I could care less on how I dress on the weekend
Maybe I'm depressed under stress off the deep end
Everyone around me seems so basic
I hate that term but that's what they named it

Internet won't connect all these ties that I let
Get frayed give way and finally break
Sorry didn't respond my mistake
Hardly anywhere but my head these days
Give a fuck cuz I know my friends are offline
Outa luck won't forgive me from the sidelines
Highlights all over their front page
I guess I don't care if I'm included really no way

Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it
Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it

No other way to say it
but friends feel overrated
I guess it's what you make it
Then again in the end I hate to face it
No offense I don't care how you choose to take it
I'll admit past six you can find me pacing
I wanna be alone and I don't know why
Maybe hit me up but I'll say not this time
And that's why I question myself so much
Why do I miss it when I wanna lose touch

Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it
Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it

Spotify

sorry i didn't reply (prod. IOF)

110° (prod. nevrfall)

Decay

Starfall

these are all previously released songs that were either deleted, hosted or are still public that were never boosted with soundcloud pro, so i wanna give them another chance to maybe reach some new ears.
thank y'all for the support
love y'all <3
https://on.soundcloud.com/oc35W8C6ohe1fbjQOO

Living Cosy (p. danny beats)

We could get along, but the world don't like it
Make too many songs but I can't stop writing, my-
Marijauna loud like my mind is
I guess I just can't stand the silence, i
Don't know how you get so fine
One look my way and my chest on fire, ay
Walking with my head so high
I just like the feeling when i think of you like


No, I don't
Know what happens in my head
Just know there's pure intent
I can't control the feelings that i get
Its kind of torturous
Girl I spent fucking years in my regret
Don't need no more of it, no
I still feel her judging me when i'm by myself
I can't even ignore the shit


Never been the one to pretend, i just go with who i am
Maybe we can be friends, now that you know where i stand
Every girl I've ever been with, think i'm singin' bout them
Really I'm just singing to the one i never met
It's so tragic, killing that magic
Used to have a heart now i'm just living with the absence
Only want it more if i know i can't have it
Don't know why i can't stop thinking about it

[2x Chorus]

In My Head

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Sample Credit: Mogwai - Every Country's Sun

Sunrise

ALBUM ARTWORK BY DUKS <3 This guy is sooo insanely talented, please support him!
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Sample Credits: Real Friends - Hebron
Old Gray - A Letter For Zach

Skeletons

sometimes things just dont work out,
if you wanted me to stay you should know now,
you can tell me anything that you dont doubt,
Park Jefferson in the air while we roll out

cool breeze in her hair got my heart warm,
orange leaves in the air got me lovelorn,
cold fights on the phone make a big storm,
guess ill leave, wanna stay, got my heart torn

when i wake up my bed too big,
sleep in the hole in the grave i dig,
i walk away like i know you did,
turned my back the same time that you hid

some day when we're both alone and lonely,
some day when i want you back to hold me,
think back on all of the things you told me,
miss you feeling like you were my only

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

can you feel this pain inside
broke inside got me out of my mind
all these days pass by i cry
wanna go back, do it right this time

i been down im so broken
cant stand my hearts been stolen
the way our lives been woven
just makes me sad im frozen

i tried to sleep away my feelings im still sad
i tried to get all of this weight up off my back
i tried to numb all the emotions that i had
i cried and laid in bed for weeks i still feel bad

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

runaway (prod adjustisac)

zombie

explicit

One Night Pt 2

Lyrics:

she said she wanna hear my voice, so I'm going a capella
we could rockout at the show, you could take me to Coachella
all this money coming in it dont mean nothin but its hella
every time i put in work it's like I need a new umbrella

-its boutta raindown, you could make a bet that we all eating
i dont play now, know i got ambitions past the ceiling
every day now, live outside my body say I'm dreaming
what you say now, pack up all your bags and say I'm leaving

I be chillin with your ghost like im legion
there ain't nothin change at all throughout the seasons
i could stay up late and kick it with my demons
i could fall asleep right now without a reason

I could get you on the bed, shawty you heard what I said
But you wont stay till the morning cause I'm busy getting bread
So I guess I'll stay alone I'm like a zombie half dead
I could float and I could sink and I could run you through my head

Run U Thru My Head

run u thru my head

Lyrics:
call me hideo kojima cause im always playing games with the big dollars
hit me on the phone wit a burner if you need me holler
messin wit a freak got these females in a leather collar
comin out in droves cause they heard i got the big guala

kick start hearts cause im layin on the big dough
pour that henny all alone im gettin lit tho
fuck fake friends i rather stay inside and live low
stone cold heart but its the best that i can get tho

master of horror, call me shinji mikami
i stepped up to the game might fuck around and make a tsunami
all this fye that i be spit send me a beat i could body
you could see that ima dragon so dont call this a hobby, cause i could murder it

got so many flows you never heard of it, smokin on that gas so i could learn from it,
im permanent
i write some letters just to end up burning it,
i had some feelings im returning it

heard my name around so you like hold up
you send a message to the boy like wassup roll up
but i aint messin wit no snakes or no bitch in the cut
dont you ever hit my phone cause i done glowed up

you seen me ball but issa big sell
cause when i close my eyes i see hell
im gettin money if you couldnt tell
im gettin bread with my personnel

late night face time grave sight same time slave mind but im sure itll be alright
smoke right no light no fights sit tight while i think of what of what to say while youre in the sky

cant steal my flow without thinking bout death
embody the void that you feel in your chest
reaper come thru thats an infinite rest
its coming soon based on what ive assessed

am i getting deprecated, everybody medicated
feel it in my stomach so i stayed up late and meditated
dont know if ill make it, but i know that it been long awaited
you could check my verse and see that i aint even motivated

heard my name around so you like hold up
you send a message to the boy like wassup roll up
but i aint messin wit no snakes or no bitch in the cut
dont you ever hit my phone cause i done glowed up

i got that big talk but it dont mean nothing yo
i got these kids out there tryna be cop the flow
and i could set it up it drop like dominos
cause im the illest im the realest you prolly know

been on that grind day by day but you aint showed up
you get to talkin lil bro but you aint glowed up
and now im icy im cold and my heart snowed up
dont even talk to me bitch cause i done grown up

Grownup

grownup

I Will Never Feel Like I Did In 2016

Lyrics:
shawty on the down low, tryna get that good snow
hangin round the crib, she could puff and watch that cloud go
sayin that she bad tho, know the truth it's all show
hand up on my chest, feel my heart, but its ice cold

you could see the bank roll, know it take a big toll
got me feelin down low, i could feel it in my soul
got my heart that you stole, i already knew though
keep it to myself, cause you know i got a new goal

keep my pride, when a bitch want ride
only be my side, cause my main gon cry
had to coast the tide, when my heart denied
why got three hoes, cause im dead inside

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
she could tie my hands keep me lock while we chillin
i could flip it turn around and she wait till i drill it
got a stone cold knife in my back i can feel it

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
but i been down low feelin dead but im livin
she could take my soul but it been unforgiven
uh, bitch what's new been like this since the beginning

Villain

villain

i hope you feel something
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