farewell  ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ 
i'll see you next spring
smile pt.2

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ECCJC6OdHcswu09ytx3hB?si=SBNTQd3RQU-81-y3DjD5FA

@kyxtsnxwy
@y4ndere
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@remiliaxd :
(you leave me feeling vacant)
(i'm tired of living this life by myself)
(we don't need to take this)
(it was never my fault, i just fend for myself)

everything is wrong, it's not working
fantasy's a life, undeserving
everything you said is concerning
ruined a life, leave me on the ground hurting

stop that, every single thing, you try to talk
mark that, everything you said to me was wrong
f*ck that, do you really want to make me fall?
talk down, why're you making me feel small?


@kyxtsnxwy :
breaking me down cause im small
smile everytime when you watch me fall
moved on and im happy with my new life
using memories against me, huh, nice try
kumapit para sa aking mahal na buhay
hinding hindi mo ako masisira, wanna waste time??
she brought my smile back, calming sounds by the seaside

(breaking me down cause im small)
(smile everytime when you watch me fall)
(moved on and im happy with my new life)
(using memories against me, huh, nice try)
(kumapit para sa aking mahal na buhay)
(hinding hindi mo ako masisira, wanna waste time??)
(she brought my smile back, calming sounds by the seaside)

@remiliaxd :
by the seaside
any chance we can make up and rewind?
is that penalized?
cursed blood, blood tears, that's the red line

you're like mirai
watashitachi sabishii but it is alright
yeah it's alright
our lives' a ride, moving on you better hold tight

@remiliaxd x @kyxtsnxwy :
breaking me down cause im small
smile everytime when you watch me fall
moved on and im happy with my new life
using memories against me, huh, nice try
kumapit para sa aking mahal na buhay
hinding hindi mo ako masisira, wanna waste time??
she brought my smile back, calming sounds by the seaside

@kyxtsnxwy :
(breaking me down cause im small)
(smile everytime when you watch me fall)
(moved on and im happy with my new life)
(using memories against me, huh, nice try)
(kumapit para sa aking mahal na buhay)
(hinding hindi mo ako masisira, wanna waste time??)
(she brought my smile back, calming sounds by the seaside)

moving on +kishi (yandere)

og song (one piece op 24): www.youtube.com/watch?v=MSXr7O0hu-c
aint nobody do jrock like me

paint (one piece cover)

sanity ft. whyhaze (neohn)

[prod. tores + warheart +t57thetank]
Close your heart and be my fault 
I know you want, but why you don’t 
I don’t know why baby why you hate me 
I close my eyes, and all your lies I can trust 
Trust trust trust
She don’t want me down
But she want you do away 
How do you make me fall?
I’m tired to taking heart away 
Now you made me fall
You can take my heart away
I miss you a little bit 
Cuz now I need you back 
My life without you it’s messed 
The pain is tracking my mind 
You never know 
Can take this pain no more
We just a friend no more
Can you take the fake 
Cuz you are my friend 
Yeah, it’s hard to phrase 
Send me all your things
Exactly my friend I’m overdose 
Close your heart and be my fault 
I know you want, but why you don’t 
I don’t know why baby why you hate me 
I close my eyes, and all your lies I can trust 
Trust trust trust
She don’t want me down
But she want you do away 
How do you make me fall?
I’m tired to taking heart away 
Now you made me fall
You can take my heart away

im sorry [prod. tores + warheart +t57thetank]

I wanna be ur life i wanna be ur doll
Your eyes are glossing over me u never cared at all
Hiding in the walls, analyzing ever flaw
I rlly wanna try but its difficult

I wake up and im covered in cuts
You told me that theyre pretty i shld never give it up
My heart is weak, shldve never opened up
My head is spinning think ive lost too much blood

I think im addicted to the blade
And i feel so ashamed and these scars dont wanna fade
I know im a discrace but you cant seem to look away
I get so afraid when you thru my charade
Im infected, i cant escape depression
Stuck inside a cycle of violence and misdirection
Looking in the mirror god i wish that i was feminine
Taking all these drugs, all i rlly want is estrogen

I got a job but im still fucking useless
You broke my heart and i still cant undo it
Im at the club i have poison in my guts
Am i still your girlfriend if i dont have a pulse
Cut me into pieces, in the name of love
You use me like a toy, now ur filling with disgust
Does it make you happy to know im feeling crushed
I wanna disappear now, i think ive had enough
I think ive had enough

i've had enough [augury]

wow it's the 4chan beat!
prod. @t57thetank

[lyrics]
he-he-he said he want smoke
i can't name a single person that don't like me who ain't broke
ho-how that bitch gon' talk online, if he's never gonna show?
know that he mad that i'm up, while that boy he stayin down below
tried- he tried everything he could, but that's simply how it goes
x2

he gon copy what i do
that boy-that boy he a bitch and his hoe she look u-used
bullet to his head years to live that we redu-duced
that bitch givin' brain 'til her own is left confused u-u-u-used

ugh, she do ket
need a break from the drugs need to rest, up
yeah i need to stop
i took four i don't feel like it's enough
and i know she want me bad but i never fell in love

he-he-he said he want smoke
i can't name a single person that don't like me who ain't broke
ho-how that bitch gon' talk online, if he's never gonna show?
know that he mad that i'm up, while that boy he stayin down below
tried- he tried everything he could, but that's simply how it goes
x2

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recorded last year

like me (t57thetank)

feat & prod @hiseph

lyrics
@hiseph
you watch me fall apart 
i thought we was going far 
i aint no counterpart 
you left me with all your scars 
im not tryna leave it if i don't know why 
wasn't tryna talk you told me off goodbye

you watch me fall apart 
i thought we was going far 
i aint no counterpart 
you left me with all your scars 
im not tryna leave it if i don't know why 
wasn't tryna talk you told me off goodbye

@ampsyte
too late oh well
I hate to tell
whats on my mind
my brain a cell
cant take much more
i’ll close the door
i’ll knock again 
it’s such a chore

lately i’ve been feeling like i’m breaking the code
i don't wanna eat a gun but my brain might explode
i can't hate u in the end that’s what i hate the most
and i wanna leave it there leave me gone like a ghost

i won't fly im a waste of my wings
just say why was it really just me?
it’s alright i which i could've seen
it’s goodbye that’s just the way that it be

@hiseph
you watch me fall apart 
i thought we was going far 
i aint no counterpart 
you left me with all your scars 
im not tryna leave it if i don't know why 
wasn't tryna talk you told me off goodbye

you watch me fall apart 
i thought we was going far 
i aint no counterpart 
you left me with all your scars 
im not tryna leave it if i don't know why 
wasn't tryna talk you told me off goodbye

scars w/ seph

prod me :p 
also if u fw the song FOLLOW ME

self destructive 
it’s the only way I know 
“see it thru” what do I get? 
cold to the touch, don’t get close 
what do I do, 
in the silence, where u haunt me 
feels like I’m dying, ur just watching 
rot in the quiet, by my lonely
and u can’t deny it, nobody knows me like u do

@neohnq
cover me in flowers and cairns
put my mind at ease
i dont wanna see the day
where my mask is shattered
and i cant do better
and i gotta show myself
i wont get no help
what can i give to you
count up until my fingers blue
walk in the shop i self destruct
from all this shit i blew
go check the receipts
and dont get back to me
happily ill wait for you
u can get mad at me... i always do

cover me
with what u please
what u want
i cant go on like this
but i still write ur name in diamond
ya its such a shame
that it blew up in my face

self destructive 
it’s the only way I know 
“see it thru” what do I get? 
cold to the touch, don’t get close 
what do I do, 
in the silence, where u haunt me 
feels like I’m dying, ur just watching 
rot in the quiet, by my lonely
and u can’t deny it, nobody knows me like u do

to the touch (hartfxlt)

note:
#FUCKYOUNCC :) u never be #1 cuz u bullshit!

Feat. @luvknowkids @ogmatrizz @crossnecklace
Prod. @walkingcorpsse
Mixing. @luvknowkids @ogmatrizz @crossnecklace

Lyrics:

@luvknowkids
u so fucking jerk 
i can b the 1 u Nerd omg 
ilke the fuckin jerk ah
n im so glow up 
bitch u tryna #1 i think it fuckin fuck up

now im a rich, js shut up
im fucking lonely
now im a rich, js shut up
why u call me 
u say u #1 nah
it fucking bullshit
now i cant see fuck it up 
im make my owner

@ogmatrizz
1 step 2 step, idgaf rn
u say u r #1 what?
u so fuckin cap
i dont wanna talk about you
cuz u so fuckin pretend
bad boy ur girls fuckin bitch
and she suck my cock 

@crossnecklace
yuh remember those days when i was lost
(bish im number 1 now)
told me that i was a waste bish
aahh~
swish - im back and im better
and to me, u dont matter
anymore
u still rockin my sweater
but to me it doesnt matter

#NUMBER1? #vvs - w/ thekidSwaver, OGMaTrizz, crossnecklace (prod. Walkingcorpse)

prod. injury

i tore you down while reaching for your hand
i called it love, but you could barely stand
you stayed so long i thought that you would understand
but i was lost before i even began


and every time you looked at me like i was slipping through
i brushed it off, said "i'm just tired," when i was tired of the truth
and somedays i think it would be easier just leaving you 
but i dont think im strong enough to start anew

now i see the weight i've placed in your chest
words i left unsaid built a fortress of regret
you were bleeding from the love i never fed
i think this might be the beginning of the end

just tell me, just tell me is this really the end
just tell me, just tell me, is it all in my head

paint (one piece cover)

circa: owtiss