i poured a lot of me into this shit.
this is a concoction of fuck all that goes on inside my head .🖤 shit or not, these are my thoughts. enjoy tomorrow as there’ll be more to come. -jl

we don’t do it for the same reason.

existential crisis freestyle

numb (prod. metlast)

ain't mine (prod. puhf)

[Lyrics] 

I had to ask myself, who am I?
Who am I again, who am I?
I had to remind myself, who am I?
Who am I, my friend, who am I?
I had to lie again, I’m doin’ fine my friend

Movin’ in the same spot, I can’t find my friends
Am I dead? Can’t find my head
Tell my mama I’m fine, I’m dyin’ tonight 
Tendencies, hidin’ ‘em tight, plain sight
Plate of slate white make the pain right
Shawty fucked up, it’s a straight vibe
Hold my hand and hang tight
Let the white wine flow and the club lights glow
And that gleam in your eye take over tonight
Follow me, baby, let’s takeover the night
Shades of our soul fadin’ lower tonight
Can’t stay sober forever, heartbroken, I’m done with forever
Headin’ nowhere for better
Under her hex so I let her;
Drift away, drift apart, chip away at my heart
Slit the pain, hit the vein
Lust and blood paint our art
Every chance that I kill it, I been killin’ myself
I been feelin’ myself
I been still in my head, pill is light red
XO trade it for some nice head, play the field for a tight end
Shawty type bad, know I like that
Damn, how you know I like that?

I had to ask myself, who am I, who am I again?
Who am I?
I had to remind myself, who am I?
Who am I, my friend?
Who am I?
I had to lie again, I’m doin’ fine my friend
I’m doin’ fine again

who am i (prod. puhf)

Lyrics:

Said I’d never hurt you girl, you know I got tracks to make 
Oh my, oh my the mess I made my karma comin’ after me
I can feel the mass array 
Platter with the Jane, lacerate the pain 
Rappin’ changed my ways 
I think I’m insane, I know I’m insane 

Shawty read my cards but she don’t know me well
I stay zooted head up in the stars I’mma go to hell, yah
Pull up automated location in a Tesla 

Hell yah, hell yah, hell yah
Fuck with me then I bet, yah

Said I’d never hurt you girl, you know I got racks to make
Oh my oh my the mess I made my karma comin’ after me
I can feel the mass array 
Platter with the Jane, lacerate the pain 
Rappin’ changed my ways 

You know I got tracks to make
Right now I can’t elaborate 
All I can is stack the pay and pray that I be on my way 
To the top not a flop, yah, Yung Lui bossed up
Fuck with me we flock ya

hurt u

bad h*e (prod Lorenz O Beats)

MISFIT // prod. Lorenz O Beatz //

LYRICS

Patent up my flow, bruh, had it on my own 
I need no one else but the gang and jus myself, yuh
Seldom, solace silence I be well, uh o
I ain’t addin up to no one I’m an OG to myself
Hoe quit hittin up my cell I’m locked in w dis MILF 
Cotton swab up in her mouth I got coca in my nails 
They ridin waves, leaving floaters in my trails 
Oh and by the way 
These drugs got me overwhelmed 
Ion wanna go to hell 
Keep my sin tucked to my belt 
VVS look 3DS, yes, yes 
Ik they feel the presence 
It’s the essence leave em breathless when I step in w my brethren 
We got vision, ain’t no wishin’, intuition 
Get the clique in & we gone rip it

I chose the life, realized she might’ve been the one
Let it go for lil fun
Made a trade, gave away our days for “lil fame”
Such a bitter taste, now I’ll never see ya face 
Doin drugs to kill the pain, it’s okay, I adapted anyway 
I adapted to the models, who adapted to the bottle
Pour up till tomorrow, yeah, they take it down like water, tearing down all of their morals 
Me? I burn away my sorrow
That’s that sour in my Dutch
Dam I feel Dominick
Bad bitch on my arm & shit
Self harm scars she parted it
Pendant look like ornament
Better keep ya whore in check
Before I score a lick 
Mane fuck dis poor shit 
Tryna get more rich
Under 30 Forbes’ list 
Mane fuck this torment 
Ion wanna snort shit, but she look bad in corsets 
Fuck her till the morning, hardcore sex, imported drugs make her feel important 
Ain’t no way to force it, nah 

Patent up my flow, bruh, had it on my own 
I need no one else but the gang and jus myself, yuh
Seldom, solace silence I be well, uh o
I ain’t addin up to no one I’m an OG to myself
Hoe quit hittin up my cell I’m locked in w dis MILF 
Cotton swab up in her mouth I got coca in my nails 
They ridin waves, leaving floaters in my trails 
Oh and by the way 
These drugs got me overwhelmed 
Ion wanna go to hell 
Keep my sin tucked to my belt 
VVS look 3DS, yes, yes 
Ik they feel the presence 
It’s the essence leave em breathless when I step in w my brethren

I FEEL LIKE DIRTY DOM (PROD. DEMO) >>LYRICS IN DESC.<<

What the fuck is up w all this goddamn drama
I’m jus tryna make a milli out the city for my mama
Drugs got me tilted thinkin’ I’m a damn goner
I won’t stop till I pop & hit nirvana 

Ex got me smokin extra loud, room lookin’ like a sauna
Baby, I’m a different breed, maybe it’s the weed givin’ me personas 
Lately I ain’t been me, lately shit ain’t been sweet, safety in my reach 
Man, I jus smoke away da time, they rolled, smoked, took away my life
They wanna take that shit, come & take that shit, it’s mine, bitch 
Grunge Boi Rich, up the blick till the gun go click 
Lifeless, somebody sun gon’ set
I set my lines; six, sniff, cut an 8th down, then I lift
She love the blood up on my lip, she dug the drugs, she rub the cuts up on my wrists 
What the fuck is love? This slut gon’ want another rip, I dip ‘fore I do some ion even wanna

What the fuck is up w all this goddamn drama
I’m jus tryna make a milli out the city for my mama
Drugs got me tilted thinkin’ I’m a damn goner
I won’t stop till I pop & hit nirvana

NIRVANA (PROD. SOBERNAP) >>LYRICS IN DESC.<<

LYRICS

soon I’ll be sober looking over views
if I don’t swear to god im looking over you
dark cloud, spark loud in the rover, vroom
shotgun speeding off drop top to an early doom
crash the whip im Lazarus toking fumes 
swear I’m trying yeah I’m tryna get over you
7 months on my own holding onto you 
high in the sky falling from the moon

im all in all of you
we were under stars when we fell in love
eyes blood shot, but it ain’t the drugs 
she must not think that I’m enough 
fuck that, imma roll anotha blunt
face it, face it, coat it up & lace it
yo shit is basic, tasteless, roll it up & save it
im chasin pay, get up out my way, bitch 
hoe gimme space imma rage and make ‘em placements 
aimin’ stainless .38 to my face, bitch
im brainless comin out the basement to yo playlists 
whatchu say, bitch? 
hoe, no u don’t speak my language, u dunno my damage, yea 

soon I’ll be sober looking over views
if I don’t swear to god im looking over you
dark cloud, spark loud in the rover, vroom
shotgun speeding off drop top to an early doom
crash the whip im Lazarus toking fumes 
swear I’m trying yeah I’m tryna get over you
7 months on my own holding onto you 
high in the sky falling from the moon

FALLING FROM THE MOON (prod. sane bag) >>LYRICS IN DESC.<<

those eyes haunt me thru cold nights
haunting me, I hold tight
old times I’m falling freely
see the things I’m seeing, wouldn’t believe I’m bleeding
seething pain, see me drain my blood for you
still in love w you, see the same results I’ve gone insane
numbing pain involves revolving strains
evolve or lay down & die
lay down your fire, I’ll turn the gun on myself; for the fun
all is well 
toll the bells, my fall to hell
calm and chill, but on the real I’m on the rails
my fault, I’ll be for real
whole city gon’ feel my revenge 
sign the line, seal the deal
bad bitch for my lap, loose sleeves, lucy on my will
(yeah) bad bitch for my lap, loose sleeves, lucy on my will

HAUNTING ME (PROD. USHANKABOY) >>LYRICS IN DESC.<<

set the flames I entertain the memory 
let the rain end the pain just get away
I have to think about this
I plan to see it out, yeah, I lay beneath the doubt
drownin’, I scream and shout
I plan to make it out

got an ounce for my blunt, got another one tucked for the pace think I’m laced, bruh 
cocaine in my jay, rollin jane w my mains in the frame
out my way, out my lane, you can’t stay, nah
u a lame got no paystubs 
7A keep it real, if it’s fake then it ain’t us
watch em hate us, nah, they can’t touch the wave
think it phase us?
got my mind on my money and this damn slut
she wanna live the life sniffing cane, gettin famous
and if I die tonight then it’s fate, yuh
I guess it’s fate, huh?

fuck fake love, I had the one
I fucked it up, for a lil fun, for a lil sum (3x)
(damn) 
don’t let me fall away from everything, we made our way, but today’s the day
I’d lose everything to save the day I left (2x)

FAKE LOVE (PROD. SANE BAG) >>LYRICS IN DESC.<<

nose drippy like my hoodie
I got buzz she on my woody
goddamn, I feel like the man, she feel on my pants
i’m off the xans droppin a band
dropping a molly all in my sprite feelin alright 
geeked all night i might see the light 
pop that seal its tight imma cop a regal out of spite
imma be up in a loft lost out of sight on that walter white
idk why i do the shit i do finna go hard i got none to lose
scription in my goyard percy got me loose 
that’s 30 for my back no mercy on these dudes

imma roll em up, yup, imma run it up x2

claim they number one, really? they runner ups, yuh they runner ups
i got blunts, i got guts tucked it w the runtz
all up in my lungs make their way into my blood
counting all this money turned my fingers into stubs
beyond the sky i be on that cosmic dust 
lost a lot of trust I can’t love up on no slut
hella greens on my plate that’s my spinach, eating good got that guap imma flip it, yuh

that’s my money talkin’ must be schizophrenic (get the bands)
that’s my money talkin’ must be schizophrenic (get the bands)

40 on my waist, 40 to my face 
spill it for the ones that ain’t wake today
i can’t fake the pain it’s my fate i think 
i can’t hate a player, mane that shit is lame x2

i don’t get it, i don’t understand x4

SUCCESS STORY (prod. by nightvision) >>LYRICS IN DESC.<<

I DON’T CARE NOW, I JUST WANT BREAD NOW
FUCK IT, I’M DEAD NOW, WOULD U EVEN CARE HOW?
NO ROOM TO SHARE NOW, FUCK IT HOW IT PANS OUT
I DON’T GOT A PLAN NOW, IM ON STAGE NOW
GROUPIE BITCHES FAN OUT, IM OUT OF STATE NOW
GROUPIE BITCHES SHAMWOW, FUCK ME WHILE HER MAN SMILE
GROUPIE BITCH U MAD FOUL, WE SO GONE
SHE’S GONE I’M SAD NOW, I DON’T HAVE THE RIGHT THO
HAVEN’T FOUND THE RIGHT HOE 
TRYNA DIE TONIGHT THO
OLD TRAITS, COCAINE, BLOW BRAIN, ALL NIGHT, HOE
THE WAY U LEFT MADE IT FEEL LIKE A SIGN, HOE
IM ALR THO

LOOK INTO MY EYES TELL ME WHAT U FIND
DRUGS ALL NIGHT, FUCK OR FIGHT?
ONE AT A TIME, MAYBE AT THE SAME TIME
I DON’T WANNA BLAME MYSELF BUT I CANT LIE

I DON’T CARE NOW, I JUST WANT BREAD NOW
FUCK IT, I’M DEAD NOW, WOULD U EVEN CARE HOW?
NO ROOM TO SHARE NOW, FUCK IT HOW IT PANS OUT
I DON’T GOT A PLAN NOW, IM ON STAGE NOW
GROUPIE BITCHES FAN OUT, IM OUT OF STATE NOW
GROUPIE BITCHES SHAMWOW, FUCK ME WHILE HER MAN SMILE
GROUPIE BITCH U MAD FOUL, WE SO GONE
SHE’S GONE I’M SAD NOW, I DON’T HAVE THE RIGHT THO
HAVEN’T FOUND THE RIGHT HOE 
TRYNA DIE TONIGHT THO
OLD TRAITS, COCAINE, BLOW BRAIN, ALL NIGHT, HOE
THE WAY U LEFT MADE IT FEEL LIKE A SIGN, HOE
IM ALR THO

PSYCHOSIS (PROD. CAYKERARI) >>LYRICS IN DESC.<<

how do they eat with my name in their mouth 
something I’ll never know
frankly I don’t give a fuck, I be wylin when I’m at the show 
how do you sleep when you came from the south
that’s something I’ll never do, no

bih my wrist for more flow than ya whole discography 
no, dunno why they diss on me
seen it in my dreams, ex bitch lips on me
ridin’ black jeep, tinted windows, leather seats
time fast livin free, time pass give to me all the riches & the means 
I done earned it best believe and my mentions gon’ agree
yeah my brethren finna eat good 
just like we should
witchcraft in the woods, witch shawty on my wood


how do they eat with my name in their mouth 
something I’ll never know
frankly I don’t give a fuck, I be wylin when I’m at the show 
how do you sleep when you came from the south
that’s something I’ll never do, no

I SMOKED A BOWL ON SILENT HILL (PROD. THERSX) >>LYRICS IN DESC.<<

Stargazin’, my heart’s breakin’, test of time of how far I make it 
In this abyss; can’t miss this bitch, tar taste in my spliff
Sippin onna fifth, did you dirty, why’d I up and dip? 
Skin itch, cop another fix she trippin’ bout another bitch 
Call me up comin’ quick, got me up all night, yeah, I love to mix

It hit home, you live long or get on  
If I die tonight I know my soul’ll live on
Could you say the same? 
Tell me if you’d stand the rain by my side we’ll never die
Said I’d never change, nah, I can’t stay the same
Knew me way back when I wasn’t on my game 
Now I’m way past them, something’s bound to change 
Comin’ out my cage I’m doin’ fine
Due in time; maskin’ all the pain 
Light the gasoline

She keeps asking me, what’s happening to me? (Yeah)
She keeps asking me, what’s happening to me?
(Yeah)
I wish I had the answer, bae

Stargazin’, my heart’s breakin’, test of time of how far I make it 
In this abyss; can’t miss this bitch, tar taste in my spliff
Sippin onna fifth, did you dirty, why’d I up and dip? 
Skin itch, cop another fix she trippin’ bout another bitch 
Call me up comin’ quick, got me up all night, yeah, I love to mix

It hit home, you live long or get on  
If I die tonight I know my soul’ll live on
Could you say the same? 
Tell me if you’d stand the rain by my side we’ll never die, that’s a promise, babe

LIVE LONG OR GET ON (PROD. SUSTAIN) >>LYRICS IN DESC.<<

Mom was right, all the crimes
All the cries on my mind 
Bombs at night turn you to the hollow type 
Roaming through the crossroads it’s a war inside 
Wanda Sprite got me floating through the cosmos 
What I’m on tho got me hostile
Only god knows what I’m drawn to, so, for real 
Imma cop those for the lost bros 
Head honcho once I’m on, hoe, I can’t stop, no 
Disktray be the motherfuckin prod, hoe 
We gon make it where we long to
At the tippy top with the pot smoke
She don’t want me so I got to 
Give me a second it’s a lot to jot thru

Bust through her jaw open like a pothole 
Look like vatos hit that shot with a long scope 
Got the drop, roll it, hotbox the Honda 
On the hunt for hella guap where the Hundos?
Bloody blunts OP look like Bella Swan’s roll
Got the length, she got the width, maximize the highs volume 
Yeah fuck you, yea, all you 
Doubt the kid I vow you never doubt shit again 
Lips is read, now we agree I hit that on the head
This bitch is bad, lips thick she giving busy head 
Too high on stiizy left that bitch on read
DND I think I green’d again 
I’m here, I fear I hear your screams up in my head

DISKTRAY, HOLLOW - DND >>LYRICS IN DESC.<<

Peace on my mind, the only piece I can’t find
Ain’t no peace around me, only pieces around me
I don’t break, I grind, I glo
Ain’t say I liked my role
Only way I break; I grind, I blow my eighth 

Got my mind on another type mode &
Ain’t nothin’ last forever so I’mma lay down low
They do you low, down, dirty as a bitch so I ain’t ever let ‘em know
But I’m gonna let ‘em know
Big boy, I’m grown, I’m on
Enjoy this life I’m gone, can’t tell what side I’m on
Find a place that I belong

Belong 8x
When I get mine, my bros gon’ glo 
When I get mine these hos gon’ know 
Who walked up in the door like

Peace on my mind, the only piece I can’t find
Ain’t no peace around me, only pieces around me
I don’t break, I grind, I glo
Ain’t say I liked my role
Only way I break; I grind, I blow my brains out on the floor 
Ain’t that absurd?

DISKTRAY, HOLLOW - I GRIND, I GLO (DON’T BREAK)

bitch badder than that chick who died in ‘95
that’s Selena for you halfwits 
lift matter to  my hands, I’m back with passages better than some average rap shit
tamper with pasts, kiss my ass, bitch 
you average half of my track list, ain’t it sad, kid?
like I’m on the spectrum; I’m going Reptar, r*t*rd
glass shards in my rap kit
fuck the masses with razor sharp adlibs 
maxin’ my average tap in ‘fore it’s too late 
this sad shit form to true hate, do you relate?
cavity calvary, pussyboys is too fake 
bruce wayne, in the dark I swoop, aye 
I swoon 8 of yo hoes, I ain’t afraid of no hoe
I do ‘em dirty then ask ‘em if they cleaner than most 

by the time that I’m done, I know I’ll be the one
jonathan davis, I think I’m coming undone (2x)

eyes be so chino, blunt got me deaf, hoe
bumpin’ deftones with yo hoe, love letter in a death note
they gon’ miss me when I’m dead, hoe, let go
keep cryin’ but the tears won’t fall 
I fear my all, fear the fall, so I’m never too deep, too steep
dear god, we ain’t spoke in too long
am I wrong? am I doing what I’m ‘posed to?
parasite girl, she devour my soul too
where am I girl? I took too much too
got me up against the wall I’m down with a one, two
cant undo everything I’m gon’ do till I’m in my grave
I do it for the ones who been thru the pain 
can’t say we ain’t the same, no
ya can’t say we ain’t the same now

disktray, hollow - coming undone (parasite girl) >>lyrics in desc.<<

tearin’ up my liver ‘fore it regenerates 
pair it up with a swisher I’m on my eighth 
M.I.A, M.I.A, yah, M.I.A
end my pain, yah, set aflame all the bitches who love to hate
fair enough, I ain’t ever had the chance to see the light of day
taliban way it’s blowin’ in their face
baddest gang out the south side, hoe, we glowin’ ‘til the day we decay 
it’s 7A, yah, to the grave, say the name, yah, say the name
the set’s great, yah, we never beef
get away now I can’t breathe, get away I’m bout to break
end the hate, bruh
I’mma break the face of a pussyboi, hey, make believe you ain’t livin’ what you say 
fuck it, I don’t ever entertain 
I’mma leave it to our fates, give a fuck about the fame 
FUCK THE CLOUT, what the fuck is all that about?
I do this for the pain geekin’ in my own lane
livin’ free I just scored a fuckin’ eighth 
grade A in my muhfuckin’ tray 
that’s disk for anyone tryna diss
grey day I’m smokin’ suicide, boy 
who am I, boy? use yo muhfuckin’ eyes, boy 
it’s 7A2DaGrave

7A (2DaGrave) (prod. squirlbeats x salean) >>LYRICS IN DESC.<<

dead eyes (prod disktray)

come get a new taste of this OG ts gon’ get you right, promise u <333 courtesy of da homie disktray

smokin’ og ‘24 {prod disktray}

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@hollowthanever
everyone I love goes away in the end
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