Produced by ABXMINVTIXN

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @audioabomination

(the lyrics are pretty bad but many people have asked for them)
lyrics:
im overdosed by emotions and my pain 
i feel im wasted of my mind and all my lyrics in my head 
do you really think that I'm just pretending and i am playing a game?
i'd want to talk about my money like you all  but i'm not the same 

im not a kid who needs to prove you that im here to be a little noticed 
Instead i'm talking bout how now i feel, bypassing these narcissists
you think my shit's so boring and all the same, but i am the same in life 
I'm still feeling really bad, and as long as that i'll forever remember that knife

i can spit on all your faces when you look at me 
i'd like to stay in the shadows and shallows 
im digging me to six feet deep 

i was taking all the bullshit with patience 
but patience is dead so im vacant  
i swallow my blood and im faking it 
i faking like i was happy yeah  

so im taking  
to faking 
to make it
no questions 
don't feel 
so elation  
it's like 
a depression 

against all the pressure  
im walking a messed up
my skin is so wasted
i cant holding on! 

i fucked up, im still fucking wasted now

i cant fucking holding on now 
i'd like to have a gun to shoot my stupid brains out 
i dont give a single fuck about you with me or you not 
if you we're not with me that time when i was need to see a little hope

exhaustion. [prod. svrviiive]

kill ebola - foaming duck [prod. amertume + akvri]

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i pull up to my memories its cold like in a mortuary
i used to slit my skin its like a suicidal surgery
i see dystrophic body in the corner and there's nobody
the tears are like a needles make it feel so fucking suffering

but i also see the times of how i feel
like when i was a fucking child and when im walking thru the fields
i was so happy but years later i feel i just wanna leave
the ones who used to love and cover are just watching how i sink

come it back and see this shit and how it comes
go see the fuck bitch i got so cray and why i trapped in a mental ward
i felt a lot of painful shit and they just said its by my fault
but bitches stop, fucking drop, you know you wrong at all your words

and when i drop me out of all this pit they ripping on my nerves
this fucking whore was acting shit and made me feel like im cursed
yeah i had a fake friends but for now i glad they gone
you should forget my fucking face, my fucking name, my fucking songs

the pain is gone and i won't lost in all this pit
all can i do is make me prove myself i'll never feel this shit, again, again
im gonna show the ones who see no fucking light
you always bout to find a way out, and im here to help you find

cuz i remember all those times when i was gon to shoot my brains
when im the one in my own room, when i was losted in the space
but now i feeling so much better and im going just to help
all can i do with all the past is make it never was in vain

not in vain. [prod. abxminvtixn]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
all my lyrics and shit
wouldn't make any sense if i wasn't a whin
but even if it is, at least ima real.
and i'm not a fucking pussyboy, not a fucking bitch

i don't give a fuck, i don't give a shit
if you think that ima low cuz i never was heard
try to make some sense of this pile of my scream
and you'll see the truth, you will see me bleed, you're just a bitch

sometimes i feel like piece of trash
and im tear on my lungs and my morbid flesh
i repeat it often like its my prayer
but it's my own life, i've never played

my creativity is self-medication
not a money counter , or love motivation
for me this commerce like a decapitation
i curse this shit and i will never make it

i curse this time when i was sick and doesn't know where i go
and while these motherfuckers think its an image im tryna cope
and my life is a record, ima needle on a gramophone
which draws new scratches everywhere until it comes to abrasion
(x2)

where will my fate take me this time i want to know
i feel so sick but if i've come this far, it means that i can't stop

i am feeling like erased
and i got no trace
so i hurt myself
like it's just in case

you can see it in my face
i am got in impasse
and i hate this place
and i hate my space

and i keep on fucking trying
all the motherfucking ways
how to love my flesh
how to love my face

and i'm really fucking try
win this goddamn hate
and i'm really trying
to win this hate

abrasions. [prod. svrviiive]

Vocals by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Produced/Artwork by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Released September 1, 2023.

Lyrics:

blade straight to my convex veins
i can bleed myself to leave my empty space
i keep dying everyday i feeling bad, emotional stray
my bloody suffering is ended but i keep on my own fade

what's up with your bullshit, lame?
going dumb and talking shit you acting just for fame
i don't give a single fuck of you i do it for myself
its hollow mind APATHYZED type of shit we did the case

(hollow taking his blade up)

i strayed my through in keep of finding what's the point?
it feels like an anomaly like bathing in endless void
its like a thorn that in my mouth i feel it scratching from the throat
i opened soul instead of scars, and maggots feasting it are crawling here

i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
its helping me to see the truth instead my mental lies, bitch
i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
these worms are crawling cuz of suffer, now they know the pain of mine

----

bitch its something apathetic by my side
its a voided bleeding structure, an anomaly inside me
i can't see the future but i swear i gonna fight
again its me vs my mental and im sure that now I'll fight
(x2)

i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
its helping me to see the truth instead my mental lies, bitch
i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
these worms are crawling cuz of suffer, now they know the pain of mine.

APATHYZED© 2023.

Anomaly Inside

Anomly Inside

hollow mind. — Anomaly Inside [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
im wasting all my nerves
i feel lifeless like im cursed
but i keep holding on my knife
why i keep hating on my life?
i feel so down
i feel so reckless, bitch

like hatred is all i know
i can't live any other way anymore
im afraid that

i cannot live with no sadness and scorn to myself and the whole human race, yuh yuh
i feel like im dying the day as my happiness leaves me again, yuh yuh
and even when i feel fine, even when i love life i still feel afraid, yuh yuh
that i'll wake up in hatred again, that i'll wake up in hatred again

lifeless. [prod. abxminvtixn]

Artwork by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Produced by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Mixed by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Vocals by CHXEU (@chxeu)

Lyrics:

My soul cries out for death
My soul cries out for suffering
My soul wants my body set on fire
Torture
Kill me
The fallen altar
The candles burning
On my skin
The human sacrifice
The ritual of my own soul

Stream on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IGvEFvGqG3w

We're opening 2024 for consume this abominable world.

Inceneratio

CHXEU — Inceneratio [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

the first single from my upcoming debut album "shadow shelter.", which will be released in 2025. 
stay tuned for more details. i love y'all and thank you.

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch im pulling to the ward and all this pit is sing me drown 
now im stuck in shadow labyrinth like im still afraid of sun 
yeah i still wonder what's the purpose in my fucking endless cuts? 
i ain't got butterflies in stomach, i got worms right in my guts 

all this ward is lull to sleep and i could pass me out right now 
what's going on outside the door? i hear the suffers all around 
i see the shadows in the windows they are looking like a crows
they are wandering the corridors, they covered with scars, bitch

i don't get it what the fuck i gonna do?
what a mistake did i done and what a solve to that i could?
so maybe that's cuz of my father that was choke me in my 2?
or it's the fault of braindead bitch i tried to fuck in my 12? 

this whore was talked and i went crazy how they started hate me up
nobody cares about she wanted it herself, they made me scum
and when im looking back at life i see so many fuckin "cause"
and looking back i have no wodrs to it (don't talk to me im cursed) 

all my thoughts are left me sticking at this place and they bring me all this cold and this muhfuckin hate...
and now i can't accept this state of myself...

i would let these shadows pick my corpse 
but when i was completely fucked i realize, now im afraid going die 
all you motherfuckers won't get to me now 
and you fucking scum don't even talk to me now

all these shadows maybe want to have my eyes to find the way out
you can't  trick me with this stunt (don't even talk to me now) 
all these motherfucking bitches want to lick my ears with lies 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deel with no-one else instead of me 
now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now

i just want to get me better don't talk to me now
you can't trick me with this stunts, i've seen a lotta from these cunts 
all these motherfucking bitches want to cut my eyes apart 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deal with no-one else instead of me 
cuz now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now.

сursed (don't talk). [prod. abxminvtixn]

Artwork by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Produced by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Mixed by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Vocals by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)

Lyrics:

wrapping my skin with layers of dirt bitch
putting some mud in my fresh deep wounds 
i tearing my nails to fucking escape this 
well of despair that want me to frost 

I don't wanna rot in state of much distress 
but on my hands are holes of pus 
im trying to scream and climb off my mistakes 
But this dirt flows into my mouth

this pit is laughing at me
it's laughing on all my attempts, fuck 
this pit is laughing at me but
i keep on my creeping along to the light but stuck 

this pit is laughing at me 
it's laughing on all my attempts oh fuck 
i don't wanna die of this shit and 
i keep on my creeping along to the light from dark

i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
my mindset is so sick as fucking plague

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is so deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
cuz my mindset is dying im sick and it's lethal as plague

and this well is absorbing emotions and kindness 
im lurk in this circle that getting so small
and i feel like my bones breaking of all this pressings 
its pressing so hard so my guts throwing up

all this well of despair was awaiting for my head 
it's feeding my flesh and it's drinking my blood 
there's my soul and my hopes that were drowned in depressing 
reflection of me in this water and mud

hollow mind. — Well Of Despair [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

I'm a massive lover of 140 Dubstep from back in the day. Let me know if you would like to hear more stuff like this. I had so much fun making it <3

Sublux - Exit Strategy (Free DL)

vocals @nettavs2k25 @skorm888
mix @xannywrld
prod @skorm888

FUCK THA JEWELSET REDDIT FT SKORM  #FDB2K25 #VS2K25

DON'T RUN, FIGHT BACK.
DON'T RUN, FIGHT BACK.
DON'T RUN, FIGHT BACK.
PUSSY BITCH, FIGHT. BACK.

GET OFF ME BITCH.(4X)
(DIE, BITCH.)

Ay. Talk shit dumb bitch(2x)
I got issues lil bitch(4x)

I GOT ISSUES LIL BITCH
I GOT ISSUES LIL BITCH
I GOT ISSUES LIL BITCH 
WHY YU CHOKING ON MY DICK?(2x)
I GOT ISSUES LIL BITCH
I GOT ISSUES LIL BITCH
I GOT ISSUES LIL BITCH
I GOT ISSUES LIL BIT
I GOT ISSUES LIL BITCH 
I GOT ISSUES LIL BITCH 

NIGHTMIND+:
kill kill me lil bitch i got issues yu fucking bitch

I GOT ISSUES + NIGHTMIND+(PROD.NIGHTMIND+)

VYX BLV$-BORN FOR BURNING

shadow

fixed lyrics 7/20/2021

broken arms aint give out a fuck 
broken heart aint give out a trust to any other living being
barely for me why you flex? my ears
sealing up
trophies wont give you none block phones im heating up 
claim that you care when you horny in dms ya
no stamina for a meeting ya 
i been fighting with the feening ya 
you aint good unless you really try 
you aint holy by a golden sign 
you pointing fingers like im in the sky 
im admitting faults you should fucking try it
cant express emotions so i scream and write
my narcissism left a bitch in fright 
my narcissism left a friend in spite
i need to meditate aint thinking right growing and working hard outta sight 
im ight if you asking mix till im half deff
scream with my last breathe cant hold a ladship
leave the dark in the notes 
sell all i own to be back in your home
can i connect to something?
i been away from you months and now once again i feel nothing

kill ebola - eat ur neighbors [prod kill ebola]

𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚗𝚘 𝚐𝚘𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚗𝚘 𝚜𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚗 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚔𝚢𝚘𝚔𝚒(𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙳 𝟾𝟾𝚅𝙻𝙴𝚇𝚇)

#audioabomination #abxminvtixn

Contact Me for Purchase/Any Information/Collaboration — audioabomination2020@gmail.com

@apathyzed.

lifeless. [prod. abxminvtixn]

hollow mind.

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