Agony.

•Vocals by HOLLOW MIND & NEKROHEAD.
•Produced by ABXMINVTIXN & CXNTRITIXN.
•Released May 28, 2021.

•Lyrics

Laugh when you cry, i enjoy your fucking pain.
Pile up the bodies when you desecrate the dirt.
Pissing on your grave and that is all youre worth.
Don't even deserve that but ill do it anyway.

Ripping your life into flames when im digging through all of your mahfucking graves.
Banishing you to the dammed and im making damn sure you will never be saved.

Ripping the flesh of the land, then i watch your soul decay.
Never to see you again, leaves a smile on my face.

Wasted, my colorless life that changed me.
Controls my own thoughts so strangely.
They're like parasites that fake me and swallow my soul.

Scratching down the lines of my own pain on my own hands.
Im feelin dead when im alone, this feels just make me gnaw my veins.
There's whole my apathetic life that full of my indifference.
And even though that I'm still here, it doesn't make here any sence.

•apathyzed 2021.

APATHYZED

APATHYZED feat. NEKROHEAD

FULL DANGEROUS | DON'T STOP ME [PROD.LAVA/CASSION]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i get you rest in peace
breaking your skull, never felt so bliss  
i fuck it all up? i deserve this shit? 
they breaking my heart but i let them quit

wow, fuck
never gave a fuck about scars 
but i feel it like a trauma first of all to my own nerves
im disgusting piece of shit and you just fuckin on my thoughts?
that's what you believe in, that's what you've been taught

how much was said of this cold empty words?
what had to happen to make me the worst?
i'll never let these crows peck at my corpse
yeah im tired of all the black cats going cross 

yuh 
never seen the point of this shit
when you lying to my eyes. you was right, disappear 
i will never miss again all this worries you bring 
when you look at me this time, what the fuck do you see? 

i cant stay. but yeah i wanted... 
i dont feel the same...
i dont feel it like i should  
survive again this hurricane...

i dont feel the way of living 
with this shit i grap...
but it's not your only fault 
i know i fucked it up...

i just want to feel some better cuz i feel
i fucked it up
i cant stay here for too long because i know 
i fucked it up 
i dont want to see your eyes again, i see 
i fucked it up 
but you will watch me how i start decay because 
i fucked it up 
(x2)

betrayed. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @audioabomination 
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i was cold in past four years of my own suffering
i dwelled my room for nothing every time i woke alive again
i lost a part of myself, in the walls of mental hospital
i still remind these days and why the fuck im digging in my brain

im dig into my brain
now it's not the same
i dont feel like that
but in the depths i feel my pains

dig into my brain
my question is the same
am i really health
or is it the new one self deceit

yeah i don't give a fuck of my past
i just wish i'll never back again to this state

yeah, i felt stucked,i felt brain is up in mud
and yeah i felt like world is stopped
so what's for now? and now i thought

yeah im better be away
yeah im better be health
yeah im better be straight
yeah im better be dead

yeah i fucked up things
and they fucked up me
i was blind as fuck
but i learn to see the fuck i live?

i dont ever back to all these wards
i wish i'll never felt this pains as before

selfdeceit. [prod. abxminvtixn]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
im traumatized
by the shards of life
that makes me gnaw my veins
and bite my lips and jowls to the ulcers

it breaks my mind.
and im still dwell this cage
it makes me feel so vile
and i swallow my nails like blades

ashes of my dreams
yeah it settled in my lungs and it break my ribs
yeah i fuck with this shit and i feel it like a burden of me
like i'll never escape i will never be free

sleeves up, and im back, to the scars on my hand
to my burns that i made, like a mark of my hate
to myself and the past, that is piercing my chest
hit the heart end - to -end, and im feel like im dead

I'm still breathing, spitting blood
and now im walking on the blade
to lose my hope and fall,
or hold and maybe see the light again?
the pain is gone, the wounds are healed
but i feel trapped in my own cage
which holds me back, it's like a prison
built of my own mental state

i used to wake up from my faintinings with my sleeves are fucking up
Im in a pool of still wet blood that flows like wine from my own wounds

and I dont want this shit to happen in my life again, no
and I just want to break this prison in my head to end this cold

mental prison. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
all my lyrics and shit
wouldn't make any sense if i wasn't a whin
but even if it is, at least ima real.
and i'm not a fucking pussyboy, not a fucking bitch

i don't give a fuck, i don't give a shit
if you think that ima low cuz i never was heard
try to make some sense of this pile of my scream
and you'll see the truth, you will see me bleed, you're just a bitch

sometimes i feel like piece of trash
and im tear on my lungs and my morbid flesh
i repeat it often like its my prayer
but it's my own life, i've never played

my creativity is self-medication
not a money counter , or love motivation
for me this commerce like a decapitation
i curse this shit and i will never make it

i curse this time when i was sick and doesn't know where i go
and while these motherfuckers think its an image im tryna cope
and my life is a record, ima needle on a gramophone
which draws new scratches everywhere until it comes to abrasion
(x2)

where will my fate take me this time i want to know
i feel so sick but if i've come this far, it means that i can't stop

i am feeling like erased
and i got no trace
so i hurt myself
like it's just in case

you can see it in my face
i am got in impasse
and i hate this place
and i hate my space

and i keep on fucking trying
all the motherfucking ways
how to love my flesh
how to love my face

and i'm really fucking try
win this goddamn hate
and i'm really trying
to win this hate

abrasions. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @pieruun
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
did i dropped to my sins?
did i losted all my feels now?
and when we all fall asleep
how you see me in your dreams?

maybe i am feel healthy and im enjoying everything?
im spending time with my close friends and we are still a fucking clique
or maybe im suicidal again and bleeding on my knees?
and im still sitting in motionless state like i am fucking freeze

but my whole life is constant duality
so every fucking dream that about me is can be prophetic.
it maybe looks like obvious garbage, a shitty tragedy
but im even got no hope to once decide the only side of me
(x2)

and now my thoughts are taking shades of empty houses and the crows
that pecking colors of my feels but i can't even let em go
they feed on brightness, but they never ever touching to my dark
and that's remains inside the wounds
and toxify me to my soul

but i'm still fighting them again
and i keep coloring my days
and trying not to touch my veins, bitch

and this is the answer to this shit
my ego conflict is a gift
that has become my fucking burden for my feels bitch

my duality concerns everything
should i run, should i stay, should i leave?
it is helps me, but it's like i'm weak
cuz i feel like im going to split 
(x2)

egoconflict. [prod. pieruun]

FT - https://soundcloud.com/mugetsu117
PROD - https://soundcloud.com/realbvphxmet

LYRICS:

Monarchy dead

Chasing the king and I aim for the head 
Drink through the bloodline bite through the neck 
I’m killing you harder the more that you beg
Nothing can help you eyes full of dread
Gold was the Crown that is now turning red
All of your guards has turned round and fled
I’ll hunt them down and kill who is left 
Monarchy dead 
Monarchy dead

Rip through nobility crushed like a fly
Talk like a man but you scream like a child 
Drink from your veins where your soul is derived 
Lacking nutrition your weak and deprived
Fed like a king but you ate like a slave
Absorbing your brain let my mouth be your grave
Your acts are so noble sustain what I crave
Die little king
Die like a pray

ABOLITION FT. MUGXTSU (PROD. BVPHXMET)

All of these pussies just riding my dick
Better watch out mf if I switch 
Don't get too close imma get yo ass lynched 
Been fucking up, always since a jit 

Been on those days where I just want to quit 
Grab on that Ruger, hear that click and that's it 
Fuck it I just want to see what I miss 
This life that I'm living, I wanna live less 

Look in my eyes you will see what is left
Of my soul as I lay down to rest 
I just wonder if after will I be at peace 
I was never the person to be on my knees

As I die, out of time 
Out of time, as I die 

blade in my pants, yuh 
Kill all your friends, yuh
come by my ends 

Yall are just snakes, yuh 
Yall bunch of fakes, yuh
Whatever it takes

To get my own way, yuh
To get my own way, yuh
To kill everyday

Blood down my hands, yuh
Can't make amends, yuh
My soul can't be cleansed 

Maybe I'm going insane 
To feel like a human is to feel all this pain 
I think there's some issues, just breaking my brain 
I go kill myself and be done for the day 

AS I DIE 
AS I DIE
AS I DIE 

AS I DIE 
AS I DIE
AS I DIE  



PARANOIA

AS I DIE

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IM SICK ASF BUT FUCK IT WE BALL [PROD. NICKN!TE]

I bought this instrumental directly from warfill
Thank you brother
Lyrics:
i am aware of the mistakes i've made
you will only catch me in the lake of hate
i am falling apart and i'm not afraid
to show that i'm still playing the game
the war machine builds up my motherfucking wrath
after the aftermath i'll become a psychopath
in the bomb shelter it's a fucking bloodbath
losing my mind
i just want to relapse

i hope all hipsters fucking die
aye
i cannot fuck with you boy 
you a weirdo
and fuck your friends too 
they're drama queens
stuck in limbo
take your batteries out of your back like you're BMO
i'm ducking on the lay low
bitch i'm incognitio
i obtain all my beats from the fucking black market
commit a ritual sacrfice and then i fucking lock in
i scream and talk my shit so all you bitches know it's solid
fucking up the opium clones in a moshpit
i don't gotta say names you know who you are
fuck em haifa rappers they are motherfucking frauds
living in massada with no money in your wallet
you're thinking that you're popping but you're the total fucking opposite
y'all ain't fucking hard , y'all just made yourself the bid
y'all not worth anything , y'all music sounds like shit
all y'all lyrics are just talking about drugs and bitches
and nobody give a fuck about your fucking existence
except for yourselves

DOOMSDAY PROPHECY

LAKE OF HATE

LAKE OF HATE [ PROD. WARFILL ]

Been sitting on this collab with the homie @theytrun for far too long you may remember it from my showcase, I hope you guys enjoy this one! <333

Free Download

RAIDXN x tt - RYKARDS REVENGE

MOJAK - SOUNDWAVE

VYX BLV$ x Lil ALIEXPRESS x Lil MuNe x LXLGX$HV - FVCK K9 [PROD PVK3T]

prod. @audioabomination x @trauma-6-6-6
cover art by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i have long disliked this life
but don't want be ignored
know that im so worthless
in feet i feel graveyard cold

I still fucks with all this shit
so i dont go in tomb
often think how would be fine
if once i'd died and rot,bitch

im upset cuz only can
express my feels to note
i cant fucks with people
cause again they lefts to not

i still love they all
who stayed with me and let me cure
but i have feels that for them all
i way to rise the karm

(tell me if it's worth it
tell me i have nothing
you all hurt again bitch
but i got only stronger )

mourn. [prod. abxminvtixn x trauma]

Produced by @audioabomination

Mixed by me

Blind in the snow
Feel my sorrow
There’s nothing left in me
Ghosts all around me
As they laughing upon me
Anger possessed my body
Living with this agony
Touch my brain and feel my pain
I’m afraid I might die late

mourn. [prod. abxminvtixn x trauma]

hollow mind.

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