Name: conflict by | hope mc |
Duration: 2 min
Description: I WROTE THIS ON THE SPOT AND I LOVE IT also I just saw the word "conflict" n decided to see what I could do w it and wow this was done in 4-6min ENJOY

Hope Mc I hope you follow your dreams into the music industry. miss you so much just remember we are "OHANA"

wrote this because our children shouldn’t have to fear growing up. they shouldn’t have to worry about their emotions, their appearances and they shouldn’t be told all these lies that people put out on social media and in the world in general. they shouldn’t have to grow up to work a job they hate and they shouldn’t have to live penny to penny in order to get food on the table. society’s fucked

Prayin On Sundays

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Humanity

I WROTE THIS ON THE SPOT AND I LOVE IT also I just saw the word "conflict" n decided to see what I could do w it and wow this was done in 4-6min ENJOY

conflict

you can’t ever look past the way that you yourself felt
talk to yourself, well, that’s the meaning of self help
and don’t beat yourself up in the pursuit of self happiness
because half the battle’s asking passionately just what “happy” is
take some time off to self reflect and self measure
sometimes you need to be self centered to understand yourself better
I’m feeling self possessed without the selfishness of self obsession
but if I do this for myself and no one else then it is self expression
self confident in that I’ll never let myself forfeit 
every word I write I’m certain I’m just painting a self portrait
and to all the self destructive people who feel they’ll never be themselves again
just know I understand that self inflicted pain is self defense
so don’t sell yourself short or label yourself as stupid
because when you’ve hit rock bottom every movement is a self improvement

be yourself

*http://flatsound.tumblr.com/post/21829771520/heres-another-track-off-of-twenty-minutes-of

i’ll sit and pretend
i know someone at an intimate depth
it always makes me feel like shit in the end
because you’re only as good as the people you consider your friends

so i’ll watch an aching past surface, and now i’m half certain
that everyone who associates with me’s a bad person
because everyone who associates with me is as worthless 
now i finally understand what it means to lack courage
and at the end of the day it just defeats the damn purpose
to share the fruit of your knowledge while completely malnourished

now i’m trying to let go of the things that torture me inside
so congratulations, you’re cordially invited
to a small list of things that i normally would hide
high school, no comprehension of enough harm
codeine for numb hearts and patching up cut arms
but drinking cough syrup when you didn’t have a cough
is ironic, because in reality you’re sicker than you thought
but like hearing new music and being too scared to turn it up
virgin blood mostly told me to stop at the surface cuts
but sometimes i wouldn’t eat more than a couple bites
and sometimes i’d go a week and not sleep more than a couple nights
and sometimes i’d get so wrapped up in the “couple life”
when the “couple life” failed me the first couple times

so now i’m grateful that it seems stupid, and i’m grateful that i miss you
because the passed two years are something i’m glad i had to sit through
because now that i know what it means to be dead
i can start living again

fuck me, i can start living again
i can smell it when i breathe
i can feel it when you leave
i can start living again

so i’m leaving behind the people who said i wasn’t brave enough
wrote an album called “sleep” and realized it’s about waking up. 

Poem

The Well

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you are the coffin

Prelude in C major from Bach's Well-Tempered Clavier, Book 1, using a well-tempered tuning devised by Robert Edward Grant entitled "Precise Temperament", at A=432Hz.

Prelude

great, isn't it great
to be held like your sisters baby
hate, you said you hate
when i just lay there like an empty body
but i don't listen and i don't care
i don't like it so get me out of here
i don't listen and i don't care
the smell of smoke
the taste of chamomile

i don't listen and i don't care
i don't like it so get me out of here
it's all so distant and i'm so scared
the smell of smoke
the taste of chamomile

oh no, think i'm in trouble
ten long years inside of this bubble
ha ha, look at him struggle
fuck my mouth and feed me your knuckles
oh no, everything crumbles
you found me inside of the rubble
ha ha, look at me struggle
begging for help from someone who's dead
i'm trying to decipher things that you said
but they only exist inside of my head
so no, i don't want to be calm anymore

chamomile

i ramble all my lyrics call it slam poetry call it not thinking before i speak but this is it - also everything on here has been created in 10min or less .. unless it's y'kno ,, stated otherwise?? or is obviously otherwise

conflict

| hope mc |

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