miss the 2018 hk :( ik you were in a bad place   but the music was amazing i love you

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You were my sedative (Prod. rx808)

prod. swaine
nv
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

seraphim

---------------------poison bird---------------------
sitting in the park in the back
ripped jeans, rip bowls, getting back
back home when it all goes black
have fun with ur panic attacks

see the stars when we out in the night
too cold for this shit, hit it twice
no phone, no hold, no ice
get it right, my saddens, alike

im, intertwined and outta focus again
painting my nails with my friends
till i go home, do it again
my life is repeat, gotta whole week, but i do shit,  till i fall bleak
outta motion, fuck a 6 day, got no weekends, work the whole week

im, intertwined and outta focus again
painting my nails with my friends
till i go home, do it again

poison bird came by this week
wait for a moment, get outta the street
said to do shit that ur happy
but what do i do when im not happy with

with myself anymore
got a bottle, do a pour
im gonna vomit, need some more
need you to hold me up, off the floor

ADC
-----------------------------------------------
Falling apart but im lively
A reject thats set in the ivy
Bask in the light
Sat there in sight
But never in mind

So cold so far
Please waste my time

Addict to the fallout
Screaming but not loud
Presence of construct
But im lucky im stuck on my phone

Im sick of people
Cutting my ties

Cant see none
Cover my eyes

Sick sick
Ill puke over bad tricks

Bad things got me thinkin
But i need fix

Gimme some of adavan
Anxious bad again
Fallin off shit
blood it drips let it gets

Never gave you my life
Now my actions they tell me my purpose
To better times

Im in love with the badlands
Feel safe with guns in hand
Kettle with clay bands

Im a god complex
It’s a process
Now im better off dead
But im good with my logic

NAVY
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sitting in the park in the back
ripped jeans, rip bowls, getting back
back home when it all goes black
have fun with ur panic attacks

see the stars when we out in the night
too cold for this shit, hit it twice
no phone, no hold, no ice
get it right, my saddens, alike

Poison Bird w/ American Dead Cross (prod. splashgvng)

srry i've been gone. been rlly FUCKED up :(

lyrics:

let me go
take me home
thru this pain
solely i know
take me home
take me home
to a place
i might know

you call me cause you can't sleep
and i can hear your breathing
it's a lustful temptation my body abrasive i'm reading your thoughts right now
i can tell what you're thinking bout
i'll give in with acceptance of another round
i feel out of place with my mind in this state
it's a feeling i hate but her touch turns me on right now

let me go
take me home
thru this pain
solely i know
take me home
take me home
to a place
i might know

fw0b (thersx)

Vails x Weepings
(Prod. Saint Mike) - i think ? 

Raw take song, hope you guys enjoy and thanks to weeping for helping me with this . Much love.

(Vails)
Feels like poison
The words you spew
heart carried open
Out my chest, so blue 

Paint red the walls that surround me
Pure blood spilt from my throat
Cut deep enough to hurt me
or atleast so I could choke

Cus I can’t deal with your tone
It’s forbidden in my brain
Access denied until I cry
So then hug me whilst we lie in vein

(Weepings)
All those words you said to me 
I thought they were the truth
You kept me in your pocket
just to play me like a fool

But I cut that chord but still can’t get over you
You were my home, but now I roam,
Broken and confused

Looking for the same love in an eyes of another
I still hide under covers
Like a kid
Cus it’s you that I can’t  get rid 

(Vails)
So just look at the sky
Maybe in the constellations 
Hidden, is you and I
In a world, maybe,  where we just got along 

nothings working in my favour 
Everything I touch is dust
snap me out of this reality
Overridden by fake lust 

I often find myself
Infront of old photographs of us
And each bruise that I saw on me
Made me hate, but love what was once


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Lying in vain (feat. Weepings)

Wishing you well; time will tell - im not going down,
If you couldn't tell - I haven't been well, I'm not going down,
Run from the crowd ooh; they hate on myself ; im not going down ,
Cant make a sound ; I'm laying around ; im not going down,

Stress of the Family ; I can barely feel at all;
Don't even know me , or what I would even want..
Might need a break, I can barely breathe at all.
Numb to the feeling of everything that I got (x2)

*check* 

You should probably take yourself, and make amends,
with all the fiends inside your head; and every dream; you never chased;
you left them dead; for open arms; and lonely men,
chasing record stores; adrenaline, cig buts on city benches,

you thought life would be better than this

Going Down

Bull & Bear Variation

prod. fleece

@fleece

mixed by my bitchass

Smiling Up (stockholm syndrome) prod. fleece

All I am is lonely
tired of these headaches,
I just wanna run away, from the pain you give,

held you in my arms, but I'm over it,
never wanna fall in the times we,

spent in the fall leaves,
holding on your soft hands,
playing with my curls, girl now all I got is scars,

buzzed my head, to forget regrets,
seeing you dance in your favorite dress,

Do she love me do she not,
I can't pick girl I'm on drugs,
no more trust, falln in love,
nowhere to hide, girl, nowhere to run now,

And every night I'm exhausted,
I just wanna stop this,
will I be forgotten,
you won't ever love me,
Said that you were tired,
head is like a riot,
I might be so fucked up, but I am not a liar,

Crying loud for the girl in the back,
when I'm gone, she'll be dressed in black,
in my grave's where I rest my head,
only care when I'm gone n dead,

Is it fucked up, I won't ever cry now,
I don't wanna die now, stay gettin' high now,
and If I cry now, she won't ever come back,
baby in my head now, will you fuckin' call back,

All I am is lonely
tired of these headaches,
I just wanna run away, from the pain you give,

held you in my arms, but I'm over it,
never wanna fall in the times we,

spent in the fall leaves,
holding on your soft hands,
playing with my curls, girl now all I got is scars,

buzzed my head, to forget regrets,
seeing you dance in your favorite dress,

dressed in black (prod. scarlet)

Lyrics:

When you said forever, you really meant fornever
Never thought you'd dip just because of some bad weather
Yeah rainy days will come but you knew that in December
I said I'll keep you safe, and that I'll be your defender

But you packed your bags, left me up on hold
Every morning desperately been looking at my phone
Waiting for a message, waiting for a tone
Waiting for that text that say "I'm sorry. Coming home." So,

I sat out on the doorstep, I
Been drowning in this torment, by
Reliving all the words sent, line
By line inside my mind I'm, fine

Remember you said always
It echoed through the hallways
But now we come a long ways
You disappeared for always

Fornever

fornever

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

fornever

HKFIFTYONE

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