I may or may not have been sitting on this one for a little too long, my bad haha.  I really love this song :)

Check out enyu here : https://soundcloud.com/enyusroom
Check out secre here : https://www.youtube.com/@prodsecre

Lyrics
<3 - <3 - <3

(Wraith)
Don't go, don't go
My hearts breaking for you
I've done all I can do
and more, and more
I make the same mistakes
like over and over I
can't stand myself
let this be over, just over why

My trust was all mistaken
I tried to count my blessings
you tried your best to tempt me
and now the walls are breaking
take me to better places
help me forget these faces
I can not rid them from my head
I'll leave this body vacant

(enyu)
(I'll leave this body vacant, I'll leave this body vacant-)
if i
would leave my selfish past behind
maybe then you'd finally see me
as i am
as i am
right

grab on my waist and play pretend
i'll light a flame, you'll find me then
i'll take the blame to make amends
so you dont break my heart again

i'll rest my soul, youre taking it
i guard myself to keep it in
although your trust is running thin
with time we'll make it right again

(Wraith)
Don't go, don't go
My hearts breaking for you
I've done all I can do
and more, and more
I make the same mistakes
like over and over I
can't stand myself
let this be over, just over why

don't go /w enyu (prod. secre)

The Other Side Of The Tracks (p. wraithontheporch)

redalert (p. ryan kelly + nihil2free)

Lyrics -

If ima fuck it up then shit, let’s do it over supernova stuffed inside this blunt
If there’s a salad in this bitch, no point to do it over lunch
But I can tell you missed the point and damn this roach is almost done 
let’s keep ‘em in rotation so we don’t run out of fun 
As I stand before the barrel of your gun 
All sensations lost my body weakens, I go numb 
It’s like I’ve seen something i know I  shouldn’t have now I’m stuck 
I was comfortable love, haven’t you ruined enough 

I get this sense of neglect right when you enter my mind 
Isn’t it obvious we’ve wasted our time 

Look how i fucked it up again 
Now the memories are ashes in the tray beside my bed 
Shit I took it to the head 
And leaves my conscience feeling fresh 
But that’s never what I get 
Now I don’t know

The Ruiner

lyrics 

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

and i claw out my eyes
so i cant see what i’ve done 
and i rip out my throat 
so i cant speak to anyone 
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im
oh im
oh im

what would it take 
for u to listen when i warn you
im in the party bleeding out
in the corner
is it me 
or are the lights shutting off
pls check my wrist so that im truly gone

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

wipe that stupid smile off your face (p. wraithontheporch)

lyrics//

wrote a letter to you 
wrote the date
signed my name
saw in the news
they finallly locked that man away

i dont wanna be the one to talk 
abt the problematic things
used be the one you call
when somethings wrong
but now we don’t agree

mama never learned
my dad tried his best but it only left him burned
sorry that it hurt you
yeah i stayed up every night 
asking “God what is my worth?”

but its all good
its a part of me now
im awful, just a face in the crowd
i wish you were proud.

so i drink another bottle by myself
sick and tired of the feeling that iv felt
said im lying but i know the truth
it’s killing me so im killing you

we were never ones to play it right
and 
i was never one to be aligned
feel the blood flow right into my visine
theres two sides to the silver lining

problematic [idly blare]

"one day we gon be okay baby just stay"
i can hear just how you told me like its yesterday
ill be sure to send my love from the cosmos
i guess lately its just been harder hitting high notes
i guess lately its just been easier to let my mind go
i guess lately im feeling bad bout dragging you along

cuz i dont want to see you at the bottom
and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

but i cant make you smile
havent seen those pearly whites girl whats got you down
we can live another life if we leave this town
one day i can make it right one day youll be proud
in the passenger seat found my reason in the stars
i got holes in my jeans you got anger in your heart
its not as easy as it seems so i try to play my part
control alt then you deleted me im back here at the start
i got bad lungs one more cigarette
another sad song posted on the internet
i guess its not fun tell myself im not upset
when the days done find a place to lay my head
from the day we met swore to be my best
we both know the fire started when you call my friends
now im only feeling sorry for the shit i said
one day imma be a star im just not shining yet

and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

denim w/ halfhearted (p. under the maple tree)

*DEMO*

finna replace the file once I've actually fixed up my part, shit's just been in the vault for too long 

Prod: THERSX
Mix: etchmygrave & me

Lyrics:

[etchmygrave]
yeh these last 4 days have gotten to my head
i dont wanna feel a thing id rather end up dead
torn apart rip my vessel up limb by limb
maybe you could throw my body in the fucking ditch

i would let you stick a needle right in my brain
make me believe those lies you claim
to be the truth but youre insane
i wish that id forgot your name

so maybe ill leave it
my number got deleted
baby im fiendin
id do anything i can to get to u

what is the meanin
im not sure if i see it
i said it once b4 but if you test me then ill bleed it
i cant move
oh my god
now you see what you done did to me
you took sumn gorgeous and u turned it into history
god i fuckin hate how you destroyed us oh so beautifully
god you must forget sometimes that i am still a human being

[houci]
that i am still a human being
woah woah woah woah
you know oh oh
you know oh oh

you know we be chilling all the time getting fried
theres just way to much shit on my mind but it's fine
we get by, we get fried, thoughts but suicide
I i'd rather just stay by your side

so just listen to what ive got to say
people change but id never change like no way
like i just wanna chill at my own place
fuck you mean a deadbeat fuck you mean a masterrace

everything just feels so out of place for me
best of buds keep hitting me up but dude it's all so corny
i just keep fucking up like why's my life so thorny
i just keep on falling, always got a fkn sore knee

changes w/ etchmygrave (THERSX)

lyrics 

are you with me?
you’re wearing those dark eyes, i think it’s moving swiftly
we both share this dark vibe, we’re not making 50
i carry this weight, i can tell that it is sinking
when you’re not on my side, i start to lose my forward thinking
maybe through these dark times, you could try to save me?
or you could watch me drown with those sentiments that made me
i’m not one to judge, i put pressure on me daily
i would do the same for a soul that isn’t pain-free
i can’t read minds, but i see what you’re creating
you’re digging up this hole for my body and just waiting
you know me too well, it’s not you who i’ll be hating
but you’re acquainted with the horns in the ways that you be paying
oh, please, no more lies
i feel like there’s another soul lingering in those eyes
if so, then no ties
you could let me loose instead of losing my mind
i’m hand-tied, not a human sacrifice
i’ve done plenty wrong, but this much past my plight
i hear cries, but not within the signs
is this really all of my doing this time?
are you with me?
you’re wearing those dark eyes, i think it’s moving swiftly
we both share this dark vibe, we’re not making 50
i carry this weight, i can tell that it is sinking
when you’re not on my side, i start to lose my forward thinking
maybe through these dark times, you could try to save me?
or you could watch me drown with those sentiments that made me
i’m not one to judge, i put pressure on me daily
i would do the same for a soul that isn’t pain-free

50 (shxdy808)

lyrics ⬇️

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me
i hate the ridicule i feel like this is hide and seek
switch perspectives for a second maybe you would see
its not really all that perfect in this deep blue sea
i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 
nevermind the thoughts i had of what it coudlnt be
cuz i dont think too much or at all when i fall asleep
and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep
ur the only thing in my thoughts I miss all the dreams
it was nice that I escaped my sick reality
but now i gotta go right back to find my inner peace 

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me

i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 

and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep

now that I can’t fall asleep (secre)

Shout out brecken and casperrr for working on this with me

heyyou w/ brecken & casperrr

I think everyone should play an instrument, you don't have to make a living out of it, just sit down and play.

Beat account: @houcibeats

changes w/ etchmygrave (THERSX)

houci

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