Eternally Apart

Your Love I'll Never Need

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LYRICS

Into despair I fell 
Staring at the abyss 
I’ve become a fucking dead eyed passenger 
Stuck in a chokehold 
I’ve reached a new low

This talk of ascension it becomes obsessive 
Staring into the dark 
And I’ve become a dead eyed passenger 
Stuck in a chokehold
I’ve reached a new low

It’s all the fucking same 
Every single day 
Another day of endless suffering
I can’t see through the misery
I can’t take another minute of this agony

There’s nothing left of me

I feel so lost
I’m so hollow
We’re lost alone
Keep pushing back
Keep pushing back
So far from home 
And there’s no chance of going back now 

Into despair I fell 
Staring at the abyss 
I’ve become a fucking dead eyed passenger 
Stuck in a chokehold 
I’ve reached a new low

Swallowed alive by the darkest part of me 
All that I used to be
Is dead to me

I’ve reached a new low
An endless suffering 

It’s all the fucking same 
Every single day 
Another day of endless suffering
I can’t see through the misery
I can’t take another minute of this agony

I’m so hollow
We’re lost, alone
Keep pushing back
Keep pushing back
So far from home 

We’re lost, alone
We’re lost, alone

Swallowed alive by the darkest part of me 
All that I used to be
Is dead to me

Endless Hollow

📢 Fixed Records Announcement

We’re proud to announce the new Falloutt official SoundCloud account.

Together with Ilana, Falloutt is being developed further into its own unique niche — a dark fusion of emorock, metalcore, and gothcore.

Check it out and stay tuned for more upcoming releases. A brand-new website is also being built as we speak.

FixedRecords | Falloutt

Written by Ilana
Performed - Ilana - Fallout
SoundEngeneer/Producer LaNoir

Trusted Ruins

I FEEL LIKE AN EXIBITH IN YOUR PRIVATE HELL
A FRAGMENT, A SHELL, NO ONE CAN TELL
YOU COLLECTED ME LIKE A BROKEN BONE
AND LEFT ME TO BLEED IN A ROOM ALONE

I MUST HAVE BLACKED OUT
I LOST MYSELF
SHE CROSSED INTO FIRE, LEFT NOTHING ELSE
AND WORST OF ALL… I TRUSTED YOU
WITH KIND EYES THAT CUT ME THROUGH


YOU HEARD MY WORDS BUT NEVER MY VOICE
SILENCE WAS YOUR FAVORITE CHOICE
SCREAMING TILL MY THROAT WAS BLEEDING
BUT YOU JUST STOOD THERE
STILL, NOT SEEING


I TRUSTED YOU
I TRUSTED YOU
KIND EYES TURNED TO EMPTY GLASS
I TRUSTED YOU
AND WATCHED MY FUTURE COLLAPSE

I TRUSTED YOU
 AND I CAN’T BELIEVE I TRUSTED YOU

SCREAMS LIKE STRANGERS
I WANDERED OFF TO A REALM OF ASH
EVERY PROMISE—BROKEN GLASS

I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING, YOU WORE MY SKIN
BUT YOU NEVER LET THE LIGHT WITHIN
YOU PRAYED LIKE FAITH COULD SAVE THE FLAME
BUT LEFT ME TO CARRY ALL THE BLAME

I MUST HAVE BLACKED OUT
I LOST CONTROL
I FED YOU PIECES OF MY SOUL
AND WORST OF ALL, I TRUSTED YOU
YOUR KIND EYES NEVER SAW ME TRUE


I TRUSTED YOU
THE VOID BETWEEN YOUR LIES
I TRUSTED YOU
NOW I’M DEAD BEHIND THESE EYES

I TRUSTED YOU

I TRUSTED YOU


AND I CANT BELIEVE I TRUSTED YOU

THE KIND EYES WATCH ME FROM THE VOID
EVERY TRUSTED WORD DESTROYED
SHE WALKED INTO THE FIRE, DIDN’T LOOK BACK
LEFT ME DYING ON A BLOOD-STAINED TRACK


I TRUSTED YOU
AND I WON’T FORGIVE
I TRUSTED YOU
TO TEACH ME HOW TO LIVE

BUT ALL I FOUND WAS RUINS, DEAD AND COLD
I TRUSTED YOU
NOW I’M TAKING CONTROL


I TRUSTED YOU  I TRUSTED YOU  I TRUSTED YOU


AND I CAN’T BELIEVE I TRUSTED YOU

FOREVER

Ruins We Still Worship

Trusted Ruins

we-survive.mp3

Du bist ’ne Fachkraft, willst hier rein,
doch ohne Zauber geht das scheinbar nicht allein.
Botschaft sagt: „Termin ist knapp“,
Rufst Du dann aber „Asyl“, bist Du Deutscher ganz blitzgeschwind!

Anerkennung, Übersetzung, drei Behörden, vier Mal warten –
der deutsche Traum beginnt im Flur vom Konsulats-Garten.

Visa Voodoo – Hex, hex, hurra!
Ein Stempel hier, ein Zauber da.
Visa Voodoo – Papier im Kreis,
die Zukunft bleibt ein Verwaltungs-Scheiß.

Die Wirtschaft schreit: „Wir brauchen dich!“
doch ohne Blutsvertrag geht hier gar nichts.
Paragrafen tanzen Samba, Akten spielen Chor,
Rufst Du dann aber „Asyl“, bist Du Deutscher ganz blitzgeschwind!

Dein Pass im Tresor, dein Traum auf Eis,
Willkommen in der deutschen Bürokratie-Parade nice.

Visa Voodoo – Hex, hex, hurra!
Ein Stempel hier, ein Zauber da.
Visa Voodoo – Papier im Kreis,
Rufst Du dann aber „Asyl“, bist Du Deutscher ganz blitzgeschwind!

Schwing den Stempel, brenn die Kerzen,
tanz den Amtstanz voller Schmerzen.
Rufst Du dann aber „Asyl“, bist Du Deutscher ganz blitzgeschwind!

Visa Voodoo – Hex, hex, hurra!
Ein Stempel hier, ein Zauber da.
Rufst Du dann aber „Asyl“, bist Du Deutscher ganz blitzgeschwind!

Asyl, Asyl, ...Asyl!

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