prod by @nevrfall

'pessimist' the album coming next month

lyrics:

could i rip this lowly veil away
i lay down in trenches
counting how  much of the time it takes

how the winter makes my head decay
theres a strange comfort in it
guess it makes me want to stay

i find no peace in all the voices
and my doorstep staying blocked, blunting noises
its my responsibility to keep on holding torches
cant make any promises the darkness only worsens

time froze when i left home
another night better left untold
more thoughts, another lump inside my throat
i lay back, ripping up another note

i cant stop the thoughts of distant company
you made me feel like i was something worthy then let go of me
and i cant clean the messes that i make 
theyre right in front of me 
but i just cannot give myself a chance
before im fumbling 

i find no peace in all the voices
and my doorstep staying blocked, blunting noises
its my responsibility to keep on holding torches
cant make any promises the darkness only worsens

torch (nevrfall)

homesick