I LOVE working with dialogue and maybe you do too!! Here's all my dialogue works in sequential order!

Dialogue Ditties

Archaic

I was at my ma's the other day and found this lecture by Alan Watts. When I started hearing voices, I thought of my harmonious hallucinations as bhodisattvas meant to guide me through life - all I had to do was go with the flow. The same concept proved true to this day; follow the path of least resistance/the path with the least stress. Wu Wei.

Wu Wei - Feat. Alan Watts

The vocal samples are from Terence Mckenna's discussion, "The Anatomy of Insanity" where he spoke on the psychotic perspective from a firsthand perspective. I couldn't help but notice certain statements stand out as they were reflective of my own experience and I knew I had to record them SOMEWHERE!

Divine Madness - Feat. Terence McKenna

This ends my psychedelic lectures kick, I think.

While I was psychotic, I experienced a myriad of delusions. My FAVORITE delusion was that I had inherited a cult that had just lost it's leader. "Mindfulness, Meditation, and Marijuana" were my tenets. 

Meditation is the bees knees.

Musical Meditation - Feat. Alan Watts

Just a fun little ditty about acid. 

I, personally, am a huge fan of hallucinogens. I'm taking a responsible hiatus, though, and waiting one year after psychosis breaking to minimize the risk of a bad trip.

Only a few months left!!

Labyrinthian Lucy

I've been on a bit of an Alan Watts kick lately and the biggest reason is because of his understanding of insanity. For months, the only thing that was real for me was who I was as a person. No amount of institutionalizations could touch that and no delusion could call it into question. 

Not my standing in the world - be it superhuman, god, or angelic vessel - but what made me ME. My personality and character profile were the only things that stayed consistent through the most tumultuous time of my life. 

This time last year, I had just begun to lose my mind. 

But, hey, "all life is spontaneous"

Spontaneous Self - Feat. Alan Watts

Cerebral Consciousness - Feat. Alan Watts

Sonar Acid Wolve- Pale Blue Dot (Liveversion for The EP "Aurora Surrealis")

And Home the Same Night

Elsewhere (slow)

Thwumpa The Third

SQRL

Interlude 2

LiloCox, Echonomist, Nadi Ali, Falton Fox, Nyangau - Mi Falling Concoction

Sonar Acid Wolve - Hauntology 6 (from the Live EP" Les Particules Elémentaires" )

The Present

Psychosis brought me to music production when it became the easiest way for me to communicate my ineffable experiences at the end of my first psychotic break, which lasted a long eight months. As you can imagine, there was much to express. My album “Desert of Delusion” was the strongest processing tool I had acquired to work through what was the most turbulent and invigorating time of my life. 

This wasn’t just a one-off, though. I would go on to experience two more psychotic breaks, with the most recent one being last month. BUT! I didn’t have to be hospitalized for that one. I’m getting better at this! 

I also have a wicked severe case of ADHD, which is where my name comes from! My primary personality trait is ENERGETIC and as such, I get bored very easily when a loop plays for too long. To combat this, I constantly vary up the instruments and samples I’m using! I aim to create ever-evolving soundscapes that take listeners on a grand journey of the mind, much like what I experienced during my MANY hours of disappearing into Shpongle, OTT, and Entheogenic while psychotic. I want to recreate that immersive experience for the listener and share how I experience music!  

I have a severe brain injury from being hit by a truck as a child. Because of this, my energy waxes and wanes and I’m rather inconsistent on here but I’m trying my best and slowly getting better! It affects my music production in the COOLEST of ways though, because I have a touch of audio-tactile synesthesia. You may find sounds that repeat themselves in my songs, like the deep bubbling of a tabla or the squiggly twang of a jaw-harp. I like to use sounds that FEEL good! 

I’ve only been producing for a little over a year and have VERY much to learn but I LOVE to meet new people! If you have any tips or questions or just want to say hi, PLEASE feel free to drop me a message! I PROMISE I’ll respond as soon as I’m able! 

I hope you enjoy!!~ 

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Cerebral Consciousness - Feat. Alan Watts

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