(Description: 
I wrote Stay away, I'm hurting 2 years ago during my first breakup in high school. Over the past year I fell in love with a girl on the phone and turned it into reality in less than 3 months. We were together a year and a half and even moved in together. Over the course of this relationship the toxicity built. Its now over. And Ive found myself feeling the same way I did 2 years ago. So fuck it lets make another one )

LYRICS:

im not like the rest, im not like the rest at alll
staring up at the top of the ceiling : (

i only wanna love you from afar
things were much better when distance was hard,
shes on the porch with her bottle of wine,
ill be in here listening to guitars

I wrote you song after song after song 
even my mom said your bad for my heart,
I shoulda listened, back then I was wrong,
this is your last song

you said that id be the one to make amends,
with all of the people in your head,
im sorry that i cannot be that,
its not that bad in the end..

I don't wanna cry right now,
think im way too high right now,
can you stop the violence?
you go to him when you don't wanna fight it,
I don't think that Im the one whos hiding
everyone says that im like my father, I don't wanna be that
didn't wanna talk but I stopped to call her, just to check in
(x2)

i only wanna love you from afar
things were much better when distance was hard,
shes on the porch with her bottle of wine,
ill be in here listening to guitars

im not like the rest, im not like the rest at alll

Stay away, I'm suffering

Lyrics:
someone fucking save me im a danger to my health
i wont leave my room spend all my time just talking to myself
i should hide these blades and crimson stains and pretend that im well
cause in the end we know just how it goes another day trapped in this hell

but its alright
its just another 'scuse just to be uptight
its alright
everybodys doing it we're all gonna die yeah

if you could see deep inside my mind yeah
you would see the creatures that live inside yeah
meet em everytime that i am lonely and high yeah
tried to kick em out but im too tired to fight

these four walls are all i have, (wait, no) i also got a joint and a bottle of jack
making my escape with a sharpened hack
dyings pretty easy when living is wack

its alright
tomorrows gonna come and ill be just fine
even if i kind of maybe almost died
maybe im dramatic so ill just gaslight
myself

yeah im just crazy
yeah im just crazy
they call me crazy
they call me crazy

All I Need

All I Need Is This Lamp And This Phone And This Bottle Of Jack And This Joint And (prod. Idly Blare)

@homesick + @memoryroseishere
art, mix, & master by me
enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh whats the use
dont have a clue
u look for something, you’ll find nothing
lucky u
i’m painted blue, uh
you’re killing two
birds with one stone & now alone
is how im movin, ur clueless

its all just faultless progression
you move in countless directions
& im confused
just see it through
you lost all credit, regretting
whats now just severed, forget it
i know it too
u blew that fuse

and i just
wish that time would pass so i could forget
repeat myself i’m not that crazy i bet
you cool it down to take a bite yet again
just fucking figure it out, i’m not ur friend
it ain’t a conflict of interest
we’re both just hopeless; addicted
hope i just die to be
honest if brutally
u ruin all that u touch
i just hope it hurt you enough
to make up for all of me
‘cause love its killing me

tight jaw, long nights
present lost if i’m off right
set off, fog lights
i can’t see if i’m alright
was i supposed to wait for u? i couldn’t tell ya baby
truth be told i never knew, thats how i’m feelin lately

and if i can’t love right
then what am i good for?
watch the floodlight
as i step in the downpour
show me hatred
as i did to you cold
feed me anger
so i know what you know

its all just faultless progression
you move in countless directions
& im confused
just see it through
you lost all credit, regretting
whats now just severed, forget it
i know it too
u blew that fuse

oh whats the use
dont have a clue
u look for something, you’ll find nothing
lucky u
i’m painted blue, uh
you’re killing two
birds with one stone & now alone
is how im movin, ur clueless

fuse

fuse [homesick x memoryrose]

spotify n apple :P

Don’t force baseball on me!!!

Coach Peterson sucks but he did give in we hope y’all enjoy 

I’m standing on the mound 
I’m staring out to thousands of crowds but you 
Stood out to me most 
Better make it now I don’t wanna let you down
Three balls fly past and suddenly I’m out
And It was awkward ride home
Three blocks had past and we didn’t even talk at all 
Didn’t even talk face dull
And I see you staring at the rear view mirror
Looking at me in disgust 
I tried my best it’s not good enough
I didn’t even like baseball I did it for you

I’m swinging bats to make you proud
But you never really thought of it like that
Home runs I did it dad
We even had father sun chants 
He sees me in him 
But I don’t see him in me 
We’re not the same
Lives lead differently
Twenty years from me 

My dad got me a new bat 
Told you I don’t want one you knew that
I know for sure that you don’t give damn
You just want me to go pro so you can 
brag to your friends
I’m really doing all I can
But I can be the man you want
I can be the son you asked for

Small Town Baseball (gaxillic)

SURPRISE

LYRICS:

sinning still

singin still

make a track get to leanin back, benadryl

i could end his whole career think he knows it, still

i ain't done with shit till i get my fill 

eatin all this cake like a fat guy will

i used to have a plan now i wing life, chill

its all good, lay low and know the bite wont kill

cuz the barks way bigger

i am tired of you fathers talkin shit up

in comments worry bout your kid not me

swizz will get petty on you boys mind me

for sure

pay attention 

i'll say this one time never again

there has never been a day that i haven't been the same so the hate wont make a damn difference

still got the sword we can quick fence

i ain't talkin bout a blade that's my dick then

cupped in my hands cuz i walk slick when

i grab mines and i feel like the king sent 

me down here to turn dads into bitches

hahahahaha

worry bout your kid mf 

shut the fuck up about me

stick to your day job

stick to your day job

hook

i said ole

big steppin to her crib to get laid

sleepin over cuz you know i stay late

wake up hit again okay

i got a job boy im always gettin paid

i got a jaw boy im talkin all day

ion wanna hear shit about flames

ion wanna know shit about lames

i just wanna get money, go slay

reload go spray

good smoke, good game
x2

hook

this a chefs kiss

heard a lil guy talk his instagram shit

hes a chef, hes a dud, hes a small bitch

grown man but he can't tell me a thing

cuz im great and he's lame and he's broke, underpaid 

and he wonders 

why he's on my page goin crazy

fanned out adults send shots send hate

i'll send it right back, get to work, all day

i promise

STICK 2 UR DAY JOB (prod. swaine)

COME AROUND

Wouldn't Be Here

ALBUM ARTWORK BY DUKS <3 This guy is sooo insanely talented, please support him!
twitter.com/SirDuksalot
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Sample Credit: Real Friends - Maybe This Place Is The Same...

Changing

follow> https://soundcloud.com/lilsulphur & https://soundcloud.com/tothegood

lyrics:
you always took it too far,
like I’m sorry we drifted apart.
you were bangin on my heart,
sorry not sorry your feelings hurt.

sulphur:
sorry not sorry I popped a percocet 
sorry not sorry I’m not what u expect 

down bad on my ass
im a fool I thought it’d last
hide my pain drugs my mask
don’t lie to me I know your sad 

I’m kinda glad that ur not in the picture 
oxycontin with the xanax that’s the mixture 
im really broke but im also getting richer 
on the comedown now I realize that I missed her

hurt w/sulphur

spotify

hurt w/sulphur (prod.tothegood)

lyrics
----------——

i go home n close the door
somethin takes over me
this aching feeling of dread & uncertainty
death been on my mind 
for what feels like eternity
i feel like hurting me

& i don’t deserve to be here
i just wanna take my life & go away
lemme jus make one thing clear
don’t cry when i’m gone
i’m alive thru my songs

i still remember
the last time that we spoke
now when i see you
on nothing,  i just choke
..the silence, it always
seems way too loud
i need a distraction
another relapse swear that i hate myself

i still remember
the last time that we spoke
now when i see you
on nothing,  i just choke

don't cry when i'm gone (i'm alive thru my songs) [prod. metlast]

This song is meant to be a journey, put some headphones on and ride along with me. I love you minivans, I am always here for you! <3
@prodbybrody
@trechorboy

I never let things go
I thought that you were all that I’d ever know
When I lost control
I watched everyone, as I sunk down below

Now I’m out of sync cause the way you left me in my own mind
For a long time, you were all I had in life
Looking back I know I’ve changed
People learn from their mistakes
Let’s leave the old me in the past
To never looking back
Raise your glass for a toast, and let’s sure hope it lasts
Let’s focus on the present, let the time pass
Staring at my future in a looking glass

I need a helping hand 

Searching around this place 
I’m planning for my escape 
There is no door in sight
I’m starting to feel terrified
Where’s my hand now?
How did all of it go wrong? 
Where’s my hand now?
I’ve been here all night long 

Now I’m out of sync cause the way you left me in my own mind
For a long time, you were all I had in life
Looking back I know I’ve changed
People learn from their mistakes
Let’s leave the old me in the past
To never looking back
Raise your glass for a toast, and let’s sure hope it lasts
Let’s focus on the present, let the time pass
Staring at my future in a looking glass

Now I’m out of sync cause the way you left me in my own mind
For a long time, you were all I had in life
Looking back I know I’ve changed
People learn from their mistakes
Let’s leave the old me in the past
To never looking back
Raise your glass for a toast, and let’s sure hope it lasts
Let’s focus on the present, let the time pass
Staring at my future in a looking glass

I need a helping hand

Helping Hand (Prod. Brody X Trechor Boy)

helping hand (Prod. Brody X Trechor Boy)

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

Changing

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