I don't want to show emotion
If you're gonna leave me broken
I Hope I don't mess this up
Cause you've been on my mind
For the 30th time
Now I'm hoping you stay by my side
Now my hearts been shattered, broken, and scattered
Don't know if she'll love me again
It's been beaten, fractured, ending in disaster
Telling my mom that she left
Telling my mom that she left
Wishing her all of the best
Cause' man I'm a mess
Wish I could take it back and do it again
But now you're off to college and now i'm seeing the end
I can't say i'm not upset, just a little bit
Missing it
Thinking I'll get over it
Different positions
Aborting the mission
You say that you love me but now you're just dipping
Maybe I'm tripping, or maybe i'm dreaming
I'm looking at pictures of you on my ceiling
I'm missing the feeling
Of holding your hand
Picking me up and letting me stand
Sitting around and I'm frozen
Fighting the tides like the ocean
Hoping heart break doesn't kill me
Thanking the world world cause' she chose me
I don't want to show emotion
If you're gonna leave me broken
I Hope I don't mess this up
Cause you've been on my mind
For the 30th time
Now I'm hoping you stay by my side
Now my hearts been shattered, broken, and scattered
Don't know if she'll love me again
It's been beaten, fractured, ending in disaster
Telling my mom that she left
Telling my mom that she left
Wishing her all of the best
Cause' man I'm a mess
Wish I could take it back and do it again
But now you're off to college and now i'm seeing the end

Shattered

Shattered (Prod. Cløud)

Cover of crash by shizukesa and yokai dreams

crash (cover)

lyrics

no words come to mind when its this dark
when u turn off the lights speaking gets so hard
its turned to a feeling i can not waste
blunt rolled, tip the ash and we gon go far

glass and spark, im so wasted off this paper and this gin
i cant see a thing, blurry world, lets watch it spin
shooting stars, it really makes u stop to think
havent healed yet maybe its not medicine

bottoms up, u got ur worries, ur doubts well jus tough luck
no fucks, we gon end em all tonight love
so fill this void and give me more love
this aint jus a start nah this is takeoff 

look in to the distance 
bae theres not a person on this earth creating this friction
grip u on th waist, im not losing you
its gon be ok, this is fate, u jus got trust me too

its kinda late, but it feels so right
im just hoping u gon stay with me tonight
build me to, break me down
but thass alrite
aslong as ur by my side

uh 
hit me up, in th morning
stomachs bad, at least im on ur story
comin outta th shell so yeh im feelin myself rn
but im not gon be ok if that jus how th story goes down

toxic medicine (pekarot)

lyrics

on the road nd
like the oceans
when i said u might not c me one day i was hardly joking 
built up all these emotions
mixing these potions 
lit the candle, the smoke there's always someone toking 
and one taken by the wind over there floating
ur praying and hoping 
somebody notice
crying, shirt soaking
but noone approaches

i see 
im helpless
im guilty
im lying outside and im filthy
the rain is so different 
this time i dont think it will wash me 
it was so cold all my edges were frosty
wouldnt done much if u hurt me that party
i settle down with th trees when its foggy
coz i see so clearly that id be missed hardly

uh 

ppl helping out ion believe it 
questioned till its answered then we seal it 
scars and battle wounds we’re told theres healing 
theres more that we’ve been fed 
but dont stop feeding

coz thats life 
so try live 
and love 
and yeh give
but not fucks 
dont give em that
i say shit once 
i dont double back
i know my luck 
i dont bring a match
uh, uh

hardly missed

hardly missed (idealism)

If it was my fault
Then why do I not feel the blame
It’s getting old
Hearing all the same frustrations you have to say 

I’ve been trying to understand your point
It’s still not slotting in my conscious 
and I know you’re at the breaking point 
but I can’t fight for what’s always been worthless 

Be patient, please
It’s all I ask for the thousandth time
If you really think there’s a chance we’ll work
Then let us talk it over tonight. 

N I’m so sorry  I was never good at listening 
it’s something I regret
I burden more than I had bargained for
That’s why it’s always so tense..

If it was my fault
Then why do I not feel the blame
It’s getting old
Hearing all the same frustrations you have to say 

Baby, won’t you understand
I’m trying hard, to be that perfect man
But I have flaws , as we all do
Just wish you’d see past them and realise that I love you,

So Hold my hand, we’re diving deeper
Into unknown territory right now 
I don’t know where this leads but
If you trust me, we can make it out 

I’ve been trying to understand your point
It’s still not slotting in my conscious 
and I know you’re at the breaking point 
but I can’t fight for what’s always been worthless

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moethekidd - falling (lxst boy remix)

KEN CARSON

Gunnrs (prod. Snoa & 444jet)

EP glomix

p. noirnovel,DmtPlugg99
mix&m me

tg - @pyatidea
inst - @pyatidea

ride to ex (p. DmtPlugg99)

lyrics:
[hook]
wake up, thinkin bout the day
woke up, thinkin bout the same things, okay
make another track, and i play it for the mans
hit another bag, and i count up all the bands

[verse 1]
just kidding
not about the first part, but the bag thinning
like a damn hairline, bron still winning
chair creaks, wake up errybody in the building
ya ya

im the lofi god
on the oldschool, nobody touched me dawg
melodic too, i just brag a lot 

but i make it sound prettyyyyy
and, uh
make u mad jellyyy
ya, uh

only 1998 but i feel like i been comin since the early 90's days 
every dragon that ever came up to me got slayed

beyblades spin and the tops  do too 
told u this is not a dream, this is my muse
turning into something that i need to fuse
and i got a plan, hope you not confused

write stanzas, look like constanza
but i still stand up, to all these other rappers
i was in the backend
i was in the background
now im in the foreground
middle fingers up, ouch
fuck yall, nv till i die, all i rep, now
all the best shit
all i know is swainey do it better every second
lemme get this

[hook]
wake up, thinkin bout the day
woke up, thinkin bout the same things, okay
make another track, and i play it for the mans
hit another bag, and i count up all the bands
(x3)

[verse 2]
from the cold but my soul seems west coast
got a weight on my shoulders that wont let go
so i breathe slow
and try to take it all in
and i write masterpieces, just to piece it all in

idk if im fit for this
i just dipped my toe and then it pulled me in

aint a turn back
just forks in roads
and the pavement cracked
and thats that

[hook]
wake up, thinkin bout the day
woke up, thinkin bout the same things, okay
make another track, and i play it for the mans
hit another bag, and i count up all the bands
(x2)

WAKE UP (prod. MOODS)

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highschool ft. sapphire2001 (p. loopy)

lofi beats to lose consciousness to
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"dissonance" out on all platforms 12/31

moethekidd - falling (lxst boy remix)

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