doing nothing again

blackpill beach (fried cover)

hurtcore

i don't care
anyway 
but nothing seems to be going my way
i'm a joke
got no hope
better off as roadkill on the highway
i don't know
what to do
still don't have the balls to go and talk to you
i don't think
that this will
work out the way i thought it would in my head

everything is a waste of time
can't see the point in trying
give up and fall in line
or you're better off dying
i never understood the point
but now my life feels so destroyed
but there's always something new
and i can't fucking talk to you

everything
that i try
seems like social fucking suicide
dumb and lame
got no aim
i just wanna be a cool guy
i don't know
what to do
still don't have the balls to go and talk to you
i don't think
that this will
work out the way i thought it would in my head

everything is a waste of time
can't see the point in trying
give up and fall in line
or you're better off dying
i never understood the point
but now my life feels so destroyed
but there's always something new
and i can't fucking talk to you

i don't care

amber scent with u  
its so memorable.
i want to be like you
i love your hair
i love your beautiful blue eyes   
and your brain too

amber scent

Lyrics:

Within my room I was confined 
The outside world isn't so fine
Normies are all pesky and gay
If they all suddenly died I'd say yay

Society wasn't made for people like me
So naturally my life is just crappy
I hate a lot of things that people like
I want them to all get impaled by a pike
No girlfriend no friends nothing in my life
I feel nothing in myself except strife 
The screen comforts me in my times of need
But soon enough I'll want to cut and bleed

I have no real friends and I will die alone

If somehow I don't deicide suicide
I'm just gonna die old and alone
If I'll ever be happy is unknown 
The little hope I have is slowly fading

Oh I'm gonna die alone either way
Yeah, one day I'll forever be away
I never felt like I belonged here
That day I'll kill myself is near
Not one tear will fall at my funeral
Cause no one's gonna be there
I'm obnoxious, lonely, a retard loser
When I die, everyone will be a snoozer

I have no real friends and I will die alone

no, i think you're just a bitch.

i wanna rape her

lyrics:
always at my shows
it's a girl i don't know
with blue hair and brown eyes
with white skin and small thighs
and small thoughts in my head
i don't know what i said
she said "hi", i said "yo"
she said she liked my rock music
and after that, i don't know
i'm trying to remember
and after that, i don't know
i'm trying to remember
and after that, i don't know
i'm trying to remember
it went something a lot like this

girls, get the fuck out (8x)

so annoying, used for sex
i just really want some rest
hopefully they know how i feel
if only i could see what they did, seein' me
and now i wanna be like her, oh

stupid slut cocksucker

girls gtfo

I'm just so full of shit
I don't remember it
Anything I did last year or so
Got permanently memory-holed

So don't ask where I was
Cause I wasn't at your show
And I was so geeked out 
That's something you deserve to know

I'm nothing but a loser 
Stimulant Abuser
Drugged so high
All the time
Don't even have to wonder why
I'm nothing but a loser 
Stimulant Abuser
Drugged so high
All the time
Don't even have to wonder why

hurtcore

HOBv2