performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

dont know how to live without ur touch
got me feeling like ive never been enough
i was helpless but i still thought i was lucky
i gave up thinking about giving up
doesnt matter even if i try my hardest
it wont ever be the way that it was
and i made my circle smaller than ur heart is
idc im prepared to collapse

every time i think, its a burden to me... keep my mind in silence
i miss every night when we talked bout nothing we still laughed and smiled
but i guess that ur onto the next thing i just dont wanna be alive
and i thought u were never gonna lie but u said u were never gonna let me cry

it was a waste of time when i crumpled up into pieces
fake smile hope they believe it
i know they rly hate me so im bleeding
heart broken crying and screaming
hole in my chest idk how im breathing
new pain but its not for a reason
new day and another ones leaving
idk how to cope with these feelings

homesick

okudakun & lazydoll & AssToro − ovrcast//mirror (okudakun)

※AssToro

luv jewel
luv jewel
luxury
在るべき場所へ場所へ
luv jewel
luv jewel
luxury
在るべき場所へ
戻りたい

こころがない
その不得意な態度
忘れた夢
でも大事な気しちゃう
お前のうち無いWi-Fi
風呂場close my eyes

24VIVE
未だfeeling bad
チョコレート　ばく（食う）
22ラストバレンタイン

恨まれた分だけ飛躍してく
でもなんか君のことは歌い切れない

※alouji

浮かんで見えた影2つ 延々
まだ溢れて困る
枯葉はあれから揺れる 永遠
後味は春

そっけないのwhy
満たして浮かぶ
プカプカ 見たい見たい
見てない見てない
あのマンション色が変わる
さよなら明日 murder またな

身勝手な愛で ハイネ
貶める愛で 泣いてる
疲れてる愛で 愛で
どこか行かしてよ
生かしている 愛で 生かしている

※Amuxax

x,y座標で心も移動
チョコレート・ディスコ
それだけで無言な君はディスコ
踊ってるいつも
4はないピストルズ
頭撃ち抜いてくれよ
興味がないもう 気持ちがどうこう
だけど今もモヤモヤしてる どうも
あの頃の俺は今見たらどう思う？
思い出と共に流す 夢灯篭

あの屋根と雪は溶けかけ
触れたくてもすぐなくなってく
いつでもただのそれしか言わない
以上で終わりだ それだけ

※2u

I feel the seasons on my mind
大人になって振り返る
hold inside
嫌なこと繰り返す
time flies
すべて裏返る

強がる ツラいな
俺全部なくて
昼まで泣いても
生きてるタイプ
暴れ出す3000
イキってるかもね
増えてく関係
見えてく関係

溺れそうになる
息ができなくて
アレでむせ返る
うざい振る舞い
来ない季節を焦がれて
ここで待つよ

溢れ出すサイダー
振んなよomg
濁ってた水を替えたんだおれは
関わり合ってくんなfucked up
相変わらず浅い
I got all scenery in sorrow
赤になって踊ってたい

valentinecypher 2 - AssToro. alouji. Amuxax. 2u（RJ Pasin）

prod jxssx <3


Lyrics:

I had u right next to me
Pray my death come slowly
U lay here and rest with me
So we can be less lonely
I could hear the whispering
Telling me control it
2 me this means everything
Don't tell me it meant nothing

Wanna talk to you like all the time
But it doesn't feel right
I got you all on my mind
When im layin in my bed at night
Life is all some type of ride
N when u get off it u die
So lets just enjoy our lives
Cuz we'll never get a 2nd try

(arl)
i dont wanna let u dwn ...
cld u catch me when im fallin ?
guess im nevr honest
datz my biggest problem
nd when it blows up who u call abt dat?
nd i go nd take it no takin it back !
if i build it ima break it :/
see dis smile i been fakin :) ----> :(
count up my blessings b4 i forget
remember the words hit me right in the chest
u </3
im feelin dwn but i try2 :/
give us the moment u lied
idonwann talk movin2 slow..
tlkin 2dat bitch bt who kno??
give us the moment u lied
i don wan nevr 4get
live onda net


I had u right next to me
Pray my death come slowly
U lay here and rest with me
So we can be less lonely
I could hear the whispering
Telling me control it
2 me this means everything
Don't tell me it meant nothing

Wanna talk to you like all the time
But it doesn't feel right
I got you all on my mind
When im layin in my bed at night
Life is all some type of ride
N when u get off it u die
So lets just enjoy our lives
Cuz we'll never get a 2nd try


try2 ++arl

prod dgtl

>lyryx<

ima hit u back l8r
or mayb nvr
all these fakes in my face
make my head hurt
run away from me
say it's 4 the better
it's 4 the better

i dont like this
i dont like u
cant have no fun no more
i got nothing 2 do
why's it like this
with u, a rock in my shoe
ive run out of resources
idk what 2 do

how is it that i need nobody
when we all use each other so obviously
we can talk, u can give me flowers
beg u 2 stop, but u keep devouring me

roll another up
couldnt give another fuck
whats the point of luv
whats the point of luvvn
i jus wanna kick back
watch the world collapse
all around me
waste that's surrounding

i dont like this
i dont like u
cant have no fun no more
i got nothing 2 do
why's it like this
with u, a rock in my shoe
ive run out of resources
idk what 2 do

ima hit u back l8r
or mayb nvr
all these fakes in my face
make my head hurt
run away from me
say it's 4 the better
it's 4 the better

꧁ ✿ 𝒾𝓉'𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇.... ✿ ꧂

https://youtu.be/pVEwKx9Xt7w

Oh little tiny Bae
You play too many games
You look so fucking hungry so I'll feed you in a sec
Just wait till I get set
Quit scratching up my leg
Just hold a little longer I just need a little break

Oh little tiny Pi
Stop looking up at me
That face is so unbearable just please stop using me
I promise I will stay
I'll use this toy to play
I swear I cant pick up this shit there's just no fucking way...

There's just no fucking way
There's 6 shits in the litter it's just such a fucked up day
The sky is turning gray
There's raindrops on my face
I stopped feeling this pain, you know that you cant get replaced 

Just look at this disgrace
I thought that I'd be with you but I end up in this place
I feel like such a mess
I'll just have to confess
I just want Pi and Bae to make this pain get less and less...

Oh little tiny Bae
You play too many games
You look so fucking hungry so I'll feed you in a sec
Just wait till I get set
Quit scratching up my leg
Just hold a little longer I just need a little break

Oh little tiny Pi
Stop looking up at me
That face is so unbearable just please stop using me
I promise I will stay
I'll use this toy to play
I swear I cant pick up this shit there's just no fucking way...

Pi & Bae

@ccenote

imm jug paxx
   imma jugg emm all alone 
   bby come back 
   u dnt evn hit my phone
   blocked me on snap
   said she wna hav my ghost 
  lil bitch i pop flats 
  till i feel it nn my skull 

  left my side 
  r u missing me 
  this is how i feel 
  wht uurr lov do 2 me 
  think of all the things 
   i knoo we cldnt  bb
   uree my ecstasyy
   ure my everythng 

   going out sad 
 go out sad 2
   i got scars on my arm  get it tattooed 
   taking pills for the pain 
   bitch i had222
  i cn see ur face in the rain 
  r u sad too?? ?

   i was on the beach 
  whn i wrote 2015
  head over the sink 
  as i wonder how u bleed
  she say “deep breaths”
  i dnt evn wna breathe 
   i dnt evn wna leave 
  u r all i wanna see

hit my phone (ccenote)

Original description:

happy halloween from seph :) i told yall i was working on stuff!!!

art by spiderpile
produced by meee
featuring @46b go show them some love

lyrics

you only show up when ya mans all dead
i found it funny, took the blame instead
(aint it shame on you)
can’t seem to get it through your age old head
don’t wanna see you so your left on read
but that’s plain to you

you only show up when ya mans all dead
i found it funny, took the blame instead
(aint it shame on you)
can’t seem to get it through your age old head
don’t wanna see you so your left on read
but that’s plain to you

wisp

dont try to treat it like u dont know what u did
i told u on repeat & u just cannot understand
just get back from my door, i dont want u in my head
yeah, im gettin fed up

dont act innocent, dont try to put ur hands up
"oh i didnt do nothin" nigga please just man up
u fucked me up so bad, i cant hold my chin up
u fucked it for me, i said u fucked it for me

you only show up when ya mans all dead
i found it funny, took the blame instead
(aint it shame on you)
can’t seem to get it through your age old head
don’t wanna see you so your left on read
but that’s plain to you

you only show up when ya mans all dead
i found it funny, took the blame instead
(aint it shame on you)
can’t seem to get it through your age old head
don’t wanna see you so your left on read
but that’s plain to you

seph - shameless w/edyn

@emorave
@1dgtl

inssekt:
unless ur face looks right
i see pain in ur eyes
i see thru the blame in ur lies
let me go ive been feeling so low
she saw teardrops on my phone
i gave her a choice to let me go (let me go)
cuss iii cantt coppeee

emorave:
if it werent for the pills id be all alone
60mg imma die alone
i dont even know wtf im on
fallin on the floor i cant fuckin walk

spillin pills on the ground im gone
i mix half a perc with ondancetron
i feel so alone imma kil myself
hear u call my name when im nodding off

yea i dont feel alive
smokin pressure think i wanna die
get ur bread up ur so fuckin fried
i take extra im so fuckin high

off these drugs fr cuz i dont fuckin lie
if u dont fuck with me dont waste my fucking time
i dont trust nobody only need mine
bad anixety so imma take 5

teardrops on my phone w/ emorave (1dgtl)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wosCTaZlnbo
look at me cn u keep ur eyes on me?
do u love me evn tho i always change?
y kno im soft inside yk tht cant change
tried almost everything n i couldnt relate
coping wasnt the best way to keep sane
now im solving a whole piece of my maze
and i cant lie i found myself in more pain
i feel so lucky bt im also not amazed
this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time
i got everything i wanted bt cnt find
any satisfaction nothings changed my mind
look back at my past when i went oo
i was so excited wit everything oo
maybe i was always this way truuu
ik this is part of growth its all truuu
...
developed trust issues dnt know whos who
who knows everything ab this shit? you
so y do i continue 2 give up my own truth?
cs its better that way
yeah its better that way
yk its not better that way
u wont grow this way
look at me can u keep ur eyes on me?
do u love me evn tho i always change?
y know im soft inside yk tht cant change
tried almost everything n i couldnt relate
numb it out numb it out till it fades
can u wait? can u wait? can u wait?
cope with it cs u cant face pain
no more hidin theres no gain
this is not excellent i cant think 1 at a time
i got everything i wanted but cant find
any satisfaction nothings changed my mind
look back at my past when i went oo
i was so excited wit everything oo
maybe i was always this way truuuu
ik this is part of growth its all truuuu

~
prod. saikyoz

𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝙹!¡↸ᒷ ∴ℸ ̣⍑ ᒲᒷ

prod me

>lyryx<

i think u broke me down
think u lost me
run me out of town
shoot me down for what's on me
i thought we could work it out
we could off it
had 2 play god
like ur out of other options

ik what u want from me
every where i go, feel u watching me

u can take from me
u can erase something
u can set ablaze
turn around and replace

i know
there's no way to fix this
there's no way to fix this
i know
there's no way to fix this
there's no way to fix this

if u don’t wanna talk
won't u finish me off
what're u waiting for?
what're u waiting for?

i think u broke me down
think u lost me
run me out of town
shoot me down for what's on me
i thought we could work it out
we could off it
had 2 play god
like ur out of other options

ik what u want from me
every where i go, feel u watching me

if u don’t wanna talk
won't u finish me off
what're u waiting for?
what're u waiting for?

i know
there's no way to fix this
there's no way to fix this
i know
there's no way to fix this
there's no way to fix this

.·´¯`ϝ ι x  ƚ ԋ ι ʂ´¯`·. ####

Pronounced "haunted"
I live in Tokyo and produce beats

Ableton Live player 🎮
dm for collabs

Pi & Bae

hntxd

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