water landing (dead spyro)

*DEMO*

finna replace the file once I've actually fixed up my part, shit's just been in the vault for too long 

Prod: THERSX
Mix: etchmygrave & me

Lyrics:

[etchmygrave]
yeh these last 4 days have gotten to my head
i dont wanna feel a thing id rather end up dead
torn apart rip my vessel up limb by limb
maybe you could throw my body in the fucking ditch

i would let you stick a needle right in my brain
make me believe those lies you claim
to be the truth but youre insane
i wish that id forgot your name

so maybe ill leave it
my number got deleted
baby im fiendin
id do anything i can to get to u

what is the meanin
im not sure if i see it
i said it once b4 but if you test me then ill bleed it
i cant move
oh my god
now you see what you done did to me
you took sumn gorgeous and u turned it into history
god i fuckin hate how you destroyed us oh so beautifully
god you must forget sometimes that i am still a human being

[houci]
that i am still a human being
woah woah woah woah
you know oh oh
you know oh oh

you know we be chilling all the time getting fried
theres just way to much shit on my mind but it's fine
we get by, we get fried, thoughts but suicide
I i'd rather just stay by your side

so just listen to what ive got to say
people change but id never change like no way
like i just wanna chill at my own place
fuck you mean a deadbeat fuck you mean a masterrace

everything just feels so out of place for me
best of buds keep hitting me up but dude it's all so corny
i just keep fucking up like why's my life so thorny
i just keep on falling, always got a fkn sore knee

changes w/ etchmygrave (THERSX)

👻

(MisFiiT) you in the club and i’m in my bed at home
you go ghost i can’t rant cuz i been doing that
i been scrounging for your love in the trash ima sewer rat (fuckin rat)
i feel like cold cuz i always want more and more 
chimney, i feel like im stuck in a chimney
claustrophobic 
bacardi my cup it’s empty
i’m tired of feelin envious (jealous wreck)
there’s a pit in my gut
know this what i want
but i know you don’t care about it

(yungcray) you was at the club I was alone drinking down, this bottle that I store behind my bed,  it really help,
I’m in my head, it’s like a boat, I think I might drown,
I wanna go, just read my notes, I wrote it all down 

and I been feeling reckless, I really wish I knew more 
and I might wreck this life, or find anew door 
all black diamond necklace, it’s pretty it’s a dark tool, 
I think I’ll just go home and maybe write more

(icaruslurks) 
I do to much I know 
Lately I’ve been off coke 
And I don’t drink that much
I guess you’ll never really know 
But I guess I’m not sober tho
And if I say I am then I’m lyin
Can’t pretend I’m sober when I’m flyin
Can’t pretend I’m happy when I’m cryin
If I say I’m not then I’m lyin 
If I say I miss you then I’m lyin 
There’s no denying the misery 
I feel when you’re next to me 
I feel when you’re next to me

ghost in da club w/ yungcray & Icaruslurks (emory x cl6udy)

I genuinely love this one so much

lyrics
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Wraith
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Locked out of my house
And its 20 below
I could go back to you
But I’d rather the snow
Winter winds, hitting skin
And I’m cold to the bones
Now it’s all sinking in
I was always alone

Look what did to me
Grabbing the mic and I’m spitting epitomes
Thought you were digging me
Making a mess and and then blaming me
You fucking kidding me?
Talking to you like are you even listening?
Gucci on me diamonds wet like a christening
Feel like I’m solving a mystery
Every time you even speak to me
Tell me what's happening

-=-=-
web
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i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home
its cold but i dont got a coat
i feel the blood sinking down in my throat
i feel the ache in my ears and my nose
when the winter time comes make december my home
i see your name when it comes on my phone but i dont wanna talk so i leave it alone
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home

december w/ web (wraithontheporch)

ididntwantthis. (mackk x spaceboyry)

prod hollowprpl
guitar by me

lyrics


hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it costs me my life
cuz i cant be sane again here in my mind
im alone
i see the sympathy die by the window
i really miss what we had
am i too cold?

the constants in my life arent constant anymore 
between you and me im not sober no more
i can die freely, id have no remorse
the meaning of life is to love and mines no more 
oh im horrible

hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it’s not your fault. [swan dive] (hollowprpl x ash.)

lyrics ⬇️ 


i like your lips my love but you dont talk
wont work at all i know im far from you
but please dont insult me
id rather you ghost me as you do
and its a shame that i cant trust a single thing you say

a dusty brain i can’t explain all of the stuff that i went thru
dropped from a crane
cant word this pain but i promise you its nothin new 
want me to blink
wake up to drink
i slowly sink i see its true
no saving grace thats all i’ll say
i cant escape when you dont prove
I know ill lose
theres no excuse 
cuz i cant shake this grave today

say it to my face
or ill be in your way for awhile girl
you dont want that for sure
yea you dont text back for hours at a time
lowkey it massacres my heart when you say that but never why

never wanna know how i feel i keep it in the back of my mind
runnin out cuz i know know that you think i wouldn’t see
but you don’t got a clue cuz you dont know me
Know i wish you could
i had all the time in the world

Dont cover your eyes
i wanna see them in the light
just once jus once
just one “more” time
i never expected you to feel like i was always what you want
know i never was know i never was
well i wish that you could see what i saw

as you do (everest)

w/ @notaheroo
produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
i won’t miss these nights, i’ve had better times
i hope you know i pray for you like every night
if i don’t make it, hope i see you in another life
and if you wait around, i’ll show you that i’m still alive
i’m going crazy seeing shadows when i’m turning
i smush this cigarette out
blow it in the sky
and i’m the contrast, you’re so picture perfect
if only my heart wasn’t two sides
you keep begging me to stay, but my hands are tied
i’mma buy a ticket for the next flight
i really miss my friends living on the other side

and she said baby just stay
i promise you gon be okay
i made a fool out myself last night
i’ll try to forget it, but it happens every time

i wanna see you when you see me as a rockstar
and seeing me like this, i know that it’s hard
it’s hard
i broke your heart
you own my heart
the city stops and all of the lights are on
and now i don’t feel it all
now i don’t feel at all

i won’t miss these nights, i’ve had better times
i hope you know i pray for you like every night
if i don’t make it, hope i see you in another life
and if you wait around, i’ll show you that i’m still alive
i’m going crazy seeing shadows when i’m turning
i smush this cigarette out
blow it in the sky
and i’m the contrast, you’re so picture perfect
if only my heart wasn’t two sides
you keep begging me to stay, but my hands are tied
i’mma buy a ticket for the next flight
i really miss my friends living on the other side

picture perfect (cxrter x threemvsk)

let u go w/ yungcray (sorrowbringer x luffy)

I'm sorry.

lyrics
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I know that you’re upset
Stuck within our ways collecting damage
Grasping at our hearts just tryna manage
Hating one another for what has been
What happened
I’ve been feeling manic
Tearing at my hair it’s like I brandish
My own fucking hands oh what a complex
I can’t even stand the fucking image
Of my visage
I just wanna visit
Take a thousand steps towards the picture
Dying with regret cause I’m not quite sure
I wanna die here
You don’t have to fight fair
I know it’s unfair

upset (pinomin)

pretty sure if i tried to shoot myself it’d jam at this point

Lyrics:

torch what we had
that shit wouldn't last
fuck weed we pack kief for our passes
don't care who you send i'm not paying my taxes
lie me face down or just bury my ashes 
she's canon
i'm fodder
you try to convince me you're an introvert
pronounce what we were in the way of a proverb
hope i don't see you at one of my concerts
fuck water cuz i live on the monster
REPLACE ME AGAIN AND THEN USE ME LIKE CLOCKWORK
gave you a part on my song 
like you earned it
switch up the lyrics to prove that im learning
the cleft in my armor is much too inviting
the way that they gut me i guess that it might be
i think i'm in love with the way that she strikes me
the rupture of organs i'm beautifully dying

i'll blow all my money i got nothing to lose
i cannot vibe when our distance is huge
find somebody else
how the fuck could i ever
i spend all my nights vivid dreaming of you
say what you want i can say i've been used
this mind is my prison this heart is my tomb
if i am to die in a couple of weeks don't you buy me a funeral
save for your food

don't plan for tomorrows 
if i wake that's the plot
if i'm still alive i guess something went wrong
i'm capping at 30
and driving too quickly
if i am to die 
hope i shared all my sauce
wait in the car while i break in the spot
mold growing steady like cream on the crop
i do not know if i'll last thru december
if not fry my drives n release all the sessions

i think i have plot armor (prod. whyke)

I think everyone should play an instrument, you don't have to make a living out of it, just sit down and play.

Beat account: @houcibeats