YOU ARE INSANE BRO I FUCKING LOVE YOU MAN

this is seriously the best song i've ever heard in my life dude

Still listening to this masterpiece forever one of my favorite songs of all time <3

Soft Emo

[+] I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
*produced by @ *

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[hook/verse: @seejayxo]
I walk in, I'm blacked out
Spent a K on a bag now
Look we just tryna trap out
Baby don't get too attached now (2x)

I'm just with my gang and we coolin'
Baby I know that you want it, you aint foolin this
Pop out with the newest bitch
I don't want you anymore bc you ruined it
I be off all kinds of drugs but I got used to it
Pull up on your block, make your heart drop
I got 30 in the Glock, I don't wanna lay you out
But I feel it off the xanny bar, I'm itching hard
Had to pull up in a foreign car, Im swerving off

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
blacked out, sedatives make me pass out
drop a couple k on a bag now 
u don’t feel the same, i could die now 
you won’t shed a tear, eat your heart out
black out n i’m hitting the function 
i’m not the one for discussion 
blood on my jeans, hit em once with the beam 
n seejay jus pouring the tussin
i know better than to get attached now 
this could never last now

blacked out

blacked out (feat. skele) *music vid in desc*

Lyrics:
All these days I swear I really try my best
I'm so fucking damn exhausted can I get a fucking rest
I'm a mess, I can't float with this weight up in my chest
So I guess I'll end up drowning but at least I'll save the rest

If I could only get a break if I could only get some help
But now I only have the strength to pick you up and leave myself
I'm just tryna make it through, with the hand that I've been dealt
You could take all of my best ones if you think that it would help

Fuck

Cant even finish a song, cant even finish a verse
Cant even get outta bed when I'm dead I know I'll just be dragged to the hearse
Baby you know it's okay, baby you know that some day
Things will be better you're grounded and centered please keep all the words that I say

cant even get outta bed, cant even cant even
cant even live when im dead, cant even cant even
cant even get out my head, cant even cant even
cant even get out my head, cant even get out my head

Try My Best

trymybest

i walk thru the snow and i know i will find u
i will take u back home to the place i designed you
i connect u with wires and wax
everytime i blink u blink back

ur mine
ur mine
i made you
i made you

ur mine
ur mine
i made you
i made you

i know that its never right
i havent been thinking right
i been thinking bout it twice tonight
for u its suicide

maybe i should let u all go
what if i love u and u dont

ur mine
ur mine
i made you
i made you

ur mine
ur mine
i made you
i made you

i know that i made it 
not so human
know that i named it after u and
know that i put it out for u then
know that i feel ur revenge
i know its gonna stick to the end

i designed you (with3r+michaelwarren)

enjoy; haven't done something like this in a while
prod. @isitmalloy & @sorrow_bringer <3

got tripwire hooks where i'm standing
they taunt me cause i'm too outlandish
i'll scorch their skin like a god damn dragon
they ask me "autie, how the fuck do you manage"

told me i reap what i sow
i ain't do shit; i'm on the go
so many people i don't even know
wishing me well; i just wanna compose
write me a eulogy, be sure to show
all that i overcame way down the road
you wouldn't believe it 
coming from the mouth of the one 
who's already been disposed

it's like i'm not here
and i can't take it
i'll set off a flare on my tongue
till i'm breaking
and she don't hit up my line, but i get it
we're one in the same
i love isolation
i'm living in a masquerade 
my mind had mutated from it's radiation
i know me best when it hits dusk
but then i'm falling off by dawn
this patience forsaken me; heartless and gone
so i stay prolongued
well, more-so i'm stunned
this madness that was casted
i honestly love.

got tripwire hooks where i'm standing
they taunt me cause i'm too outlandish
i'll scorch their skin like a god damn dragon
they ask me "autie, how the fuck do you manage"

hate in my veins
i do not self-proclaim
bit the metal in my mouth
i'm pouring red right outta my face
empty tank, but i'm up
i'm exhausted and i rank
for every fodder, it's our father 
that'll grant you heavy rain

it's too calm
for such an uneventful evening
my stomach's in the corner teething
scold me as my breath's depleting

i guess that you ain't understand the first time
i ain't gonna run it back, there's way too many landmines
i'm numbing to nostalgia
that's the only thing that's kept me in a safe space
I'M SICK OF FEELING STUCK INSIDE THE SAME PLACE

got tripwire hooks where i'm standing
they taunt me cause i'm too outlandish
i'll scorch their skin like a god damn dragon
they ask me "autie, how the fuck do you manage"

this is not where i belong
there's piranhas in the pond
pawn-
pawn-
pawn-paw-paw-p-p-p-

fuck
i need a challenger
i'm up so early, i'm my own manager
even if my name is someone's you haven't heard
they'd still wanna 
rip me out of the fucking earth
these scissors and wine are combining
shut the fuck up
let me get back to dining
the taste of acceptance is oh so refreshing
when mixed in with vengeance
old habits are tempting

they ask me, "autie, how the the fuck do you manage?.."

pawn [prod. malloy x sorrow bringer]

im so tired of the rain and the pour
i wanna slow down take a smoke in the porch 
and live life with the art that i forge
cuz im afraid of death and it's comin for us
im so tired of the rain and the pour
i wanna slow down take a smoke in the porch 
and live life with the art that i forge
cuz im afraid of death and it's comin for us 

fucked n im not high
baby got my heart tight
with all ur lies 
why don't you act right?
mind aint alright
that's why i can't sleep at night
shits hard or am i~ 
swimming against the tide

i pray to see u once again
either its heaven or hell 
i hope ur resting well 
dad ur my fucking champion
will love you til my lifes done
till earth does its last turn (2x)

im so tired of the rain and the pour
i wanna slow down take a smoke in the porch 
and live life with the art that i forge
cuz im afraid of death and it's comin for us
im so tired of the rain and the pour
i wanna slow down take a smoke in the porch 
and live life with the art that i forge
cuz im afraid of death and it's comin for us(2x)

slow down, take a smoke in the porch (lavendertxwn x pekarot)

darling
its so hard 
will i wake up
and ur not laying here
maybe we should make up
and these birds pierce my ears

close the blinds
i will forget
theres a world outside this room
i be right down the road 
sit and stare into the moon

know my words they never count
but it was hard to figure out
what comes to you comes around
i was there was never down

it was painful
but it was the best way ill give u that
i know the pain grows but i will leave
and i wont see my past


darling
its so hard 
will i wake up
and ur not laying here
maybe we should make up
and these birds pierce my ears

close the blinds
i will forget
theres a world outside this room
i be right down the road 
sit and stare into the moon

im ona thin line
ion wanna fall
ion hate u baby no not at all
i got everything i need got it all
dont pass the phone i wanna talk
on a sidenote when im high i feel home
im that guy i gotta know
do you ever think of me?
do you ever think of me
am i somewhere in between


darling
its so hard 
will i wake up
and ur not laying here
maybe we should make up
and these birds pierce my ears

close the blinds
i will forget
theres a world outside this room
i be right down the road 
sit and stare into the moon

birds [with3r]

i cant believe im back here again
by myself i never got no friends
isolate, i cant keep up with trends
im busy fighting demons in my head

its been a long road down, im at the end
finally broke i found i cannot bend
i just want to finally make amends
right now with this letter that i send

im so sorry, anything that ive done
if life is a game then i lost and it won
at the end of the day we all have setting suns
i know it seems soon, im not running, im done

if there was only one thing i could say to you
i thank you for the smiles, really got me through
cant look up in the sky cause i see the moon
but theres solace in the knowledge that ill be there soon

i float up, straight up to the moonlight

"up in heaven always seemed so boring"
tell myself while im in purgatory
thought my soul would float up til im soaring
instead im just rotting, no restoring

finally sleep, cause its peaceful now
not a peep, body feeble now
life went fast, but its speeding now
i had a plan, i dont need it now

back here again

Spotify

i'll let you cut as much as you like 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter https://soundcloud.com/tiedforsilver
extra production / master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call 
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle 
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little 
it kills me when you treat me so nice 
go grab the sickle 
i'll let you cut as much as you like 
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish 
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it 
one day i might lose it 
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go 
spill blood, wake up on the floor 
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second 
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it 
but i'm stuck on the way he said it 
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish 
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself 
like nobody else
and i hate you 
much more than you do 
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop 
no i can't stop

unsightly

we just wanna get faded

swear it got me jaded
lil bop got me fucked up, but thats my fault cause im persuaded 
but ion really wanna feel, got hash up in my bacon
got wax up in my pen so by 11 i be spacin

post traumatic shit so its smoke up in my lungs
now its Carti in my voice cause i swear i speak in tongues
smokin hydro pack bro i swear im goin dumb
wont stop til i forgot, cant remember where im from

we just wanna get faded

i aint even here, but bro keep telling me lock in
probably left the strap, "ion need it", thats a sin
shit be gettin cold, its minnesota in this bitch
shit be gettin old, im gettin tired of this shit

every night the same, i swear it feel like purgatory
but we still be gettin paid, i ride the wave like it be Morey
ion trust no one like ever, they all my enemies like Morty
im just tryna feel alright, so its 420, down a forty

we just wanna get faded


you cant run away from your problems

i know...

Spacin

feel a sickness in my stomach thinking back on when it happened
but im only seeing glimpses of the feeling not the action
and i never came to terms, im not surprise my own reaction
now im nauseous in the bucket, least its kind of a distraction

burrowed in my brain i swear it feels like a disease
it likes to taunt me til im helpless, even more it likes to tease
i wont go to sleep, cant get away, its back in all my dreams
i was tainted, it was taken, so its probably as it seems

i just wish you had the power to sit down and read my brain
so i wouldnt have to mention all the things i cant explain
but it wouldnt be that easy, hope you wouldnt go insane
if you feel all that i feel, i feel it might be such a pain

i been lately having visions of the day i died in life
when i speak my heart beat fast, i feel a chill right down my spine
why the fucks the world so fucked man, think that i was only five
i aint never tell no one cause i can still pretend im fine

wish that i could help myself but i was just a kid
cant confront my deeper thoughts inside so then i hid
when i hit the blunt just makes it worse, and then i split
cant turn off the flashes in my brain, cant make it quit

now i only know this pain
every memory i buried coming back inside my brain
thought i burned it all to ashes but the scars remain the same
spent my whole life feeling dirty when i bathe, cause im still stained

but you wouldnt understand, thats why i feel so alone
so alone
feels like a dirty secret in my bones
in my bones
now it looks darker when you see the world for things it doesnt show
but i couldnt speak, so now nobody knows
nobody knows
nobody knows

Nobody Knows

ig: @krm4x
prod. vloro + gilv + trell
m&m krmax


NO TE CONOZCO

Luv g0ne

you don't act like you used to.


cover art by .philo  
twitter @philosophimage

neither here, nor there.

license plate (early2019)

main guitar loop by Sorrow Bringer! @sorrow_bringer

Nosedive 2

s/o https://soundcloud.com/cay2o for beat sauce

lyrics:

me:
you're the only one who stayed here, but i can't feel you when you lay here
i know you're jus layin next to me, but in my mind im living a tragedy.

i think im gonna go ghost, but it only lasts for a couple hours
she said that i do the most, um, she don't know me at all
i fall to the ground so easily
i lay in bed just to keep the peace
you fell in love with me that was the problem we're fucked in the head and we know that we probably 
can't go much longer we're stuck in somber 
it's almost the end of october, and we still can't keep fighting.
im fighting for you i hope you're telling the truth cause i been stuck in this mindset and i been holdin onto you.
all of my trust is abandoned, i lay in bed and i count my bands then 
wake up and put on my pants and
slip and fall on all my chances.

skele: 
me n kais in the back 
got racks on me 
2 gs on a coat 
n we still eat 
don’t get why u sad when u see me 
but ion say shit 
i jus wanna keep the peace 
i feel like ghandi i keep me a piece 
i’m skipping class man fuck a degree 
i’m tryna get rich while i’m chasing a dream
im tryna tour like over the seas
no way
you make a month what i make in a day 
he like to talk but got nothing to say 
i keep a band just in case that it rains 
why u so mad when u talking to me 
i swear i love u don’t gotta be mean
i swear that i love when u laying w me 
but u push me away by the end of the week

axstn:
i just wanna know what she's playin ain't got shit to say cus i know that she fakin
love is a drug that i'm cravin 
bitchin on the phone bout me likw we're datin
they say don't love no more
bitchin bout they're life while they closin the door
said i can't ever trust no more cus im sick of this shit i've done this before
i don't know what's next
is there something left
i don't have a choice
so imma call it quits x2

stay here

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stay here w/skele & yung axstn (prod. cay2o)

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