I went from Bs to Ds, a new book I read
To making a new crook bleed
Dunno how long it took for me to see
You musta mistook me for being shook G
I’m where the pushers be
Underworld where they under look me
It coulda took me, to rock bottom
Think I been there, but they never got me
To live there, spit clear
Not an ounce of bitch here, it’s all sincere..
Yea... Been thru a lot, it’s not a simple plot
And I can’t get it to stop
While you practice what you not
It’s having me hot, life’s too short
Unscrew the cork, hittin the Newport
Few resorts, extra plans in the tuck
Supply & demand tough, damned in the mud
I had to stand up, plannin wit the thug
Your life’s on the line, a ransom cut
I’m prone to random luck, put it in my hand
I’ll buck, ya man’s like what the fuck
Funeral service, I knew it was hurtin
Church pews lit, wonder if the blues is workin
More than a few percs did
Made me a new person, just the worst version
That d boy got you, it’ll probably lock you
Not to knock a few, I was droppin it too
Wish the best for y’all, ain’t expect it at all
Most of it got fentanyl, deep down
Know you better off clean now

The will to survive is an uphill drive
Even when feeling deprived
Remember I was built to rise
No building confines, the trillest rhymes
You can feel it inside, yea I’m still alive
Even if I was once killed inside
The realest you’ll find, RIP the real lives
Yea I’m still alive, but I wish you was still alive
I wish you was still alive...

All the people that passed, seein that flash
I hope u greeted wit a laugh, coulda been me
When they was beatin my ass, had 2 limp back
How many lives could you give back
I’d keep askin for more
Show me life really matters dog
Take me to the last floor
All the cash in the drawer
Couldn’t buy a path secure
Every day like it’s the last
Do away with the bad
Know I’m coming for that get back
I’m still alive...

To inspire and teach the people, if u keep it evil
I’ma feed you a desert eagle
The pigs could expect to see you, on a autopsy
Buncha carbon copies, robotic freaks
Know that you not me, I beef wit neo Nazis
Living room lawyers, alotta police
Some dudes in the street
Other ones high off tweak, mind control elites
Gypsies, hipsters, and the witch’s belief
I need some sleep, count electric sheep
In this land of deceit and technology
You are not a G, so much you got to see
Not on the screen, homie fuck society
Online notoriety, move thru quietly
Increase your life quality, hit the blunt
Think we might not live it just once
Birthed again, u got a different curse 2 spin
You deserve what you get
Think if it was worth it again
Better live right, you tryna get ahead in life
You expect it right?

The will to survive is an uphill drive
Even when feeling deprived
Remember I was built to rise
No building confines, the trillest rhymes
You can feel it inside, yea I’m still alive
Even if I was once killed inside
The realest you’ll find, RIP the real lives
Yea I’m still alive, but I wish you was still alive
I wish you was still alive...

To all my friends that’s gone
I think of you every song
And I hope they in heaven y’all
Even tho it’s dead wrong
They left us in the storm
Still gotta rest easy but best believe me
Whenever they see me, I died keep it greazy
No peace treaty, went on my terms
Gotta break the tide first, ride berserk
Find the worth & get fly wit the work
The hindsight’s worse if u waste time on a curse... Word.

Still Alive (prod. by Young Devante)

Many Memoirs of Michael Mathiasen - M4
I'm the Same but Different.
Shoutout my engineer Chuck Miller.
Thank you to everybody for the support! It means more to me than it can to anybody else.