how I would end it

https://open.spotify.com/track/3XZK9INBMf2QIy8xa9fNWE?si=8270b5abb566457a
xxx

i think i think too much

lil song i produced cos i was bored lemekno

circles

rotted the root {p* old book}

If We

Track A438.mp3

I don't

Alien

wooden home

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics:
my will to live has gone missing
don't know where it could have went
my will to find it is also absent 
don't know where that is either
if you happen to see it please tell me
nah just kidding I don't actually care
don't contact me
or anybody I know
just keep your distance
my happiness has gone away 
(off into the wide blue yonder)
or was it there in the first place? 
(was it all just an illusion?)
my mind has reached its dullest state 
(I'm an idiot today)
or was I always this fucking stupid??
(and I was one yesterday)
I've got these demons inside me
skeletons in my closet
don't wanna talk about any of that shit
so just fucking drop it
when will I finally find a way 
to say the things I wanna say?
when will I finally see the day
when all my problems go away?
maybe nine pills is excessive
why not just take seven?
or even just five?
so sick of hearing these mindful thoughts 
that try to keep me alive
I've got these kpins inside me
adderall in my pocket
don't wanna hear about any of your shit
I've got these demons inside me
skeletons in closets
voices in my head
they're telling me that 
everything that I have come to know is null
and I'm better off dead
off into the wide blue yonder
I'm trying to escape my thoughts
this isn't working
I took too much ambien today
now I'm fading away x2
I went down a long slide to go play in this ball pit
where instead of balls, there's empty pill bottles
and now I'm left here drowning

i think i think too much

hope

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