weird idea that just hit me, but you would do some amazing shit with teen romance by peep sampled. whether u sped it up or slowed it down (maybe even both) I know it would be fitr.

@sorrow_bringer 🖤
mixed & mastered by me 💛
[Audio Sample from King's Game]
~~lyrics~~
it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife 
like it wants in my gut

sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck
but i never went in 
cause it wouldn't be enough
colder than the night
wonder if your touch
feels a saint from above throwing up
from above throwing up

hoping i heal, but i'm proof of the damage
everyone i kill's either hungry or manic
refuse any pills that i'm offered, then panic
if i'm really real, would you feel if i vanish?
let's trace back to the start
i ain't got no time here to waste on my heart
if i wanted peace, i believe i would be "anybody"
can't feel defeat when i'm coated in honey

permanently flawed; let me get my head straight
living at the cost; on the brink of being dead weight
no headspace, just silence.
what do you expect when the sky's blaring sirens?
but i knew the consequences all along
i used too much strength tryna grow stronger
the rapture, and endless disaster

take me by the head 
(okay)
leave no evidence 
(nor trace)

the moon is turning red
the air is so condensed 
simple lives and foolish lies
i raise a knife up to my eye
if one should seek, then one shall find
but what if i've already died?

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife
like it wants in my gut

sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck
but i never went in 
cause it wouldn't be enough
colder than the night
wonder if your touch
feels a saint from above throwing up
from above throwing up

𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬...
𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦?
𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦... 𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦,
𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵?

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife 
like it wants in my gut
like it wants in my gut...

sugar in the spice (sorrow bringer)

by the graves in the dark
*hold my hand*
i cant see, not even spark
on this land, fall apart

i just played you, im not smart
dripping faucets, hear the bark
from the dogs
in the old mans house

nothing's ever worse than getting high
yeah i said it right
laying down
my gaves been settled there
on my house
in my dreams, i just lay there
every night
i swear it comes back, daily and im 
ripped apart!

you could never tell, 
*that i been there*
yeah i hear all of the stories that ur telling them
everyone whos me, knows that im nothing like that
ur garbage human being, and there's no coming back

i just wanted die, good thing you'd never understand
i know i got too close to it, the days were running thin
outt line
really outta time

running through the trees, yeah im running through the breeze
now its set, im crying help!
no one ever talks now
this shi*s like poetry, im just tryna help myself. 

im just tryna walk my way out of this hell
im just tryna make a name to feed myself
the photos never really cut it, its an act im sorry please
dont just cut me off cause im not rich as i seemed
blood all on  my sheets
you name keeps ringing back amongst the graves, i just need to find some peace, oh well

nothing's ever worse than getting high
yeah i said it right
laying down
my gaves been settled there
on my house
in my dreams, i just lay there
every night
i swear it comes back, daily and im 
ripped apart!

you could never tell, 
*that i been there*
yeah i hear all of the stories that ur telling them
everyone whos me, knows that im nothing like that
ur garbage human being, and there's no coming back

grave 2 (prod. AsharpTheOne)

featuring my dawg @homesick

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

[@homesick:]
say goodbye, goodbye
send me off n shut the lights off
i can't expect you to live with this
no i won't spell it out for you
it's all wrong
i can't try to replace this
but i can keep my distance
let the memories keep me jaded
take what you want, i'm reapin the product
i'm serving sets of the shit i got wrong
n shit i cant talk, what i never wanted            
back to that spot it's so cold there
im a shadow with a blank stare
old coat with that old tear
i got a new spot with some old fears

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

liar w/ homesick (addyexo)

I love u if you’re reading this :’)

Lyrics:

[hero]

i should write a million songs
a discography is not one

so maybe i'm lovin the silence
prop up my fifty pound eyelids
spent years in this room on my own and if u don't believe i could paint u the tiling
most of my friends are one-sided
bout time that i cut all of my ties and
i'm looking rough in the mall yet she likin my hair and i don't even style it
these r my guys that i could not betray
i wouldn't even know how to
awol n timeless
grounds n lowlifes
the rest of my guys i can't rhyme thru
where did the time go
feels like i started a cyclone
i never imagined i'd make it here
or know the friends that i know

[navyxower]

every day i am outside in
this cold weather makes me feel alive, andr
your always inside of my iris
i wish id take you out for the night, then

i dont wanna casue a problem
i lost a couple friends that i loved
i need to make some sense, of what i, have known
im in love with you and no one, knows
i need to make up my mind again, timeless the gang, yeah we know how we ride in this
i dont fw hoes or a side bitch, i made it far, now im thinking where ive been
up in my minds a mess

times going by, and i cannot stop it
im tryna make sense of this
but i cant even breathe through my concious
nobody fuck with me
my style yeah i see
the pain in ur eyes
baby i got your back, even if you aint mine

[hero]

so maybe i'm lovin the silence
prop up my fifty pound eyelids
spent years in this room on my own and if u don't believe i could paint u the tiling
most of my friends are one-sided
bout time that i cut all of my ties and
i'm looking rough in the mall yet she likin my hair and i don't even style it
these r my guys that i could not betray
i wouldn't even know how to
awol n timeless
grounds n lowlifes
the rest of my guys i can't rhyme thru
where did the time go
feels like i started a cyclone
i never imagined i'd make it here
or know the friends that i know


thank you

to all of my listeners
to my idols i base my sound off of
and to all my friends that have stuck with me.
(names in the order of who i met first to last to the best of my memory)

@kurayuz-rageex
@kukisawus
@seltzerkrys
@xweepings
@yokaidreams
@canyouseetheghost
@navyxower
@killsadghxst
@adoretaiken
@lovecliqxe
@noeke
@prod_emerald
@solofttt
@cyzun
@emptychest
@autumndropsdead
@sadtxnshi
@shizukesaaa
@swno
@ztope
@powla
@prodselfdoubt
@camertin
@luvsig
@yxvngjones
@nevrwrld
@x1fern
@caspywaspy
@drewisdead
@failure404
@paperthinwallss
@im_slendr
@drewisdead
@anmldoctor
@betweentheveinsandi
@safeatlast
@lxstboymusic
@heyzbee
@dxnnyymusic
@mxlatonin
@crizzywhite
@cuts
@sivistial 

and so many others i couldn't find the @s for or aren't on soundcloud (or i missed cuz i was tired writing this list LOL)

you made me who i am today
and i am forever grateful all of you have been part of my life

thank you (ft. navyxower) (skellington)

ghost town w/sendflowrs (prod. wetmall)

[+ msg] I feel like im a target
produced by @xales

[+ follow me]
www.instagram.com/seejayxo
www.twitter.com/seejayxo

[+ lyrics]

if only u knew
wtf im going through
pop these pills like I do
now I got nothin to lose
2x

this how it get started
I feel like im a target, damn
this aint a movie u can star in
and I just feel like im dissolving 
fill it up fill it up, I just poured another cup
im out here booted up
breaking down that yellow stuff
she like it hella rough 
they still out here catching up
you aint ahead of us

if only u knew
what the fuck im going thru
pop these pills like I do
now I got nothing to lose
4x

love yall burnout gang #sorrowworld4ever

if only u knew

[+] stream on spotify

if only u knew (prod. xales)

𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍

prod by. @domesticsoul

'tiedyed' ep
10/27

thank you for being here. 
take care

(it's way too damn bright out)
i know
it's always i don't know
idk, idk, i don't..

i feel the worst
reheat the burns
shoot down the birds
show me you hurt
care bout me less
don't feel distressed
don't recollect, proclaim me as dead
i'm recondite in all of their eyes
believe me, i've tried
the fuck would i lie
line after line, tongue's getting dry
water to hydrate
my subconscious, it migrates
fluttered past in the writing
eating less carbohydrates
sleeping less got me dying
note and pens all that i see
in a cold sweat from the sights seen
sights seen..
i don't wanna do no sightseeing, no..

every day means less than the last
always puttin off, task after task
just to grasp, 'cause i've heard enough
trash from the last pass back, i'm the burden
i've felt wrong for so long
can't get a word in

rain check;
she told me we should make a reign check
bellow out my frustrations
etching out these elations
now i'm fine, 'till i break, yeah
now i've calmed, feel it in my palms now
a couple scorn clouds
cry a storm out, with no warning
it's important;
you seem to know them 'till you stay foreign
(stay foreign)

so i guess i'll put my trust in the darkness
we talk a lot, bustin' chops over toxins
i hear my thoughts pushing me to be heartless
missin' my shots, wouldn't think i'm a marksman
fuck love, i'm misunderstood
filtering light into words overlooked
i disapprove and rebuke how they're crooked
i just went weak in the knees, now i'm puking

one sunset at a time
another day a new vice
show me you care without dragging your hair
through grease trails and the lice
it must be my mind that's gotten so distant
plenty surround but they always low pitch
or don't get the picture; fragile demeanor
prone to be withered, but never stay with

laugh it off like you always do
no surface shit, up the magnitude
let the ground crack 'till you fall back
from the forecast, as the magma spews
got hot veins and a cold brain
as i fuck up my stability
you can't drown out what's already sunken
i don't want there to be room for me

here we go again
meet another end
reinvent your head like second nature
lose it to a friend, who wasn't quite your friend
people only plead when it's on paper
well how about that
dirty mousepads
unaware of how i got here
did i steer clear, or was i pulled back?

every day means less than the last
always puttin off, task after task
just to grasp, 'cause i've heard enough
trash from the last pass back, i'm the burden
i've felt wrong for so long
can't get a word in

downcast (p. domesticsoul)

[+ msg] wrote this when i went to la after a break up. 
featuring @kennyorlando + @kennedysucks 
produced by @prodbyjolst + @thislandis

[+ follow me]
www.instagram.com/seejayxo
www.twitter.com/seejayxo

[+ lyrics]

[hook: seejayxo]
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
baby i just wanna know what u came for
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
fucked up in the back of this range rove'

[verse 1: seejayxo]
guess im posted on the west side
stop playing with my heart i told u ten times
we goin turn this to a homicide
on my life, im outside
looking at the stars in the sky
dont know what im hoping ima find
cuttin up and blurring all these lines
get this cash everything goin be fine

[verse 2: kenny orlando]
wandering the lost city of angels 
caught her putting batteries inside her halo
but her weaponry still cuts through ask my chainmail
and im pouring up trying to regain health
im on the coast and im speeding down the highway
in the model x looking like im about to fly away
she just came over and i can tell that she's trying to stay
with the lips of an angel soft kisses on my face

[hook: seejayxo]
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
baby i just wanna know what u came for
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
fucked up in the back of this range rove'

[verse 3: kennedyxoxo]
and ill make sure that you never forget me
im in the Tesla but you know i burn gas like a chevy
you know that im posted with my brothers like ed, edd, & eddy
pockets full of bread im eating good like the butler from jesse
fuck that im the star of the show 
I keep saying one day ill be fine but I probably won't
I know you don't care but I been scared 
and I thought you should know
Every step I take is only taking me farther from home

[hook: seejayxo]
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
baby i just wanna know what u came for
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
fucked up in the back of this range rove'

lips of an angel

+ spotify

lips of an angel (feat. kenny orlando + kennedyxoxo)

"I’mma hurt myself to keep my mind off you"
Prod by. @hkfiftyone2
Cover art by. @walkerdunnvisuals on Instagram

Pre-chorus/
I hate the fact you don’t need me
You’ve never come back to see me 
I don’t wanna cry about you
I’mma hurt myself to keep my mind off you 
I don’t wanna have any feelings 
I see your face in the ceilings
I don’t wanna cry about you
I’mma hurt myself to keep my mind off you 

Chorus/
I was your wall 
Build me up so I don’t fall
And once I’m tall
Break me until I dissolve 
I was your wall 
Build me up so I don’t fall
And once I’m tall
Break me until I dissolve 

Verse/
I was just a distraction
You used me as a loose trash bin
Nothing more than skin
After, when you did what you did
I thought I was gonna be sick
Why did you take that risk?
Got nothing to say to you x4

Pre-chorus/
I hate the fact you don’t need me
You’ve never come back to see me 
I don’t wanna cry about you
I’mma hurt myself to keep my mind off you 
I don’t wanna have any feelings 
I see your face in the ceilings
I don’t wanna cry about you
I’mma hurt myself to keep my mind off you 

Chorus/
I was your wall 
Build me up so I don’t fall
And once I’m tall
Break me until I dissolve 
I was your wall 
Build me up so I don’t fall
And once I’m tall
Break me until I dissolve

your wall (till I dissolve)

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your wall (till I dissolve) [prod. HKFiftyOne]

lyrics:

gettin by with my baby
i could never do this shit the same if im without my baby
wanna ride with my baby
talkin scooters on the highway cause we both be fuckin crazy

shooting stars on the roof, bottle gin with my baby
if im ever not around, im at my spot with my baby
smoke a blunt, pour a deuce, sewerperson with my baby
and if i should ever die, know ill always love you baby

you dont even know what i been through
lil peep on my speakers, i miss you
yall dont get me, swear that only my baby do
they keep say im falling off but im poppin what i did do

and i know im goin broke, but its all about logistics
man i sang a couple bangers, aint release 'em, so i did miss
i been ghosting everybody, i been caught up in my business
aint got time for all that fuck shit, that shit turn me to a villain

bitch i cant stop when i get in my flow
they say that im spittin but i never know
i just speak from my heart and i let that shit go
man i freestyle this shit like its twenty below

gettin by with my baby
i could never do this shit the same if im without my baby
wanna ride with my baby
talkin scooters on the highway cause we both be fuckin crazy

shooting stars on the roof, bottle gin with my baby
if im ever not around, im at my spot with my baby
smoke a blunt, pour a deuce, sewerperson with my baby
and if i should ever die, know ill always love you baby

know i never wanna talk, cause im always ice cold
got this feeling in my chest and its getting fucking old
i would do whatever it takes just to find my fucking soul
i would do whatever it takes get some money before im old

i would do whatever it takes, get you fuck up out that place
i could always dream about it, but it never feel the same
got a blunt full of flower im only to blame
shit fucking fills the space when youre insane

progressively gone but i swear im okay
i guess ill keep going, do this anyway
ill just keep on pushing, im fading away
i promise ill stay till im deep in the grave

gettin by with my baby
i could never do this shit the same if im without my baby
wanna ride with my baby
talkin scooters on the highway cause we both be fuckin crazy

shooting stars on the roof, bottle gin with my baby
if im ever not around, im at my spot with my baby
smoke a blunt, pour a deuce, sewerperson with my baby
and if i should ever die, know ill always love you baby

my baby

HKFIFTYONE

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