"The way my skin bleeds I'll bleed forever" You have no clue how much that hits home for me

i wanna be a jack-o-lantern - take a gander over yonder...

gone

Lyrics bc im nice enough
oh i needed yu but yu left me in this dark room
oh i hate yu for what yu did to me
oh is it to late to say sorry
oh yu hate my guts and wanna cut them out

blah blah blah I hate yu I hate yu

some fuckass dude was playing guitar in the back at the beginning im sorry

we literally recorded this at guitar center fuck a fl studio

prod me 


we got a problem here (ohhh)
we'll talk about it in the morning 
all those things you've been hearing 
oh the're just made up stories (ohhh)
with all these that are going on 
i wanna take her down to the corner shop
i lost everything ive used all my luck
on a girl that doesn't really give a fuck (ohh)

corner shop

fuckass hoe traumatized me lol

mix from our girl collective for myself but if you fw it you fw it


ruth- i want a fat girlfriend who sits on her ass all day lolll
helen- stupid college slut
ashley- goon forever
stacy- forgive n forget
helen- killer

ur breakin my heart
i watch the seams fall apart
i cant help at all
its problems i cannot solve
i sleep late at night
thinkin bout when u were mine
im wastin my time 
oh girl im wastin my time

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young nigga wasted
uh tammat young nigga wasted
i cant never spend time cuz i waste it
i cant understand what u sayin
tammat what he say
we gon light him up if he get close to my girl
wsp wsp
why u runnin from my love

ur all in my dreams
but it be the wrong place and the wrong time
too much in my drink
hard for me to say words baby dont mind
maybe im in too deep
you ain gotta pity me baby dont lie
im so proud of me
cant believe i made my mind up;0 

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dare datte shippai wa suru nda
hazukashii koto janai

on n on;0

https://on.soundcloud.com/Oc6ZUJcnB1Va6ayMhw

not enough w im gonna die alone

prod. dsktkg

lyrics:

i was sittin with colours in the back of my head
i was searching for a girl and at last i had
i was picking up a flower on the ground for you
i just wanna see you just to be all right, what happened to being alright with you 
oh god i love my life but im scissored right through, dont know what to do
why was i only happy when i was around you
dont know what to do, dont know what to do
im stuck all on you and i thought we were through
and i guess im still stuck on all of the things that we couldnt move on

i was wishing for awhile for someone like you and i got my chance and then i threw
whyd you get so stubborn, whyd you get so stubborn when i asked a question
was it really so hard to let me in, was it really so hard to keep me around
was it really so hard to do anything that would make me happier than ever
ill cherish you forever, ill love you until im dead on the floor, im bleedin out for you
so was the love really true, im sitting here in my room, episodes about you
the clowns just laugh at me, i nearly fell for you, i almost scraped my knee
youre drowning me in nothing but it feels like the sea, put my body in a bag and flee
im better off alone, im better off alone

confusion about her

I made this song to show people how beautiful it is to speak up against a abuser.
So u can eventually help someone else from what happened to you.

Lyrics:
rape me just like you do to somebody else 

#jealousbastards

Rape Me

https://open.spotify.com/track/4iuJ7ZmySjGWWA4OOLnrfe?si=e32be86e2c884a0f

prod @coldwntr and he wrote the password line much love

i see you, i can't remember
i think i killed you in like september
the way my skin bleeds i'll bleed forever
and ur so awful, i can't forget her

my password's still ur birthday, my only way to remember you
your thoughts make me feel sideways cause everything you say's untrue
you break my heart, rewind restart, and now i cut inside my room
do you really love me, is it really true?
or is it all the same 
i'm so abused

wake up again im so damn tired
my rooms a mess
death is my only desire 
ill break
one day
not today

(ON SPOTIFY) restart

gonna take this down when i feel like it 

Lyrics

I got these parasocial feelings 
yeah they talk to me

i finally found i girl around me 
that is just like me 

she did my hair and then she told me
il be everything

and then we went on with our movie
that was fine by me 

what is she talkin about 
yes im a stalker 

what is she talking about 
yes ima stalk her


all credits go to @helenimsorry and @menthol100s

spotify

some helen remix i did because i was bored and couldn't find any beats

https://www.instagram.com/fuckrot404

what do u think i think u look like an angel
what do u think i think ur so fucking special
she’s hiding her face no one can see her perfections 
and i really like you but im hiding my affections
we’re so deranged but the universe likes us
we’re getting closer and we flirt in the school bus
she’s pretty crazy but i want her love
i still remember the day where she asked for a hug

(ON SPOTIFY) restart

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