Agony.

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i get you rest in peace
breaking your skull, never felt so bliss  
i fuck it all up? i deserve this shit? 
they breaking my heart but i let them quit

wow, fuck
never gave a fuck about scars 
but i feel it like a trauma first of all to my own nerves
im disgusting piece of shit and you just fuckin on my thoughts?
that's what you believe in, that's what you've been taught

how much was said of this cold empty words?
what had to happen to make me the worst?
i'll never let these crows peck at my corpse
yeah im tired of all the black cats going cross 

yuh 
never seen the point of this shit
when you lying to my eyes. you was right, disappear 
i will never miss again all this worries you bring 
when you look at me this time, what the fuck do you see? 

i cant stay. but yeah i wanted... 
i dont feel the same...
i dont feel it like i should  
survive again this hurricane...

i dont feel the way of living 
with this shit i grap...
but it's not your only fault 
i know i fucked it up...

i just want to feel some better cuz i feel
i fucked it up
i cant stay here for too long because i know 
i fucked it up 
i dont want to see your eyes again, i see 
i fucked it up 
but you will watch me how i start decay because 
i fucked it up 
(x2)

betrayed. [prod. svrviiive]

feeling silly silly aint been really willing 
for a lilly lilly wont give her achilles 
need a milly milly so the river filling 
breed my billing billing so the liver spilling 
shop pop it flopping vamp in zone 
rocket lock in shock lamp in bones 
burned my burned my brain chromosomes 
cant find cant find my way back home 
ambient seroquel imma fight off the sleep your belittling is cute spreading bruise for a fee
magnify where it hides then its back to the sheep 
slowly steep in the tea electric shock chicken beaks

charred lamb w/ biv + ripkarter [prod. hxlx + frosttt]

prod by @audioabomination 
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i was cold in past four years of my own suffering
i dwelled my room for nothing every time i woke alive again
i lost a part of myself, in the walls of mental hospital
i still remind these days and why the fuck im digging in my brain

im dig into my brain
now it's not the same
i dont feel like that
but in the depths i feel my pains

dig into my brain
my question is the same
am i really health
or is it the new one self deceit

yeah i don't give a fuck of my past
i just wish i'll never back again to this state

yeah, i felt stucked,i felt brain is up in mud
and yeah i felt like world is stopped
so what's for now? and now i thought

yeah im better be away
yeah im better be health
yeah im better be straight
yeah im better be dead

yeah i fucked up things
and they fucked up me
i was blind as fuck
but i learn to see the fuck i live?

i dont ever back to all these wards
i wish i'll never felt this pains as before

selfdeceit. [prod. abxminvtixn]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
im traumatized
by the shards of life
that makes me gnaw my veins
and bite my lips and jowls to the ulcers

it breaks my mind.
and im still dwell this cage
it makes me feel so vile
and i swallow my nails like blades

ashes of my dreams
yeah it settled in my lungs and it break my ribs
yeah i fuck with this shit and i feel it like a burden of me
like i'll never escape i will never be free

sleeves up, and im back, to the scars on my hand
to my burns that i made, like a mark of my hate
to myself and the past, that is piercing my chest
hit the heart end - to -end, and im feel like im dead

I'm still breathing, spitting blood
and now im walking on the blade
to lose my hope and fall,
or hold and maybe see the light again?
the pain is gone, the wounds are healed
but i feel trapped in my own cage
which holds me back, it's like a prison
built of my own mental state

i used to wake up from my faintinings with my sleeves are fucking up
Im in a pool of still wet blood that flows like wine from my own wounds

and I dont want this shit to happen in my life again, no
and I just want to break this prison in my head to end this cold

mental prison. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
all my lyrics and shit
wouldn't make any sense if i wasn't a whin
but even if it is, at least ima real.
and i'm not a fucking pussyboy, not a fucking bitch

i don't give a fuck, i don't give a shit
if you think that ima low cuz i never was heard
try to make some sense of this pile of my scream
and you'll see the truth, you will see me bleed, you're just a bitch

sometimes i feel like piece of trash
and im tear on my lungs and my morbid flesh
i repeat it often like its my prayer
but it's my own life, i've never played

my creativity is self-medication
not a money counter , or love motivation
for me this commerce like a decapitation
i curse this shit and i will never make it

i curse this time when i was sick and doesn't know where i go
and while these motherfuckers think its an image im tryna cope
and my life is a record, ima needle on a gramophone
which draws new scratches everywhere until it comes to abrasion
(x2)

where will my fate take me this time i want to know
i feel so sick but if i've come this far, it means that i can't stop

i am feeling like erased
and i got no trace
so i hurt myself
like it's just in case

you can see it in my face
i am got in impasse
and i hate this place
and i hate my space

and i keep on fucking trying
all the motherfucking ways
how to love my flesh
how to love my face

and i'm really fucking try
win this goddamn hate
and i'm really trying
to win this hate

abrasions. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @pieruun
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
did i dropped to my sins?
did i losted all my feels now?
and when we all fall asleep
how you see me in your dreams?

maybe i am feel healthy and im enjoying everything?
im spending time with my close friends and we are still a fucking clique
or maybe im suicidal again and bleeding on my knees?
and im still sitting in motionless state like i am fucking freeze

but my whole life is constant duality
so every fucking dream that about me is can be prophetic.
it maybe looks like obvious garbage, a shitty tragedy
but im even got no hope to once decide the only side of me
(x2)

and now my thoughts are taking shades of empty houses and the crows
that pecking colors of my feels but i can't even let em go
they feed on brightness, but they never ever touching to my dark
and that's remains inside the wounds
and toxify me to my soul

but i'm still fighting them again
and i keep coloring my days
and trying not to touch my veins, bitch

and this is the answer to this shit
my ego conflict is a gift
that has become my fucking burden for my feels bitch

my duality concerns everything
should i run, should i stay, should i leave?
it is helps me, but it's like i'm weak
cuz i feel like im going to split 
(x2)

egoconflict. [prod. pieruun]

Fuck Everything I Want (Prod. by TAKIZAVA)

Cover art by Theo 

Feeling more lighter no flooring
Boring buy sight or for snoring 
Mixing my drugs reassuring 
Fixing to soaring 
Never enough i need more shit 
Pill biter for more hit x4

I dont wanna say nun 
I dont wanna play 
withdrawing today  
feel i might decay 
On my knees and pray 
But dont see no change
Pass me back the tray 
time to feel the same 
Now i feel best and free reading the recipe downers amphetamines what i need imma fein 
sucks to be in this place seeking for rest and peace 
imma sleep maybe weep back up cant freeze my feet 
on the flee imma leave stay and streak squeezing whats left of me maybe gods testing me maybe its just to be maybe its up to me 
i could be clear and clean i could be near to we guess we’ll see

Junkie [Prod. Kill Ebola + Frdm.wav]

the lyrics were written back in January but recorded only recently.
thanks for all the expectations, glad to be back<3.

prod. by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:

bitch i keeping back to this shit
someone think that ima died or now im healthy to quit
or I'm wandering my ward in my own suicidal dreams
or maybe now i feeling happy as i wanted all these years

but fuck, bitch, stop it i ain't used for this shit
all my life is like a balance but on ends are only pits
problems teaching to survive and now i know that i won't sink
and im back with this noise, thats my way just to see all this shit

i mean to see the sense in grinding my thoughts
i mean i want to see the reason why my life going cross (with what i want)
i want to get the way i should care my wounds
remained from past in me, and living in the many other hearts

but i keep fucking wandering here like im blind
like I've pierced in my eyeballs when i was a child
and they're bleeding right now cuz these needles are stuck
they are long to my brain, bitch, i fucking trapped

thats the reason my music for me always sucks
that's the reason why you still looking for my blood
that's the reason one day I'll gone like fully mad
if i'll never found escape from endless ward

bitch i got lost in this pit
i fucking lost in this pit
now my body's drown in this pit
i'll fucking die in this pit bitch

i've got lost in this pit that i did by myself it's my own mental cage.
it's like hole in the head, like a rope to my neck, it's all sign to an end, want to get rid of that

and thats what now im doing im working on shit and i'll shut anybody that gotta prevent
all of my music is not always sad
when I'll feel i get happy I'll write shit bout that
but now i lost in this pit
i fucking lost in this pit
now my body's drown in this pit
I'll fucking die in this pit...

2024.

lost in the pit. [prod. svrviiive]

I aint done with you bitch 
Kill ebola do the pitch 
Do the drugs hit the itch 
Cut your guts Follow sin
Hallow fit Wallow in 
Tock is thin Knot in chin 
But thought is wind So Suck my dick lil bitch
Or spin on it like its fidget 
Swallow kin of burning bridges 
Running out of precious minutes
Locked inside an endless prison
Another role another goal for gold while under supervision 
Theres no difference if im living or existence where its hidden 
Falling stuck in place ya
I cant feel my face ya
Or whats left of life a tripping time a glimpse of savior 
The love a meal im late ya
Cannot feel the faith ya 
Pay back all i owe i know deep down i wont betray ya 
But Now its like a corpse im towing 
Seeking highs forever lowing 
Empathy throw off the loathing 
Apathy bloat over showing 
I dont know the state im going 

[Biv]

Mama ain't raise no bitch
Got a couple bands and it ain't fix shit
Check my mental off my list
Stomp when I pop out
Man got no face when the lights out
They don't play that shit homie pipe down
Sit in peace I'm a geek she bite down
Thoughts talk when I stay up
Got a mind of my own got my weight up
Run run for the funds that they made up
Watered down clowns they don't really pay up
Limited time make your way up
Fuck out my face
Fuck my day up
Bitch fuck out my face
Less you pay up
Too many faces
You made up
Mothafucka never show face
Fuck a no name
Man you a bitch made 
Runnin life at my own pace
Chrome clip to my left brain
Fuck around and relocate
Face fuck the fame
I got worse by the day
Bitch it's always this way
Taught by the loss
But I'm killed by the gains
Bitch I'm killed by the gains
Bitch it was never your business
Water they pockets
But dirt for the victims
They see nobody gone miss him
Playin a system
We been caught up in a mission
They put your life on a snippet
Fuck with they fixes 
Bitch that's a one way ticket
Bitch that's a one way ticket

Makeup w/ Biv [Prod. Kill Ebola + Frdm.wav]

dollbreaker, miseryfell, listenable, shinsgrave

ayy yuh

dope burn fast don’t last finna crash out
dough burn fast hit a lick with all the mac’s out
cashed out i can’t hear a single thing
leaving all these angels with some broken wings

puttin metal to his head i ain’t talkin bout barber
molly so tan you done thought it was a farmer
the fucmin album run that i just went on like the carter
i’m firm on the price muhfucker i don’t barter

imma motherfuckin soul taker
a bone breaker
all these rappers been my kids i gotta tell my bitch to get a coat hanger
ay
40 shots in the left 40 shots in the right 
these akimbo glock drums
with lasers and dot sights
20 hit you in your chest and you coughing like a blight
nobody seen the hit it occurred in the dead of night
two stroke on the dirt where i’m hauling all of your bones
the feds tapped my ass need to get a new mobile phone
get a band cop a burner ain’t talkin bout one on stove
2024 bitch know i’m comin in for the throat 

dope burn fast don’t last finna crash out
dough burn fast hit a lick with all the mac’s out
cashed out i can’t hear a single thing
leaving all these angels with some broken wings

pulling up with dollbreaker, bitch i’m a god slayer
seven sword horde, yeah you know we break them laws here
fuck what you heard fuck what you claim
in honor of my blade i take it to the grave, aye

put a noose around his neck i turn him into hangman
the blood that i shed gone make him a dead man
take him to the apothecary drug him up on heroin
fuck up his life get him addicted to hallucinogens



Tell that bitch go fucking die
Slit the fucking vein I reach the blade up to your eye
Full out I’m insane
I might black out, drunk as fuck she left me I got none to blame 
I’m a fein, I’m a drunk
One more minute then I’m done 
Bitch imma jump
Body splatter blood gon run
Mama told me “lie to them they try take you away from me”
Thank god cps decide to lock in I’m in misery
Run up in his crib point blank he won’t breathe again 
Doll and shin the gang misery is also part of gang

Fuck it, hit ‘em up
While I’m cutting up in traffic
Motherfuckers on my dick
Straights up acting like some faggots
Bitch I only got the patience
Fuck about all your “benevolence”
Antisocial fuckhead psycho paranoid schizophrenic
Snakes in the fucking grass (all, of)
Why would you care to speak (on, me)
All the days I could never (get, back)
All the times I’m catching flak (you, watch)
You watch, you watch, you watch All the times that you
Fucking watched me fall...

ROSE OF ARIANDEL (XENOCHIVA)

6. Abyssal
From the depths, the abyss consumes all.
The final breath echoes among shadows.
There is no light, no return.
Only the void remains… eternal.

6. Abyssal

Don’t Use A Coffin, Use A Trash Bag. (prod.goth helma)

🌅 The Awakening – Stand Together 🌅

This version of The Awakening is pure anthem energy — a call for unity, strength, and resilience. Built on uplifting melodies, soaring synths, and a heartbeat of powerful bass, it captures the moment when thousands of voices and hands rise together under one sky.

It’s more than music — it’s a movement. A reminder that when we stand together, nothing can break us. From the first note to the last drop, this track fuels the fire of community, hope, and collective power.

✨ Together we rise. Together we awaken. ✨

lost in the pit. [prod. svrviiive]

hollow mind.

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