damn, this shit hits like a boulder, hard ass vocals, shits tuff🔥💯

Produced by ABXMINVTIXN

[𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚎 𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗 𝚒 𝚐𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚜] 𝙺𝚈𝙾𝙺𝙸 𝚡 𝙵𝚅𝙺𝚉𝚇𝚁𝙾 𝚡 𝙺𝚄𝚂𝙾𝙺𝙸𝚁𝙰𝙸 𝚡 𝙽𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃𝙼𝙸𝙽𝙳+ - 𝙷3𝙻𝙻 (𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙳. 𝙿𝚄𝙻𝚂𝙴)

aye you just another body ya 
apathy echo in lobby ya 
same girl different worlds swim to pearl while i drowned fixed the frown for a short twirl 
i hear angel walkie talkies bitch
then a demon raped my body bitch 
drinking heavy aint no coffee bitch 
cant you tell by how the dark talking 
cant i tell when script is showing 
through the bubble shore zoning in 
do the motions drink the potions 
they take advantage emotions 

i am slow ya  i know 
gotta go gotta go 
done before ya i know 
socio radio 
suck it fuck it tryna water bucket not a kitchen kid ya 
knocked out in the backseat of another tinted whip ya 
ya i cant remember think today i ate some chips ya 
just a different point in play same hips
just another voice same old shit 
rebellious and ignorant

apathy [prod. akvri + hellsing + killjames]

dream and still feel your appealing 
smell you through the fabric ceiling 
its so hot peeling please reveal me 
by sunrise i forget my healing 
swoll tole tattooing a hole whole
spinning uncontrollable 
bangs banging the same bull 
lost it once again it pulled 
horses run without a steer 
something something never clear 
glitching out without the beer 
eyes been swollen ya no more tears 
im so tired ya been for years 
hotel jump or starve at peer 
endless darkness in the rear
my love awaits beyond my fear 
worm burning on the sidewalk
probably said that but my memory erasing the mind chalk and she fine stalk but cant unwrong the right vault 
no not at all

psychosis what is this shit do not make sense
cant find ground ur not around all is pointless 
drinking me from different seat cold and empty 
i cant flee eat my sweet please do not leave me 
make me feel bad touch i do not recall much
first 2 weeks in a box crying couldnt feel loved
when i walked in ya your body was hung up 
now i stay up and my only friends substance 
now i stay snuck unless she want some cum in
the place that her bf eat out sucks to suck kid
biting her neck she scratch back like we hugging
i got her blushing she make me feel something
paranoid mugging mean feening fake loving
or rush from the fucked vids tortured and crushed limbs 
to tired to slump bitch my hearts quickly bumping 
cart in my lungs hits remember im nothing

sunset / psychosis [prod. kill ebola + hxlx]

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i pull up to my memories its cold like in a mortuary
i used to slit my skin its like a suicidal surgery
i see dystrophic body in the corner and there's nobody
the tears are like a needles make it feel so fucking suffering

but i also see the times of how i feel
like when i was a fucking child and when im walking thru the fields
i was so happy but years later i feel i just wanna leave
the ones who used to love and cover are just watching how i sink

come it back and see this shit and how it comes
go see the fuck bitch i got so cray and why i trapped in a mental ward
i felt a lot of painful shit and they just said its by my fault
but bitches stop, fucking drop, you know you wrong at all your words

and when i drop me out of all this pit they ripping on my nerves
this fucking whore was acting shit and made me feel like im cursed
yeah i had a fake friends but for now i glad they gone
you should forget my fucking face, my fucking name, my fucking songs

the pain is gone and i won't lost in all this pit
all can i do is make me prove myself i'll never feel this shit, again, again
im gonna show the ones who see no fucking light
you always bout to find a way out, and im here to help you find

cuz i remember all those times when i was gon to shoot my brains
when im the one in my own room, when i was losted in the space
but now i feeling so much better and im going just to help
all can i do with all the past is make it never was in vain

not in vain. [prod. abxminvtixn]

Vocals by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Produced/Artwork by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Released September 1, 2023.

Lyrics:

blade straight to my convex veins
i can bleed myself to leave my empty space
i keep dying everyday i feeling bad, emotional stray
my bloody suffering is ended but i keep on my own fade

what's up with your bullshit, lame?
going dumb and talking shit you acting just for fame
i don't give a single fuck of you i do it for myself
its hollow mind APATHYZED type of shit we did the case

(hollow taking his blade up)

i strayed my through in keep of finding what's the point?
it feels like an anomaly like bathing in endless void
its like a thorn that in my mouth i feel it scratching from the throat
i opened soul instead of scars, and maggots feasting it are crawling here

i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
its helping me to see the truth instead my mental lies, bitch
i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
these worms are crawling cuz of suffer, now they know the pain of mine

----

bitch its something apathetic by my side
its a voided bleeding structure, an anomaly inside me
i can't see the future but i swear i gonna fight
again its me vs my mental and im sure that now I'll fight
(x2)

i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
its helping me to see the truth instead my mental lies, bitch
i burned them with words i saying into my own mic
these worms are crawling cuz of suffer, now they know the pain of mine.

APATHYZED© 2023.

Anomaly Inside

Anomly Inside

hollow mind. — Anomaly Inside [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

Artwork by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Produced by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Mixed by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Vocals by CHXEU (@chxeu)

Lyrics:

My soul cries out for death
My soul cries out for suffering
My soul wants my body set on fire
Torture
Kill me
The fallen altar
The candles burning
On my skin
The human sacrifice
The ritual of my own soul

Stream on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IGvEFvGqG3w

We're opening 2024 for consume this abominable world.

Inceneratio

CHXEU — Inceneratio [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

the first single from my upcoming debut album "shadow shelter.", which will be released in 2025. 
stay tuned for more details. i love y'all and thank you.

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch im pulling to the ward and all this pit is sing me drown 
now im stuck in shadow labyrinth like im still afraid of sun 
yeah i still wonder what's the purpose in my fucking endless cuts? 
i ain't got butterflies in stomach, i got worms right in my guts 

all this ward is lull to sleep and i could pass me out right now 
what's going on outside the door? i hear the suffers all around 
i see the shadows in the windows they are looking like a crows
they are wandering the corridors, they covered with scars, bitch

i don't get it what the fuck i gonna do?
what a mistake did i done and what a solve to that i could?
so maybe that's cuz of my father that was choke me in my 2?
or it's the fault of braindead bitch i tried to fuck in my 12? 

this whore was talked and i went crazy how they started hate me up
nobody cares about she wanted it herself, they made me scum
and when im looking back at life i see so many fuckin "cause"
and looking back i have no wodrs to it (don't talk to me im cursed) 

all my thoughts are left me sticking at this place and they bring me all this cold and this muhfuckin hate...
and now i can't accept this state of myself...

i would let these shadows pick my corpse 
but when i was completely fucked i realize, now im afraid going die 
all you motherfuckers won't get to me now 
and you fucking scum don't even talk to me now

all these shadows maybe want to have my eyes to find the way out
you can't  trick me with this stunt (don't even talk to me now) 
all these motherfucking bitches want to lick my ears with lies 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deel with no-one else instead of me 
now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now

i just want to get me better don't talk to me now
you can't trick me with this stunts, i've seen a lotta from these cunts 
all these motherfucking bitches want to cut my eyes apart 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deal with no-one else instead of me 
cuz now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now.

сursed (don't talk). [prod. abxminvtixn]

Artwork by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Produced by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Mixed by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Vocals by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)

Lyrics:

wrapping my skin with layers of dirt bitch
putting some mud in my fresh deep wounds 
i tearing my nails to fucking escape this 
well of despair that want me to frost 

I don't wanna rot in state of much distress 
but on my hands are holes of pus 
im trying to scream and climb off my mistakes 
But this dirt flows into my mouth

this pit is laughing at me
it's laughing on all my attempts, fuck 
this pit is laughing at me but
i keep on my creeping along to the light but stuck 

this pit is laughing at me 
it's laughing on all my attempts oh fuck 
i don't wanna die of this shit and 
i keep on my creeping along to the light from dark

i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
my mindset is so sick as fucking plague

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is so deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
cuz my mindset is dying im sick and it's lethal as plague

and this well is absorbing emotions and kindness 
im lurk in this circle that getting so small
and i feel like my bones breaking of all this pressings 
its pressing so hard so my guts throwing up

all this well of despair was awaiting for my head 
it's feeding my flesh and it's drinking my blood 
there's my soul and my hopes that were drowned in depressing 
reflection of me in this water and mud

hollow mind. — Well Of Despair [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

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Drifting Through Neon Rain

prod. @alwaysbeenaloner
feature; cover @yunghonja
mix/master @cantwin

PECCATUM MORTIFERUM FT. HXNJV [PROD. ALWAYSBEENAL⚔NER]

APACHE – GASOLINE (PROD. SUDZY + SOJHI)

kill ebola - run 4 cover (prod. sulate + xxny)

I have no idea why he removed most of the original parts :l

@abortedaudio @kamaara @yungmuppy @jonlemonsucks @pxlse

hook 1 / verse 1 (kill ebola)
just like gg allin eat my shit you rodents talk alot of it
throw back corpses off a bridge and locos when im popping shit
acid trip on pirate ships im davy joneses locker smith
pickle lick she half way giving head like when a nickel flip

lost my mind now im living in the bay
speaking foul till the flag keep on playing
suspended license so i pulled up in a tank
playing hoarse on the porch getting baked
finger fuck a fucking asian slut im nutting in her braids
leave her legless on the covers feeding semen off a plate
dumping rodents in the gutters out in public off the drank
mixed with pills feel like a zombie shoot me rick impale my brain

verse 2 (kamaara)

tucked away inside my home
got bitches wondering where ive gone
like bitch im getting fucking payed
no time to fuck with none you lames
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
i be in yo bitch that pussy feeling like an ocean
usually im trapped inside my mind about a bitch
but today im with ebola drinking gas and smoking it

verse 3 (muppy)
honesty
you lacking it
took a part of me
and subtracted it
watch your step
i attack again
nothings left
i wont make amends
why are they running from something that eventually gonna benefit them
burden on burden they stacking up weight i been lurking all day now im counting to 10
everything comes to an end if you piling it up then its just gonna drop
their taking and taking its breaking im making a way out this eternal slop

hook 2 (jon lemon)
well well
fifty fucking feet up floating till im felt
fare well
just might fuck your dream up leave em in a cell
x2
(kill ebola)
you a dumb fuck you aint getting funds yuh
your paypal dryer than your hands in colder months yuh
fingers rolling something that you probly fucking cough up
you aint fucking tough why you flexing what you aint got
bitches getting face fucked she crying off her makeup
watch me pull up serving like a lunch truck lace punch
drink it with my thick nut fingers in her pink cunt
watch her gobble scrambled sack for brunch im just having fun

(karabasan)
eyes looking half-way dead
take the glock off safety and lock to your brain
time to get a new truck 'cause the heads dont fit and youre next
im kinda pissed, youre spitting over my name
dont make me grab you by the neck and choke you till its black
you lack realness and beg for attention on your tracks
worms in and worms out,bugs crawl out the mouth
and its a toxic wasteland
get infected and die slow

kill ebola - gg allin w/ kamaara + muppy + jon lemon + karabasan (hxnjv) [prod. kill ebola + pulse]

How to build the apprehension engine
You will need:
- Some glue
- A saw
+ a few more items which are listed below

@yakthegod
@fuckapache
@drear26
@amaymxn
@grimlymusic
@lvstforpain
@oniinc
@hxstile
@dytenna
@lost ultra

I'm forever grateful for all the friends who contributed to this project that has been ongoing since November 2019

hunting season (feat. drear, grimly & lvst)

Sacrifice yur enemies.
All and all, we'll be just be fine.
Give me something tuu believe.
Running away for all my life.

This is nothing new tuu me.
Yu took it away from me.
Now its time for yu tuu see,,
"Yu never meant a thing tuu me."

Verse:
Fuck,
I don't give fucks.
I'm taking ya head and I'm fucking it up.
Ay, fuck.
Dead in a rut.
Now that yur lost ain't nobody give fuck.
Ay, fuck.
Tearing yu up.
I spit in yo face, ain't no one give me love.
Ay, fuck.
Running it up.
Fuck all that bullshit yu say cause yu bought it. Yu hoe.

-
Fuck it, 
I'm screaming fuck it.
I've taken back everything,
yu gave me nothing.
Never mind, empty yo son up, hoe fuck is yu pressing?
Pulling the trigger, i loved it, yu f*ggot.
Shooting yo son up, I'd shoot over nothing.
All in yo head bitch, yu stress over nothing.
What they say? What they say? I bet they'll love it.
All of my madness, y'all better start running.

Hook:
Ay bruh, if something goes wrong
Ay fuck, yur destined tuu fall.
Ay fuck, something went wrong.
There is no evidence i burned it all.
Ay, fuck give me yur love.
Ay, fuck I'll burn it up.
Ay, fuck give me yur love.
"I want yur opposite, i want it all."

-
Still don't give a fuck about a bitch.
Take a shot at me.
For my fucking sanity, i will, I'll put a gun tuu my head.
Realize what's wrong in yo head, bruh.
Bitch yu've never been special. 
Cause this bitch all on my dick.
Well oh well.
I don't give a fuck.

Bitch.
Yu a lil bitch, fall bitch.

TODAY, I HATE EVERYTHING.(PROD.CUTBOI)

#audioabomination #abxminvtixn

Contact Me for Purchase/Any Information/Collaboration — audioabomination2020@gmail.com

@apathyzed.

not in vain. [prod. abxminvtixn]

hollow mind.

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