sad in the UK (prod me)

spedup by 1🤤

mix master by me

vocals
https://soundcloud.com/kryst4n/payperview-vocals-130-bminor/s-difQAkXR1rF?si=e27bf0426497488f932c3416aa5e994d&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics
if u dont feel it say that
dont lead me on dont make me feel bad
and u said u loved me did u really mean- fuck that
and before u leave and pick up ur keys
you could just say that
you didnt want me at all
u just wanna leave it all

(chorus)
like bitch i cant see at all
like whyd i trip i shouldnt care at all
weight on my chest it aint the best
and i cant breathe at all
like bitch i dont know what u want
say u want me, u dont, ur dumb
count up my bread by the end of the month
u were all I thought I'd want
one good month was all i wanted
ud have to go get him involved
cuz u know u needed someone else
i guess i wasnt that great for u
alone garnering hate for u
ur watching me like pay per view
i tried before but I fucked it up
I tried before but u fucked me up

so we'll leave it at that
i been trying to heal
its better but still bad
i know u dont feel bad
you set my heart cold but i still feel
ur caught in a lie and I wonder what was real
I blunder, u forgot the deal
and my hearts still cold
I'm walking a tightrope
I'm better off keeping my eyes closed
i wonder where the fuck my time go
no its not great for me
and im whipping i dont wanna drive slow
u had to be so damn dry though
like what was ur deal
tried hard but we couldnt be real
u didnt see me i didnt appeal

(chorus)

payperview (pekarot, jolst)

Lyrics:
I cant even lie im kind of delusional
I was really thinking that I would be with you
i was believing lies thinking they were the truth
I was being deceived and i aint have a clue 

Hook:
There you go again leaving me again 
telling me you love me to leave me in the end 
telling me that you wanna be more than just friends 
I don't get the bullshit I don't understand
There you go again leaving me again 
telling me you love me to leave me in the end 
I was so stupid had no common sense
I thought that you were different you're no different than them

NOKERB: 
you're not different than them
i was tryna talk to you
but you just talk to my friends
girl you know i saw right through
through your lies and your glance
it's just something you
you should've known in advance

mind shut down as im bout to hit the bare ground
found me out guess i've drowned into these stares now
i don't know where the silence even bears now
and i just thought you should know 

ozzy: 
im so sick of it 
all the shit youre telling me 
had me in a chokehold livin in a fantasy 
had me going back to you like a CD on repeat
how we go from good friends to now being dead to me 
and fuck your new man fucking hope he goes and cheats
hoping that he leaves you to leave you out there struggling 
hope he leaves you crying crying till you fucking bleed
Ive been on my eddie brock
praying that youre lonely

There U Go Again w/ NOKERB (prod. Greyrock)

curated by @sowhatimdead

featuring @tracy1k

lyrics:

@tracy1k

Yeah, Yeah
Lil tracy, Lil stu
Yeaaaaa
Yeah Yeah
I sip hennessy like it was H2O
Oh that's ya hoe?
Why the fuck she ain't let me knowwwwww
Brought my glock in the club but nobody know
She is a nerd but when she with me she a hoooooooooe
I sip hennessy like it was H2O
Oh that's ya hoe?
Why the fuck she ain't let me knowwwwww
Brought my glock in the club but nobody know
She is a nerd but when she with me she a hoooooooooe
I sip hennessy like it was H2O
Oh that's ya hoe?
Why the fuck she ain't let me knowwwwww
Brought my glock in the club but nobody know
She is a nerd but when she with me she a hoooooooooe

@notstaggy
Yeah when she with me she wildin off the blow
Want me put gas in her tank cus this bitch on low
I take a line movin fast, the perc got me slow
She gave me top when her boyfriend walked out the show
Stand up, bitch I'm dizzy
Smokin top shelf seen that u still hittin stiizzys
U sit home all day I'm at the venue gettin busy
Staggy, So, and Tracy no u cannot get up with me
U can't get it, born with the sauce
U still work at denny's I been coolin wit a boss
Strung out drinking henny but I still ain't take no loss
backpack full of paper that's why I'm gone hit the floss

I sip hennessy like it was H2O
Oh that's ya hoe?
Why the fuck she ain't let me knowwwwww
Brought my glock in the club but nobody know
She is a nerd but when she with me she a hoooooooooe

lil tracy x staggy - H₂O

prod. flesh x chris6lair x taurs

lyrics:
i don't like to stand out
i don't understand how
i keep moving on
running circles in the madhouse
treading when it's shallow
scared of my shadow
roam into the fog
no i don't know where 

i've been going
and i know i get lost a lot
but i'm on my way home
if it all goes wrong
would you wanna be safe from harm?
would you lock up
give it all up?

i know i'm not what you thought i'd
be at this point i've become
more myself than i had ever dreamed
so why don't you fuck off
i remember everything you said
i've been screaming at myself to give it up and let it rest
i've been at it so long
when i redirect it won't last long
i reflect what i couldn't get
what i'll pass on

so much on my plate
gotta finish what i started up
throw it all away
if what i made ain't what i wanted to
think i need a break
then i'm lying wide awake
i don't wait, i won't hesitate
i can't pull the brakes

yea i'm stuck
i'm in go mode
i do not know what to do
should i slow down?
not my tempo, let go
but i hold on when it's ice cold
i can't wait to warm up
what a nice goal

redirect (flesh x chris6lair x taurs)

𝕿𝖔 𝖒î𝖓 𝖋𝖗ê𝖔𝖌𝖆𝖓, [𝕱𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖆]

𝒑𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍

𝒊'𝒎 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒎𝒏.

𝒊 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆

𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔

𝒊'𝒎 𝒊𝒏 𝒋𝒂𝒊𝒍

we snuck in the castle
they throwing a party
smell chlorophyll
they're destroying our garden

my soul was on fire
i took off my garments
tracing your body
it tore me apart and

don’t got no say in this matter
i'm talking
touching your skin
our phalanges they locking

both ran away from the kingdom
they stalking
holding me tight through this
village we walking

so damn bashful
i know sometimes i can be an asshole
but i promise i care
when you didn't know
and when you not sure
girl ima hold this shit down
til i'm twenty four

when the roof caved in
couldn't take it all
it’ll pass swear this motherfucker
heavy tho
can't keep putting my trust
in subliminals
i was boutta open my wrist
fucking pitiful

𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔

they put us on trial
they talking bout burning
girl it's been a while
this wound is concerning

consulting the king
he don’t want us returning
describing our fate
man this shit so disturbing

they off with my head
yea they tried its not working
i came back to life
i belong in the circus

the duke and the duchess
they mad i'm still breathing
love you i hate you
dont know what I'm feeling

so damn mysterious
girl, i know a lot of times i'm not serious
not a goddamn chance i'm oblivious
yea you know me
heart is frozen
but you warm me
baby hold me?
and now i'm so damn cold
what you told me?
bout that damn teddy bear?
told me hold it
when i start to feel scared
started holding
now my blood runneth over
God im hoping

i'm like damn
how bout you try acting like a man
haven’t heard from Thomas since 07
no i can’t
snuffed his lights out man it
hit me like a ram
head to toe in iron
couldn’t spare a single damn

𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒔

fell down the stairs
girl you snuck in the dungeon
cobblestone steps know it's her
you so clumsy

never thought you’d
ever come back
now we hugging
swear i hear that yellow motherfucker
steady coming

ooo
not that candy lady
or that ice man
not that little penguin
he a nice lad

i mean that lemon muhfucka
inna black suit
get behind me
i won't let no one attack you

im a villain
for the way that i've done you
still pretending that you chilling
till it comes true

am i evil?
im thinking lethal?
i know the good from the bad
all these people

think im crazy
or a user
everyday someone new
call me "abuser"

𝙘𝙧𝙖𝙯𝙮?

𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙧?

𝙖𝙢 𝙞 𝙚𝙫𝙞𝙡?

𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙧?

and i YELL
"i really need you here"
wanna take my heart out my chest?
baby yea
bleeding on my desk
so grotesque
is it fair?
one meal
four walls
girl it feel like i'm in jail

23 hours in this room
i'm in jail
23 years bad mood
i'm in jail
i don't got a name imma number
i'm in jail
i can't catch a full night of slumber
i'm in jail

barely taking showers
man it feel like i'm in jail
i don't got no power
warden knocking on my cell
didn't brush my teeth
man i feel like im in hell
nobody like me
man it feel like im in jail

i can hear brutus
man it feel like im in jail
why the fuck i do it
someone get me outta here
low skin fade
steady pulling out my hair
i'm not getting paid
man it feel like im in jail

(girl tell me what it is what it is what it is)

𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐𝟐

STREAM

jail

[LYRICS]
i been tryna get on
headlines headlines 
but im frozen like a deer in front of headlights 
and i wanna make it clear that nothings alright 
seems like everything i feared is right by my side 
oh i swear to god it’s like they’ll never notice 
talk to me like i’m some sort of bonus 
im nobody you’re nobody important 
all the vices that i carry make me dormant 

i’m feeling a rush going right through my blood 
then it disappears and it makes my body numb 
i’ve been feeling so vacant and i’m still patiently waiting  
i’ve been fucking up my life for no reason drugs and pretty faces my weakness 
praying night and day oh jesus 
ill accept the last resort when hell freezes 
oh i cant simply forget it 
i’m just a low life a peasant 
and i would kill just to get it
a life that i’d never step in
thats why im tryna get on

headlines headlines
but im frozen like a deer in front of headlights 
and i wanna make it clear that nothings alright 
seems like everything i feared is right by my side 
oh i swear to god it’s like they’ll never notice 
talk to me like i’m some sort of bonus 
im nobody you’re nobody important 
all the vices that i carry make me dormant

HEADLINES

HEADLINES [happytears x fxckyeahako]

**This is an old track and I didn't write the producers name :(( if anyone recognizes the beat and knows who produced it, PLSSS message me and let me know**

Lyrics:

its a joke all the memories you held
cant look forward so you sit and dwell
all the moments you could count on one hand
a lot less things that you even had planned

wait until the time runs out
and you're wondering what its all about
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?
make that move cause you don't have time
you sit and watch while your life goes by
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?

sat and did not as thing this summer
looking back it is such a bummer
all the moments you could count on one hand
a lot less things that you even had planned

wait until the time runs out
and you're wondering what its all about
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?
make that move cause you don't have time
you sit and watch while your life goes by
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?

<3

It Didnt Last (p. ???)

lyrics:

i can't wait to tell my mother that i made it
i would rot in bed and i got tired of the same shit
you told the others you were balling but you faked it
need me a wheelchair cus i can't stand the fake shit
i took a cold shower, everything is painless
reminisce the days when i was kinda famous
now i keep it lowkey, staying nameless
i'm not good w recognising old faces

stabbed my self in the back cus i hate him
i was getting too lit and it was dangerous
i would try my best to make the day painless
ended up like a zombie, i was brainless
can't wait to text her saying that i made it
we were getting too close then i ragequit
had to cut the crap and give myself a facelift
my phone buzzed, it was just another payslip

he want some money for his service so i paid it
2000 on a pair and i paid it
i tried to help myself already but i caved in
i nearly lost to my ego but i tamed it
seek truth, you will find me, no arrangements
i'm hanging with a freemason
why i'm sober when my bros are getting faded
i had to sort myself out cus i was lame

my mind is my home and it got raided
i ain't giving nothing up to the bailiffs
i was chilling with a pint n katy baylis
i was chilling out but i was really aimless
why my bro dressed in white like a racist
ima whip the foreign but i ain't a racist
i've been making money on a daily basis
i pay in cash so nobody's gonna trace it

i keep the peace, i don't do retaliations
i feel sad when i'm looking at my nation
i need an out so i'm keeping good relations
it's going south and i'm losing all my patience
i need a payment, i don't have no patience
if you got some criticisms you can say them
i'm always talking bout bands cus i make them
they tryna pay for a feat but i don't rate them

inspired by https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose/setup

made it

Made It (prod. @ninewaterss)

thanks for listening :)

featuring @killzoltar and @iluvyousomuch 

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