i like the taste of flesh
there’s nothing like it
someone needs to teach these boys some manners
before i hang them up by their spines

i pull on my hangnails
until they come undone
until my finger unravels
until I see some bone

haven’t been touched 
in quite a while 
forgotten what intimacy is like
back to being a child

i keep choking on that smoke
you blow in my face
you never learned how to treat someone right
why am i still with you in this place

i like the taste of flesh
there’s nothing like it
someone needs to teach these boys some manners
before i hang them up by their spines
stand up straighter x2

fetch

Lyrics:

I dont want to be here when you leave 
So ill leave first It hurts so much that nothings getting fixed 
Its always the same shit 
If it was up to me we'd pack up all our things 
And we'd run away  

And i told you id go wherever you wanted me to go 
But you couldn't wait for me  
And i promised you that i would follow you wherever you wanted to go But you couldn't wait for me   

And i promised you id follow you wherever you wanted to go
But i just dont know im losing hope 
And as distance fogs up our memories  
We go astray 
Cos when you told me that Southern California wasnt your home I lost all hope  

And i told you id go wherever you wanted me to go 
But you couldnt wait for me 
And i promised you id follow you wherever you wanted to go 
But you couldn't wait for me 

And now as distance fogs our memory  
We both go astray 
But please just dont ever come back down south Itll be too much for me

IAmTheCoffin.- Please Don't Come Back Down South (Bethany Carlos Demo)

movingOn

originally released November 7, 2021
drawing parallels & discovering patterns through meditations on a simpler but far more difficult time 

Kart Nite

everything leads back to california
like all the waiting in lines. they don’t want to know you like that. i say “my darling, "you say “my darling"
and we laugh like fools

you don’t even sort it out. and i don’t got it all
but i say it all
all the way down to the diner on 9th
i got some things in my pocket
i got a locker, i don’t know how to lock it
what’s in the bottle?
what’s in the bottle?
just coke from the mall


Diner on 9th

sleep

Cecile - Forever Lesbians

things change

rarities, b-sides, demos, outtakes, & secret songs... 2009 - 2019

Swimming (Demo)

mash up of
- i will follow you into the dark by death cab for cutie
- hey ya by outkast 
- runaway by kanye west
- international players anthem by UGK
- opposite of adults by chiddy bang
 performed by Brendan Lukens

performed by brendan lukens 

this isn’t mine obvs i just wanted it on here so i can listen ^_^

Hey, I will runaway from the dark with you - Brendan Lukens/Modern Baseball

evil