track 2 
prod speedlmt 
mixed + mastered by me 

and i’m right on ur street 
and i’d love to see u bleed
and i’ve learned so many things 
since we last met
i can’t wait to show u 

and i smile as you scream 
cus i’ve lost everything 
this means nothing to me 
so if u beg 
i’ll blind u with this irony 

ive killed 3 men for u my love
and i would kill again 
i’ve seen so many people run
i wipe my tears and repent 
and u tell me 
that i will be just fine 
but i wont 
unless you come here 
i promise i wont hurt u
and u tell me that i’m evil
i said i know
i’m obsessed with ur perfume

 and i’m right on ur street 
and i’d love to see u bleed
and i’ve learned so many things 
since we last met
i can’t wait to show u 

and i smile as you scream 
cus i’ve lost everything 
this means nothing to me 
so if u beg 
i’ll blind u with this irony

killer, pt2 (speedlmt)

produced by autrioly 

completely non profit

lyrics

he keeps their heads in a box
under a key and a lock
her face is dripping with snot
the butcher rips us apart
he throws my bones in a pot
soups now smelling of pot
u make me laugh while I rot
choking on smell like a cock

he keeps their heads in a box
under a key and a lock
her face is dripping with snot
the butcher tears us apart
he throws my bones in a pot
soups now smelling of pot
u make me laugh while I rot
choking on smell like a cock

lately I just wanna sleep more
I been smoking weed more
I been getting blisters up on top of my hands and feet more
I just need to record
airing out these deep flaws
I just felt like moving on and I ran out of deep words

maybe I forgot that I was born for this
couldn't sell a soul that wasn't mine to give
sport a flowrs hoodie that doesn't fit
2 years I'm in UK bro we can link n shit

shoulda figured out that I'ma pessimist
I got uber eats bags stacked pyramid 
shirt n tie, uniform, yeah apron fit
even with artist block bro I cannot miss

everyone gather round yeah look at this
veins broke down again blew this bitch
bone broke plaster knuckles split
murder it yucky like I took a shit

I just saw the future I decided I don't like it
throw away the map if there's a way then I can find it
I just need somebody who can show me where the light is
I just got these images burnt inside of my eyelids

he keeps their heads in a box 
under a key and a lock
her face is dripping with snot
the butcher rips us apart
he throws my bones in a pot
the soups now smelling of pot
u make me laugh while I rot
chocking on smell like a cock



secretsauceshh (autrioly)

prod by caves 


click click 
light up the cannon 
smoke till this pain stop
or i kick the can and 
this blunt heal my wounds
my new shoes from japan 
and, don’t think of her
anymore, i can’t stand it 

i know where you’ve been 
know where you set off 
i know where you get on the bus
and you get off 
she say that i’m crazy 
she don’t know the half of it 
my vision blurry
i don’t know what’s happening

she took my hands
into hers
told me “everything will be okay 
just stay right there”
i got two cuts 
on my face 
she looks scared 
but i promise i would never hurt you
baby i swear … 

you thought you got away,
i’m afraid it’s bad luck 
you just wanna drink alone 
and chill inside the bathtub 
already know she keep a key under the mat, tucked 
hope that you didn’t think that you would get away with that, love .. 
6 months have passed 
since we were matched up 
thought that you could play me, 
block my number and get gassed up 
now i’m climbing up your stairs and i’ve got bad blood
wonder if you’ll recognise my face under this mask, love 

she saw me in the mirror, frozen. 
“don’t try to run baby it’s over
i wrote you everyday for months” 
i was crying as i told her
“now i gotta do something i hate, girl yeah you know i cant control it” 
she tried to scream and shut the door,
but back in pinewood, soul was stolen

“i’ll call the cops” i said “what for” 
i just want a conversation, open up the door 
i see your heart drop on the floor 
if i can’t have you no one can, i couldn’t ask for more 

click click 
light up the cannon 
smoke till this pain stop
or i kick the can and 
this blunt heal my wounds
my new shoes from japan 
and, don’t think of her
anymore, i can’t stand it

bad luck (caves)

guitar by magicDz

love y'all a ton.
thank you for listening
thank you for being here, truly
hope you enjoy

ep postponed, but i got a lot else i've been working on
yea



take me apart
reassemble and recharge what you erased
no regards
zip my lip, i cannot communicate

above every scent they embellish
it's rotten, yet fresh, so i cannot repel it

they ain't know me like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

(i don't) i don't wanna feel this bitter
but i don't wanna rock that mask, no
redacting myself from the present when i wanna end it
pelt dust at my mental
cavities build in my dental
skipping toothpaste for the mentos
everything felt so common
i hurt so often; bent like a stencil

caffeination, isolation, what a cycle, what a day
couple people that i talk to; very seldom light the way
i do it myself it seems
shot down like it's belomancy

sat recluse in my room every noon, glued to youtube
if i had somebody special, it'd be them too
won't you settle down and tell me what you're going through
call me up for once, 'cause honestly you never do
so when the clock strikes, i feel the curse so tight
staying up 'till it's twilight
green flash in my eyesight
black cat in the moonlight
waving bye when i'm boutta cry
i hit you up 'cause i had to cry
spirit guide lurkin' hindsight

drill in my head, got a shovel in my chest
but i leave it like that, let it grow like grass
i'm a fucked up kid, can't live in the past
and the moment don't last, break shit when i laugh
no meds and i'm gassed, but deflate real fast
real friends hit back, understand where i'm at?
why you treat 'em like ass though?
do you got a moat for the castle?
been down every ounce, now i'm fragile
she had meant so much, what a hassle
days into weeks, now months
stolen my crutch
fuck it i'll hunch
punching my gut 'till the air flows
cornering stare with an echo
licking the tip of the arrow
wove in a rope like a pharaoh
sooner than late i won't care, no

like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

they ain't know me like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

bombay

1st song off my album "pity", out september 25th 

@lilskeleskrrt @bitekivibes @ytstatic
produced by me, guitar @ikarinan @tnvr555

lyrics:
i started running from you
too fast
n i fell to the ground
spilled out blood on the grass
you said you needed me
like you could never leave
and i fell for it dreaming
made it easy to breathe

but you broke it all
paper walls
you were supposed to be here
but you’re so good being gone
and i felt it all
8 missed calls
hit me up when u need me
and leave me hurt when you don’t

don’t act like you’re so innocent
like it’s not what you want
i gave u all that i had
while u were holding the gun
oh god
it was everything you said from the start
i was waiting on it falling apart

oh oh
what a waste of my time
but if it’s all with you
i’d gladly waste my whole life
oh no
i wish i didn’t say goodbye
the paper walls are burning down
our home is gone..

god damn
i feel my heart tear on every beat
the silence is deafening
truly it’s killing me
u try to forget who i am
i try to forget how your eyes were like thousands of galaxies..
oh, consumed i’m so lost in your stare
comfort i felt like i wouldn’t have fears
writing you poetry wishing you were here
if i held on longer would i still be scared

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paper walls w/ skele

prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
feat. casperrr & shizukesa.
art. my friends cat LOL

lyrics:

(please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound, of my voice calling out, so that i can be found)

and i can feel my heart sink in the rain now
so cold thinkin that i might breakdown
feelin lost, feelin lonley, and nobody’s around
and in this storm the waters rising and i think i might drown
please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found

please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found
but no matter how many times i might scream
it doesn’t mean ur any closer to finding me
so now ur looking for a ghost
just give up you’ll never be close

(please just tell me now, u r looking for a ghost)

(caspy)

nana~
can you help me now
pick me up from the ground
i hate loving in doubt
cuz that's when shit goes south

used to look for some1 like u
now i don't have a clue 
of what the fuck i should
to try and forget u

(shizu)

thoughts fadin like the blood on my palm
she saying shit the same well bitch im already gone
guess all the friends change
cuz they dk what im on
suicidal lil prick im jus a dick of a cunt
just a pussy n**** i quit talkin
steady smoking until hittin coughin
ion need help 2 know im the problem
bullet to the dome woulda solved em
only fuck around inside of FL but by next album im offing me
and honestly, been so sick of the calling me
like fuck out of my head

my heart sinks in the rain w/ casperrr & shizukesa. (secre swallowtail x hey rick)

Big shoutout to @fleshgolem for mixing shizu's verse! <3

1st - @dylaanlotus
2nd - @strivemusicau
3rd - @shizukesaaa
4th - @noxious-nights
5th - @soulfadexo

Hold up, that shit my bad
Put that all on my back
I don’t get along with that bitch but I don’t fight back
Write a couple songs about that shit just tryna take the pain
Write a couple songs about that shit just tryna get away
Know that I can’t find a way to love without it hurting
Up in my head I don’t give a fuck you did me dirty once again
I’m done
I’m done
I’m done
all the times you said you’re numb

Tell me what the fuck is happenin
Everybody’s turned to savages
Half of you started panicking 

Twitching in the floor just let me drop
tell me I’m the one even know I’m not 

I guess
this could be the end
I guess
everything is for the best

How can I trust?
How can I try?
Establish my own in my timeline

Oh no
Now I think I’m running solo
I know I’m reaching for the end zone

Oh no
Now I think I’m running solo
I know I’m reaching for the end zone

eyes rest
wake up
dread cycle
fucked up, shouldn’t tell me I’m your idol
slitted wrist stupid kid, suicidal
only wish ion fold under my goals
bitch you really dont know shit ‘bout me anymore
so all we do is fuck and smoke, you’ll come and close the door
chilly breeze beneath us freeze the feelings left before 
forevermore severed connection as I hit the floor

I found my soulmate had to be far away
like the sky told me my smile has to be paid
hope the day I see you wont be too late
you keep telling me that you wont leave

I love you and you tell me that you feel the same
deep down I hate that im not really there
you know it doesnt mean that I love u less
wish u were here when you tell me to sleep

what did I do to deserve you?
what made you love me like you do m?
why do you think I’m the one for you?
I know I could be so much better

You thought I would play nice
Like following blind mice
To break I’m like thin ice
That I won’t suffice
It’ll never fly through
Why’d you feel so blue
You made it here too
I don’t wanna know what’s new
Gotta get the money, money
I don’t need you honey, honey
Even if you want me, want me
Imma get some bitches on me
And don’t you even dare
Why’d you even care
Even if you try again
We’ll be everywhere

savagery w/ dylan lotus, strivesad, shizukesa, noxiousnights & soulfade

helloooo prod me hope u like :)

lyrics:
everybody wanna claim that they know but they don't
so i just pay no mind
everybody wanna say they're in love
but they don't have a clue what that's like
i'm just tryna find a way i can cope
take the blade
take the rope
take the dive
everybody wanna say they're alone 
til they are and they know what my life's like

i look in the mirror only feeling i get is disgust
i don't think i'll ever be somebody anyone can trust
i don't think i'll ever find somebody i can love
take another piece of me
i know you're eating me alive
have some decency
god dammit
this isn't how i planned it
tell me something new
tell me i'm being dramatic
i dare you

maybe i
was in the wrong the other time
but i can't decide
if i should go on with my life
or if i should mourn love lost
but i cannot bear that cost
guess that i am scared to fall in love another time
but with you maybe i will have to try
i'm aware that i am a victim of my pride
but with you i feel like i'll never die

i look in the mirror only feeling i get is disgust
i don't think i'll ever be somebody anyone can trust
i don't think i'll ever find somebody i can love
take another piece of me
i know you're eating me alive
have some decency
god dammit
this isn't how i planned it
tell me something new
tell me i'm being dramatic
i dare you

somebody, anybody

I THOUGHT YOU WERE HERE WHEN I WOKE UP
JUST A DREAM, BUT NOW IM FUCKED
THE VISION NOW MY BRAIN CONSTRUCTS
KILLS ME INSIDE SO NOW IM SLUMPED

NO BRAIN, NO PAIN, LIKE TODD ONCE SAID
I HEAR YOUR VOICE STILL IN MY HEAD
I DROWN IT OUT, SHOWS UP AGAIN
DO MORE AND MORE, ITS ALL GOOD THEN

I GET FUCKED UP
MAN I NEED A TRIPLE SHOT ON THE DOUBLE
IF IM PASSED OUT, KEEP ME OUT OF TROUBLE
IF THIS KEEPS UP I THINK IMA CRUMBLE
IMA CRUMBLE

NOW I HAVE TO PAY FOR IT
ITS A LITTLE LATE FOR IT
NOW I KNOW THAT I DONT FIT
I DONT FIT

THIS IS THE LIFE OF GETTING BY
I DONT EXIST IN NO ONES EYE
NEVER AGAIN WILL I FALL IN LINE
WHEN I DISAPPEAR KNOW ITLL ALL BE FINE

YOU SHOWED ME BRIGHT PLACES
NOW I DONT REMEMBER MUCH, BUT I GOT TRACES
MAYBE THATS NOT TRUE, I THINK MY BRAIN TRYNA SPACE IT
NO MATTER WHAT IT DO I KNOW IT NEVER CAN REPLACE IT

I GET FUCKED UP
MAN I NEED A TRIPLE SHOT ON THE DOUBLE
IF IM PASSED OUT, KEEP ME OUT OF TROUBLE
IF THIS KEEPS UP I THINK IMA CRUMBLE
IMA CRUMBLE

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crumble (prod quitall)

what the fuck is wrong with me
i woke up soaked in kerosene
im dizzy off [redacted]
but i dont want to start a scene

excuse me can i use your phone?
i really hate to be alone
i need some help but i dont know
thanks for your time ive got to go

nevermind ill figure it out myself
i can never trust no one if you couldnt tell
im fine all on my own i dont need no fucking help
you know that even if i did ill never say how i felt

what should i do, try to breath but i cant
the more fucked up i get i wish i never had began
i thought i had the cure, but its all bad luck
oh well
lets get fucked up

i dont really care, but i lie, cause i did
guess im not okay, with the skin, that i slit
its one vice or another, no one telling me to quit
burn myself into the ground, i dont feel it, not a bit

i just want to see whats at the end, im in a hurry
im all by myself so i guess im not really worried
life dont seem as harsh now if my vision always blurry
i just want this all to end i know its way too early

you can have a drink of my sprite, just know its dirty

what should i do, try to breath but i cant
the more fucked up i get i wish i never had began
i thought i had the cure, but its all bad luck
oh well
lets get fucked up

crumble (prod quitall)

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