is my test — my testimony.
I was drowning, but it didn’t own me.
Every scar, every loss was a lesson slowly
Turning to the fire still burning in me.

This is my test — my testimony.
I’m still here, so something chose me.
If you're lost, if you're hurting, if you're feeling undone,
Hold on — you're not the only one.

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 2]
I blamed myself for every wrong turn I made,
Thought the guilt in my bones was the price I paid.
But truth is gentle — and hard to believe:
I was just a kid trying to learn how to breathe.

And the ones I lost — I still speak their names,
Not in grief anymore, but in flame.
They didn’t leave me empty — they live in my chest,
And every sunrise whispers: “Don't quit yet.”

[Pre-Chorus]
I ain’t who I was,
But he walks with me.
Not a ghost —
A memory set free.

[Bridge – spoken softly, close-mic]
Hey…
I didn’t think I’d make it either.
But you did.
You’re here.
So breathe.
You don’t have to earn the right to live.
Just stay.

[Final Chorus]
This is our test — our testimony.
We were drowning — but it didn’t own us.
Every scar, every loss, every moment lonely
Became the fire still burning in us.

If you're lost, if you're hurting, if you're feeling undone,
Hold on — you're not the only one.
Hold on — you're not the only one.
Hold on — you're not the only one.

© 2025 HISson™. All rights reserved.

My Test (album version)

Grief doesn’t leave — it just changes shape. This song is about the tears we don’t talk about, the numbness that follows, 
and learning to live with what hurts without drowning in it.

emotional rap • grief healing • soft hip hop • trauma recovery • honest music


Intro (soft):
Yeah…
I held onto a lot.
Longer than I needed to.
But I’m still here.

Verse 1:
I been staring at the ceiling, soaking in the quiet,
All these years of holding hurt like I was built to fight it.
Thought if I stayed strong enough the pain would disappear,
But it don’t leave— it just grows roots and learns to live in here.

I kept every mistake like a stone in my chest,
Carrying the weight like I owed it a debt.
And I got tired of waiting for the day it eased,
So I learned to breathe while it sat in me.

Pre-Chorus:
And I swear…
I didn’t know healing could feel like being tired.

Chorus:
Too many tears ran down this face,
Till my heart went numb and my hands lost strength.
I ain’t crying no more, but I still feel the ache—
It’s just quiet now… like a memory I haven’t forgiven yet.

Too many tears I tried to hide,
Wiped them off, lied, and said that I’ll be fine.
But I’m done drowning in what I can’t change—
Now I’m learning how to stay.

Verse 2:
There were nights I’d break down, hands on my knees,
Talking to my past like it still had a hold on me.
But time don’t answer, it just moves on slow,
Till the hurt feels old and the story gets told.

I ain’t proud of all the ways I ran,
But I ain’t running now, I’m learning to stand.
Not with fire, not with rage, not with something to prove—
Just with the breath of someone who made it through.

Pre-Chorus:
And I swear…
It ain’t weakness to say I’m tired.

Chorus:
Too many tears ran down this face,
Till my heart went numb and my hands lost strength.
I ain’t crying no more, but I still feel the ache—
It’s just quiet now… like a memory I haven’t forgiven yet.

Too many tears I tried to hide,
Wiped them off, lied, and said that I’ll be fine.
But I’m done drowning in what I can’t change—
Now I’m learning how to stay.

Bridge (soft-spoken):
You don’t have to break to prove you feel.
You don’t have to drown to prove it’s real.
Rest is allowed.
Rest is earned.
Rest is healing.

Final Chorus (updated):
Too many tears,
Yeah, I cried ’em all out.
But I’m still here,
And I’ll figure it out somehow.

I don’t have it all fixed, but I’m not drowning now—
I’m just learning how to let it go.

Outro (whisper):
I’m still here.

© 2025 HISson™. All rights reserved.

Too Many Tears (album version)

This song lives in the in-between — still hurting, still lost, but wanting to change. 
It's the moment before the sunrise, when you’re not healed yet, but you’re done dying slow.
For anyone fighting through the dark and still hoping for a little light.

emotional rap • trauma healing • recovery music • introspective hip hop • raw and honest


Intro:
I didn’t wake up healed.
I didn’t wake up whole.
I just… woke up.
And that was enough to try again.


Verse 1:
I came from a fire that nobody saw,
Burned myself down just to feel something at all.
I held my breath in the smoke of my choices,
Silenced my heart just to quiet the voices.

There were nights I prayed for death to come,
Not brave enough to do it, just numb.
Laying there wishing the world would forget me,
But the morning kept coming to get me.

I was numb, I was hollow, half-alive in my skin,
A ghost with a pulse just waiting to end.
But even the dust of who I used to be,
Still shimmered a little when the light hit me.

Pre-Chorus:
I didn’t rise like a phoenix—I crawled,
Bare knees on the floor, no glory at all.
But the ground was warm… like it remembered my name.
Maybe I wasn’t gone—just waiting to change.

Chorus:
Ashes — I’m still covered in ashes,
From a life that I watched fall through my hands.
But I’m breathing — and that has to matter,
Even when I don’t understand.

Ashes — I’m not clean yet, I’m not shining,
But the embers in me are still alive.
And someday… I’ll see the sunrise.
But right now — I’m just trying to survive.


Verse 2:
I used to think healing meant never feeling pain,
But now I know courage is walking through the flame.
Some nights I still shake, some days I still sink,
But I don’t pour gasoline on myself when I think.

I don’t chase the numb, don’t run from the ache,
I sit in the smoke, and I let myself shake.
I don’t need to be new — I just need to stay,
Here in this body, here in this day.

Pre-Chorus:
I’m not asking for heaven, I’m not asking for signs,
Just a moment of peace in this tangled mind.
And the truth is quiet—not thunder or fire—
It’s a whisper that says: “You’re allowed to get tired.”

Chorus:
Ashes — I’m still covered in ashes,
But my heart is learning how to beat again.
And breathing — doesn’t feel like drowning,
Every moment doesn’t have to defend.

Ashes — I don’t need to rise yet,
An ember still counts as alive.
Someday… I’ll see the sunrise.
But right now — I’m just trying to survive.


Outro:
If you’re here too…
If you’re still covered in what burned you…
Don’t rush the rising.
Just breathe.
We start here.
In the ashes.

© 2025 HISson™. All rights reserved

Ashes (album version)

Trauma Bond is a slow, emotional reflection on confusing intensity for love. 
It’s that attachment that feels like home and hell at the same time — familiar, deep, and hard to walk away from. 
This song isn’t about blaming either person. It’s about recognizing the pain, honoring what you felt, 
and learning to choose peace over chaos. It’s healing through truth — soft, raw, and human.

emotional • alternative r&b • soulful storytelling • heartbreak recovery • reflective


[Intro]
It was beautiful at first.
You were the calm in my storm.
We laughed through the pain,
built a home out of chaos.
But somewhere between the highs and withdrawals,
love turned into survival,
and I kept chasing the fix that was you.

[Verse 1]
You held my demons like flowers in bloom,
said you’d love me through every dark room.
We were partners in pain, angels that fell,
two broken hearts that knew the hell.
You said forever, I wanted it true,
even when forever was killing me too.
Our love was fire, but fire consumes,
we burned alive inside our fumes.

[Chorus]
Quitting you was harder than quitting any drug.
You were my high, my poison, my plug.
Tried to wash your love out of my veins,
but every memory hits like Novocaine.

[Verse 2]
We called the chaos passion, mistook pain for proof,
kept rebuilding a house with no roof.
Every fight was a relapse in disguise,
we drowned in truth and comforted lies.
You were my mirror, my sin, my prayer,
the ghost of comfort that was never there.
I kept coming back for the touch I crave,
digging deeper into our grave.

[Bridge]
We called it love, but it was withdrawal.
Two hearts chained in the same downfall.
You said forever, but forever burned fast,
a match between gas leaks that couldn’t last.

[Final Chorus]
Quitting you was harder than quitting any drug.
You were my high, my poison, my plug.
But I had to let go just to rise above,
had to quit you to find who i was.

Quitting you was harder than quitting any drug.
You were my high, my poison, my plug.
But I had to let go just to rise above,
had to quit you to find who i was.

Quitting you was harder than quitting any drug.
You were my high, my poison, my plug.
But I had to let go just to rise above,
had to quit you to find real love.

[Outro]
Now I breathe without shaking hands.
Sleep without your demands.
Still miss the rush, but I love the calm —
had to quit you to save who I’ve become.

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Trauma Bond

Just a different musical perspective of the same amazing song. 


[Verse 1]
I been staring at the ceiling, soaking in the quiet,
All these years of holding hurt like I was built to fight it.
Thought if I stayed strong enough the pain would disappear,
But it don’t leave, it just grows roots and learns to live in here.

I kept every mistake like a stone in my chest,
Carrying the weight like I owed it a debt.
And I got tired of waiting for the day it eased,
So I learned to breathe while it sat in me.

[Pre-Chorus]
And I swear,
I didn’t know healing could feel like being tired.

[Chorus]
Too many tears ran down this face,
Till my heart got numb and my hands lost strength.
I ain’t crying no more, but I still feel the ache,
It’s just quiet now,
Like a memory I haven’t forgiven yet.

Too many tears I tried to hide,
Wiped them off quick, said “I’m fine,” and I lied.
But I'm done drowning in what I can’t change,
Now I’m learning how to stay.

[Verse 2]
There were nights I’d break down, hands on my knees,
Talking to my past like it still had a hold on me.
But time don’t answer, it just moves on slow,
Till the hurt feels old, and the story gets told.

I ain’t proud of all the ways I ran,
But I ain’t running now, I’m learning to stand.
Not with fire, not with rage, not with something to prove,
Just with the breath of someone who made it through.

[Pre-Chorus]
And I swear,
It ain’t weakness to say I’m tired.

[Chorus]
Too many tears ran down this face,
Till my heart got numb and my hands lost strength.
I ain’t crying no more, but I still feel the ache,
It’s just quiet now,
Like a memory I haven’t forgiven yet.

Too many tears I tried to hide,
Wiped them off quick, said “I’m fine,” and I lied.
But I'm done drowning in what I can’t change,
Now I’m learning how to stay.

[Bridge - spoken]
You don’t have to break to prove you feel.
You don’t have to drown to prove it's real.
Rest is allowed.
Rest is earned.
Rest is healing.

[Final Chorus]
Too many tears,
Yeah, I cried 'em all out,
But I'm still here
And I'm figuring it out.

I'm still here.
I'm still here.
Just learning how to stay.

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Too Many Tears (Remix)

Anonymous is about the last house on the block, the fellowship that carried me when I couldn’t carry myself, and the steps that rebuilt me one truth at a time. It’s the moment the mess becomes the message and you realize you’re finally alive again.



[Verse 1]
I spent years stuck in a storm I thought I could outrun on my own,
Hands shaking, heart breaking, losing battles I never won.
Tried to play my own god, tried to force life to bend,
But every time I took control, I crashed again and again.

Then one night, empty, I stumbled toward a little lit porch,
The last house on the block — didn’t know I’d find a new torch.
People who’d never met me somehow knew my pain,
Like they carried the same ghosts, like they walked through the same rain.

They didn’t judge, didn’t flinch, didn’t ask for a mask,
Just said, “You’re safe here, kid… sit down, exhale, relax.”
And for the first time in my whole damn life,
Being seen didn’t feel like a threat — it felt right.

[Chorus]
I ain’t anonymous no more,
Found truth, found hope, found something worth living for.
From surrender to amends, from the wreckage to peace,
Every moment of honesty brought a brand new release.

I was lost in the dark till the circle pulled me through,
They loved me first till I learned what love could do.
Yeah, the healing hit different when my heart got honest —
Turned a ghost into a man living the promises.

And today I’m not carrying the mess but the message,
Not invisible anymore — my life is my witness.

[Verse 2]
I learned the fight was too big to win alone,
My spirit needed something deeper than what I’d ever known.
A quiet power, gentle and steady enough to lift me out,
The kind that held me upright when I was drowning in doubt.

I handed over the wheel I kept gripping in fear,
Realized control was the lie I’d been worshipping for years.
Then I sifted through the wreckage of my past like a hidden mine,
Found the shadows I buried and the patterns that intertwined.

I spoke the truths I swore would bury me alive,
Felt shame fall away like it finally chose to die.
Saw the traits that chained me to the drought in my soul,
And asked for the strength to release what I couldn’t control.

I faced the ones I wounded, the echoes of every wrong,
Walked through each moment with a heart trying to stay strong.
I learned to look inward daily without the old disguise,
Not to punish myself — just to stop believing my lies.

Found quiet guidance in the morning, clarity in the still,
A whisper telling me to trust the path instead of my will.
And when I stood steady, when I learned what freedom meant,
I reached back for the next soul still stuck in descent.

[Chorus]
I ain’t anonymous no more,
Found truth, found hope, found something worth living for.
From surrender to amends, from the wreckage to peace,
Every moment of honesty brought a brand new release.

I was lost in the dark till the circle pulled me through,
They loved me first till I learned what love could do.
Yeah, the healing hit different when my heart got honest —
Turned a ghost into a man living the promises.

And today I’m not carrying the mess but the message,
Not invisible anymore — my life is my witness.

[Bridge]
They said, “Just keep showing up,
you’ll be amazed before the journey’s even halfway done…”
And damn — they were right,
every promise rising one by one.

And in those hundred eighty-six pages of truth and light,
I found the roadmap I needed to survive the night.
My chest got lighter, my soul stopped trembling,
And the life I thought I’d ruined
suddenly started living.


[Outro]
Now I live in the sunlight of the spirit I denied,
No longer invisible, no longer running to hide.
This circle saved me when I couldn’t save myself —
Anonymous once…
but today I stand felt,
a man who carries the message,
not the mess.

© 2025 HISson™. All rights reserved

Anonymous

“Rise, Align” is a tribal-cinematic EDM mantra built to activate focus, confidence, and subconscious momentum. Heavy drums, deep frequency layers, and hypnotic repetition drive the energy upward like a morning ritual. This track is about stepping into who I already am, moving with purpose, and aligning myself with everything that’s already mine. Nothing can stop me — I’ve already won.


Rise, align (uh line)
Rise, align (uh line)
Nothing can stop me
I've already won

Rise, align (uh line)
What I want is mine
I feel it now
I feel it now

Flow moves to me
Flow moves to me
I don't chase, I allow
I don't chase, I allow

Nothing can stop me
I've already won
Nothing can stop me
I've already won

Rise, align (uh line)
Rise, align (uh line)
I rise with purpose
I rise in peace
I rise in strength
I rise in truth

What I want is mine
What I want is mine
I feel the outcome now
I feel the outcome now

Everything comes to me
Everything comes to me
I walk in confidence
I walk in ease

Nothing can stop me
I've already won
Nothing can stop me
I've already won

Rise, align (uh line)
Rise, align (uh line)
I move like it’s done
I feel like it’s done
I live like it’s done
I rise like it’s done

I breathe abundance in
I let resistance go
I feel the shift inside
I feel the truth unfold

What I want is mine
What I want is mine
I feel it in my chest
I feel it in my mind

Rise, align (uh line)
Rise, align (uh line)
Nothing can stop me
I've already won
Nothing can stop me
I've already won

I walk in my purpose
I walk in my flow
Doors open for me
Doors open for me

I stand in my victory
I stand in my worth
I am aligned with success
I am aligned with success

Rise, align (uh line)
Rise, align (uh line)
I feel the power rise
I feel the power rise
Everything belongs to me
Everything arrives in time

Nothing can stop me
I've already won
Nothing can stop me
I've already won

My mind is steady
My heart is calm
My path is open
My spirit is strong

Rise, align (uh line)
Rise, align (uh line)
I move like the chosen
I move like the one
I rise in my knowing
I rise like the sun

What I want is mine
What I want is mine
I feel it now
I feel it now

Flow moves to me
Flow moves to me
I don't chase, I allow
I don't chase, I allow

Nothing can stop me
I've already won
Nothing can stop me
I've already won

Rise, align (uh line)
Rise, align (uh line)
I've already won
I've already won

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RISE, ALIGN

Verse 1
Midnight settles in and I’m thinkin’ of you,
sky toned silver with that soft, quiet blue.
I’m outside alone with the cool night air,
wondering if the moon finds you standing somewhere.
It’s strange how a bond starts forming unseen,
how a name in a message starts living between
the lines of the day, in the calm of the night,
in the pull of a feeling that just sits right.

Pre-Chorus
So I breathe in slow and let the moment land,
send a quiet intention to wherever you stand.

Chorus
Two souls separated by distance,
together under it if only for an instant.
Same moon, same glow, same hush in the air,
you’re miles away but it feels like you’re there.
I look up and the world realigns in my chest,
like your presence reached me when I needed it best.

Verse 2
It’s wild how connection grows steady and true,
before the first glance, before the first “you.”
We’re not in a hurry, we’re letting it rise,
like the moon takes its time as it climbs through the skies.
You’re resting with your dogs while I’m out in the breeze,
but somehow the moment brings a mutual ease.
I don’t overthink it, I just notice the sign,
how your name finds a place in the quiet of mine.

Pre-Chorus
So I sit real still and let the truth come clear,
if the moon’s overhead, I feel you near.

Chorus
Two souls separated by distance,
together under it if only for an instant.
Same moon, same glow, same hush in the air,
you’re miles away but it feels like you’re there.
I look up and the world realigns in my chest,
like your presence reached me when I needed it best.

Bridge
Maybe it’s timing, maybe it’s grace,
maybe souls recognize what the body awaits.
No labels, no pressure, just letting it form,
letting something gentle cut through the norm.
So until we stand where the daylight is true,
I’ll keep finding these nights where the moon feels like you.

Final Chorus
Two souls separated by distance,
together under it if only for an instant.
Same moon, same glow, same hush in the air,
you’re miles away but it feels like you’re there.
Under that silver stillness we drift and align,
till the moment arrives when your hand meets mine.

©2025 HISson frequentsEASE. Written in truth, crafted with intention, all rights reserved.

Same Moon

intro:
Yeah…
I’ve been to hell and back.
But I brought souvenirs 
Truth, scars, and second chances.
This one’s for the fighters.

verse 1:
Born with a heart too heavy for my chest,
Learned young how to kill that stress.
From the spoon to the vein, chasing rest,
Prayin’ to a God I never even met.

Motel nights, eyes red, no peace,
Lost in the storm, couldn’t find release.
Love on the line every time I lied,
Chasing highs that left me fried.

But the crash hit harder, mirror got cold,
My reflection said, “Man, you’re losing your soul.”
Then a flicker sparked inside that pain 
A match in the dark whispering, “Change.”

pre-chorus:
Every bruise is a map of my redemption,
Every scar wrote my resurrection.
I breathe in truth, exhale the fear,
This ain’t the end  my dawn is here.

chorus:
 From ashes into sunrise,
Feel the fire, let the pain ignite.
 From the needle to the lifeline,
Now I’m glowing in the flashing lights.
Yeah, I broke, but I’m still breathing,
Lost it all, but I found my meaning.
From ashes into sunrise 
Turn my demons into freedom, screaming.

verse 2:
When I had no fight, I still had breath,
Felt the edge, but I dodged that death.
Found my faith in the cracks I made,
In the silence where my shadows played.

Float in the pool, let the silence talk,
Hear my heart beat when the world goes off.
Meditate, elevate, realign my fate,
No shame in scars  they mark the gate.

You can’t fake healing, can’t rush grace,
Had to stare my own ghost in the face.
Every breath’s a prayer I say,
“Thank You for another damn day.”

bridge:
I’ve been broken,
But I ain’t gone.
Every relapse, every tear 
Just another verse in the song.

chorus 2:
From ashes into sunrise,
Feel the fire, let the pain ignite.
From the needle to the lifeline,
Now I’m dancing in the neon light.
Yeah, I broke, but I’m still breathing,
Lost it all, but I found my meaning.
From ashes into sunrise 
We rise, we rise, we rise again.

outro:
It’s not about being perfect.
It’s about surviving long enough to believe you could be.
If you’re hearing this 
You already made it.

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Ashes into Sunrise

Intro:
Yeah...
I had to lose everything I thought I was,
to become everything I was meant to be.

Verse 1:
Used to think I had to win every fight,
prove my worth under neon lights.
But pride just built a higher cage,
and kept my peace locked in the rage.

I was chasing crowns, chasing noise,
trying to drown out my own voice.
But silence taught me how to rise,
you find yourself when you stop the lies.

Pre-Chorus:
The real ones don’t flex — they grow,
they learn to bend, they learn to flow.
Let go of the weight you hold too tight,
sometimes surrender saves your life.

Chorus:
I had to break down just to break through,
lose my name to find my truth.
All that pain became my guide,
the storm outside made peace inside.

I let my walls fall down tonight,
and I saw my soul in the shattered light.
I had to die to feel alive —
yeah, I came back to life.

Verse 2:
Now I move different — no disguise,
no fear behind these tired eyes.
I stopped needing to prove I’m tough,
I’m enough, yeah that’s enough.

Found freedom in the space I kept,
in the quiet where my shame was left.
No crown, no chains, no mask, no throne,
just peace in knowing I’m not alone.

Bridge:
Let go, let go — that’s the cure.
No pride, no fear — that’s pure.
Every time I die a little more,
I live more than I did before.

Final Chorus:
I had to break down just to break through,
lose my name to find my truth.
All that pain became my guide,
the storm outside made peace inside.

I let my walls fall down tonight,
and I saw my soul in the shattered light.
Yeah, I had to die to feel alive —
I came back to life, I came back to life.

Outro:
The death of ego isn’t the end —
it’s the beginning of freedom.

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Came Back to Life

Intro:
I kept every cap from every hit —
a reminder of every time I should’ve died.
But I didn’t.
No cap.

Verse 1:
They said I was next, another name on a shirt,
But I woke up breathing in the dirt.
Every friend that I lost, they still talk in my dreams,
Every ghost knows what “one more” means.

I’ve seen eyes fade right in front of me,
Heard silence where laughter used to be.
We chased the rush, it took its toll,
Now I carry what it stole.

Pre-Chorus:
And I still hear the silence after the sirens fade,
Still smell the burn when the veins got played.
If I could trade my breath for one of theirs, I would —
But I guess I’m still here to show you you could.

Chorus:
No cap — I should’ve been gone by now,
But I’m still here somehow.
No cap — I seen too much to lie,
Every tear I’ve shed could drown the sky.

No cap — these scars ain’t shame, they proof,
Every one of ‘em bleeds the truth.
No cap — I ain’t proud of my past,
But I’m finally standing at last.

Verse 2:
I remember the buzz, the rush, the spin,
The first hit that felt like a friend.
You said, “Just one more,” and I said it too,
We said “one more,” till one turned blue.

I buried more names than I can say,
Wrote eulogies in smoke and decay.
If pain’s the teacher, I passed the test,
But the lesson was watching the best laid to rest.


---

Bridge (spoken / half-sung)
This ain’t a song — it’s a confession.
A moment of silence turned lesson.
I kept those caps so I’d never forget —
That I lived through what should’ve been death.

No medals, no applause,
Just another addict who beat the odds.
But every time I look at that pile,
I whisper a prayer and cry for a while.

Final Chorus:
No cap — I should’ve been gone by now,
But I’m still here somehow.
No cap — I seen too much to lie,
Every tear I’ve shed could drown the sky.

No cap — these scars ain’t shame, they proof,
Every one of ‘em bleeds the truth.
No cap — I ain’t proud of my past,
But I’m finally standing at last.

Outro:
If you’re still here...
and you’ve lost somebody — I know that weight.
I’ve watched good souls fade out,
I’ve held hands that went cold before help showed up.

Sometimes I wonder why I made it out when they didn’t.
But maybe... maybe it’s ‘cause I was supposed to say this:
You don’t honor ‘em by dying the same way.
You honor ‘em by living the life they never got to.

So breathe.
Cry if you have to.
But stay.
Because somebody needs your story to keep ‘em alive too.

No cap.

© 2025 HISson™. All rights reserved



No Cap (remix)

Intro:
Yeah…
Energy don’t lie, it just moves.
So I set my frequency to love 
And I let the rest align.

Verse 1:
I used to wake up chasing chaos,
Now I rise up chasing calm.
Breath in peace, exhale what’s gone,
Tune my soul like a healing song.

Gratitude in my bloodstream now,
Stillness feels like sacred sound.
Everything I touch, I bless,
Every step’s a prayer, no stress.

Pre-Chorus:
Every thought’s a wave I’m sending,
Every word a spell I’m bending.
When I speak with grace and truth,
The universe adjusts its tune.

Chorus:
 I vibrate higher, higher than fear,
Love’s my language, the message is clear.
I thank the sun for another breath,
I dance with life  I don’t fear death.
 My heart’s the drum, my soul’s the choir,
Energy pure, my spirit’s fire.
Every moment’s sacred, wired,
Yeah, I vibrate higher.

Verse 2:
I meditate with the dawn light glow,
Turn my mind to the river’s flow.
I’ve learned to let the stillness lead,
The quiet’s where I plant my seed.

No need to rush, I trust the pace,
The universe got perfect grace.
When I align my heart with will,
The noise goes low, the truth stands still.

Bridge / Build:
Tune your mind tune your soul,
Let the frequency make you whole.
Gratitude’s the key, love’s the gate,
What you give out, you recreate.

Final Chorus:
I vibrate higher, higher than fear,
Love’s my rhythm, peace is near.
I thank the moon for the dreams I keep,
I found my truth where silence sleeps.
My heart’s the drum, my soul’s the choir,
Energy pure, my spirit’s fire.
Every breath builds something brighter,
Yeah… I vibrate higher.

© 2025 HISson™. All rights reserved

Vibrate Higher (remix)

Intro:
Yeah…
I used to hate the kid I was.
Didn’t know he was just trying to survive.
Now I see him different.

Verse 1:
I was young, broken, numb inside,
Heart heavy, no place to hide.
Tryna fill that hole with smoke and lies,
Wish I could tell him he’ll be fine.

Used to blame that kid for what I became,
Thought the pain was mine to claim.
But he was just lost, tryna make it through,
Didn’t know what this world would do.

Chorus:
I forgive that boy I used to be,
He carried all that pain for me.
Now I’m learning how to breathe,
Let him go and set him free.
I forgive that boy I used to be,
Yeah, he’s still a part of me.
But I don’t need to make him bleed 
I forgive that boy, I let him be.

Verse 2:
He ain’t weak, he just grew up fast,
Built his walls to make it last.
Every scar was a lesson learned,
Every bridge he burned got me to this turn.

Now I see his face when I close my eyes,
Not as a ghost, but a reason why.
I found grace in the mess I made,
Learned to love the pain that stayed.

Bridge:
He didn’t fail me — he saved me.
Taught me what it means to face me.
I used to run, now I stand still,
Forgivin’ him was the hardest hill.

Final Chorus:
I forgive that boy I used to be,
He carried all that pain for me.
Now I’m learning how to breathe,
Let him go and set him free.
I forgive that boy I used to be,
Yeah, he’s still a part of me.
But I don’t need to make him bleed 

I forgive that boy I used to be,
He carried all that pain for me.
Now I’m learning how to breathe,
Let him go and set him free.
I forgive that boy I used to be,
Yeah, he’s still a part of me.
But I don’t need to make him bleed
I forgive that boy, I let him be.

© 2025 HISson™. All rights reserved



Forgive the Boy (remix)


INTRO
Yeah… wild how the whole story shifts
when you change the angle you’re lookin’ from.
Flip it once. Watch life flip with it.

VERSE 1
I was seein’ life wrong through a cracked little view,
Every loss felt heavy, every cut felt new.
Blamed the world for the pressure sittin’ deep in my chest,
Kept sayin’ why me, couldn't catch one breath.

But I flipped that coin, saw the shine underneath,
Every setback had somethin’ that was workin’ for me.
What tried to break me built muscle I couldn’t see,
What felt like damage turned into destiny.

PRE-CHORUS
Shift that view, it’ll change your fight,
What held you down starts losin’ its bite.
Fall if you fall, but stand back right—
Momentum builds when you realign.

CHORUS
I ain’t a victim no more, I decide.
Everything that hurt me became fuel for the climb.
What happened to me turned to happen for me,
Now I walk with intention tellin’ my own story.

Yeah I flipped that coin, now the shine’s all mine,
Changed my mindframe, now I realign.
What used to break me don’t phase me, I’m free—
Perspective changed everything in me.

VERSE 2
Every closed door shook somethin’ open inside,
Every fall I took pushed me further in stride.
What I thought was weakness was strength in disguise,
Pressure made diamonds I couldn’t recognize.

Now I see the scars as proof I progressed,
Pain was the teacher, I learned from the test.
Life wasn’t takin’—it was givin’ me steps,
Every misstep still moved me ahead.

PRE-CHORUS
Shift that view, it’ll change your fight,
What held you down starts losin’ its bite.
Fall if you fall, but stand back right—
Momentum builds when you realign.

CHORUS
I ain’t a victim no more, I decide.
Everything that hurt me became fuel for the climb.
What happened to me turned to happen for me,
Now I walk with intention tellin’ my own story.

Yeah I flipped that coin, now the shine’s all mine,
Changed my mindframe, now I realign.
What used to break me don’t phase me, I’m free—
Perspective changed everything in me.

BRIDGE
Turn it, flip it, feel that shift,
Pain ain’t prison when you learn to lift.
Look again—now the whole world bends,
What felt like endings was where I began.

Same story, different lens,
That’s how you take your life back again.
Same pain, different spin—
Now every loss turned into a win.

FINAL CHORUS
I ain’t a victim no more, I decide.
Everything that hurt me became fuel for the climb.
What happened to me turned to happen for me,
Now I walk with intention tellin’ my own story.

Yeah I flipped that coin, now the shine’s all mine,
Changed my mindframe, now I realign.
What used to break me don’t phase me, I’m free—
Perspective changed everything in me.

Both Sides of the Coin

A slow, dark trap confession.
The thoughts that hit out of nowhere… the ghosts I thought I buried…
the ruins I still carry in my chest.
This one’s me telling the truth behind the calm —
the quiet battles, the carved-in scars, the ideations that fade but never fully leave.

— HISSON


INTRO
Yeah…
Some thoughts don’t knock,
they just rise from the floorboards,
slow, quiet,
like something waking up in the dark.

CHORUS
Ideations claw at the ruins I tried to lay to rest,
worn to the bone, with a weight in my chest.
Dragging old shadows I thought I’d outgrown,
echoes of battles I fought on my own.
They shake, then break, and slowly fade away—
but not before carving their names in my brain.

CHORUS
Ideations claw at the ruins I tried to lay to rest,
worn to the bone, with a weight in my chest.
Dragging old shadows I thought I’d outgrown,
echoes of battles I fought on my own.
They shake, then break, and slowly fade away—
but not before carving their names in my brain.

VERSE 1
I’ve been clean, been calm, been stacking my days,
but inside, there’s a tremor that never quite fades.
A razor-thin thought splits my head like a seam,
quick as a spark from the boy I used to be.

I’ll be talking ’bout healing, then drift off course,
pulled by a gravity older than remorse.
Joy feels borrowed, stitched wrong to my frame,
like I’m wearing someone else’s life and name.

Shame pours in slow, thick as oil on my breath,
drowning out victories, whispering death.
I smile through the haze but my lungs burn blue—
trying to breathe in a world I’m still learning to view.

PRE-CHORUS
I don’t want gone, I don’t want the grave,
just a moment of silence my soul never gave.
Old wiring sparks in the back of my brain,
echoes of nights that rewired my veins.

CHORUS
Ideations claw at the ruins I tried to lay to rest,
worn to the bone, with a weight in my chest.
Dragging old shadows I thought I’d outgrown,
echoes of battles I fought on my own.
They shake, then break, and slowly fade away—
but not before carving their names in my brain.


Ideations claw at the ruins I tried to lay to rest,
worn to the bone, with a weight in my chest.
Dragging old shadows I thought I’d outgrown,
echoes of battles I fought on my own.
They shake, then break, and slowly fade away—
but not before carving their names in my brain.

VERSE 2
Peace breaks easy like a violin cracked,
beautiful sound with a history blacked.
Some nights I’m drowning an inch at a time,
water to my ribs but I still say I’m fine.

A thought like a blade cuts the quiet in half,
silver flash slicing through my crafted path.
Not desire, not hunger for death—
just a tired mind losing its breath.

I’ve outgrown so much, but not all the pain—
some ghosts still live in the walls of my brain.
I breathe through the tremors, wait out the tide,
knowing some storms only soften, not die.

PRE-CHORUS
I ain’t that kid, but he shadows my steps,
leaving ink stains on the days I’ve kept.
And every time the dark brushes my spine,
I remind myself: this heart is still mine.

CHORUS
Ideations claw at the ruins I tried to lay to rest,
worn to the bone, with a weight in my chest.
Dragging old shadows I thought I’d outgrown,
echoes of battles I fought on my own.
They shake, then break, and slowly fade away—
but not before carving their names in my brain.


Ideations claw at the ruins I tried to lay to rest,
worn to the bone, with a weight in my chest.
Dragging old shadows I thought I’d outgrown,
echoes of battles I fought on my own.
They shake, then break, and slowly fade away—
but not before carving their names in my brain.

OUTRO
Yeah…
I walk with ghosts, but I walk upright.
Shadows come. Shadows go.
And maybe they always might.
But as long as I’m breathing,
as long as I rise,
their names might scar me…
but they won’t take my life.


© 2025 HISSON frequentsEASE.
Written in truth. Crafted with intention.
All rights reserved.

Ideations

Dear Mikah is the letter I’ve carried in my chest for years. It’s me finally saying the things I never said out loud — the memories I replay, the mistakes I made, and the love that never left, even when I did. I’m owning the distance, the silence, and the birthdays I missed. I’m admitting the pain I caused and the man I wasn’t.

I thought about my son every single day.
I prayed he’d grow stronger than the version of me that walked away.
And now I’m fighting to become someone he can look at without hurt in his eyes.

This isn’t just a song.
It’s my truth.
It’s my apology.
It’s my promise to do better.

This one is for Mikah.

[Intro]
Dear Mikah…
Man, I’ve started this letter a hundred times.
Don’t know if words can make it right,
but I need you to know —
there ain’t been a day I didn’t think about you.

[Verse 1]
You were such a happy baby, always laughin’ out loud,
Fallin’ asleep on my chest, dreamin’ without a sound.
Barefoot in the mud, sun in your eyes,
little hands reachin’ up toward the sky.

Those were the days I wish I could freeze,
back before I fell to my knees.
You deserved a dad who stayed strong and true,
but I was drownin’ in a life I outgrew.

[Chorus]
Never a day I didn’t think of you,
even when I was gone, my heart stayed true.
Missed your birthdays, your holidays too,
and I’d give anything to make it up to you.

[Verse 2]
You were kickin’ high in Tae Kwon Do,
smilin’ wide like you already know.
While I was runnin’ from the man I became,
you were learnin’ honor while I was learnin’ pain.

I was selfish, lost, blind to the truth,
missin’ my chance to stand there with you.
You grew strong where I fell apart,
but you’ve always been right here in my heart.

[Chorus]
Never a day I didn’t think of you,
even when I was lost, my love stayed true.
You were the reason I made it through,
the only light I could never undo.

[Bridge]
If you ever wonder who I am now,
I’m just a man tryin’ to make you proud.
Not who I was when I walked away,
I’ve been fightin’ to change every day.

[Final Chorus – soft and soulful]
Never a day I didn’t pray for you,
to have the peace I never knew.
Can’t erase the pain I put you through,
but I’ll spend my life provin’ my love for you.

[Outro]
I love you, Mikah.
Always have. Always will.
Love Always, Your Dad

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Dear Mikah

We’re Still Here is for the ones who were written off.

This track lives in the wreckage — the nights that almost won, the weight that never let up, the scars you carry because you survived. It’s not polished hope. It’s earned. It’s standing back up when you’re tired of bleeding and choosing to breathe anyway.

This song isn’t about winning. It’s about not disappearing.

If you’re still here, this is for you. So am I.

— HISson



We’ve been in the dark
But we’re still breathing
So it’s not over

Heavy nights, no relief
White knuckled faith, clenched teeth
Fought our heads in empty rooms
Made it through what should’ve ruined us

Shaking hands, seconds slow
One more hour, one more no
Every pull tried drag us down
But we’re still here, still around

Hear this now
You’re not alone
Feel this now
You’re still whole
Hold on

Still here
Still here
Still breathing

Thought we were past saving
Thought we were too far gone
But something in us stayed lit
Even when the light was gone

Maybe surviving wasn’t it
Maybe this is where we start

Say it loud
Say it raw
We didn’t come this far
To lose it all

Breathe it in
Stand up straight
This is more
Than just escape

We are worthy
We are worthy
Of a good life
Of a good life

We are worthy
We are worthy
Say it now
Say it proud

We are worthy
Of a good life

If doubt comes back
Play this loud
We’re still here


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We're Still Here

This song is a conversation I had to have with myself.

“Remember Me?” is an internal confrontation between who I was and who I’m choosing to be now. The voice that once convinced me it was keeping me alive finally gets answered — honestly, directly, and without mercy. This isn’t glorified pain or romanticized survival. It’s the truth about what “making it through” actually looked like, and why I’ll never go back.

If you’ve ever argued with the part of you that tried to destroy you while pretending to save you, this one’s for you. Raw. Uncomfortable. Final.

Recovery isn’t pretty — but it’s real. 


Hey you, remember me?
The one that kept you alive before sobriety.

So yeah, I remember.
What’s up?
I’m kinda busy though,
so make this quick, bro.

Quick, huh? What the fuck?
That’s not how you talk to me, you chump.
You pussy boy, couldn’t make it in life,
Always cryin’, asked God to take your life.
You couldn’t cut it —
so you tried to cut yourself out.

Nah bro, that’s not how it was.
You kept me caged, bruised down to the bone.
Had me convinced I earned the pain,
that I was always wrong.
Alone at night prayin’ for something to change.
Yeah, I cried when I couldn’t get right,
Asking for help, cursing my own name.
But that was then, not who I am now,
I was born again — don’t ask me how.

Quit lying to yourself.
You can’t lie to me.
For I am you, and you are me.
We are the same, we’ll always be.
So cut the shit and come back to me.
I gave you rest —
remember sleep?

Fuck you, and fuck that sleep.
That wasn’t rest, my body just gave out on me.
Folded over, nodded out on the floor,
Woke up curled up, hurting worse than before.
Drenched in sweat ‘cause my body thought
this might be the one I didn’t wake up from.

You’re still breathing though.
Still standing.
So don’t act like it was all that bad.
You made it through —
same as always.

I stood in the bathroom longer than I’ll ever admit,
Staring at my skin just trying to get that hit.
Telling myself, “Just get right, then go to work.”
Just enough.
Just once.
Just to function.

I nearly died every night with you.
You lied to me —
don’t tell me how to talk to you.

I’m different now.
I don’t need your shit.
I’m stronger than I was when I was a kid.
I don’t need your lies, no masks to survive.
I got a purpose now —
to help others save their life.

Give ’em someone to relate to,
like I never had.
Speak truth.
Be real.
I’m ruthless now.

So grab your shit,
and get the fuck outta my way.
I’m done with you —
your lies, your tricks, all the games you play.
You never wanted me good,
you fed off my pain.
You wanted me dead —
this is the end.
Fuck you.
You were never my friend.

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Remember Me

Four months clean and the pink cloud finally broke. They warn you in the rooms that it fades. They don't tell you it feels like losing sobriety all over again. This is what it sounds like when the honeymoon ends and you have to decide if you're still gonna fight—the crash, the dark thoughts, and the choice to keep going anyway. For everyone white-knuckling it through the gray days. Still here.

[Intro]
They don't tell you about the fall
When you're floating that high

[Verse 1]
First few weeks felt like magic, I ain't gonna lie
Fog lifted off my brain, saw the world with new eyes
Colors came back brighter, food had taste again
Woke up without the shakes, didn't need to pretend
Felt invincible, untouchable, like I finally won
Like the war was over and the healing had begun
Made plans for the future, reconnected with my mom
Told myself "I got this," felt like nothing could go wrong
They call it the honeymoon, that natural high
When the drugs leave your system and you remember you're alive
Brain chemicals rebalancing, dopamine coming home
For the first time in years I didn't feel alone

[Chorus]
Pink cloud, pink cloud
Floating so high I forgot about the ground
Pink cloud, pink cloud
Should've known what goes up must come down
But I was living in the light
Everything felt so right
Pink cloud, pink cloud
I didn't know it was borrowed time

[Verse 2]
Then I woke up one morning and the sky wasn't pink
Stared at the ceiling for an hour, couldn't even think
The euphoria packed its bags, didn't say goodbye
Left me with these feelings I'd been numbing getting high
See, addiction kept my emotions locked in a drawer
Now they're all flooding back and I don't know what they're for
Sadness, anger, boredom—things I haven't felt in years
Sitting in their rawness, learning how to feel my fears
Started second-guessing everything I thought I knew
Wondered if the progress that I made was even true
The world got heavy again, triggers everywhere
Old thoughts came creeping back like they never left, still there
"You're gonna fail anyway, why keep fighting this?"
"Remember how good it felt, don't you kinda miss
"
[Chorus]
Pink cloud, pink cloud
Crashed so hard I couldn't make a sound
Pink cloud, pink cloud
Lost myself when it came unwound
And I was drowning in the dark
Falling back apart
Pink cloud, pink cloud
Never warned me about the comedown
[Bridge - slower, vulnerable]
They say the honeymoon ends for everyone
That's when the real work has to be done
The high was real but it wasn't the cure
Just a glimpse of what I'm fighting for
The feelings that I'm feeling now
Don't mean that I'm doing it wrong
They mean I'm finally human again
And humans aren't meant to be numb

[Verse 3]
So I sit with the discomfort, let it teach me what it knows
This is what it means to heal—it isn't linear, it flows
The pink cloud wasn't fake, but it wasn't forever
And surviving when it fades, that's what makes you better
I've heard the stories in the rooms, everyone's been here
Standing at the edge again, tasting the fear
But they came back, they stayed, they built something real
Not on a temporary high but on choosing how to feel
The good things don't disappear when the euphoria ends
They just ask you to show up, do the work again
So I'll call my sponsor, I'll get to a meeting
I'll tell on my thoughts before they stop me from breathing
'Cause recovery isn't pink clouds every day
It's gray skies and still choosing to stay

[Final Chorus]
Pink cloud, pink cloud
Taught me highs don't last, but neither does the ground
Pink cloud, pink cloud
I'm still standing even though it came unwound
Now I'm walking through the gray
Fighting for another day
Pink cloud, pink cloud
The fall didn't take me out

[Outro ]
The pink cloud fades for everyone
That's not failure—that's just the beginning
The real recovery starts now

Pink Cloud

My name is Cameron, but the artist in me is HISson.

I didn’t come into music through studios, stages, or a clean path. I came into it through desperation, detox, relapse, recovery, and the long quiet nights where you learn what your mind sounds like when there’s nowhere left to run.

For years, I lived inside addiction.
Heroin. Meth. Numbness. Shame.
I wasn’t chasing a high — I was trying to not feel anything at all. I lost people I loved. I broke myself more times than I can count. I spent nights praying for death I was too afraid to create and mornings pretending I was fine.

But I didn't die.

I woke up — over and over — when I probably shouldn’t have.

At first, that felt like punishment.
Now, I understand it as purpose.

The name HISson is more than a name.
It’s a reminder of who I belong to now — not the dope, not the streets, not the pain — but the source that gave me another chance.
No religion required. Just truth:
I survived something that takes most of us out.

And I didn’t survive to stay silent.

My music is recovery music — not in the sanitized, pretty, rehab brochure way.
This is the real shit:

sleepless withdrawals

shaking hands

apologies that come too late

the guilt that eats you alive

the moment you finally forgive the person you used to be

and the sunrise that follows


I write for:

The ones who never felt “good enough”

The ones fighting a war no one sees

The ones who lost the people they loved to the same thing that almost took them

The ones still here and not sure why


My sound lives somewhere between: acoustic soul // hip hop // spoken word // prayer // confession // hope

Handpan.
Box drum.
Soft flute.
Warm bass.
Breath.
Heart.
Humanity.

I don’t scream to be heard.
I whisper what hurts — because the ones who need it will feel it.

My songs are for rooms with low lights.
Car rides at 2 A.M.
People sitting on bathroom floors holding themselves together.
People staring at the sky wondering if there's something left for them.

If you’re here, listening — I want you to know something:

You are not too late.
You are not broken beyond repair.
You are not alone.

If you’ve relapsed — come back.
If you’ve fallen — get up slow.
If you’re crying — breathe through it.
If you’re tired — rest here a minute.

You don’t have to “deserve” another chance.
You just have to still be breathing.

I’m not here to be famous.
I’m here to be a hand in the dark.

If my voice shakes in a song — it’s because I’m not singing it at you.
I’m singing it with you.

We climb out of this thing together.

Welcome to the music.
Welcome to the sunrise.

– HISson

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