i learned

corrupt-demo (recent)

how I would end it

we miss you even though you're here (demo 2)

i can see right thru u
i can see inside ur shell
won't you call me worthless
won't you say you're doing well
and we were only 13
when we decided not to care
the lights are getting brighter
and now we're losing all our hair, and teeth, and flesh, and seeds, and mother seems to be calling
ignore the phone and cut ourselves, the blood will pour oh well, oh well
we'll find someone to raise us new, im growing pretty fond of you
addicted to a feeling that i miss 
a couple of them there's a list
and you would be the first to know
when i give in, into the snow
when i finally overdose
i love you, thought i'd let you know

i can't seem to breathe
i can't seem to stop speaking
about the freezing cold
and how it's making us grow old
and i always saw it coming
i never knew it'd be so soon
i need to get some answers
i need to get away from you, your eyes they draw me in
the gravity it gives me wind to pull myself out of the pit
i fall back in i fall back in
mistakes will make us greater in the end but there's no help to grow from them
whatever should i approach next
the choice could lead right to my death

and im so close
and im so close
the air is thin 
a comatose
dont go home 
dont go home
i need your help
down in my bones
and this must be the end
the grasshoppers will fly again
and all the long lost kids
will be abandoned once again, again, again and again

ignore the phone (demo)

nose bleed (2019 unreleased)

gone (unreleased studio cut)

lyrics:
i forgot already
why you told me i should go
but i remember being drunk and asking u to use ur phone
must have made myself look dumb
cos all i talked about was how i started rolling joints last night
and that i couldn't wait to go to california
and i'd ask u if you'd been and what's it like
up in the mountains, and i'll add i've lived in texas most my life
and you would roll ur eyes but i would ponder off and never notice you were mad
and you call me saying shit that sounds like this

what's it like in phoenix
do u miss me 
are u scared
how's the weather over there
do u still play cyberpunk 
sorry that's a stupid question 
i just don't know what to say 
2077 might be better days

arizona's hot but not as hot as texas or nevada in the summer 
and the drive was kind of long because i drove through by myself 
listening to bon iver and some nirvana
and that song blind pilot sang
it made me think of u before i saw the sunset 
in colorado in the rain and so i pulled my car on over 
cos i heard ur voice and this is what u said

what's it like in phoenix
do u miss me 
are u scared
how's the weather over there
do u still play ESO
sorry that's a stupid question 
what's a better one these days
we're all burnt out lost ourselves washed down the drain

what's it like back home and do i miss you?
yes i do
yes i wanna be with u
we don't have to talk too much
that's ok cos i do bad with conversation
and we’ll live in mmos
we don't care
and we don't know

phoenix, arizona

time (alternate version)

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