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You think you are in charge,
but are you really?
Your men look to you,
but do they trust you fully?

Do you even know them?
Really feel their pain?
Understand them?
You have everything to gain...

If you do this,
Know who you will lead,
help them trust you,
and you will succeed.

Lead from the front.
Never from behind.
You're men wont trust you,
If you're not in sight.

Leading is not about glory,
It is not about fame,
Leading is all about going forth,
and knowing you will have to do it again.

“Lads. We are about to go over.
You are the best Britain has,
Do not falter.
I will be in front leading the Brigade.
I expect to be targeted first.
Pickup when I fade”

Tired men will not move even under orders,
those words from commanders are fruitless,
but if you stand up and take command,
be bold they will understand.

Lead from the front.
Never from behind.
You're men wont trust you,
If you're not in sight.

Suddenly you will have an army at your side.
Ready to fight and repel the tide.
No motivation is greater than this,
Than fighting beside a man that leads.

Death happens only once,
But Glory is eternal.

Death happens once,
Glory is eternal.

Lead from the Front

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Solo Chez - Abun D'Bashmaya

Solo Chez - John Cena (outro)

Crashing Out!

If I knew what I was doing,
I would’ve walked a different path
But I didn’t.

“Life is not accommodating to fools.”
Yeah… that one hits deep.

Hard lessons carve you clean,
Young hearts burn where I have been.
Everything I thought was right
Looking back, it sounds almost funny tonight.

Back in the day, I had a plan,
Tried to follow it the best I can
Got derailed by toxic hands,
Lost thirty years to circumstance.

Can I just restart my life?
Go back and make it right?
Not follow this broken trail
Oh my God… how did I fail?

Why?
Why?
Has this all grown so hard for me?
In the later years of life,
Nothing’s coming easily.

TELL ME WHY
WHY I KEEP BREATHING IN THIS PAIN!

TELL ME HOW
HOW I KEEP FALLING DOWN AGAIN!

I’ve bled for years with nothing gained,
Drowned my hope in acid rain,
But STILL I RISE, again,
But still I stand inside the flame!

Break me
TAKE ME
But you will NEVER erase me!

I’m not done
NOT YET!
My heart beats back against regret!

This is the moment
THIS IS THE SOUND
Of a broken man
Who REFUSES
TO STAY DOWN.

Back in the day, I had a plan,
Held it tightly as a younger man
Got dragged off course by storms I let in,
Now thirty years on…
I can’t find the plan again.

But sometimes a new soul appears
Bright enough to cut through years.
Makes me pause upon the brink…
Makes me breathe…
Makes me think.

Think about the possibilities.

Is this person meant for me?
What fate’s been thrown in front of me?
Am I too scared to take the chance
This single, fleeting shot at romance?

Do I reach for it?
Do I get denied?
I tell myself “never again,”
But I lie… yeah, I always lie.

’Cause I know I’ll try again
Follow my heart again,
Look the fool again,
Make the same mistakes
Again and again…

If I knew what I was doing,
I would've done it differently
But hell, I don’t know what’s going on,
Feels like I'm asleep at the con.

It all comes down to sensibility:
Stay in your lane, but don’t refrain
From building your life
Into something worth the pain.

You never know what’s on the horizon,
So buckle in, hold on, keep rising.
And if you can’t provide
Don’t fear, just survive.

’Cause the only other option…
Is the eject seat.
Take the knife,
Fade out into history
An easy out, some people say.

I’ve walked through storms alone,
But I still stand… I still grow.
The past can take its pound of flesh,
But it won’t tell me where to go.

A flicker in the darkest night,
A hand that kept my soul upright
A reason now to stay alive,
A reason still…
To try.

If I could live it all again…
Maybe I’d still make every sin
’Cause every wrong and every fall
Led me here…
To feel it all.

I’m still here.
And I’m still rising.

Despite my Fear.

Life Lessons

This song is dedicated to Leandra who gave me the idea and the first 4 lines of the song.
If you do not understand Australian humor, (or from someone that works in Retail in Australia) please do not respond this this song.

I don't give a shit anymore,
I don't give a shit anymore,
I don't give a shit anymore,
about fucking Christmas time.

I don't give a fuck about Santa,
I don't give a fuck about you.
No fucks left for Rudolf.
So boo fucking who, who, who.

My fucks have all gone on vacation.
To fucking fuck off land.
and if you think I give a shit.
You have gone fucking mad.

I don't give a shit anymore,
I don't give a shit anymore,
I don't give a shit anymore,
about fucking Christmas time.

This time of year really shits me off,
all this cheer and ho ho ho.
If I see another cunt dressed as Santa Claus,
I'm gonna punch him in the nose.

I'm gonna dress as the fucking Grinch,
and burn some Christmas trees,
and if I hear one more fucking carol,
I'll go nuts and burn more tress.

I don't give a shit anymore,
I don't give a shit anymore,
I don't give a shit anymore,
about fucking Christmas time.

The Grinch's Christmas Carol

Don't waste life.

What are you chasing?

Really?

Is it worth it?

Or just a dream?

One that might become a nightmare.

Work till you die.
That's what they tell you,
but it's a lie.
Peace comes from inside.

I live pay to pay,
yet I ride to work everyday.
they wonder why I have a smile.
I arrived Kawasaki style.

Live humbly,
and you can be rewarded handsomely,
over strive for that life,
and you might find it's not right.

"High pay does not equal high happiness".

"Just love the little things you have and find goodness in people".

"Then you will begin to smile no matter how bad life is".

"It is easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle than it is for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven".

For me heaven is
charging down a road,
on my motorbike to work,
but 50 way over load of a care.

But I get there.

And god dammit.
I have a smile a mile wide.
They are all jealous i guess,
That I could not care less.

It's not about what the law says,
what they think.
I just do me, I don't blink.
Not an eye... I just ride.

I arrive with a smile.
they jealous?
buy a bike,
Mate, I'm not selling Jesus.

"Once you ride....
you will decide...
It's the only way to arrive".

Once you ride

I am just an older guy making music because it pleases me to do so. I have been making music for over 3 years so some of these are back catalogue, but some are new.

Lead from the Front

OldManMusicMaker