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THIS ONE SLAPS! put together so well ...🖤

I found you by an accident and it was the best thing that happened to me in a very long time❤️🔥

sumthing with gitars n' shit

CUT ME OFF

Honorable Mention

latenightdreamer! [prod.isolated]

thepastisthepast! [taha beats]

iknowthatfear! [prod. plauge beats]

produced by me and raze

stream the album: https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96/sets/tower17

Worst Time of My Life (w/ Razegod) [Prod. Adrian Butcher & Razegod]

<3
prod me

lyrics:

I try to pick the pieces up like I used to be able to.
I needa stop givin a fuck and honestly u do too
bc its pointless
this never ending fucking conflict its like poison to us
its killin us both and I cant fuckin wait to change
and face it on my own 
but u gon stay the same?
okay.. i guess I'm back alone

when my world turn grey 
I look for some answers 
and all that they say is 
come home

babe are u serious 
we cant hold a convo thats serious…
so distant 

what if I wake up and everyone hates well maybe they already do
cant help but tread past feelings I detached I feel a ghost sometimes 

“do u wanna talk about it?”
they treat me like bitch so I kinda highly doubt it.
I hope that all my brothers and girl dont flake cus im rly kinda fucked up and I cant find my place in this 

ghosttown 
I wish woulda knew what I know now
goin down
the spiral that im used to I know now

u told me u want me to stay away 
well maybe I will u 
cut my lips

cut my lips

spotify

cut my lips.

lyrics

we're falling out of love
u just want to break my heart
n "find someone to trust"
u just went too far

whyd u have to say that u could love me again
while u were busy putting all those fucking marks on his neck
i could name a lot of things that i really regret
n theres not a single day i didnt wish i was dead
ive lost a lot of blood, like im still on the mend
so im stitching up my wounds with some needle n thread
despite all of the time u still live in my head
and i think ive gotten lost on this path that i tread

and if u say u love me ill respectfully decline 
girl, i dont wanna fuck u i would rather just get high
cause, love is like a spiders web and i am just a fly
and i just wanna overdose and stare unto the night
ill see u all in hell when im on the other side
u dont really know me u just bought into the lies
i dont really blame u, u just tryna do whats right
but the people that u love would be the people u despise
if u knew the things that i knew
if u saw the things that i saw
falling to the floor
drowning me once more

too far

Sunray, the thunderstorm

ｉｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｒｕｔｈ　ｗｏｎ＇ｔ　ｓｅｌｌ，　ｋｅｅｐ　ｏｎ　ｂａｒｇａｉｎｉｎｇ

thank you so much for listening.

prod. farber x @jang0x
(additional piano implemented by me)

another day wasted, sitting in my room
i sleep through the dread
i skip through the news
i bet when i wake that nothing is new..
but i can dream, oh can't i?
what's wrong with the sky
it left me behind
now i don't go outside
why won't you ever ask why
the day is faster than the night
(let me go, the night, let me die)

i cannot leave when the ground has been holding me
weep and repeat, cause the cycle has grown on me
you'll brush it off, "oh he's spittin some poetry"
but really i'm trying my best so you'll notice me
i ain't been up on my luck in a minute
it must be my fault that my health has diminished
but i'll fight my way through this shit to the finish
cause i'm all i got, and it's all i was given
i wish they saw what i see on the daily
but i no longer desire a saving
i've learnt a lot, but i still fuck it over (i always fuck it up)
birds feeding out of my chest while i smolder

i watch them fly away
my intestines in their veins
i'm in an empty space
in a stagnant state

this moment's passing me by
but just whose fault is it this time?
with wings made of sludge
blue is more than just the color it's made out to be
what chilled lips to cave into the temptation of frost
if the truth won't sell, keep on bargaining.
having the upper-hand doesn't determine how many fingers it's broken
but you can assume a lot, right?..
RIGHT?
-
another day wasted, sitting in my room
i sleep through the dread
i skip through the news
i bet when i wake that nothing is new..
but i can dream, oh can't i?
what's wrong with the sky
it left me behind
now i don't go outside
why won't you ever ask why
the day is faster than the night
(let me go, the night, let me die)

with wings to fly [prod. farber x jang0]

and hey there 
can i sit here  
i noticed that you were all alone 
and reading jane eyre
and i can’t 
stay here 
i’ll die here 
and if it’s raining for the night
i’ll give you my coat at anytime, i 

like wait there
(wait there)
i’m scared 
(i’m scared)
that you think that i’m shady 
it’s not fair 
(it’s not fair) 
we’re an odd pair
i’ll stay here if you want me to i promise
if not we can rain check 

hey there

i think i recognise you; have you been here before? 

(oh, for real?) 

my bad, i guess not but- 
do you wanna go
we can smoke at mine
if you don’t smoke
i got some beers n we can pass time
i don’t give a fuck about what’s going on 
as long you’re here watching always sunny
til bout quarter past 5 

and hey there 
“hey u :)” 
im fucked up
turned blue 
yeah im too slumped
how bout u 
like oh god !!!!
you’re too cool 

dont walk out 
leave me 
im cut up 
bleeding 
so just stay
these sun rays 
they make me 
feel okay 

all of the things 
that i could now say to you
i don’t know whether to laugh or cry
do you even feel at least half of this?
or will you just sit with your friends and all laugh at this- 
FUCK

and hey there 
can i sit here  
i noticed that you were all alone 
and reading jane eyre
and i can’t 
stay here 
i’ll die here 
and if it’s raining for the night
i’ll give you my at coat anytime, i 

like wait there
(wait there)
i’m scared 
(i’m scared)
that you think that i’m shady 
it’s not fair 
(not fair) 
we’re an odd pair
but i’ll stay here
if you want me to i promise
if not we can rain check 

hey there

i think i recognise you; have you been here before?
oh, for real?

pale (pekarot x jolst)

Lyrics:

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face 

-

vivid teals on the leaves
got the air smelling sweet
under rain in my fleece
and the birds and the bees
plus the shark in the reeds
got nothing on all my faults
diving deep in the trees
curl the mulch in my feet
body, mind, soul are all soft
judging rights 
judging wrongs
my perception fallen off
i don't know what's the right call

in truth my face will melt
and my mind might eat itself
it's best to save yourself
i couldn't accept that
couldn't accept that
yea
i couldn't accept that
couldn't accept that
i couldn't accept that

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face 

MAOW

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face

sweatpants (dash)

Why the fuck I'm thinking 'bout you?
I'm still doin' fine without you
Why you in my head, it's not fair
And it's getting loud too

I won't check your TikTok
I won't check your VSCO
I won't check like nothin'
Cause I know just how that shit go

I'll be in my head, all night, all day
Like I just want a break from my brain
Go away

And it used to be a flash
Now it feels like it stays
And I want to escape
But I've tried every way

Molly, lean, percies, G
Acid, K2, flakka, speed
Molly, lean, percies, G
Acid, K2, flakka, speed
Molly, lean, percies, G
Acid, K2, flakka, speed
Molly, lean, percies, G
Acid, K2, flakka, speed

Dancing through the shadows
Of your long golden hair
Every beat's a heartbeat
That I still can't repair

Dancing through the shadows
Of your long golden hair
Every step I take
Is still haunted by your stare

How do I get away?
How do I get away?
How do I get away?
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off

I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)

I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)

(Yeah) (Uh) (Yeah)

I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)

I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)
I'll cut my head off
(Yeah)

WHY TF

2025 Rising Sun Blues by Phazz and Billy Korg
Lyrics: Tradicional Louisiana Folk song 'The House Of The Rising Sun' from Anthology of Louisiana Literature. More info: https://peakd.com/hive-175836/@nupulse/rising-sun-blues-the-house-of-the-by-phazz-and-billy-korg-enes

LYRICS:

There is a house in New Orleans
They call it the Rising Sun,
And it’s been the ruin of many a poor girl,
And me, oh God, I’m one.

If I had only listened of what my mama said,
I’d be at home today.
But bein’ so young and foolish, my Lord,
Let a gambler lead me astray.
 
Now, my mother is a tailor,
She sews those new blue jeans.
And my sweetheart is a drunkard, Lord,
Drinks down in New Orleans.

Now the only thing a drunken man needs
Is a suitcase and a trunk.
And the only time he’s satisfied,
Lord, is when he’s on the drunk.
 
Somebody go get my baby sister;
Tell her not to do, not to do what I have done.
But shun that house in New Orleans
They call it the Rising Sun.
 
Well, I’m goin’ back to New Orleans;
My race is almost run.
Yes, I’m goin’ back to spend my life
Beneath, beneath, the rising sun.

Rising Sun Blues ft Phazz

This song is part of the album “Why me – but why not me too”.
It is not to be seen on its own, but as part of a journey I have to live through since my diagnosis. Each track tells a piece of this path – honest, raw, and unfiltered.

if you Let me Stay Alive

Where Do I Even Start

i hope you feel something
self-produced. hmu for beats/mixing/mastering

Honorable Mention

HKFIFTYONE

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