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sitting in the nosebleed
honesty in my head
it was better
unsaid
feeling like you're lonely
wish i could be so deaf
to noises in my head'
i forgot to tie my shoelace i hope i break my back
i wish you were here when my vision turned black
i know now
you were feeling like you couldn't make it back

couldn't make it back (repeated for ages)

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nosebleed

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watercolor

produced by m'lord @ianmunro !!!
vox/lyrics/mix/master/art by meeeee

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lyrics:
fuck i think we're out of time
we really tried
yeah i cried many times deep into the night
never thought i'd say this but i've thought of ___
whenever you call my name yeah my vision gets so bright
staring at the ceiling now
i cannot believe
that truer colours
they just stare back at me
staring at my only hopes
at my only dreams
the most boring shit
that i've ever seen

sit at the lakehouse and wish that you'd call back
i wish that i'd calm right down
these words that i messed up 
are the only reason 
that i'm sitting alone now
stay numb to the violence
you feel like a tryant
i am so exhausted how
can we come back right round?
how can we calm right down?

i'm so exhausted
i feel like i've lost it
i'm so exhausted
i feel like i've

fuck i think we're out of time
we really tried
yeah i cried many times deep into the night
never thought i'd say this but i've thought of ___
whenever you call my name yeah my vision gets so bright
staring at the ceiling now
i cannot believe
that truer colours
they just stare back at me
staring at my only hopes
at my only dreams
the most boring shit
that i've ever seen

exhausted (prod. ian munro)

angel prod.Santana

LENS OF TRUTH W/ KXR PROD NAOYA

CALL_ON_ME

search for me under the moon

another day another hopeless expectation
im in my head with all these hopeless contemplations
i remember we were sitting in the basement
couldn't tell if i was just another replacement

right back to how it used to be
right back to how i felt back in 2015
its just how it's meant to be
i just fell right inbetween
all those nights i spent alone
cause there's no other way to be

right back to how it used to be
right back to how i felt
when nothing happening was new to me
i cant get through to me
so i just isolate myself
cause nothing ever feels true to me

another day another hopeless expectation
im in my head with all these hopeless contemplations
i remember we were sitting in the basement
couldn't tell if i was just another replacement

now it's back to how it used to be
in my head my thoughts consuming me
how long until i truly see
that im the only one fooling me

i got used to it

with hope that this wasn't how you’d leave us
it’s still cold. is this what the future brings us? 
without the sun the reason drowns and now you’re gone

i saw what it held but never found the light
you’re one with the clouds, there’s still no help
you were forced to give up alone in the poison arms

however far the fall was down still wasn't far enough somehow

with every tear fell a sense of peace
i still thought that this wasn't how you’d leave us
without the sun the reason drowns and now you’re gone

i saw what it held but never found the light
you’re one with the clouds, there’s still no help
you were forced to give up alone in the poison arms

how was the fall to the other side?
i wonder what the feeling is like

prod/mix/mst by me
artwork by me

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sodus void

ive been working on an album for a while, but im honestly unhappy with how its turning out. i'll be going back to releasing frequent singles and maybe an album later this year. thanks to everyone that listens

prod by me
photo by blunt weather

lyrics: 
i think its time i quit asking me why
i sit and watch the ceiling in the night time
i dont have nothin left in me to fight
why do i always quit before i try

saying its over
i dont want to force the closure
i just want to free my shoulders
and i cant lie, i let it take over
feeding into all the lies
with no compromise
and if it could be any different
reaching and creating distance
a victim to my own decisions
i know, but i cant lie

i wont lie, i know its my fault

maybe
but i dont think
no one could change me
always stuck inside the daydreams
its daily
everyone just turns out shady
and lately
seems like i just cant escape me

always feeling like im so far apart
and its always just been me from the start
and i wonder how i made it this far
remember eatin lunch alone in my car
never thought that it would stay like that
every time i think it changes
always goes right back
dont wanna have to go like that
but does it matter
no one hit me askin where im at 

where im at, 
or where im going
i dont rly think
theres any way of knowing
i just got too comfortable
with never showing

clouds come back
its overflowing
in this head of mine
you know its always storming
i just got too comfortable
with never hoping

i wont lie, i know its my fault

homesick