[Intro]
Should've seen my face
When I turned up to work
In a coat far too big
My anxieties lurked
A man named Brandon
Showed me around
Taught how to talk to customers
When more were inbound

[Verse 1]
The first thing I did
Was I fucked up an order
The guy was so pissed
And he called me a slur
I spent all night
Cleaning the floor
The hurl from the kids
Made me sick to my core

Did you know it's
illegal
to work a minor on the
night shift
But it seems that's
the deal
I don't know how I
survived that shit

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 2]
Shout out to the bathroom
Where I screamed my lungs off
It was my only safe space
That was never enough
Thank fuck for my brain
Who knew when to quit
When I started to hallucinate
I think that was it

There's been so many times
That I want to die
McDonalds gave me insomnia
And I don't think that's right
The manager's on weed
and he's flirting with teens
I don't know what to do
What the fuck does this all mean

[Solo]

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 3]
My college work is due
I've got so much to do
I'm sleeping for an hour
And I want to redo
I've started sexualising
my own death
And I think that's fucked up
But I still hold my breath

Why does life suck
Woe is me
You're sickly little prickly
And you think that you should leave
I googled how to hang myself
It told me not to grieve
I wanted gone so hard
Yet I rolled down my sleeve

[Intermission]
I can't hear you
I can't see you
I can't read the
things you want to do
I can't escape myself
I can't relate myself
I can't shape the world
into itself

[Verse 4]
One time I heard a voice
It came from a corpse
He said quit your job
And he started to warp
McDonalds drove me down to
the pits of insanity
I don't know what to do
And I think that I'm panicking

I came up with a plan
to fix my head
I'll quit my job
so I don't end up dead
I handed in my two weeks
And never looked back
Fuck that establishment
And fuck all of those twats

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal
There's people telling me that I am suicidal
I think it's funny because I don't want to die
The voices yell at me that I am suicidal

[Solo 2]

Working at McDonalds unironically made me suicidal

becoming
nothing
slave for them
all the time
too many thoughts
in my head
lifes too hard
shoot me dead

destroy them all, cuz i got nothing to lose
this worlds so fucked and theres no other option
they all hurt me and now im hurting them back
no empathy for all the shit ive gone through

no free will
stripped away
of a life
worth living
its all gone
i did this
now theyre gone
so heartless


nothing to lose

hurtcore

why has she
got to be
so far 
far away from me

far far away

Blue eyes and red hair,
The only one that cares
And you're so far away
And I don't think that it's fair
I wish you were here
And I wish that I was there
But I don't really care
Just as long as we're a pair

Blue eyes and red hair,
I'll lay my soul bare
In 2 months I'll be there
Without a thought to spare
Cause you take it away,
Yeah, you take all my despair
I don't really care,
I'm so happy we're a pair

I cannot wait to kiss your lips
Or feel you trace 
the scars etched into my wrists
I need to feel like you
Want to be with me
As one and only
And suffocate my thoughts
Cause they don't ever help

help

rip watermark

i got a question 4 u
did u kill urself
cause ur instagrams been dry
since we last had that fight

and ive been feeling
like i dont care and i want there
to be a timeline where i never even
fucking saw you lucky that you
never pursued me like i stalked u

shes got it down with a nice guy and i
got shut right out by my self esteem
and i could have anything that i wanted
but shes got it down with a nice guy and i

when you saw me what did u think
was i pretty? or did ur eyes go right thru me
i got it down with a
i got it down with a

shes got it down with a nice guy and i
got shut right out and its all my fault

decache

Schizo

stuck in my head
sick in my bed
sick in the head
wish i was dead

lead painted walls
feeling so sick
i cant do this
vomit in the halls
and im so done 
with it all

when did it all go wrong

sick

I know I said no more covers for a bit, but I had to make an exception.

Both songs by the goat @genericsongs6

my own moon (Generic cover)

You made me happy yea that’s a fact
And now you’ve gone away and now I’m sad (so sad)

Gone away yea she’s gone away

hurtcore

HOBv2

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